Posted in Collabor88, crate, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

there’s no such thing as too many shoes

It’s all about the shoes, right? I mean, have you ever heard a woman say she’s got too many shoes? No matter if she wear glamour heels or flats or mules…there’s no such thing as too many shoes. So, let this be a warning to anyone that might suggest otherwise. You are WRONG. The more styles they make, the more we need. It’s that simple. Yes, there are a minute amount of exceptions to this rule in the world, but you might want to check their mental status. I wouldn’t trust a woman that doesn’t love shoes! Okay, I don’t trust very many people anyway, but especially women that don’t love shoes!

there’s no such thing as too many shoes

hairbase: Tableau Vivant – leLutka EvoX Hairbase 11 @ Uber
hair: Tableau Vivant – Alizeh Add-on @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

^^Swallow^^ Earrings H02/E02 for lel Evo X Ears @ Kustom9
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
Moon Elixir x MUSE – Rebel Darling Dress
[BREATHE]-Atsumi Heels @ Uber

pose: Gravity Poses ShoeModel pose set

MudHoney Classic Photo Room 1 RARE

crate Satisfaction Sofa – Pink

TA Infinity Shoes Set (edited)

+Half-Deer+ Lingerie Clutter – Pink – Draped (Bra)
+Half-Deer+ Lingerie Clutter – Pink – Flat (Panties)
+Half-Deer+ Shoe Rack – Mix

Foxwood – Doodle Pup
Foxwood – Sweet Corgi

Tentacio Ballet shoes

.peaches. Singles Awareness Clutter – Magazines

Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter White
Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter – Andrea
Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter – Kylie Studded

Ariskea[Lucy] Boho Frames
Ariskea[Bees] Cute Flowers Pot
Ariskea[Blush] Wood Side Table
Ariskea[Blush] Teapot Peonie [Fushia]
Ariskea [Eli] Cat Planter Smiley [1]
Ariskea[Lucy] Rug Tribal
Ariskea[Lumi] Fur Pillow – Heart
Ariskea Triangle Seilling Decor
Ariskea[ Forsythia ] Paper flower Hanger[ Coloris]

Posted in accessories, Animals, Bueno, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

I’m living and I’m dreaming

Today went really well
I didn’t wake up in a panic spell
It was fine, even though I fell
Deeper and deeper in a manic hell
Whoa, I’m living and I’m dreaming
Trying to stay even, oh
Whoa, I’m training for no reason
Apologize, no feelings, oh
No, I don’t need your help
To make me sick, to make me ill
I don’t need anybody else
‘Cause I can break my heart myself
I don’t need your help
Getting off of this carousel
I don’t need anybody else
‘Cause I can break my heart myself

I'm living and I'm dreaming

hair: DOUX – Miyeon hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

Tentacio Fuck reality headpiece pink @ Kustom9
Tentacio Fuck reality tape pink @ Kustom9

(Yummy) Layered Rose Necklace @ Kustom9
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
EQUAL – Rose Nails French @ Access
MVT – Rich bitch wallet – Rose @ Equal10
purse: [DDL] Fearless @ Access
Just BECAUSE Kyrene Dress – TSS May 8, 2021

[Rezz Room] Siberian Husky Adult Animesh

pose: Lyrium. Elena Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Access

MINIMAL – La Venelle Scene

Serenity Style– Elisabeth spring bicycle [decor]
BUENO– Shining Scooter-Cream
[777] Motors MIA

Posted in Bueno, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka

even if our dreams never came true

Writing when I’m content or happy has always been a struggle for me. I used to write poetry daily. It’s as if the concept of being content or happy is so foreign to me that I can’t properly describe it. I think that’s a common thread amongst artists. The songs that move us the most are the sad songs. The art that moves us the most, tend to be that that makes us uncomfortable or stirs a strong emotion from within. What is stronger than pain? So, here I am trying to find the words to express that I’m in a pretty good place at the moment. Perhaps the biggest part of that is my perception, but whatever it is…I don’t want to only write about the bad times and bad feels anymore. The world doesn’t need more pain or misery, we all need to know there is goodness out there and how to achieve it, even if our dreams never came true.

even if our dreams never came true

hair: tram K0425 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88
tattoo: Ladybird. // Tavi @ Equal10

NaaNaa’s Sama Necklace @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
LOTUS. Wings Nails 11 (Legacy) RARE @ Equal10
Tentacio Funny life Planning life pink
Tentacio Funny life Mom call me
BUENO-Geena Tops @ C88

