Posted in Apple Fall, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

I’m so, so done

‘Cause I’m so, so done
Guardin’ my tongue, holdin’ me back
I’m livin’ the way that I want
‘Cause I’m so, so done
Fighting myself, goin’ through Hell
I’m livin’ the way that I want
I’m livin’ the way that I want
I’m livin’ the way that I want
I’m livin’ the way that I want
I’m livin’ the way that I want

I lost control over all my energy
Done so much damage to my heart
I’ve given in, I’ve changed my identity
I didn’t mean to go so far, umm-mm

Oh my God (God)
I wish (Wish) I could be (Be) better than this
My God, wish (Wish) I could be (Oh-oh)
~ Alicia Keys – So Done

hair: [monso] Lena2 Hair @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

TRIGGERED – Chimera Glasses @ Unik
earrings: MG – Kaleidoscope – #18
CHAIN – Tina Necklace Set @ Anthem
AvaWay KITTEN_Bracelet
Burrow Custom To-Go Cup
RE Festive Rings Set

-[ vagrant ]- Kaylee Set @ Kustom9
-[ vagrant ]- Kaylee Wristband R
-[ vagrant ]- Kaylee Top
-[ vagrant ]- Kaylee Shorts

[ VERSOV ] COPOV_GROUP GIFT Ankle Monitor
[Enchante’] – Jenny Sneakers

[Rezz Room] Dachshund Adult Animesh @ Equal10

pose: DM – Stairway
backdrop: Los Vecinos – Dharma – The Bearded Guy

scene extras:
Hangry – Croissant Ice Cream – Peach {rez} @ Kustom9

(Luc.) Ethel the Babushka Figurine @ Kustom9

Apple Fall Ceramic Milk Jar @ FaMESHed
Apple Fall Olive Jar – Olive Glaze @ FaMESHed

dust bunny . paradise plants . monstera tree @ FaMESHed
dust bunny . paradise plants . fan palm @ FaMESHed
dust bunny . paradise plants . pineapple plant @ FaMESHed

Posted in Bueno, Collabor88, Cosmopolitan, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

What’s left to prove?

Only give me love when I’m giving it back
But you say you’ll never be my friend
Always on the train, never on the track
So I’m jumping before the crash
And I know you’re just trying to scare me
But you lost all of your effect
You can bark like a dog, baring your teeth
But I’m never going back again
No, I’m never going back again
Babe, it’s true
I’m in love with what we were
But not with you
What’s left to prove?
Tried so many damn times to cut you loose
Now I’m way too far away to be hurt by you
~ Donna Missal – Hurt By You

hair: Exile – Soleil @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

[Heaux] Chilled Eyes
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA DIRTY BABE COLLECTION #3 @ Cosmopolitan
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA DIRTY BABE COLLECTION #8 @ Cosmopolitan

BUENO-Bella Necklace @ Kustom9
VOBE – Debbie Earrings

Posted in breathe, Collabor88, Cosmopolitan, crate, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL, unKindness

Invisible

I don’t wanna talk about it, there isn’t much to say
I don’t have an excuse to why I won’t come to your party
And I don’t want my picture taken, I’d hate it anyway
No, I don’t wanna spoil your night, just go have fun without meI’m pushing food around my plate
‘Cause my father said I’m overweight
Well, maybe he’d feel better
If I just disappeared altogether and I
Got so good at faking smiles
I can do it for a little while
Just don’t ask me if I’m okay
‘Cause I’m not okay, noIt’s hard to show you something invisible
No tears, no scars, no bruises, It’s not physical
It’s covered up and hidden tight
Beneath the skin, inside the mind
You wouldn’t even notice, you wouldn’t even know
Invisible, invisible, invisible
~ Grace Davies – Invisible

WEARING:
hair: MIWAS  – Hair #Maria
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

e.marie // Kandi Puff Earrings
dress: Blossom&Seeds Narda @ Cosmopolitan
shoes: [BREATHE]-Miyuwa Heels @ C88

[Rezz Room] Dachshund Adult Animesh @ Equal10
[Rezz Room] Dachshund Puppy Animesh @ Equal10

Lyrium. Yuna Idle Stands Breathing Poses @ Equal10

SCENE:
Campito – Good Times – The Bearded Guy

crate Patio Plant Cart Set @ Equal10
crate Patio Plant Cart – Beige Green
crate Patio Plant Cart – Box Plants
crate Patio Plant Cart – Hat & Throw
crate Patio Plant Cart – Pot & Cloth
crate Patio Plant Cart – Egg Head Pearl Plant
crate Patio Plant Cart – Bonsai Palm

crate Cabo Bar Set @ Anthem
crate Cabo Bar
crate Cabo Bar Citrus Basket
crate Cabo Bar Mint Plant
crate Cabo Bar Pom Pom Garland
crate Cabo Bar Citrus Sangria Dispenser

andika[End of summer sweets]A/dispenser @ Equal10

Ariskea [Sunrise] Succulent Ceramic hangers

Mithral * Mojito Syngonium @ Equal10
Mithral * Albo Syngonium @ Equal10

dust bunny . paradise plants . @ FaMESHed
dust bunny . paradise plants . fan palm
dust bunny . paradise plants . pineapple plant
dust bunny . paradise plants . monstera tree . with lights

uK – Infinity Fountain Ivory @ Uber

7 – Cat Burglar Painting

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Is your soul truly so dark?

