Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, N21, Second Life, {le fil casse}

The colors are fadin’ out

The colors are fadin’ out
Is it quiet where you’re sleepin’?
Your records, my empty house
I wish I knew what you were feelin’

Fightin’ every instinct while you hold your pride
Back to the beginning, it swallows my mind
You’re all that I think about
I even see you when I’m dreamin’

I wish that I could hate you, ah, baby
I wish that when I left, you’d of chased me
I didn’t wanna change, but you made me
Now you’re tellin’ all your friends that I’m crazy

Hard to believe that you ever really loved me
I made believe that you cared when you touched me
I know I’ll be movin’ on
In slow motion
~ Charlotte Lewis – Slow Motion

le fil casse aleutia lyrium

Sady:
hair: DOUX – Dua hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora

SU!– Almond Nails
*Tentacio*Lady pain collar
{le fil casse} Rebecca Tied Tee Legacy RARE @ Epiphany
[Aleutia] Jia Cargo Pants @ N21

pose: Lyrium. Aiko Static Series @ Dubai

Danger Yellow – Future Cosmos – The Bearded Guy

RO – Spook Show – Freida Freak Mannequin
RO – Spook Show – Val Vain Mannequin

Posted in Blueberry, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Lelutka, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping

His Angel

Chris calls me an angel, which is funny in a way, cuz I think the only other people that’s called me that were my mom and my grandmother….when I was a baby. In fact, they called me precious little angel. Anyway, that’s a story for another time. I did this picture for Chris in honor of him calling me his angel…I mean, naughty angels are a thing, right? I mean, I assume he calls me that cuz I took him to heaven a time or two or six…*grins*

doux cx bb forge

Sady is wearing:
hair: DOUX – Shamiya hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.0
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe

#29 Blueberry – Angelberry -Common- Halo – Pure
#6 Blueberry – Lillith – Wings – RARE – White *M*
[The Forge] – Ocullas Arms Rare, Lootbox
3. [CX] Industrial Valkyrie – Top // M // White Out @ Epiphany
9. [CX] Industrial Valkyrie – Skirt // M // White Out @ Epiphany
23. [CX] Industrial Valkyrie – Boots // M // White Out @ Epiphany

Posted in Events, Home Decor, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping

Instantly Transported

As much as I love kitchens, I love the rustic feel of everything Nutmeg and Ayla have done. I cannot get enough of these two brands and they will easily fit into any shabby chic or rustic decor. Everytime I decorate with one of these brands, I instantly transported back in time. I think of my grandmother and the many tales I’ve been told of my mother’s upbringing. I reminiscence all the photos I’ve viewed in past years when visiting my aunts and uncles before they all departed this earth. I suppose that’s just one of the many reasons I love these brands. I mean, look at the gorgeous details of every piece. Always flawless and perfect…at least in my opinion.

nutmeg at epiphany
dust bunny . hoya plant
dust bunny . spotted begonia
dust bunny . hanging plants . double planter

MudHoney Photo Room 2

Nutmeg. Porcelain Curiosities @ Epiphany
Nutmeg. Porcelain Curiosities Exclusive / 4
Nutmeg. Porcelain Curiosities China / 5
Nutmeg. Porcelain Curiosities Exclusive / 3
Nutmeg. Porcelain Curiosities China / 3
Nutmeg. Porcelain Curiosities China / 8
Nutmeg. Porcelain Curiosities China / 7
Nutmeg. Porcelain Curiosities Exclusive / 1
Nutmeg. Porcelain Curiosities Exclusive / 2
Nutmeg. Porcelain Curiosities China / 12
Nutmeg. Porcelain Curiosities China / 9
Nutmeg. Porcelain Curiosities China / 11
Nutmeg. Porcelain Curiosities China / 1
Nutmeg. Porcelain Curiosities China / 2
Nutmeg. Porcelain Curiosities China / 6
Nutmeg. Porcelain Curiosities Cabinet / 2 RARE
Nutmeg. Porcelain Curiosities China / 10
Nutmeg. Porcelain Curiosities China / 4

Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Floor Pillows @ Shiny Shabby

Nutmeg. Antique Dinnerware Table
Nutmeg. Bucolic Serving Bowl / 2
Nutmeg. Farmhouse Brunch Pears
Nutmeg. Countryside Dream Painting

