Will they understand? It’s the question of our lifetime Trying to find the right words But what if they don’t care? Never mind Dealt with it myself Hiding in the bathroom, wearing long sleeve shirts Scared of what I might do Never mind No one seems to hear you till you’re loud Then they call you crazy Then they call you crazy Quietly I battle with myself Days are getting hazy Days are getting hazy No one seems to notice when you’re down Unless you are bleeding Unless you are bleeding But sometimes the worst wounds Are the ones you can’t see Are the ones you can’t see Never mind Do they understand? I’m begging for an ally Think I’m just confused Blow it off, it’s nothing new Never mind Little do they know The murder of my right brain It still has me grieving, take these pills for sleeping My world is turning black and white
Distant, everything is scattered When your mind is shattered and torn apart In an instant, I can be indifferent The blame is always shifted from the start Leafless treetops in the snow Views of death and bitter cold But the darker the weather, the better the man You can take all you want, but not who I am But the darker the weather, the better the man You can take all you want, but not who I am You can’t have my- Sun shines through an open window Close the curtains real slow to hide the light But in time, maybe I can change it We’ll find someone who feels the same as me You broke me down and stole my soul Left me vacant and all alone
I’m alone but I’m not lonely Comfortably indulging And tryna get to know me I’m just an outline of what I used to be Constantly evolving Steadily revolving I am confidently lost I don’t need you to find me You don’t define me I am confidently lost I don’t need you to find me ‘Cause I’m not hiding Anything Anything Made up of hope and meditation Love, imagination Water my creations Baby, it’s amazing All the days I’m facing Nothing seems to phase me
Writing when I’m content or happy has always been a struggle for me. I used to write poetry daily. It’s as if the concept of being content or happy is so foreign to me that I can’t properly describe it. I think that’s a common thread amongst artists. The songs that move us the most are the sad songs. The art that moves us the most, tend to be that that makes us uncomfortable or stirs a strong emotion from within. What is stronger than pain? So, here I am trying to find the words to express that I’m in a pretty good place at the moment. Perhaps the biggest part of that is my perception, but whatever it is…I don’t want to only write about the bad times and bad feels anymore. The world doesn’t need more pain or misery, we all need to know there is goodness out there and how to achieve it, even if our dreams never came true.
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I try to make it through my life, in my way, there’s you I try to make it through these lies, and that’s all I do Just don’t deny it Don’t try to fight this, and deal with it And that’s just part of it If you were dead or still alive I don’t care, I don’t care Just go and leave this all behind ‘Cause I swear (I swear) I don’t care I try to make you see my side I always try to stay in line But your eyes see right through That’s all they do I’m getting buried in this place I got no room, you’re in my face Don’t say anything just go away
No lyrics today, I know, shocking. It’s ok, I’m sure they’ll be back in the next post. But today, I want to tell you about some things! First off, I want to tell you about this badass car! I’m obsessed with all the details. The hood opens, the trunk opens, as well as the doors. However, the interior is incredibly detailed. You have to see it for yourself and you really do want to check this out. If you’ve ever wanted a car in SL, I highly recommend you check out 777 Motors.
The next thing I want to tell you about is the sim! It’s called London for Ara and was done as a gift by my SL nephew, Trouble Dethly. He did this for his girlfriend/partner/wife…whatever they are…lol. What I know is that both of them are incredibly talented people and both have hearts of gold. He’s been kind enough to open the sim to the public, so check it out while you can. I’ve no idea how long he intends to keep it that way, but its a beautiful London setting with stores and parks and so much more. So, go buy a car, go shopping, and go exploring. Now you have weekend plans. You’re welcome.
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I’m up all night online I’m looking up my symptoms Tell myself I’m fine But my system just ain’t listenin’ Like ooh This ain’t normal how I’m feelin’, no Ooh Running higher than a fever When my palms start to sweat I feel it in my stomach This is how I get Every time I know you’re comin’ over Ooh Sometimes I think that I might die with you Ooh It’s like I’m almost too alive with you Ahhh Ooh ohh ooh Oh, it feels like My heart’s gonna beat so fast, gonna beat so fast Gonna beat so fast that it might stop
If you want it, we can get right to it Mix some vodka with some OJ Skip the mornin’ and let’s get right to it Put your hands on my body Me and my friends poppin’ No we don’t need no man to be gettin’ on down Know how I like it Like it Don’t need no excuse to be going this ham We’re bumping KC and the Sunshine Band That’s the way I like it Like it Sippin’ so much Goose that you could call it geese Sippin’ so much Goose that you could call it geese Feel like I can fly when you are next to me Feel like I can fly when you are next to me
This past weekend, I left my blogging haven aka my platform, and I went to two parties at Burrow Company! Yep, two!! I was in a great mood and for good reason. There were two 80s themed parties. Okay, the first one was a DJ set by my gorgeous, talented friend, Phen (who also happens to be a blogger). She played songs from 1980 and it was so much fun! The best part is that I was totally ready for Harlow’s big 80s party later that night, so I was able to rock my Madonna look at both parties. (If you clicked Madonna’s name there, you’ll see my inspiration.) I knew other people would do lots of bright colors, but that’s not really how I remember the 80s. So, I wanted to go for one of Madonna’s edgier looks.
I knew I had everything I needed in my inventory and I’m rather proud of how it turned out. I mean, its not an exact replica, but that’s not as fun as using a pic for inspiration, anyway. So, all the details are below and in honor of my friends, Harvey & Harlow Holiday, I’ve added a little song at the end. *grins*
Both parties were a blast and I can’t recommend a better place to hang out to chill, to explore, to take photos, but they also have some pretty epic events (big & small)…so while I’m giving this massive shoutout to Burrow Company, I want to make sure my readers know that there’s a huge Valentine’s Masquerade Ball. Click the link for details and I hope to see you there.♥
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When, when we came home Worn to the bones I told myself, “this could get rough” And when, when I was off, which happened a lot You came to me and said, “that’s enough” Oh I know that this love is pain But we can’t cut it from out these veins, no So I’ll hit the lights and you lock the doors We ain’t leaving this room ’til we bust the mold Don’t walk away, don’t roll your eyes They say love is pain, well darling, let’s hurt tonight When, when you came home Worn to the bones I told myself, “this could be rough” Oh, I know you’re feeling insane Tell me something that I can explain, oh I’ll hit the lights and you lock the doors Tell me all of the things that you couldn’t before Don’t walk away, don’t roll your eyes They say love is pain, well darling, let’s hurt tonight If this love is pain, well darling, let’s hurt, oh tonight So you hit the lights and I’ll lock the doors Let’s say all of the things that we couldn’t before Won’t walk away, won’t roll my eyes They say love is pain, well darling, let’s hurt tonight If this love is pain, then honey let’s love tonight