I get so frustrated with people who square off over stupid shit in Second Life. There are so many awful things happening in the world around us. There are people of all ages being raped and traded like toys among rich privileged pricks. Some are children and some of these children grow up…SOME…and some of those grown children have landed on the grid. No, I’m not one of them, but I know more than one. Put down your stupid squabbles over territories and virtual lovers. If you want to walk away, that’s fine, do it. Walk away, but don’t you dare drag their names through the mud for something you did or over some virtual sex or even something equally silly. Just stop it, already.
You want to be a real adult? No? Me either, but here we are…that choice was taken from most of us a very long time ago. So, yes, stand up for yourself and walk away from those that make you unhappy. Walk way from them, but hold you head high and leave without making things worse. And when someone walks away from you and makes it perfectly clear that they’re done with you? Let them go. Don’t chase them down demanding explanations. Don’t insist that they listen to your side of the story. LET IT GO! Pour your energy into things that make your life better. Pour your energy into things that make the world better. I assure you that hate NEVER makes anything better. This world has more than enough of it already. Is your soul truly so dark that you wish to feed that monster? I don’t want your answer. Your heart does.

AvaWay Lunar Lyrium
Holding onto resentments is like drinking poison and hoping it kills your enemy.

hair: MIWAS – Hair #Kiki
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

= DAE = Butterfly skeleton earrings @ Equal10
*AvaWay* EMMA Necklaces Set @ FaMESHed X
Lunar – Lulu Bikini @ Equal10
Lunar – Lulu Dress @ Equal10

pose: Lyrium. Nami Idle Stands Breathing Poses @ Eqaul10

Posted in Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative

GlitterBombed!

So, a week or two ago, my little sister, Sassy, got me a glitter bumper. For anyone that isn’t familiar with a bumper, its basically something that you wear and it reacts to your avatar being bumped. I have tons of these things. I have one that drops dildos that cracks me up. I used to have one that would make me flail my arms about and provided you had sounds on, you could hear all sorts of violent expletives. Well, I’ve been wearing the glitter bumper since I got it, cuz glitter…duh! I was standing at Burrow, had my pose all lined up, and just as I clicked to take the photo, Sassy tp’d to my head and I actually caught some of the glitter in my shot. I added some bokeh in my editing, but basically she photobombed me and glitter bombed me at the same time! However, I love how it turned out and I love that she was part of it.

Seniha

hair: MIWAS – Hair #Idol
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

.Safira. Tisha Outfit @ FaMESHed

pose: :LW: Bento Poses – Anaia @ TLC

location: Burrow Co.

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Shameless

Don’t speak, no, don’t try
It’s been a secret for the longest time
Don’t run (oh), no, don’t hide
Been running from it for the longest time
So many mornings, I woke up confused
In my dreams, I do anything I want to you
My emotions are naked, they’re taking me out of my mind
Right now, I’m shameless
Screamin’ my lungs out for ya
Not afraid to face it
I need you more than I want to
Need you more than I want to
Show me you’re shameless
Write it on my neck, why don’t ya?
And I won’t erase it
I need you more than I want to
I need you more than I want to

asteroid box famx

hair: TRUTH Solstice
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

AsteroidBox. Elena Lingerie @ FaMESHed X
(Luc.) Whisky Cocktail BENTO accessory @ Equal10

pose: FOXCITY. Pampered Bento Pose Set @ C88

MK Red – Vibrate Night – The Bearded Guy

[ILAYA] Logan Lounger

Kalospia – Luna’s Hanging Light @ C88

dust bunny . areca palm plant

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, skin, vinyl

Ain’t no rental

Independent, athletic
I been sweating, doing calisthenics
Booty vicious, mind yo business
I been working, working on my fitness
I’ve been lifting heavy metal
See this ass? Ain’t no rental
Take it down low like just stretching
Pick it back up like I’m flexing
Woo, tryna get it, working on my fitness
Think about how I’m gonna feel when I step up on the catwalk
Think about how I’m gonna feel when I got that ass that don’t stop
That ass that don’t stop, that ass don’t stop
And think about how I’m gonna feel when I take it all off

Vinyl rkkn

hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Nany hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

