Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Lelutka, N21, poses, {le fil casse}

I need it digital

Every night I wanna live in color through a white-blue screen
I got a technicolor vision going vivid in my white-blue jeans
I know it’s complicated ’cause everyone that I’ve dated
Says they hate it ’cause they don’t know what to do with me, do with me
Know that my identity’s always gettin’ the best of me
I’m the worst of my enemies and I don’t really know what to do with me
Yeah, I don’t really know what to do with me

I need it digital

hair: DOUX – Ines hairstyle @ Dubai
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA RARE 1 -BOM @ Kustom9

AsteroidBox. Caelum Collar *updated*
{le fil casse} Mitchell Dress @ Access
=Zenith=Margrey Boots @ N21

Ana Poses – Port Moresby @ Shiny Shabby
::WetCat::”Disturbed” Backdrop

Posted in Cosmopolitan, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Lelutka, poses, Second Life

I Will Be Rising

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I’m made of glass
Like I’m made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

I Will Be Rising

hair: DOUX – Carla hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
skin: [theSkinnery] Teo (LelutkaEVO) @ Kustom9
tattoo: Apocalyptic + Becoming a dragon

=Zenith=Off Shoulder Faux Fur Coat
Apl.Blossom Toya @ Cosmopolitan

pose: K&S – // Freya. Bento poses @ Access
backdrop: K&S – // Everlasting story. Backdrop @ Access

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Lelutka, [BREATHE]

Busy and Crazy

This week has been insanely busy and crazy. This weekend will be more of the same. I’ve been all over the place emotionally and mentally. However, today I was squealing with delight when I saw that my sim, Curiosity Lake, was featured in the official Destination Guide. I have to say that I’m rather chuffed. (Not an American term, but I like it.)
Gonna keep this post short and sweet, cuz I got a heap of work to do today. I hope you all have a great weekend and if you’re looking for something to do tonight, I’ll be hosting the Bonfire Bash part over at Burrow tonight and would love to see you!

Busy and Crazy

Tableau Vivant // Hazel hair @ C88
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
[Glam Affair] – Lelutka Applier – Willow @ C88

=Zenith=Hazel set with Scarf @ C88
[BREATHE]-Sotomi Boots @ Access

pose: Focus. Hello Autumn @ Cosmopolitan
location: Curiosity Lake

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Assumptions

“And if you insist on continuing to make assumptions about my character, I’ll advise you only this: assume you will always be wrong.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Ignite Me

miu reign

hair:   no.match_ ~ NO_REALITY
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bia Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9

=Zenith=Punk Straps Embellished Hoodie
Miu – Piper biker shorts @ Access
Miu – Piper fanny bag @ Access
REIGN.- DISICK SLIDES @ C88

pose: Ana Poses – Yerevan

Apokaliptico Backdrop – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, DOUX, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life

Dancing with Fish

I’ve been wanting to do a picture like this for quite sometime…a dancer in the woods with fishes. A bit surreal, but as I’ve said before…surrealism is probably my favorite art genre. Luckily for me, Foxwood released these fantastic ghost fish at Collabor88. Then as if reading my mind, Dead Dollz released the Harajuku Set. As soon as I saw the set from Dead Dollz, I knew what I was going to do. I only hope that everyone appreciates it as much as I loved doing it. ♥

dead dollz doux foxwood

DOUX – Summer Day Hairstyle [RARE]
CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
Dead Dollz – Harajuku Set
=Zenith=Belt leg warmer (10 Colors) -Maitreya – RARE

Foxwood – Ghost fish – Companion pack @ Collabor88

pose by DelMay

Posted in breathe, Catwa, Events, Exploration, Fashion, GingerFish, Glam Affair, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative

