Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Lelutka, N21, poses, {le fil casse}

I need it digital

Every night I wanna live in color through a white-blue screen
I got a technicolor vision going vivid in my white-blue jeans
I know it’s complicated ’cause everyone that I’ve dated
Says they hate it ’cause they don’t know what to do with me, do with me
Know that my identity’s always gettin’ the best of me
I’m the worst of my enemies and I don’t really know what to do with me
Yeah, I don’t really know what to do with me

I need it digital

hair: DOUX – Ines hairstyle @ Dubai
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA RARE 1 -BOM @ Kustom9

AsteroidBox. Caelum Collar *updated*
{le fil casse} Mitchell Dress @ Access
=Zenith=Margrey Boots @ N21

Ana Poses – Port Moresby @ Shiny Shabby
::WetCat::”Disturbed” Backdrop

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life

Calm Down

You are somebody that we don’t know
But you’re comin’ at my friends like a missile
Why are you mad?
When you could be GLAAD? (You could be GLAAD)
Sunshine on the street at the parade
But you would rather be in the dark age
Just makin’ that sign must’ve taken all night
You just need to take several seats and then try to restore the peace
And control your urges to scream about all the people you hate
‘Cause shade never made anybody less gay

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Sady (on the left)
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Carla @ Collabor88

DOUX – Lizy hairstyle @ Belle
TETRA – Moto leather jacket @ Collabor88
BUENO-Tata BodySuit @ Collabor88

Harlow (on the right)
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

DOUX – Babyrose Hairstyle
TETRA – Not so basic crop tank @ Collabor88
.:villena:. – Distorted Boyfriend Jeans

pose: ::WetCat:: “My Army” Couple Pose @ Belle

scene:
::WetCat::&ChiMia “Luv” Backdrop @ Belle

[Black Bantam] Chocolate Kitty Ribbon Bow Decor =^.^=

Elm. Indie Summer Picnic Set
-Elm. Indie Summer Guitar [White]
-Elm. Indie Summer Cushion Pile # 1 [Floral]
-Elm. Indie Summer Cushion Pile # 2 [Floral]
-Elm. Indie Summer Cushion Pile # 3 [Floral]

Posted in Bad Unicorn, Catwa, Cynful, Dahlia, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Pose Fair, Prism Events, Salem, Second Life, shopping

The Lucky Ones

I’m going through a really hard time in real life, one of the hardest ever. Yet, I don’t need a drug to escape, thought I won’t deny they help…they are not an option for everyone. That’s a topic for another time. I was just thinking how lucky I am to have this amazing community of like minded people from all over the world. I have so many wonderful friends I can turn to for times like these. That know my story, my situation, they’ve watched it unfold, they’ve shared my triumphs and my failures. The know me, they love me, and they truly do support me.
If you don’t have that in Second Life, I highly recommend you work on some friendships, because no matter how hard things get, I know I’m lucky to have them. We are the lucky ones, because we have each other. So, pardon my language for a minute while I do a quick shout out to the Cunts and the MF’n MF’rs.  Thank you. ♥

cynful dahlia and
“We are the lucky ones
And whatever comes
We are the lucky ones”
~ Kerli – The Lucky Ones

wearing:
hair:  MINA – Annie (*new* @ Hair Fair)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee

Dahlia – Winifred – headpiece (*new* @ Salem)
.Swan. Bewitched Kitty Collar (*new* @ Salem)
**RE** Corvino Set (*new* @ Salem)
-**RE** Corvino Earrings
-**RE** Corvino Multistrand Necklace
03. Ascendant – Bridget B. [Finger Gems Black] RARE (*new* @ Salem)
08. Ascendant – Bridget B. [Bento Nails] (*new* @ Salem)
[Cynful] Gracey’s Shrug (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: ::WetCat:: ‘Natalie’ Pose Set Bento (*new* @ Pose Fair)
[Bad Unicorn] Imaginarium Backdrop

 

Posted in 4Mesh, Events, Fashion, Hairology, Narcisse, pr!tty, Second Life, shopping

Moon

Its another song post, because its all I could think of while taking the photo. Call me uninspired or musically inspired. *laughs* Either way, here’s the link & lyrics, you know how I do.

