Posted in Animals, Blueberry, Bueno, Catwa, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Second Life

Nothing new

Boy, boy, boys, boy

Stealin’ kisses from your misses
Does it make you freak out?
Got you fussing, got you worried
Scared to let your guard down

Boys, boys

Tell the neighbours I’m not sorry
If I’m breaking walls down
Building your girl’s second story
Ripping all your floors out

Saw your face, heard your name
Gotta get with you
Girls like girls like boys do
Nothing new
~ Hayley Kiyoko – Girls Like Girls

space cadet ab vinyl

Precious is wearing:
hair: Foxy – Cupid.
head:  CATWA HEAD Catya
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody
skin: Deetalez Maya European tone with freckles

^^Swallow^^ Princess Ears
Kibitz – Corinne’s leashed collar
BUENO-Kitty Cat-Backpack

Blueberry – FLF – 1/17 – Knotted Top
Blueberry – Authentic – Ripped Jeans
Blueberry – Authentic – Sneakers

Sady is wearing: 
hair: DOUX – Carla hairstyle
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Wednesday[+] ~ Idoru Eyelashes @ Kustom9
[Heaux] Dolly Eyes

#11 CHAIN – Hoop Earrings – Silver @ Epiphany
.::Nanika::. Leah Necklace
SU!– Almond Nails
(Yummy) Bestie Ring Set
(Yummy) Spring Splendor Rings

AsteroidBox. Sienna Jacket @ Kustom9
VINYL – Biscuit Joggers @ Kustom9
[COMPLEX] RETRO LOW @ Kustom9

pose:space cadet – deep @ flourish

scene:
.PALETO. Backdrop:. Duxbury Cute @ Equal10

[Rezz Room] Rottweiler Adult Animesh

:::ChicChica::: Bubble Tea @ Equal10

Junk Food – Hot Wings @ Epiphany
Junk Food – Noodles White @ Epiphany
Junk Food – Chopsticks @ Epiphany

[Since1975]-Skateboard

Posted in Animals, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Kustom9, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shoes, shopping

Had to have it!

I don’t talk about how much I absolutely love books, but I do. Not just reading them, but holding them…owning them. They look amazing on the shelf to me…in stacks…I swear I could live in a book lined room. When electronic reading devices hit the market, I knew it would be great for some. As books can and do take up a lot of room. I’ll admit, I did get one and I read several books on it. I enjoyed the newness of it, but after a while I began to miss the feel of having an actual book in my hands. The feel of the paper between my fingers. The subtle sound of a page being turned. Using a book mark…no dog eared pages for me, my friend. The smell  of the book will tell you if its old, new, or borrowed. I love that smell. Anyway, I digress…you see, a few weeks ago, Satomi (Foxcity) asked on Facebook about our favorite books. I said mine, not thinking much of it, but in the process found out that Erin Morgenstern had written another book since then. Not only did I find my next book, but Foxcity just released this amazing backdrop in their mainstore and my book is on the shelf! I had to have it and you will definitely see it again!

nutmeg vinyl rr stealthic

 

hair: Stealthic – Purity
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.1)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Amelie Applier [ Genus ] @ Kustom9
Tattoo “Maneki Neko”_by GoK

VINYL – Not 10am Tee Dress @ Kustom9
: CULT : Cheeta Sneakers @ Access

pose: FOXCITY. Legs for Days Bento Pose Set

scene:
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – The Book Nook

Nutmeg. Countryside Dream Set Addition @ Shiny Shabby
-Nutmeg. Countryside Dream Open Lattice Wardrobe
-Nutmeg. Countryside Dream Chandelier White
-Nutmeg. Holiday Wreath Bonus Item

Nutmeg. Countryside Dream Rug
Nutmeg. Countryside Dream Knitting
Nutmeg. Countryside Dream Books
Nutmeg. Cone / 1
Nutmeg. Cone / 2

Nutmeg. Midsummer Brunch Pillow

[Rezz Room] Pomeranian Animesh @ Equal10

*Tentacio* Fall days
-fall bag brown
-fall book
-fall laptop

The Loft – Morgan Accent Pillow

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Second Life, Uber SL

Pronouns (not what you think)

Pronouns (not what you think)
“Where are THEY?”
One asks
When the other is missing
“Where is HE?”
One asks
When only she is present
“Where is SHE?”
One asks
When he is the only one there
“Where is HE?”
She asks
Whenever she has news
“Where is SHE?”
He asks
Whenever he needs something
“Where is US?”
She asked
When he said they were never dating.
~Sadystika Sabretooth

tv vinyl uber

Tableau Vivant // Cinder hair
CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
[Glam Affair] Maria Applier
[LEGACY] Meshbody
AGAVE – Dean’s AntiDemon Pentagram (bonus w/Chrissy top)
VINYL – Chrissy Crop Top @ Uber
VINYL – Shipped Jeans & Straps @ Uber

FOXCITY. City Life Bento Pose Set
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – City Life

Posted in Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

How did we get here?

