Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Don’t fall away

Memories are just where you laid them
Drag the waters ’til the depths give up their dead
What did you expect to find?
Was there something you left behind?
Don’t you remember anything I said when I said
Don’t fall away and leave me to myself
Don’t fall away
And leave love bleedin’ in my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleedin’ in my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleedin’
Oh, hold me now,
I feel contagious
Am I the only place that you’ve left to go?
She cries her life is like
Some movie black and white
Dead actors fakin’ lines
Over and over and over again she cries

Don't fall away

hair: DOUX – Angeni hairstyle @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

Kibitz – Felicity’s necklace @ Equal10
Apl.Blossom Shaquana @ Level

pose: Lyrium. Ninna Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10
White Tunnel – Damn Night – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Animals, Cosmopolitan, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, The Liaison Collaborative

The morning after

I couldn’t sleep last night
You were chasing the birds ’till the beast caught your eye
I couldn’t sleep last night
How you look like an angel
It’s burnt in my mind
I can’t feel anything the morning after you
I can’t tell anyone the morning after you
And I hope you sleep with a merry gold
I hope you win it this time
And I pray you don’t fear the animals
I’ll save you, I promise this time

The morning after

hair: TRUTH Calamity
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC – Lillian

Badwolf – Aeternitas Bracelets @ The Liaison Collaborative
Seniha. Sienna Dress @ Cosmopolitan
(AMD) LoungeWear Socks

pose: Diversion – Wine O’Clock Poses

backdrop: Party Was Here RARE – Damn Night – The Bearded Guy @ ManCave

[Rezz Room] Sphynx Animesh @ ManCave

..::THOR::.. Breakfast Tray ULTRARARE @ Kustom9
..::THOR::.. Morning News @ Kustom9

Posted in Blueberry, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin

There’s no love for the wicked

I really want you to hate me
I really want you to find
That I am far from a lady
That I’m an animal inside
I really want you to hate me
I really want you to find
That I’m a pitiful girl
That I’m the phoniest alive
There’s no love for the wicked
There’s no love to survive
There’s no love can you listen
There’s no love and
I’m feeling high
I wanna die

There’s no love for the wicked

hair: CHAIN – Safari Hair
head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: #3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany

(Yummy) The Dreamers Set @ Uber
(Yummy) The Dreamers Earrings
(Yummy) The Dreamers Necklace
Blueberry – Blessed Set
Blueberry – Blessed – Top
Blueberry – Blessed – Pleated Skirt
Blueberry – Blessed – Waist Wrapped Jacket
Blueberry – Blessed – Boots & Socks

pose: FOXCITY. Baby Bento Pose Set

Brown Room – The Lockers – The Bearded Guy @ Dubai

Posted in DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka

Be happy that you have a lot to lose.

You never really know where tidbits of inspiration will come from….or wisdom, for that matter. Year ago, I was complaining about days and days of rain. My friend smiled and said, “Rain makes things grow.” I have never forgotten those words or that moment. This morning, I was watching a sitcom and this lady was freaking out because she was worried about this and worried about that. She was taking an inventory of all the things she had lost over the years. Of course, someone told her to look at everything she has to be grateful for. Someone else came along and told her, “Be happy that you have a lot to lose.”
This got to me, cuz I took a look around at all that I have and easily it could be lost. I decided to give my gratitude list a make over to include all the things I’d hate to lose and be happy that I have so very much to lose. I think it would do a lot of people some good to look at things this way. So, instead of focusing on the shit that’s gone wrong or the things you’ve already lost…let’s be happy that you have more to lose and work on being grateful for what we still have. ♥

Be happy that you have a lot to lose.

hair: DOUX – Kiara hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly

Cae :: Sylvie :: Earrings
-SU!- Poison Sunglasses V.2
AvaWay LETTER Necklaces
Apl.Blossom Doll Sweater @ FaMESHed
MILOTA: Eurydica shorts
MILOTA: Eurydica trinket

pose: RUSSKAYA – HALLUCINATE

Killing Me Softly RARE – Behold Day – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Animals, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, shopping

It’s all about Equal10!!