VINYL – Wasabi Crop @ Equal10
RKKN. Thea’s Boxers

pose: Lyrium. Mina Static & Breathing Pose Series @ Dubai

Vesturario – Good Times – The Bearded Guy

.:revival:. bathroom towel

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

It all comes back to you

Do you believe in Heaven above?
Do you believe in love?
Don’t tell a lie, don’t be false or untrue
It all comes back to you
Open fire, on my burning heart
I’ve never been lucky in love
My defenses are down
A kiss or a frown
I can’t survive on my own
If a girl walks in and carves her name in my heart
I’ll turn and run away
Everyday we’ve all been led astray
It’s hard to be lucky in love
It gets in your eyes, it’s making you cry
Don’t know what to do, don’t know what to do
You’re looking for love
Calling Heaven above
Send me an angel
Send me an angel
Right now, right now

cynful magika foxcity damien bearded guy

hair: Magika – Lyric
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

Cynful Diamond Earrings
Cynful Diamond – Choker
Cynful Diamond – Bracelets

*T.Whore* – Sexy Fur Stole White (no longer available)
[Cynful] Stripper Body Dust
Cynful Sparkle Dress @ C88

pose: FOXCITY. Heatwave Bento Pose Set

Baby Crimsom – Pervert Side – The Bearded Guy
**I added decor & Damien**

 

Posted in DOUX, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Reign, Second Life, shopping, skin

Learning new tricks!

So, its my 2nd post with the new Fleur head from Lelutka…I’m still messing with the shape a bit as I try on different skins, but over all I’m super happy with the new head. There are so many changes swirling around me at the moment, not just the new head, but letting go of almost all of my decor sponsors was a huge deal for me. For almost five years, I’ve balanced both and blogged for some of my absolute favorite stores. Now, its time for this old dog to learn some new tricks! I’m having a lot of fun playing with different photography styles and angles….lighting, all that good stuff. And I don’t have anything specific to talk about this morning, so I’m just rambling. I probably should have done a song, instead. Oh well….it is what it is and it ain’t what it ain’t..lol.

doux lunar rezz room

hair: DOUX – Bloodline hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Song (LeLutkaEVO) @ Kustom9
tattoo: + Apocalyptic + Becoming a dragon @ Belle

RichB. FlowerCross Earrings @ ebento
RichB. Skully Arm Bands
.random.Matter. – Kitten Collar – ‘Kitten’
Kibitz – Tricia’s choker @ Kustom9
Kibitz – Tricia’s bracelet @ Kustom9

Lunar – Yumi Top @ Equal10
Lunar – Miyu Pants & Panties @ Equal10
REIGN.- JORDYN PLATS

[Rezz Room] Box German Shepherd Puppy

pose: – space cadet – pack 10 @ SaNaRae

location: BKLYN

 

 

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, GenusProject, Kustom9, Legacy, Second Life, shopping, skin

So much going on

So, this week has been a lot. I’ve had some really crappy things happen in RL that I won’t talk about right now, because…reasons. On the upside, my big slister, Kess Crystal….erhm…Kess MASSIMO,  got married yesterday and I couldn’t be happier for her. I’m not sure I would ever find any man she dated truly worthy of her, but she is happy and I’ve not seen her love a man this hard in a very long time. He makes her laugh more than he makes her cry. Which says a lot, cuz even I can make her cry. WHAT? I meant happy tears, damnit! I’m not THAT mean to my sisters….sheesh. Anyway, they had a private ceremony yesterday and it was truly beautiful. And anyone that knows me, knows how much I loathe weddings. So, when I say it was beautiful, I mean it. I would say it was the second most beautiful wedding I’ve attended on the grid. The prettiest was when Posh married Just D. THAT wedding was more my style, so naturally I favor that one. It was almost what I would want if I was forced into having a wedding of my own. Yes, I said FORCED. OMG, I cannot stay on track…ok, so love is in the air, ok? OK! I’m happy for my sisters, one got married and I’m pretty sure my other one is falling in love. Let’s just hope my little sister doesn’t drag me into a wedding, too.
Meanwhile, I’m showing off some of the amazing finds from Kustom9 with a backdrop you can grab at Access. I used to associate Luas with lingerie, but they’re doing some really cute clothes these days and for the Legacy body, too! So be sure to check them out! And Paleto is new to me, but they are coming in hot with some amazing backdrops. So, if you love photography, this is definitely a store to check out. And while this photo isn’t really close enough for you appreciate the details of things like lashes & lipstick…I listed them, because I was wearing them and they are gorgeous. I swear, there is so much goodness out there right now…if not for blogger packs, I’d be in debt up to my eyeballs!

k9

hair: Foxy – Verano Hair @ Kustom9
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
eyes:  {S0NG} :: Jem Eyes @ Kustom9
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Isla (Genus) toffee @ C88

Wednesday[+] ~ Idoru Eyelashes @ Kustom9
. MILA . Bad Girl Lipstick GENUS [Peach]

Luas Dani Bomber @ Kustom9
Luas Dani Top @ Kustom9
Luas Dani Skirt  @ Kustom9

pose: FOXCITY. Poise Bento Pose Set @ Kustom9

background: .PALETO. Backdrop:. Ed. Mohawk @ Access