Posted in Access, accessories, Animals, bento, blogging, Cosmetics, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, New Items, poses, Second Life, Second Life Fashion, shopping, Shopping Events, The Liaison Collaborative

neither ever nor never

(please put me to bed and turn down the light)
fold down your hands
give me a sigh
put down your lies
lay down next to me
don’t listen when I scream
bury your doubts and fall asleep
find out I was just a bad dream
let the bed sheet soak up my tears and watch
the only way out disappear
don’t tell me why
kiss me goodbye
for neither ever nor never
goodbye
neither ever nor never
goodbye

neither ever nor never

foundation
hair: tram I0710 hair
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head 3.1
head skin: [Glam Affair] Gaia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ K9
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy

cosmetics
eyebrows: -SU!- Aneira Eyebrows
eyeshadow: poema – Ines Eyeshadows @ TLC
lipstick: Moccino Beaute x LeLutka EvoX – Huntress Lipblood Collection @ Access

fashion
VENGE – ‘Luna’ Earrings @ TLC
LIVIA // Night Bento Rings @ TLC
Just BECAUSE Velma Sweater @ FaMESHed

[Rezz Room] Crow Animesh

pose: Secret Poses – Katherine @ TLC

Posted in Animals, bento, blogging, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Lelutka, New Items, Second Life, Second Life Fashion, shoes, shopping, Shopping Events, skin, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL, vinyl

Cozy Up For the Night

I’ve been soo crazy busy lately that I’m just now getting around to blogging this adorable set from Hideki that you can grab at TLC for a few more days. It closes on the 10th, after that you’ll have to check his mainstore. This set is so cute and even my photo doesn’t do it justice. However, I couldn’t help but want to make a man cave that the girl took over….so here it is with lots of pink pieces from one of Bamse’s new sets to be found at the October round of Arcade. What better way to enjoy this room than relaxing in a comfy shirt from Vinyl, paired with some super cute sweats? A girl can watch just about any scary movie with her trusted pup beside her, right? And thanks to some pieces from Kraftwork’s new set (also at the Arcade), I was able to set the tone of horror movie night. So, I’m all about horror films in October…and honestly, I’m so obsessed with this scene, I just wanna crawl directly into it and cozy up for the night.

Cozy Up For the Night

foundation
hair: tram K0925 hair
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: eBODY – REBORN
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy

fashion
VINYL – Nachos & Bao Sweater @ FaMESHed
Vanilla Bae Lameka Sweatpants @ Uber
[ VERSOV ] ARKANOV_SNEAKERS

background
MudHoney Classic Photo Room 2

[Rezz Room] Bull Terrier Adult Animesh @ TMD

KraftWork Horror Movie Night @ Arcade
KraftWork Horror Movie Night . Popcorn Tray
KraftWork Horror Movie Night . Poster 01
KraftWork Horror Movie Night . Poster 02
KraftWork Horror Movie Night . Poster 04
KraftWork Horror Movie Night . Poster 05

BAMSE : Zambie Slayer @ Arcade
BAMSE : Zambie Slayer – Binoculars
BAMSE : Zambie Slayer – Grenade
BAMSE : Zambie Slayer – Knife
BAMSE : Zambie Slayer – Medkit
BAMSE : Zambie Slayer – One Way
BAMSE : Zambie Slayer – Rope
BAMSE : Zambie Slayer – SMG RARE
BAMSE : Zambie Slayer – Suppressor
BAMSE : Zambie Slayer – TP
BAMSE : Zambie Slayer – The Birchslap RARE

HIDEKI – RETRO SET @ TLC
HIDEKI – OLD METALLIC BOX
HIDEKI – AUDIO SYSTEM
HIDEKI – BOX AND BOOKS
HIDEKI – LAMP WITH REFLECT
HIDEKI – LILLTE AMP
HIDEKI – OLD TV
HIDEKI – PLANE TOY
HIDEKI – RADIO CASETTES
HIDEKI – RETRO BAR TABLE
HIDEKI – RETRO RUG
HIDEKI – SOFA
HIDEKI – SPEAKER , COFFEE , ASHTRAY
HIDEKI – STOLL WITH PLANT
HIDEKI COMICS AND OLD CELL
HIDKEI – ACOUSTIC GUITAR

