We could get lost in the purple rain Talk about the good old days We could get high on some pink champagne Baby, let me count the waves Let me love you like a woman Let me hold you like a baby Let me shine like a diamond Let me be who I’m meant to be Talk to me in songs and poems Don’t make me be bittersweet Let me love you like a woman
Every once in a while I like to tap into my dark side. In now way does this begin to compare to some of the incredibly talented bloggers we have on the AsteroidBox team, but I still wanted to try a dark shot…so I did. I don’t have any deep or meaningful things to say today. I just wanted to try something different. Hopefully, people will like it. *bites her black nails*
hair: Magika – Midnight
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora
tattoo: THIS IS WRONG Mind Flyer Shine+tattoo
Swimming in your eyes, in your eyes, in your eyes
Egyptian blue
Something I’ve never had without you
You’re giving me chills at a hundred degrees
It’s better than pills how you put me to sleep
Calling your name, the only language I can speak
Taking my breath, a souvenir that you can keep
Think I got you on my mind
Not really one to waste my time
What you doin’? What you sayin’?
I ain’t really got no feelings
I don’t even know your name
So why don’t you go and do the same?
Mind your business, little bitches
I know you’re listenin’ so just hear me there
The truth is you don’t even
Know what the hell you believe
But you should believe
Lions don’t lose sleep
Over the opinions of sheep
So if you’re waitin’
To watch me fall
Watch me fall
Watch me fall
I’ma keep you waitin’
To watch me fall
Watch me fall
Watch me fall
I’ma keep you waitin’
“Tell me what you need
Oh, you look so free
The way you use your body, baby
Come on and work it for me
Don’t let them get you down
You’re the best thing I’ve seen
We never found the answer
But we knew one thing”
~ Florence & the Machine – Hunger
hair: tram I1002 hair @ Collabor88
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: [Glam Affair] Mary Applier [Genus ] 007 – 11 RARE @ Epiphany
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
[CX] Vice Crew / Nose Bandage – Black @ Epiphany
–SU!– Lynexia Collar
nipple piercings: //Naberius// The Manticore Set Ascendant – Lady Danger Nails
I’m not strong enough to stay away
I can’t run from you
I just run back to you
Like a moth I’m drawn in to your flame
You say my name
But it’s not the same
You look in my eyes
I’m stripped of my pride
And my soul surrenders
And you bring my heart to its knees
And it’s killing me when you’re away
And I wanna leave and I wanna stay
And I’m so confused, so hard to choose
Between the pleasure and the pain
And I know it’s wrong, and I know it’s right
Even if I try to win the fight
My heart would overrule my mind
And I’m not strong enough to stay away
There are few guarantees in life, but one thing is for sure. You will get hurt. You will find yourself in some of the darkest places imaginable right in your own head. You will eventually die. And no matter who you are if you have tits bigger than a B cup and you sleep in a tank top, you will wake up with one tit out. It never fails.
wearing:
hair: Lamb. Meow
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
eyes & shadow: [ Conviction ] Living Dead Doll
face & partial body applier: S.E CATWA + OMEGA RIDE OF THE DEAD MASK APPLY 01 (*new* @ Kustom9) ***includes Diamonds and black crown attachment-not shown
LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS
: CULT : Dark Side Rings
I use songs in my blogs a lot. Sometimes its because I can’t find the words to say what I’m feeling, but some incredible musician has them already in a song. So, I borrow their words and talents to help express myself. Today, I’m going to share a song that means a great deal to me. It reminds me of a special person from my past. He was an amazing individual and loved me like no one else I’ve ever known. We couldn’t make it work, because his ignorance and stupidity drove me insane. I had no patience for it, but at the end of the day being in his arms was home. There was a passion in our relationship that can never be replicated. I destroyed him and now he’s dead. I will never forgive myself for what I did to him.
The song is Something I Can Never Have (still) by Nine Inch Nails. Mind you, this is the same man that made me hate AC/DC. Though now that he’s gone, for some reason, I tend to be more open to the older songs, especially the ones he played regularly on his electric guitar. Isn’t it strange how people can leave such a mark in our lives? I always thought we’d cross paths again someday, but it never happened. The last time I saw him was a confrontation at a gas station…he cried from the pain….I cried from the regret. I was a different person then. I was reckless and self-centered. Even with all his issues, for he was far from perfect, he did not deserve what I did to him. I will live with that shame for the rest of my life.
RIP JLM♥
I still recall the taste of your tears Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore Scraping through my head ’till I don’t want to sleep anymore