I absolutely love how people say they’re tired of all the bullshit on the grid and how they want people to be more honest, but at the end of the day they only really want the truth they want to hear. They don’t want the whole truth. I have apologized for hurting people’s feelings with the truth, but I will never apologize for being honest. I am trying to just keep my mouth shut and let people ramble senselessly about their issues for which they clearly want not resolution, but its hard to listen to someone talk about such toxic behaviors as if its a sporting event. I wonder if they know how they sound or that people are literally rolling their eyes the minute they begin to speak about certain subjects? Are they so self absorbed they don’t really care, because they’re more interested in having an audience?
These are the questions that occur to me as I listen to the broken records and instructions for self-destruction from some of the people in my life. I can only imagine the sorts of thoughts they all have about me. I’m pretty sure I’ve become the person that is such a downer most of my friends have quit reaching out for a damn good reason. I can’t say I blame them. Dare I say it? I’ve become….*cringes*…emo. Ugh. Easy for me to sit in my pool of self loathing and point the fingers at those around me. Damn…we need to pull it together. How did we let ourselves get here?

vinyl tableau uber

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
SU!– Piercing Set 01
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: ItGirls – Luccia @ Uber

Tableau Vivant // U-bob @ Uber
Ascendant – Seductress Nails and Dermal Gems @ Kinky
VINYL – August Necklace Gift Pak @ Uber
VINYL – Madison Blazer & Shirtdress @ Uber

pose: {NR} paining ❤
Paparazzi – BACKDROP – The Brownstone Hotel Stoop

Posted in Catwa, Eudora3D, Events, Exploration, Fashion, GingerFish, Gingerfish Poses, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

Hope for Harlow

We all know how deeply we can connect with one another in this beautiful virtual world. Some of us knew about that connection before we ever stepped a pixelated foot on the grid. I wonder how many knew how connected we’d become to one another’s families? People we never met, yet because our friends are going through something with these people, we feel connected to them. I never expected to cry and worry about someone else’s family member being sick. Yet, here I am worried sick about my friend’s dad. I’d trade places with him to take this off her plate if I could, but the world doesn’t work that way. All I can do is send lots of love and healing energy her way. However, I am asking my readers to please say a little prayer for her and her family. I believe if we all send that positive energy her way, it can and will make a difference.

Hope for Harlow

wearing:
hair: TRUTH Lilo
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

VINYL – Karmin Corset Dress
Eudora3D Dock Wedges @ TLC

pose: GingerFish Poses – Ahoy! @ TLC

location: Baja Sands

Posted in Catwa, Fashion, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Second Life, Uber SL

O’ Sailor

“Everything good, I deem too good to be true
Everything else is just a bore
Everything I have to look forward to
Has a pretty painful and very imposing before
O’ Sailor, why’d you do it
What’d you do that for
Saying there’s nothing to it
And then letting it go by the boards”

pin up vinyl

wearing:
hair: MINA – Giulia
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
^^Swallow^^ Crusties Ears 2.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

VINYL – Perri Bustier @ Uber
VINYL – Vives Shorts @ Uber

pose: Diversion – Beachin’ Poses
Trompe Loeil – Bowline Beach Treehouse @ Uber

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, GingerFish, Gingerfish Poses, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Reign, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Warning Signs

?We wove a sticky web in a dirty little game
And I was hypnotized
All your bad juju and all your weird voodoo
Made me go blind
There was nothing there but the shell of the girl
You left behind
But I wasn’t seeing, I just wasn’t seeing
Somehow I missed the warning signs”
~ Eilen Jewell – Warning Signs

gas station

wearing:
hair: MINA Hair – Donna Mae (*new* @ Epiphany)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #20 [PUMEC] – MIA – JUNE (*new* @ Epiphany)

2. [CX] Wild Hazard Jacket – B ( Maitreya ) RARE  (*new* @ Epiphany)
[Aleutia] Yumi Tshirt (*new* @ X by FaMESHed)
Vinyl – Kito True-Booty Shorts
22. [CX] Wild Hazard Leg Harness – Silver (B) // Maitreya (*new* @ Epiphany)
REIGN.- AVRIL BOOTS & SOCKS

pose: GingerFish Poses – Bad at Love
(Milk Motion) that night – gas station (*new* @ Epiphany)

Posted in Blueberry, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Lamb, Second Life

I don’t understand

I’m really curious if there are girls in Second Life that actually fall for the lines that some of these men throw at us. I’ve heard of some pretty outrageous things that girls have said to men, as well. From dick pics to lame ass pick up lines to sexual assault, I’d like to say I’ve seen it all, but these ridiculous men cease to amaze me. I’m not talking about the plain ole, “Hi” or “Hello”…or even the “Nice avatar.”
I’m talking about those really far out and inappropriate intros. For instance, I had a guy emote that he grabbed me by the hair and bent me over a table. I didn’t know him from Adam’s housecat! Ironically, he’s IMd me two more times since then, each time at a different club. He never seems to remember me, but I sure af remember him. I mean, that kind of unsolicited emote is like a sexual assault, right? Or the guys that IM every girl in the club with the same opening line. Uhm, dude, we’re all dancing in a row on the same hud, we’re not talking in local, which should indicate we’re probably in a conference. Did you really think we wouldn’t tell each other about the rando in our IMs?
I’m really curious if this tactic works. How many girls do they have to copy/paste that message to in order to get a hit? Does anyone fall for that? If so….WHY???

blueberry foxy

wearing:
hair: Lamb. Mirror Kisses (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
eyes: -SU!- Astrid Eyes
body: –Belleza– Freya
skin: [theSkinnery] Emmy (*new* @ C88)

-SU!- Celestria Earrings
Blueberry – Alma – Ruffled Top
Vinyl – Hart Wide Legs

pose by Del May
.Florix. Zebra Backdrop – PINK (*new* @ Equal10)

 

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL, vinyl

Setting Goals!

