Posted in Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL

I got a list of names

I don’t like your perfect crime
How you laugh when you lie
You said the gun was mine
Isn’t cool, no, I don’t like you
But I got smarter, I got harder in the nick of time
Honey, I rose up from the dead, I do it all the time
I got a list of names, and yours is in red, underlined
I check it once, then I check it twice, oh!
Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me-

I got a list of names

hair: Tableau Vivant // Scilla hair
head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: #3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany
tattoo: Apocalyptic Love & Passion @ Uber

— PUMEC – MURKA – BEAUTY SET (LELUTKA)
headband, eyeshadow, eyes, & lipstick

VOBE – Devi Set Choker
(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
VOBE – Devi Set Garter
Just BECAUSE Tatah Top
boots: UTOPIA@Design – “ASHLEY” @ Uber

  • TRIGGERED – Confidence Panties

pose: FOXCITY. Kittie Bento Pose Set

backdrop: MINIMAL – January Group Gift 2021

Fapple- Bondage Chair


Posted in DOUX, Dubai, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Shiny Shabby, shoes, shopping

Let me love you like a woman

We could get lost in the purple rain
Talk about the good old days
We could get high on some pink champagne
Baby, let me count the waves
Let me love you like a woman
Let me hold you like a baby
Let me shine like a diamond
Let me be who I’m meant to be
Talk to me in songs and poems
Don’t make me be bittersweet
Let me love you like a woman

Let me love you like a woman

hair: DOUX – Valentine hairstyle @ Dubai
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: [theSkinnery] Avery @ Kustom9

Seniha. Prudence Set @ FaMESHed X
**UTOPIA@Design** – “NATALIA”

pose: Diversion – Mirage Vol. 2 Poses @ Shiny Shabby
Diversion – Mirage Backdrop @ Shiny Shabby

Posted in Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, shopping, skin, tattoo, Uber SL

Trying Something

Every once in a while I like to tap into my dark side. In now way does this begin to compare to some of the incredibly talented bloggers we have on the AsteroidBox team, but I still wanted to try a dark shot…so I did. I don’t have any deep or meaningful things to say today. I just wanted to try something different. Hopefully, people will like it. *bites her black nails*

demon

hair: Magika – Midnight
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora
tattoo: THIS IS WRONG Mind Flyer Shine+tattoo

makeup: THIS IS WRONG Creep makeup
eyes: [Heaux] Grave Eyes
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Persia Ears @ Kustom9

toksik – Devil’s Manner Horns
*PKC* Danni Collar @ Kinky
Mug – Killer Nurse – #2 Test Subject RARE
AsteroidBox. Layla Bikini @ Equal10
**UTOPIA@Design** – “PRIYA” @ Uber

pose: Bauhaus Movement – Fade to Black

background: The Asylum Backdrop – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Bueno, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Giving me chills

Swimming in your eyes, in your eyes, in your eyes
Egyptian blue
Something I’ve never had without you
You’re giving me chills at a hundred degrees
It’s better than pills how you put me to sleep
Calling your name, the only language I can speak
Taking my breath, a souvenir that you can keep
Giving me chills
Chills

monso bueno utopia rise design bearded guy

Sady is wearing:
hair:  [monso] My Hair – Maria
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.2.1)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bella Skin [Lelutka] @ Kustom9

[ rD ] – Evangeline Gorget
BUENO-Julia Bodysuit Fatpack @ Uber
MIWAS / High waist Fishnet tights
**UTOPIA@Design** – “KENDRA”

pose: [evoLove] – Provocative pose set
Rub Cross Steel – Monday Moves – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Bueno, Codex, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Lions Don’t Lose Sleep

Think I got you on my mind
Not really one to waste my time
What you doin’? What you sayin’?
I ain’t really got no feelings
I don’t even know your name
So why don’t you go and do the same?
Mind your business, little bitches
I know you’re listenin’ so just hear me there
The truth is you don’t even
Know what the hell you believe
But you should believe
Lions don’t lose sleep
Over the opinions of sheep
So if you’re waitin’
To watch me fall
Watch me fall
Watch me fall
I’ma keep you waitin’
To watch me fall
Watch me fall
Watch me fall
I’ma keep you waitin’

tram glitzz utopia

Sady is wearing:
hair:  tram J0416 hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.2.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe

(Yummy) Theia Ring Set @ Uber
CODEX_BRACELET NAOMI @ Kinky
BUENO-Bad Habits collar
[Glitzz] Gardenia Lingerie @ Belle
**UTOPIA@Design** – “JORDAN” @ Uber

Diversion – Midnight Desires – Poses

Serenity Style– Wrangler Couch

Elm. “Psychic Hotline” – White Ouija Phone

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Second Life

We all have a hunger

“Tell me what you need
Oh, you look so free
The way you use your body, baby
Come on and work it for me
Don’t let them get you down
You’re the best thing I’ve seen
We never found the answer
But we knew one thing”
~ Florence & the Machine – Hunger

CX tram

hair: tram I1002 hair @ Collabor88
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: [Glam Affair] Mary Applier [Genus ] 007 – 11 RARE @ Epiphany
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

[CX] Vice Crew / Nose Bandage – Black @ Epiphany
SU!– Lynexia Collar
nipple piercings: //Naberius// The Manticore Set
Ascendant – Lady Danger Nails