KraftWork Mini Wine Cooler (with dispenser) . Snow

[Bad Unicorn] Empty Food Container ‘Budget Bachelor Set’
[Bad Unicorn] GRRReen Hands

PAN Summer of Love Orb Curtains

Posted in Access, bento, blogging, Collabor88, Equal10, Events, Fashion, New Items, poses, Second Life, Second Life Fashion, Shopping Events, skin

Enjoying the Roses

One of the most tragic things I know about human nature is that all of us tend to put off living. We are all dreaming of some magical rose garden over the horizon instead of enjoying the roses that are blooming outside our windows today. ~Dale Carnegie

Enjoying the Roses

foundation
hair: tram K0825 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
head skin: [Glam Affair] Meryl Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Chantilly)

fashion
(Yummy) Tuca Earrings
TORI TORRICELLI // Minerva Bolero Jacket
Diversion – Annika Dress @ Access

Tentacio Garden newspaper

pose:
Sweet Art – Marcia Bento Poses @ Equal10

background: 8f8 – Make Believe Set

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, [BREATHE]

Dealt with it myself

Will they understand?
It’s the question of our lifetime
Trying to find the right words
But what if they don’t care?
Never mind
Dealt with it myself
Hiding in the bathroom, wearing long sleeve shirts
Scared of what I might do
Never mind
No one seems to hear you till you’re loud
Then they call you crazy
Then they call you crazy
Quietly I battle with myself
Days are getting hazy
Days are getting hazy
No one seems to notice when you’re down
Unless you are bleeding
Unless you are bleeding
But sometimes the worst wounds
Are the ones you can’t see
Are the ones you can’t see
Never mind
Do they understand?
I’m begging for an ally
Think I’m just confused
Blow it off, it’s nothing new
Never mind
Little do they know
The murder of my right brain
It still has me grieving, take these pills for sleeping
My world is turning black and white

Dealt with it myself

hair: tram K0328 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
Addams // Mackenzi Crop Top
amias – DAVIN pants
[BREATHE]-Tamako Heels @ Kinky

taikou / plastic bag (drinks)

pose: Le Poppycock-Adventure calls

FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Lost City

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, The Liaison Collaborative

The Darker the Weather

Distant, everything is scattered
When your mind is shattered and torn apart
In an instant, I can be indifferent
The blame is always shifted from the start
Leafless treetops in the snow
Views of death and bitter cold
But the darker the weather, the better the man
You can take all you want, but not who I am
But the darker the weather, the better the man
You can take all you want, but not who I am
You can’t have my-
Sun shines through an open window
Close the curtains real slow to hide the light
But in time, maybe I can change it
We’ll find someone who feels the same as me
You broke me down and stole my soul
Left me vacant and all alone

The Darker The Weather

hair: tram K0517 hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

Just BECAUSE Kelly Bikini – special textures for TSS 2021-05-22

pose: :LW: Bento Poses – I Love My Icecream 1 @ TLC
***comes with ice cream
location: Luane’s World

Posted in Collabor88, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Confidently Lost

I’m alone but I’m not lonely
Comfortably indulging
And tryna get to know me
I’m just an outline of what I used to be
Constantly evolving
Steadily revolving
I am confidently lost
I don’t need you to find me
You don’t define me
I am confidently lost
I don’t need you to find me
‘Cause I’m not hiding
Anything
Anything
Made up of hope and meditation
Love, imagination
Water my creations
Baby, it’s amazing
All the days I’m facing
Nothing seems to phase me

Confidently Lost

hair: tram K0328 hair
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

Seniha. Margot Set @ Equal10

pose: Diversion – Spring Glow Poses

FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Lost City

Posted in Bueno, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka

even if our dreams never came true

Writing when I’m content or happy has always been a struggle for me. I used to write poetry daily. It’s as if the concept of being content or happy is so foreign to me that I can’t properly describe it. I think that’s a common thread amongst artists. The songs that move us the most are the sad songs. The art that moves us the most, tend to be that that makes us uncomfortable or stirs a strong emotion from within. What is stronger than pain? So, here I am trying to find the words to express that I’m in a pretty good place at the moment. Perhaps the biggest part of that is my perception, but whatever it is…I don’t want to only write about the bad times and bad feels anymore. The world doesn’t need more pain or misery, we all need to know there is goodness out there and how to achieve it, even if our dreams never came true.