I had just been telling a friend of mine, “I’ve been tip toeing through broken glass for so goddamn long that I’ve forgotten what it feels like to wear my combat boots and fight back.” He shrugged it off like some crazy shit that only a high chick would say, but I think he just didn’t get it. Oddly enough, I was listening to Digital Daggers and one of my favorite songs of their started playing. While I’m not fond of the redundant name of the song, the lyrics connect to me in ways the author couldn’t have possibly imagined, and the melody is one of those hauntingly cool songs that only come along every so often. It all just got me thinking and looking back, which I do a lot.
I had gotten so tired of fighting that I just threw my hands up and surrendered. I tiptoed around certain friends, avoided some altogether…simply because I didn’t want to upset them and for whatever reason, my presence upsets them. There are people that hate me for reasons I have yet to understand and those people practically monitor my every move, another thing I have yet to understand. I didn’t have any fight in me. I was too emotionally tired to deal with SL drama, which is all it is…stuff that wouldn’t happen in RL, that’s for sure.
I genuinely stopped giving a fuck. Whatever happened…happened. While this attitude was rather liberating and freaking great at first, it got very dark rather quickly. I realized that I had not just lost the ability to give a fuck, but I had also lost hope. I was merely waiting to die. I was impossible to be around, my friends must have been watching from afar…some of them. I know they love me, but I’m sure they were like…nuh huh, she full on craycray, right now! They were right.
Due to so much time alone, I was able to take long horrid looks in the mirror, figuratively and literally. The emptiness in my eyes, no glow in my cheeks, even my lips seem pale. At least I have good make up, maybe I’ll start wearing some of it…not that anyone will see it, unless someone sends me a webcam..lol. I’ve got pink hair dye that I’ve been too chicken to apply..
It’s time to start living again and living for ME! As for all that broken glass? Hmm! Bitches better get out of my way, cuz Momma has a broom, Baby! My existence hurts your feelings? Block me and stop obsessing, stop pretending you like me, stop pretending to my friend…how about you find a new hobby or scape goat this year?
I’m putting my combat boots on, world. Ready or not, I’m not ready to just roll over and die like a little bitch. Enough is enough. I have a lot of changes to make, but there’s nothing like a new year to motivate me to make those changes. Am I making resolutions? No. I’m setting goals. *wink*

river song

wearing:
hair:  TRUTH VIP Joy
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

VINYL – Yuletide Crop
Dead Dollz – Mayerling Skirt (*new* @ UBER)

Posted in Catwa, Cynful, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Gos, Jian, Prism Events, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Tannenbaum, Vanity Event

Tiffany’s Challenge

Alright, so the other day, I challenged my readers to challenge me in a post so adequately titled: Challenge to Challenge. The first to offer up a challenge was my ever so sweet girl, Tiffany Parkin. She wants me to compare a sextant and a football. Well, I had to look up sextant, because I had no clue what it was. I must admit, I was quite disappointed to find out that it actually has nothing at all to do with sex. *sighs* That Tiffany is such a tease!
So, to start off, these two things have one thing in common right off the bat. I know nothing about either one. I now know that one is used for celestial navigation or something like that…the other, well, is the ball with which American football is played and looks nothing like a ball in my opinion. I guess the next thing they have in common is stars. Although one deals with the stars in the sky, the other often produces the celebrity type.  Pretty sure you could bore me to death talking about either one of them, as well. So, there you have it….I did my best. *shakes her head and mutters about Tiffany being a sadist*

You call that a challenge

wearing:
hair:  Clawtooth: Merry and Bright (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: –Belleza– Freya
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

Dahlia – Orion – Sunglasses (*new* @ FaMESHed)
SU!– Piercing Set 07
(Yummy) Ouija Ring Set
Ascendant – Million Bento Nails (*new* @ Vanity)

[Cynful] Snuggle Cardigan (*new* @ FaMESHed)
VINYL – Trapt Neon / Leather Dress (*new* @ LeveL)
[Gos] Frenchie Knit Boots (*new* @ Arcade)

pose: FOXCITY. The Journey Bento Set

scene:
.:Joplino:. Backdrop Comfy Place

JIAN Kringle’s Kittens *EPP* Gift Box Kitten (*new* @ Epiphany)

JIAN Poinsettia Garland Collection (*new* @ FaMESHed)
-JIAN Poinsettia Garland :: Wreathe
-JIAN Poinsettia Garland :: Basket