It’s all about Equal10!! Well, this post at least. I’ll readily admit that I am an event junkie! I love seeing designers from all over the grid all bringing out their latest and greatest in one place. Don’t get me wrong, I love some mainstore releases, too. Let’s face it, I love shopping! The thing about events, for me, is that each event usually delivers a certain flair. Equal10 has quickly become one of my favorites, because more often than not, I can count on at least three or four of my favorite stores to be presenting. This round is most definitely one of those. I did my best to squeeze in as many of my favorites as I could straight away. I mean, look at the list of credits! I love what I’m wearing. I love the pose. I love my surroundings.
I actually really love this photo and how it turned out. *winks at her haters* Yes, I used bokeh and an overlay. I know its not perfect and I’m by far no expert photographer or editor, but if you can’t love your own work….how can you expect others to like it? Naturally, with me loving the photo so much, it will probably do poorly on Flickr as that seems to be the trend when I really like a photo. *laughs* That’s just the way the Flickr cookie seems to crumble. The real point of this photo is to show off all the insanely good creations that the designers have shared with us at reasonable prices.

It's all about Equal10!!

DOUX – Rose hairstyle @ Equal10
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
[Glam Affair] – Lelutka Applier – Willow @ C88

[Cosmic Dust] – Bake Shop Donuts @ Equal10
[Rezz Room] Box Shih Tzu Adult Animesh @ Equal10
Kibitz – Bonnie’s necklace @ Equal10
(Yummy) Adel Ring Set
-SU!- Almond Nails

Lunar – Joss Sweater @ Equal10
Lunar – Joss Bra @ Equal10
Lunar – Joss Shorts @ Equal10
Lunar – Joss Socks High @ Equal10

pose: Lyrium. Brie Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

scene:
Cant Forget You RARE – Sometimes – The Bearded Guy

Serenity Style-Falkland Hot Cocoa Gacha @ Equal10
-Serenity Style- Falkland Hot Cocoa CART RARE
-Serenity Style- Falkland Hot Cocoa STACKED MUGS
-Serenity Style- Falkland Hot Cocoa POT OF CINNAMON
-Serenity Style- Falkland Hot Cocoa MARZIPAN STICKS
-Serenity Style- Falkland Hot Cocoa- COCOA POT
-Serenity Style- Falkland Hot Cocoa SUGAR POT


220ML – Donut Bar Package
-220ML – Donut Bar Package – Hot Drink Set
-220ML – Donut Bar Package – Alfajor Stand
-220ML – Donut Bar Package – Donut Stand
-220ML – Donut Bar Package – Logo
-220ML – Donut Bar Package – Coffee Cup


BackBone Media Pouffe (group gift)

hive // hanging devil’s ivy plant . pink variegated

Posted in accessories, Cosmetics, DOUX, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Legacy, poses, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping

Closing this chapter

Well, so long, Genus. I’m not turning my back on you because of the dmca or any of that. I have a new head now and I will be featuring it soon. For now, I dedicate this post to the look I grew to love very much while wearing this head. I absolutely adore the look of the Genus heads, but the huds frustrate me to no end and I never can get the neck quite right with the legacy body. So, one final close up as I close the chapter on this look. I will always love the looks I achieved with Genus, but its time to embrace the new.

doux idtty rise gingerfish

hair:  DOUX – Dua hairstyle
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

eyeshadow:  IDTTY FACES – GENUS ROYAL FLUSH COLLECTION #4 @ Shiny Shabby
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – GENUS ROYAL FLUSH COLLECTION #7 @ Shiny Shabby
SU!– Almond Nails

[ rD ] Omni Necklace @ Belle

pose: GingerFish Poses – Give Good Face

background: Ocean Lighs – Arcane Depths – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Bueno, DOUX, Events, Foxcity, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Second Life

Way too good at camouflage

Flippin’ through all of these magazines
Tellin’ me who I’m supposed to be
Way too good at camouflage
Can’t see what I am, I just see what I’m not
I’m guilty ’bout everything that I eat (Every single thing)
Feelin’ myself is a felony
Jedi level sabotage
Voices in my head make up my entourage

‘Cause I’m a black belt when I’m beating up on myself
But I’m an expert at giving love to somebody else
I, me, myself and I don’t see eye to eye
Me, myself and I

Oh, why do I compare myself to everyone?
And I always got my finger on the self-destruct
I wonder when I love me is enough (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I wonder when I love me is enough (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Why am I always looking for a ride or die?
‘Cause mine’s the only heart I’m gonna have for life
After all the times I went and fucked it up (All the times I went and fucked it up)
I wonder when I love me is enough, mmm (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
~ Demi Lovato – I Love Me

bueno idtty foxcity bearded guy

hair:  DOUX – Jennie hairstyle @ Dubai
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Wednesday[+] ~ Idoru Eyelashes @ Kustom9
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – GENUS HUSH HUSH COLLECTION #5
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – GENUS HUSH HUSH COLLECTION #10