..::THOR::.. Antique Book 1
..::THOR::.. Salt & Pepper
..::THOR::.. Antique Book

Ayla. Springtime – Chair w/Pillow
Ayla. Springtime – Lemon Wreath w/Wall Hook
Ayla. Springtime – Lemon Basket

Contrast – Breeze Curtain @ Shiny Shabby

 

Posted in Cynful, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

I said…

I said, put your filthy hands all over me
And no, this ain’t the clean version
And what you gonna do with all that meat?
Cookin’ up a mean servin’
~ Justin Timberlake – Filthy

foxy cynful breathe lyrium

Sady is wearing:
hair: Foxy – Gemini Hair @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body:  [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe @ Uber
Tattoo “Dragon of the Rising Sun”_by GoK

Cynful Gracey’s Shrug – FLF (April 4, 2020)
[BREATHE]-Kaeko Heels @ Epiphany

Alcohol Light – DeepBreath – The Bearded Guy

[ILAYA] Wet Dreams – Neon Light

Posted in Chic Moda, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

My Daughter

I could brag endlessly on my SL daughter, Chickadee Tremor, but to do so would reveal more about her real life than is my right to share. So, I will simply say that I love and adore her in both worlds. She inspired me to be a better person every single day. And to her, I say, “Thank you for being my daughter.”

coffee chicmoda and chickadee

Chickadee is wearing the same clothes as me, her hair is:
Stealthic – Brink
for more details about Chickadee’s look, see her post: Never Be Alone

Sady is wearing:
hair: DOUX – Sasha hairstyle @ Dubai Event
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
eyeshadow: Izzie’s – LeLutka – Natural Eyeshadow berry
lipstick: Glam Affair – Lelutka HD Makeups @ Collabor88
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka – Naya @ Kustom9
body: Maitreya Mesh Body

ChicModa // Ettie Heart Top @ Uber
RKKN. Paige Jeans StoneBlue @ Epiphany

pose: Sunrise by Space Cadet

locaiton: Native Soul

Posted in Bueno, crate, Events, Kustom9, Second Life

Solitude

“There are days when solitude is a heady wine that intoxicates you with freedom, others when it is a bitter tonic, and still others when it is a poison that makes you beat your head against the wall.”
― Sidonie-Gabrielle Colette, Oeuvres complètes en seize volumes

barley crate consignment

[Con.] Mobile Library – Black LI: 5

BUENO– Rug -Block LI: 6

C L A Vv. Glass Ball Lamps Mono LI: 2 @ Kustom9

crate Swingers Sofa – Black LI: 7 @ FaMESHed X (until Jan 6)

Fancy Decor: Ruben Canvas LI: 1

Barley – Napa Valley @ Belle
Barley – Wine Wall Rack 1
Barley – Wine Floor Rack
Barley – Wine & Wisdom Chalkboard Sign
Barley – Cheers Bitches Chalkboard Sign
Barley – Wine & Laugh Chalkboard Sign
Barley – Wine Time Chalkboard Sign

[andika New year’s Cake Set]count down//4Li @ Kustom9
[andika New year’s Cake Set]Table @ Kustom9

Hangry – Wine – Merlot {Rez} @ Kustom9
Hangry – Veggie n Pepperoni Pizza {Rez} @ Kustom9

02_{-Maru Kado-} Cat2_sleep (1Li) @ The Epiphany
03_{-Maru Kado-} Cat2_sleep (1Li) @ The Epiphany
RARE_{-Maru Kado-} Cat2_bite (4Li) @ The Epiphany
10_{-Maru Kado-} Cat2_sit (1Li) @ The Epiphany

Posted in Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Paralyzed

The following is a poem I wrote the other day. I understand that poetry is not for everyone, but its something I love to do and sometimes its an easier way for me to express my feelings.
Paralyzed
Darkness fills the void you left
My heart is haunted by the desolation
Our history just a meaningless core

From the secret to the obvious

The fortunate ones, bask in the waters of hope
While the rest of us are gasping for air
Cutting our flesh to watch the blood appear
Wishing love had been more dependable
We reminisce about the times we had
The loves we lost
The once upon a times
And the happily never afters
Dreaming of possibilities
And fairy tale endings
Sometimes wishing our truth was a lie
Wishing we were still believers
Thumbing through old photos
My life unfolding like a story
A tale so foreign
It hardly seems like mine
Gripping the open wound
Knowing it will scar
No longer recognizing my reflection
Trying to forget your face
My head is pounding
My heart is bleeding
I finger paint on the floor
Pretending this is normal
Never getting over you
Unable to heal
I can’t move forward
I am paralyzed
~Sadystika Sabretooth
paralyzed