It’s behind us

We’ve all had someone do something awful to us at some point in our lives. Whether it was something massively tragic like child abuse, being attacked, or simply betrayed by someone we believed loved us more than they did. No matter the degree or the nature of the pain, the bottom line is that someone hurt us. As humans (though some of us are more cat like) we instinctively want to know why. We want our pain to be acknowledged by the perpetrator. And last but not least, we want retribution.
I learned a lesson about “why” when I was a kid. My father had this awesome friend, Randy. I absolutely adored him and he was always making me laugh. I remember he came over one day and began saying that WHY was irrelevant. He started breaking down all my why questions. Why is the sky blue? “Drop the why and you simply have a fact. It doesn’t matter why. The point is that it IS.” Is the sky blue? Yes. Why do we park in the drive way and drive on the parkway? Do we park in the drive way and drive on the parkway? Yes. He taught me early on that unless there was something to be gained from knowing why, there was no point in asking. So, I ask you…why did someone hurt me? Did someone hurt me? Yes. Knowing why serves no real purpose. Its not going to help me heal. It’s not going to change what happened. It’s not going to do anything, except make me ask more useless questions. I’m not an FBI profiler, I’m not going to get to the bottom of what makes a monster tick. It is simply for curiosity’s sake that I want to know why. It is not going to lesson my pain one bit.
Why do we need perpetrators to acknowledge what they did? Well, I just talked about why questions. So, the real question is do we need perpetrators to acknowledge what they did? No. We know what they did. The only reason we should NEED an admission of guilt is if we feel as though people do not believe us. Even then, we know what happened and whether admitted or not, the perpetrator knows. As far as the rest of the world, it only matters if there are criminal charges in question. Which leads me to the retribution part. We all want to feel vindicated. We trust in the laws of our government, our religions, karma, etc. However, the truth is that many people will never pay for their bad deeds. EVER. For us to walk around holding onto some sort of resentment waiting for them to pay the price? Well, that’s a bit like walking around with stones in our pockets for absolutely no reason except to be reminded that we’re carrying around these heavy rocks just to be reminded that we’re being fools for carrying around heavy rocks.
At the very end of it all, the only thing we can change in all of this is how we go forward. Regardless of why or acknowledgment or even retribution, we can choose to carry those stones in our pockets punishing ourselves for what someone else did. OR we can empty our pockets and walk away with our heads held high knowing that whatever happened is in our past. It’s behind us…so without looking back, just bend over a bit, smack yourself on the butt and tell all that crap to kiss to your ass!

tlc theme

hair:  [KoKoLoReS] Hair Runa @ The Liaison Collaborative
head: CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
eyes: Izzie’s – Cyberlogic Eyes @ The Liaison Collaborative
skin: [Glam Affair] Maria Applier
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
tattoo: IDTTY Body Shop – Feline Gaze
=Zenith=Buckle Gloves
Ascendant – Taffy Nails @ Access
:zk:– Maetel Armor @ The Liaison Collaborative
[BREATHE]-Kendra Heels

pose: GingerFish Poses – Outrun @ The Liaison Collaborative
location: Hangars Liquides

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Phedora, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, vinyl

Loving the themes!

I know that a lot of people have been to the recent round of Collabor88, tilted their heads and said, “WTF?!” On the other hand, I have been in absolute heaven. Surrealism is my favorite genre of art. This round not only inspires me, but provides me with such an amazing collection of surrealistic creations to bring my ideas to life. I’m really quite excited about it. So, prepare yourselves for some rather interesting pictures. Between the Surrealism theme at C88 and the Cyberlogic them at TLC….I’m going to get adventurous!

vinyl c88

DOUX – Galvez hairstyle @ Belle Event
CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
[Glam Affair] Alexa Applier [ Catwa ] @ UBER
L’Emporio ::*Steampunk Bunny*::-02-Mask
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
=Zenith=Vintage Tighten Gloves (Black) – Maitreya
VINYL – Cake Bodysuit Fit Pak @ Collabor88
Phedora. Victoria High Heels

Diversion – My Poison Poses

La Puerta – Black Night – The Bearded Guy @ Dubai
:::B:::fetish RABBITs

Posted in Chic Moda, Collabor88, Events, Exploration, Fashion, GingerFish, Gingerfish Poses, Glam Affair, Second Life

My Shirt

I’ve been after Sassy to make me a shirt like this for ages. She finally did it! My very own short tee complete with under boob! She went all out, too. There are seven textures to choose from, three of them are patterns,  and six graphics, including plain. Your graphic choices are kitten (as seen below), Fierce, #blessed, babygirl, virgin, and overdressed. You can grab this awesome shirt over at Belle. I personally recommend the fatpack, I mean, with all these choices how can you possibly resist?

kitten
They called her kitten, though she was as fierce as a leopard.