BUENO-Refrain Top @ Kustom9

pose: FOXCITY. Higher Bento Pose Set

backdrop: Come My Way *RARE – Just Like – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Cosmetics, Events, Fashion, GingerFish, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, skin

Just Wear It

I’ve tried to avoid doing photos with masks. I didn’t want to offend anyone or make light of our current situation. However, since I found out that this is no longer a one and done disease. Not only can you contract this disease twice, but the numbers are getting insanely higher by the day. So, it seems that for those of us not wanting to get sick, masks are going to be part of our lives for quite some time. Ladies are going to save a ton on lipstick!
However, I’m looking at this as an opportunity for us to really showcase our eyes. We can get super creative with our masks and matching eye shadow combinations! Okay, sure we might not do our hair with branches sticking out, but the mask and eye shadow combo are brilliant and you know it! Plus, if we have to wear masks for a while, they might as well be fashionable. Maybe if we make them cute enough we can get everyone to wear them, even those selfish assholes that think they’re too good to wear a mask.

tableau idtty gaeg

hair: Tableau Vivant  \\ Fruit of the Bloom [bare] Reward
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
eyes: –SU!– [CATWA & OMEGA HUD] Astrid Eyes (Fatpack)
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mara Skin [ Lelutka ] @ C88

lashes: MICHAN – Lilith Lashes Fatpack [Lel EVO] @ TLC
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA SUNNY DAYS COLLECTION #1 @ Summer Camp

Apocalyptic – Awakening the eye black @ Belle
(Yummy) Cleopatra Nose Ring – Silver
SU!– Almond Nails
[GA.EG] Lace Face Mask @ Kinky

pose: GingerFish Poses – Give Good Face

backdrop: Los Muertitos – DeadlySacrifice – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Gingerfish Poses, Glam Affair, Legacy, Second Life

another layer of armor

I don’t know when I got scared
Scared of my imagination
Used to see beautiful things
Now I got this sick fixation

I’m playing out every single fear I’ve ever had
Scrolling through the pictures, seeing all I don’t have
Believing every negative feeling is a fact
I don’t wanna get used to that

Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down?
I’m so good at being critical
I guess I’ll learn it’s hard to get hurt
When you’re good at being cynical

I’m jealous of when I was young
And everything was right there waiting
Wanted the sky, aimed so high
Instead of lowering my expectations

I don’t know how else to keep my feet on the ground
And stop the voices in my head from getting too loud
I think I’m realizing no one figures it out
And I gotta get used to that

Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down?
I’m so good at being critical
I guess I’ll learn it’s hard to get hurt
When you’re good at being cynical

If I hope and it doesn’t work, then
I know, it’s gonna hurt, so I’ll
Make a joke, act like nothing wrong
And put another layer of armor on

Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down?
~ Katelyn Tarver – Cynical

tableau idtty

hair: Tableau Vivant \\ BunB*tch [Add-on+HB]
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
eyes: -SU!- [CATWA & OMEGA HUD] Astrid Eyes (Fatpack)
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mara Skin [ Lelutka ] @ C88

lashes: MICHAN – Lilith Lashes Fatpack [Lel EVO] @ TLC
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA DEJA VU COLLECTION #4 @ Black Fair
lipstick: IDTTY FACES –  LELUTKA DEJA VU COLLECTION #8 @ Black Fair

Apocalyptic – Awakening the eye black @ Belle
(Yummy) Cleopatra Nose Ring – Silver
Kibitz – Leove’s earrings
SU!– Almond Nails

pose: GingerFish Poses – Doll Face

backdrop: No Show – Black Vibes – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Assumptions

“And if you insist on continuing to make assumptions about my character, I’ll advise you only this: assume you will always be wrong.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Ignite Me

miu reign

hair:   no.match_ ~ NO_REALITY
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bia Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9

=Zenith=Punk Straps Embellished Hoodie
Miu – Piper biker shorts @ Access
Miu – Piper fanny bag @ Access
REIGN.- DISICK SLIDES @ C88

pose: Ana Poses – Yerevan

Apokaliptico Backdrop – The Bearded Guy