[CX] Vice Crew / Hoodie – Black / Maitreya RARE @ Epiphany
[CX] Vice Crew / Harness – Black / Maitreya @ Epiphany
[CX] Vice Crew / Shorts – Black / Maitreya @ Epiphany
[CX] Vice Crew / Fishnet Stockings – Black / Maitreya @ Epiphany
**UTOPIA@Design** – “PENELOPE”

Ana Poses – Temptation
Las Torres – Moments Noirs – The Bearded Guy @ Black Fair

a few deets about what’s Derrek :
Modulus – Christian Hair
CATWA HEAD Daniel
^^Swallow^^ Darkness Ears
[Signature] Gianni Body
tattoo by Garden of Ku
Mossu – Logan.Pants

Posted in Catwa, Chic Moda, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Even if I try

I’m not strong enough to stay away
I can’t run from you
I just run back to you
Like a moth I’m drawn in to your flame
You say my name
But it’s not the same
You look in my eyes
I’m stripped of my pride
And my soul surrenders
And you bring my heart to its knees
And it’s killing me when you’re away
And I wanna leave and I wanna stay
And I’m so confused, so hard to choose
Between the pleasure and the pain
And I know it’s wrong, and I know it’s right
Even if I try to win the fight
My heart would overrule my mind
And I’m not strong enough to stay away

doux cynful chicmoda uphoria

head: Catwa Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Maria

DOUX – Samantha hairstyle
.random.Matter. – Junee Human Ears @ Kustom9
Cynful Diamond – Choker
Cynful Diamond – Bracelets
Cynful Diamond – Anklets
ChicModa // Roxanne Dress @ Uber
**UTOPIA@Design** – “KATYA”

FOXCITY. Stairs (Sitting) Bento Pose Set)
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Lost City

Posted in Catwa, crate, Death Row Designs, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Home Decor, Jian, Kustom9, Lamb, Lybra, Maitreya, Prism Events, Quasi, Salem, Second Life, shopping, ULTRA

Guarantees in Life

There are few guarantees in life, but one thing is for sure. You will get hurt. You will find yourself in some of the darkest places imaginable right in your own head. You will eventually die. And no matter who you are if you have tits bigger than a B cup and you sleep in a tank top, you will wake up with one tit out. It never fails.

waking the dead

wearing:
hair:  Lamb. Meow
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
eyes & shadow: [ Conviction ] Living Dead Doll
face & partial body applier: S.E CATWA + OMEGA RIDE OF THE DEAD MASK APPLY 01 (*new* @ Kustom9) ***includes Diamonds and black crown attachment-not shown

LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS
: CULT : Dark Side Rings

*Vanilla Bae* Holly Shirt & Cardi: (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[VALE KOER] WAIST PANTIES
**UTOPIA@Design** – “XILA” (*new* @ X by FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. Bad Kitty Bento Pose Set

scene:
JIAN Spoiled Rotties 12. Skeleton Pup Companion (*new* @ Epiphany)

Quasi – Dripping with Sin – 3D Painting

crate Travelor’s Trolley (*new* @ Blueprint)

Rounded Bed (Adult) CHEZ MOI (*new* @ ULTRA)

[La Baguette] Voodoo doll (deco) (*new* @ Salem)
:::ChicaChica::: Holy blood Cocktail tray REZZ (*new* @ Salem)

drd phantom broken mirror

Fapple– Always Prepared- Side Table
Fapple– BDSM Tool Box

striped mocha – hanging lotuses – black

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Gos, Maitreya, pr!tty, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Everywhere I Look

I use songs in my blogs a lot. Sometimes its because I can’t find the words to say what I’m feeling, but some incredible musician has them already in a song. So, I borrow their words and talents to help express myself. Today, I’m going to share a song that means a great deal to me. It reminds me of a special person from my past. He was an amazing individual and loved me like no one else I’ve ever known. We couldn’t make it work, because his ignorance and stupidity drove me insane. I had no patience for it, but at the end of the day being in his arms was home. There was a passion in our relationship that can never be replicated. I destroyed him and now he’s dead. I will never forgive myself for what I did to him.

The song is Something I Can Never Have (still) by Nine Inch Nails.  Mind you, this is the same man that made me hate AC/DC. Though now that he’s gone, for some reason, I tend to be more open to the older songs, especially the ones he played regularly on his electric guitar. Isn’t it strange how people can leave such a mark in our lives? I always thought we’d cross paths again someday, but it never happened. The last time I saw him was a confrontation at a gas station…he cried from the pain….I cried from the regret. I was a different person then. I was reckless and self-centered. Even with all his issues, for he was far from perfect, he did not deserve what I did to him. I will live with that shame for the rest of my life.

RIP JLM♥

Live Free
I still recall the taste of your tears 
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears 
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore 
Scraping through my head ’till I don’t want to sleep anymore

Sady is wearing:
hair: pr!tty – Jes
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery] Katy (Catwa Applier) toffee (*new* @ C88)
brows: –SU!- Blair Eyebrows +CATWA APPLIER

(Yummy) Free Spirit Rings (*new* @ C88)
.08 [ kunst ] – Slim Cigarette #2 (hand)

neve top – recycled biker (*new* @ Uber)
[Gos] Boutique – Liz Leather Pants (*new* @ FaMESHed)
**UTOPIA@Design** – “ERIKA”

pose by Del May