even if our dreams never came true

hair: tram K0425 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88
tattoo: Ladybird. // Tavi @ Equal10

NaaNaa’s Sama Necklace @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
LOTUS. Wings Nails 11 (Legacy) RARE @ Equal10
Tentacio Funny life Planning life pink
Tentacio Funny life Mom call me
BUENO-Geena Tops @ C88

Decor: KraftWork + Pitaya .Blume. Gacha @ Epiphany

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, [BREATHE]

Don’t say anything just go away

I try to make it through my life, in my way, there’s you
I try to make it through these lies, and that’s all I do
Just don’t deny it
Don’t try to fight this, and deal with it
And that’s just part of it
If you were dead or still alive
I don’t care, I don’t care
Just go and leave this all behind
‘Cause I swear (I swear) I don’t care
I try to make you see my side
I always try to stay in line
But your eyes see right through
That’s all they do
I’m getting buried in this place
I got no room, you’re in my face
Don’t say anything just go away

Don’t say anything just go away

hair: tram K0328 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

AsteroidBox. Cara Dress @ Equal10
ROULY :: Hung Up Tights
[BREATHE]-Miiya Heels @ FaMESHed X

pose: Amitie Room Cola Woman Co. @ Equal10
Junk Food – Snack Vending Machine

Posted in Events, Exploration, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin, Skin Fair, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

No lyrics today

No lyrics today, I know, shocking. It’s ok, I’m sure they’ll be back in the next post. But today, I want to tell you about some things! First off, I want to tell you about this badass car! I’m obsessed with all the details. The hood opens, the trunk opens, as well as the doors. However, the interior is incredibly detailed. You have to see it for yourself and you really do want to check this out. If you’ve ever wanted a car in SL, I highly recommend you check out 777 Motors.

The next thing I want to tell you about is the sim! It’s called London for Ara and was done as a gift by my SL nephew, Trouble Dethly. He did this for his girlfriend/partner/wife…whatever they are…lol. What I know is that both of them are incredibly talented people and both have hearts of gold. He’s been kind enough to open the sim to the public, so check it out while you can. I’ve no idea how long he intends to keep it that way, but its a beautiful London setting with stores and parks and so much more. So, go buy a car, go shopping, and go exploring. Now you have weekend plans. You’re welcome.

No lyrics today

hair: tram K0310 hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Skin Fair
Glam Affair – New Body Line
RE Sublime Nose Piercing N9

cheezu. square glasses @ Kustom9
– TRIGGERED – Moon Craft Earrings
Demon Doll – Razor Baby Necklace
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection
hive // pink drink on the go . kitty @ Kustom9
MILOTA: Branven dress @ Uber
[BREATHE]-Rinoko Heels @ Uber

pose: Diversion – Hello Spring Poses @ TLC
location: London for Ara

car: [777] HORIZON @ Men Only

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

It might stop

I’m up all night online
I’m looking up my symptoms
Tell myself I’m fine
But my system just ain’t listenin’
Like ooh
This ain’t normal how I’m feelin’, no
Ooh
Running higher than a fever
When my palms start to sweat
I feel it in my stomach
This is how I get
Every time I know you’re comin’ over
Ooh
Sometimes I think that I might die with you
Ooh
It’s like I’m almost too alive with you
Ahhh
Ooh ohh ooh
Oh, it feels like
My heart’s gonna beat so fast, gonna beat so fast
Gonna beat so fast that it might stop

It might stop

hair: tram K0227 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — NASTENA @ Arcade
tattoo: *Bolson / Tattoo – Antheia @ Anthem

  • TRIGGERED – Moon Craft Earrings
    (Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber
    Cynful Strappy Set – Gloves
    Cynful Hankie Top @ Equal10
    Cynful Hankie Skirt + Panties @ Equal10
    [BREATHE]-Takiko Heels

[Rezz Room] Panther Animesh @ Equal10

pose: FOXCITY. Chilling

FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Cozy Balcony

dust bunny . potted palm
dust bunny . spotted begonia
dust bunny . potted rubber tree

tarte. hanging marble pothos plant
tarte. hanging trailing jade plant
tarte. hanging spider plant

DaD “Farmhouse Pillows Basket”

Madras 11 Zebra Decor

KraftWork Icelandic Dining Clutter . Rug