Decor: KraftWork + Pitaya .Blume. Gacha @ Epiphany

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka

It won’t kill me

Don’t say that I should know better
No shame, messed up, broken mirror
Don’t know why I’m drawn to fear
Hm

Walking downtown, smiling stranger
Light up, burnt out, thought I knew ya
I’ll pretend I don’t see through ya
Hm

Off the safety, I shoot the gun and I, and I, and I go again
Off the rails and I’m on the run and here, here, here we go again
Flip the switch and I’m in the mode, but I’m in control
Just so you know. And I, and I go again

Dark night, bright light, self-destruction
Blow my phone up, your obsession
I don’t need another lesson
Hm

It won’t kill me
Treading lightly
Please don’t hate me
Smarter than you think

It won't kill me

hair: Exile – Valentina @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

Kibitz – Felicity’s necklace @ Equal10
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88
Tentacio I miss you bouquet @ Kustom9
Sweet Art – Cute Bag @ Equal10
Just BECAUSE Elizabeth Bralette
Just BECAUSE Elizabeth Pants

pose: – Sweet Art – Rubi Bento Poses @ Equal10
**altered cuz of the things I’m holding**

Posted in Animals, Bad Unicorn, Bueno, Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, [BREATHE]

But I keep cruising

I never miss a beat
I’m lightning on my feet
And that’s what they don’t see, mm, mm
That’s what they don’t see, mm, mm
I’m dancing on my own (Dancing on my own)
I make the moves up as I go (Moves up as I go)
And that’s what they don’t know, mm, mm
That’s what they don’t know, mm, mm
But I keep cruising
Can’t stop, won’t stop grooving
It’s like I got this music in my mind
Saying it’s gonna be alright’
Cause the players gonna play, play, play, play, play
And the haters gonna hate, hate, hate, hate, hate
Baby, I’m just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake
I shake it off, I shake it off (Whoo-hoo-hoo)

But I keep cruising

hair: DOUX – Vanilla hairstyle @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9

#3 CHAIN – Olivia Necklace – Silver
Cynful Sky Shimmer Dress @ C88
[BREATHE]-Sasuki Heels @ Kinky

backdrop: MINIMAL – Red Rocks Scene

[Rezz Room] American Bully Adult Animesh
[Rezz Room] Rottweiler Adult Animesh

BUENO -4×4- Barbie Group Gift
[Bueno x Bad Unicorn] Rose Gold – Unicooler @ TMD
BUENO-Bai Luggage-Suitcase-Pink
BUENO-Bai Luggage-Duffle Bag-Pink

Tentacio – explore the world

dust bunny . bon voyage . suitcase . pink

Posted in Chic Moda, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka

Silence is violence and defeat

Too bad some people like to sleep
Talking the American dream
I woke up late at night to see
Nightmares on every city street
Somethings that made me wanna scream
Can’t wake you, make you wanna see
Silence is violence and defeat
But you just stay quiet in the sheets, quiet in the sheets
Traps songs in the frat house
Trump sign in the window
How can we be free in the future if the kids don’t
Conquer the addiction
Start to make revisions?
Maybe most of all
We should learn to fucking listen

Silence is violence and defeat

hair: [monso] Beth Hair @ FaMESHed
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zasha @ C88

ChicModa // Tina Sweater
-[ vagrant ]- Julia Shorts 70L SERASIM SUNDAY

pose: Vanity Poses – Opora Bento 70L SERASIM SUNDAY

MINIMAL – Fountain Scene

dust bunny . potted cheese plant
dust bunny . potted palm
dust bunny . spotted begonia

HEXtraordinary Steampunk Newspaper Vending Machine

[Rezz Room] French Bulldog Animesh (Companion) v1.0.0 @ Equal10
[Rezz Room] Chihuahua Animesh (Companion)

by Tentacio:
comic books
comic game
Comic bag
raspberry drink

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, N21, Second Life, {le fil casse}

The colors are fadin’ out

The colors are fadin’ out
Is it quiet where you’re sleepin’?
Your records, my empty house
I wish I knew what you were feelin’

Fightin’ every instinct while you hold your pride
Back to the beginning, it swallows my mind
You’re all that I think about
I even see you when I’m dreamin’

I wish that I could hate you, ah, baby
I wish that when I left, you’d of chased me
I didn’t wanna change, but you made me
Now you’re tellin’ all your friends that I’m crazy