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
SU!– Piercing Set 01
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Rose   @ Uber
Tattoo “Blinded Justice”_by GoK

#2 DOUX – Summer Night Hairstyle RARE
amias – NADIA gloves
amias – NARI top @ Kinky
Mossu – Chained (15) – Panties
NANIKA -Gill Belt/Garter @ Uber
Mosquito’s Way – Sharon

pose & background: STILLGESTANDEN – Lightbox

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping

And this is more than I can handle

War in my mind
There’s a war in my mind
Seek and ye shall find
That it’s hollering all the time
There’s a war in my mind

Black in my soul
It’s all black in my soul
No diamond in the coal
I reap just what I sow
It’s all black in my soul

It’s ugly when I cry
I’m crying all the time in my mind
Where it builds and it climbs
And this is more than I can handle
Give me something strong to fill the hole
I make love to the war in my soul

Blood on the wall
I threw my blood on the wall
Hiding in the hall
‘Cause I know it’s all my fault
I threw my blood on the wall

And it’s ugly when I try
So I’m trying all the time in my mind
It builds and it climbs
And this is more than I can handle
Shadow box another piece of sky
While I make love to the war in my mind

War in my mind
I got war in my mind
A lot of war in my mind
~ Beth Hart – War in My Mind

summer storms

Basics:
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
tattoo: DAPPA – Devour Tattoo.

DOUX – Heidi hairstyle
Ascendant – Shake It Nails @ Access
AsteroidBox. Dark Parasol – Plain @ The Epiphany
AsteroidBox. Dark Satchel
AsteroidBox. Dark Summer Dress
15. dark *{( konpeitou )}* Lunatic*Dream – Tabi laced lace
19. dark*{( konpeitou )}* Lunatic*Dream – bondage ribbon garter

pose: FOXCITY. Taxi Bento Pose Set
location: Small Town Green

Posted in Catwa, Fashion, Lamb, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Dirty Mind

I know what you like
Get the champagne
Hands on your thighs
Wanna get your body high
Get low
Or no
I know you wanna fight
Set a new pace
Wanna do you right
Keep your back to the sky
Go slow
Or no

Yes or yes?
Do you want it in?
You wanna be stressed, I’d rather have sex
You and I and my dirty mind
We can stay high or no?
Yes or yes?
Do you want it in?
You wanna be stressed, I’d rather have sex
You and I could die a thousand times
We can stay high or no?
~ Boy Epic – Dirty Mind

Chemicoll Romance

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Carla @ Collabor88
tattoo: DAPPA – Devour Tattoo.

hair: Lamb. Boyish
::TI:: Grunge Face straps
[ kunst ] – Slim Cigarette
: CULT : ROU RINGS SET
Ascendant – Spiked Nails

1. [CX]&::SOLE:: – Chemicoll Gacha : Jacket (M) RARE @ The Epiphany
4. [CX]&::SOLE:: – Head Connecter (Black) @ The Epiphany
19. [CX]&::SOLE:: – Chemicoll Gacha : Bottom Set (Black) M @ The Epiphany
25. [CX]&::SOLE:: – Chemicoll Gacha : Tube Top ( Black ) M @ The Epiphany
34. [CX]&::SOLE:: – Backpack (Black) @ The Epiphany

pose by Bauhaus Movement

Posted in Blueberry, Catwa, Dahlia, Events, Exploration, FaMESHed, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Maitreya, N21, Second Life, shoes, shopping, vinyl

Little did I know

You gotta get bruised
Before you get mad
You gotta fall down
Before you fight back
Was feelin’ so weak
But baby I’m strong
Little did I know
I’m a champion
~ Bishop Briggs – Champion

jurassic sady

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
^^Swallow^^ Crusties Ears
SU!– Piercing Set 07
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Maria @ Kustom9
tattoo: .Identity. Body Shop – Deep Within

DOUX – Kimma hairstyle @ Equal 10
Dahlia – Camilla – Collar @ FaMESHed X
VINYL – Anne Ruched Top @ N21
Blueberry FLF – Shoes & Stockings

pose created using AnyPose

Serenity Style– Military 4×4 Silver
[Rezz Room] Chihuahua Up @ The Epiphany