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
SU!– Piercing Set 01
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Kleo @ Access
Tattoo “Kali Durga”_by GoK

hair: DOUX – Boyfriend @ Collabor88
[CX] Summer Hater (Group Gift)
amias – NADIA gloves RARE
ChicModa // Sadystika Crop Top @ Belle
Addams // Elizabeth Panties // Black // M // RARE
: CULT : Utilise Garter
=Zenith=Garters socks

GingerFish Poses – Ultraviolence @ Flourish
location: Drune IV:: Aftermath.

Posted in Blueberry, Catwa, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, N21, Second Life, Uber SL

Not So Innocent

So, its no secret that I like hanging out at FMD. Every Saturday they have events with prizes. I don’t dress up hoping for a prize, I just dress up, because it’s fun. So, this past weekend the theme was fetishes. Now, I’m not innocent by a long shot and I would consider myself to enjoy some pretty kinky stuff, but as for an actual fetish? I’m not sure I have one. According to dictionary.com a fetish is:

  1.  an object regarded with awe as being the embodiment or habitation of a potent spirit or as having magical potency.
  2. any object, idea, etc., eliciting unquestioning reverence, respect, or devotion
  3. Psychologyany object or nongenital part of the body that causes a habitual erotic  response or fixation.

Number 3, which I underlined, seems to be the most recognized definition. While there are things I like quite a bit, I can’t call any of them habitual. However, I had lots of cute stuff and put together this little outfit and called myself a fuck bunny, having no clue what that actually meant. Mind you, I didn’t go marching (or hopping…tehehe) into the club announcing that I was a fuck bunny. I only told a few friends and we all giggled. However, I decided to look up the definition and being a slang term, I knew the best place to find my answer would indeed be none other than the Urban Dictionary. Here’s their definition:

  1. A cute innocent looking girl that is a maniac in bed.
  2. That sweetheart in the HR department who you know would hump you raw given the opportunity.
  3. A virginal, often religious, girl who grew up in the country sheltered by her mother that turns into a complete nympho in bed late in high school.

I don’t know how innocent looking I am, but I won’t dispute the rest of definition #1. I don’t work in HR and while I might hump someone raw if given the opportunity, it wouldn’t just be anyone. As for #3? Yeah, definitely not me. So, there you have it…perhaps you learned something new today, perhaps you didn’t. I know I sure did. Now hop along to the next blog or leave a comment if you’d like. I do so love it when my readers reply. In the meantime, the details below will tell you how to achieve any and all parts of MY fuck bunny look. *grins & nibbles on a….carrot*

fuckbunny

wearing:
hair:  Tableau Vivant // Janelle @ Uber
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
^^Swallow^^ Crusties Ears 2.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

+ Cotton Usagi Ears XS + {aii}
+ Cotton Usagi Tail + {aii}

::GB:: Cat’s tail whip
=Zenith=Muted Coven Collar
=Zenith=Victoria lace gloves

Blueberry – Moki – Top @ Uber
Blueberry – Moki – Skirt
NANIKA – Kara Stockings @ N21

Diversion – Beachin’ Poses

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Lybra, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Go To War

“I don’t know what you had in mind
But here we stand on opposing sides
Let’s go to war
Let’s go to war
We arm ourselves with the wrongs we’ve done
Name them off one by one
Let’s go to war
Let’s go to war
Everything you say
Everything you do
You push it in and you cut me down
And you cut me down
(War, war, war)
Screaming at the ones we love
Like we forgot who we can trust
Screaming at the top of our lungs
On the grounds where we feel safe
Do we feel safe? Do we feel safe?”
~ Nothing More – Go To War

Snapshot_013

wearing:
hair: Magika – Victoria
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
Schadenfreude Tear Dermal Piercing
^^Swallow^^ Crusties Ears 2.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

LYBRA . XENIA
=Zenith=Buckle Gloves
Ascendant – 420 Nails
:::insanya::: Ripped Leggings HC
AsteroidBox. Obsidian Boots @ K9

pose by Del May