Hard to believe that you ever really loved me
I made believe that you cared when you touched me
I know I’ll be movin’ on
In slow motion
~ Charlotte Lewis – Slow Motion

le fil casse aleutia lyrium

Sady:
hair: DOUX – Dua hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora

SU!– Almond Nails
*Tentacio*Lady pain collar
{le fil casse} Rebecca Tied Tee Legacy RARE @ Epiphany
[Aleutia] Jia Cargo Pants @ N21

pose: Lyrium. Aiko Static Series @ Dubai

Danger Yellow – Future Cosmos – The Bearded Guy

RO – Spook Show – Freida Freak Mannequin
RO – Spook Show – Val Vain Mannequin

Posted in Dahlia, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Legacy, Second Life

How ’bout these notions

I hear the birds
When they’re singing
I hear the sirens
When they’re ringing
But I can’t take my mind off of you
A thousand words, pouring out
The distance of over there
Is moving on and out
You said it’d be alright
How ’bout these notions
Hmm, they’re deep as ocean
Calling out my name
Screaming out in vain
Singing hallelujah
Tell your mother, she don’t understand
Tell your mother, she’s not listening
Why don’t you tear my heart
The chain is made of string
I roll the dice
You seal the deal
That don’t matter
Cause pain will heal
I will follow you
Into the dark

Exile BnS Focus

hair:  Exile – Rosalie
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Apocalyptic Heart mandala tattoo
Lowen – Angel Sunglasses
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – GENUS ROYAL FLUSH COLLECTION #6
SU!– Almond Nails

Blossom&Seeds Bea @ Dubai

pose: Focus Poses – Life is Better on the Boat @ Access

Tentacio Fresh sweet. Notebook

hive // flor simple beach towel .

Dahlia – Malarkey – Margarita

[Commoner] THC Gummies / Beach Bliss

DEAD DOLL – Beach Tote

 

Posted in Events, Fashion, Foxcity, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Second Life

Marathon of Possibilities

I have a tendency run a complete marathon of possibilities in my head with just about everything. It doesn’t matter if its something I’m excited about or something that scares me. So, if I meet a guy and everything is falling into place, I’m quick to think of all the ways this could work out in good ways, all while waiting for the penny to drop. I make myself absolutely crazy doing this. As I continue my therapy and learning to be mindful, I have been trying really hard not to do this. As it often leads to very hurt feelings for which I have no one to blame but myself. Listen, I’m trying, okay?
So, recently I met someone that has already made some serious improvements to my life. I ran the marathon, of course, and I got excited. Alas, real life has gotten in the way of my virtual dreams and the penny has officially dropped. HOWEVER, I’m super pleased with myself this go round, because I did not fall apart or feel that sense of devastation when the penny dropped. I just accepted the situation for what it is and have decided to just make the most of it. This person offered me some tools that work with my therapy tools and I’m hopeful about my own personal plan for a change. So, I’ve grabbed that silver lining by the tail and I am holding on for dear life. I don’t know how much time I have left on this planet, but I’ll be damned if I’m going to just give up. I’ve survived far too much to let life hold me down now.

Little Fox

hair: –FABIA– Mesh Hair < Elba>
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Wednesday[+] ~ Idoru Eyelashes @ Kustom9
[Heaux] Dolly Eyes

.::Nanika::. Leah Necklace
Little Fox – Sophia @ Anthem

pose: FOXCITY. Playroom Bento Pose Set

scene:
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Playroom

tres blah– Eclectic Collection – Cat Face Pillow

*Tentacio* melancholy days
-record player
-feel the music

all plants from dust bunny

 

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, Tres Chic, Uber SL

I do….want to get the f***ck outta here!

The new Khaleesi gown from JustBecause is absolutely stunning and that’s no surprise considering Annie’s talent for gowns. Now, anyone that knows me knows I’m not big on gowns. So, for me to gush about a gown is pretty unique. In fact, there are several women across the grid planning to use it for a wedding gown and that got me thinking about weddings. I’m not a fan. In fact, I’d be a prime candidate for a runaway bride which led me to using Diversion’s Escape poses to create my own runaway bride photo. I call it, “I do…want to get the fuck outta here!”

doux jb diversion

 

wearing:
hair:  DOUX – Cassie hairstyle @ TresChic
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair]  LIllian Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Uber

nails: –SU!– Almond Nails
*Tentacio* Daisy crown
*Just BECAUSE* Khaleesi Gown

pose: Diversion – Escape Poses
location: Route66