Sia – Moon

I watch you spin from afar
I drink you in and breath you out
I’m camouflaged by the time-line
I’m camouflaged when the sun shines

Two ships passing in the night
Two lips pressing ground the tides

I believe the world it spins for you
We will never be, I am the moon
I believe the world it spins for you
We will never be, I am the moon

I long to be a part
I isolate my heart
You’ve drawn me into your world
Now I too spin limbless

One hand clapping, where’s the wind
I stand spanning at your distant wings

I believe the world it spins for you
We will never be, I am the moon

girl in the moon

wearing:
hair: pr!tty  – Cameron (*new* @ Hairology)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
**CC** – Bokeh Stars
Narcisse– Kellis Babydoll Set (*new* @ 4Mesh)

::WetCat:: “Crescent” Moon Prop  (*new* @ 4Mesh)

{anc} shooting stars

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Pale Girl Productions, Second Life, Self Reflection, shoes, shopping

Warning Signs

Some people should come with warning signs. I’ve often said that about myself. Much like the profiles that most of us fill out about our friends, what we do, our favorite stores, etc. I think sometimes we should dedicate one to a warning. For instance, mine might say something like….WARNING: Sometimes carelessly sarcastic. Maybe harmful to sensitive people. Does not flirt well. Chases squirrels and is often not paying attention. Uses offensive language. R, possible X Rated.  Or any other number of things that one might should know before approaching me. I suppose most of us try to do that in the About me portion of our profiles, but what if we let someone else write our warning signs? I imagine my closest friends would most certainly call me a cunt, which clearly would offend a lot of people, but it just cracks us up and we proudly claim the title.
I’m sitting here thinking about what I would write for others. I have one friend that is very sweet. He offers hugs and compliments to almost everyone, but this is often misunderstood and people either think he’s flirting or inviting their advances. For him, I’d probably say, “WARNING: friendly, sometimes flirty, but he’s harmless and taken. Please take his compliments as simple acts of kindness and nothing more.”
Another friend of mine often comes off like an air head, because the simplest of things can go right over her head. However, she’s quite intelligent, educated, and perceptive. For her, I’d probably write, “WARNING: Far more intelligent and educated than she lets on. Highly perceptive. Do not think you are fooling her. Be interesting or she will wander off, she might anyway. Her flickr may be Xrated, but she’s not your whore!”
Of course there some that should just read, “WARNING! Drama Queen, Keyboard Warrior, Negative Nancy, Be prepared to call Wambulance!”
I could do this all day…that’s just the two examples that were floating around in my head as I thought about warning labels. Hell, this could become a regular blog topic. *laughs* What would yours say? What do you think others would write for you?

warning signs

Just like my last post with Vintage Fair items, the link for the Fair beside the item will take you directly to that vendor.

hair[e] Donna (*new* @ Vintage Fair)
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
eyesCATWA Mesh Eyes Pack
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
tattoo: –Endless Pain Tattoos- Suicide Girlv3 (*new* @ Vintage Fair)

[Cynful] Rendezvous Bracelet (*new* @ Collabor88)
[Cynful] Rendezvous Romper (*new* @ Collabor88)
:Z.S: Tay Heels (*new* @ Vintage Fair)

pose by Del May
backdrop: ::WetCat:: & .:LEMON:. “Alley” BackdropScene [POSES]
+Half-Deer+ Spilled Liquid – Small Puddle – Water Set
sign: 7 – Drugs Sold Sign

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Home Decor, Red Fish, Second Life, shoes, shopping

I Can’t Sleep

“I can’t sleep, I hope I stay awake
Cause I’ve been running, running, running all day
Long nights, no peace, I feel like everybody’s eyes on me
I can’t sleep”
K.Flay – Can’t Sleep

Normally this is the story of my life, but I recently went to see the doctor. A new one for me and I love him. However, he’s got me on all these new meds and I’m sooo sleepy all the time. I’m not used to sleeping this much. I don’t have time for this kinda sleep! Turns out I have a deficiency of Vitamins B12 & D, too. Fun times, I have to go in everyday for a week for an injection of B12. I’m not surprised by the Vitamin D. Let’s see, in the real world I go outside and see the sun? I hiss. Literally. I do enjoy sunshine on rare occasions, but mostly I prefer dark rooms and dark nights.

play time

wearing:
[monso] My Hair – Saeko (*new* @ FaMESHed)
CATWA HEAD Kathy
MaitreyaMesh Body – Lara V4.1
tattoo: RedFish – Madame (*new* @ Old Fair)
Pretty Mess – Baby Crop BLACK HURT MERT (*new* @ Memento Mori)
Pretty Mess – Ruched Panties BLACK (*new* @ Memento.Mori)
#EMPIRE – Penstemon – Maitreya (*new* @ Chapter Four)

pose with props: ::WetCat:: “Cyber-Link” WebCam Prop (Naughty)

Stockholm-Bed by Bazar