Posted in accessories, bento, blogging, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Prism Events, Salem, Second Life, Second Life Fashion, shoes, shopping, Shopping Events, skin, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

you have to face your demons

Human beings, we have dark sides; we have dark issues in our lives. To progress anywhere in life, you have to face your demons. ~John Noble

you have to face your demons

foundation
hair: Magika – Ash
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
eyes: AG. Halloween Eyes – 17 RARE @ Arcade
head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy
Dazed. Rotten Lips & Eyebags – lel EVOX @ Salem

fashion
Tentacio Voodoo knife @ Satan Inc (gift)
nails: e.marie // Mix&Match Coffin – Dark Omens
AsteroidBox. Zoya Dress @ Anthem
[BREATHE]-Misoki Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: Ana Poses – Magic 9 @ Arcade

background
Garmiani – Behold Day – The Bearded Guy

Raindale – Nightgrove spiderweb @ Arcade
Raindale – Nightgrove candles (black) @ Arcade

17 ..::THOR::.. Ritual Candle @ Arcade

BROKEN ARROWS – Nightmare – Crow Frame @ Arcade
BROKEN ARROWS – Nightmare – Skull Black @ Arcade
BROKEN ARROWS – Skull Candle – Black @ Salem

KraftWork Spooky Candle . Dark

[ zerkalo ] Sighisoara – Rug Print1 @ Arcade
[ zerkalo ] Sighisoara – Candlestick @ Arcade

MH Dolores Topiary 1 @ Arcade

Posted in Access, bento, blogging, Collabor88, Equal10, Events, Fashion, New Items, poses, Second Life, Second Life Fashion, Shopping Events, skin

Enjoying the Roses

One of the most tragic things I know about human nature is that all of us tend to put off living. We are all dreaming of some magical rose garden over the horizon instead of enjoying the roses that are blooming outside our windows today. ~Dale Carnegie

Enjoying the Roses

foundation
hair: tram K0825 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
head skin: [Glam Affair] Meryl Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Chantilly)

fashion
(Yummy) Tuca Earrings
TORI TORRICELLI // Minerva Bolero Jacket
Diversion – Annika Dress @ Access

Tentacio Garden newspaper

pose:
Sweet Art – Marcia Bento Poses @ Equal10

background: 8f8 – Make Believe Set

Posted in Collabor88, crate, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

there’s no such thing as too many shoes

It’s all about the shoes, right? I mean, have you ever heard a woman say she’s got too many shoes? No matter if she wear glamour heels or flats or mules…there’s no such thing as too many shoes. So, let this be a warning to anyone that might suggest otherwise. You are WRONG. The more styles they make, the more we need. It’s that simple. Yes, there are a minute amount of exceptions to this rule in the world, but you might want to check their mental status. I wouldn’t trust a woman that doesn’t love shoes! Okay, I don’t trust very many people anyway, but especially women that don’t love shoes!

there’s no such thing as too many shoes

hairbase: Tableau Vivant – leLutka EvoX Hairbase 11 @ Uber
hair: Tableau Vivant – Alizeh Add-on @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

^^Swallow^^ Earrings H02/E02 for lel Evo X Ears @ Kustom9
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
Moon Elixir x MUSE – Rebel Darling Dress
[BREATHE]-Atsumi Heels @ Uber

pose: Gravity Poses ShoeModel pose set

MudHoney Classic Photo Room 1 RARE

crate Satisfaction Sofa – Pink

TA Infinity Shoes Set (edited)

+Half-Deer+ Lingerie Clutter – Pink – Draped (Bra)
+Half-Deer+ Lingerie Clutter – Pink – Flat (Panties)
+Half-Deer+ Shoe Rack – Mix

Foxwood – Doodle Pup
Foxwood – Sweet Corgi

Tentacio Ballet shoes

.peaches. Singles Awareness Clutter – Magazines

Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter White
Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter – Andrea
Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter – Kylie Studded

Ariskea[Lucy] Boho Frames
Ariskea[Bees] Cute Flowers Pot
Ariskea[Blush] Wood Side Table
Ariskea[Blush] Teapot Peonie [Fushia]
Ariskea [Eli] Cat Planter Smiley [1]
Ariskea[Lucy] Rug Tribal
Ariskea[Lumi] Fur Pillow – Heart
Ariskea Triangle Seilling Decor
Ariskea[ Forsythia ] Paper flower Hanger[ Coloris]

Posted in accessories, Animals, Bueno, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

I’m living and I’m dreaming

Today went really well
I didn’t wake up in a panic spell
It was fine, even though I fell
Deeper and deeper in a manic hell
Whoa, I’m living and I’m dreaming
Trying to stay even, oh
Whoa, I’m training for no reason
Apologize, no feelings, oh
No, I don’t need your help
To make me sick, to make me ill
I don’t need anybody else
‘Cause I can break my heart myself
I don’t need your help
Getting off of this carousel
I don’t need anybody else
‘Cause I can break my heart myself

I'm living and I'm dreaming

hair: DOUX – Miyeon hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

Tentacio Fuck reality headpiece pink @ Kustom9
Tentacio Fuck reality tape pink @ Kustom9

(Yummy) Layered Rose Necklace @ Kustom9
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
EQUAL – Rose Nails French @ Access
MVT – Rich bitch wallet – Rose @ Equal10
purse: [DDL] Fearless @ Access
Just BECAUSE Kyrene Dress – TSS May 8, 2021

[Rezz Room] Siberian Husky Adult Animesh

pose: Lyrium. Elena Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Access

MINIMAL – La Venelle Scene

Serenity Style– Elisabeth spring bicycle [decor]
BUENO– Shining Scooter-Cream
[777] Motors MIA

Posted in Bueno, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka

even if our dreams never came true

Writing when I’m content or happy has always been a struggle for me. I used to write poetry daily. It’s as if the concept of being content or happy is so foreign to me that I can’t properly describe it. I think that’s a common thread amongst artists. The songs that move us the most are the sad songs. The art that moves us the most, tend to be that that makes us uncomfortable or stirs a strong emotion from within. What is stronger than pain? So, here I am trying to find the words to express that I’m in a pretty good place at the moment. Perhaps the biggest part of that is my perception, but whatever it is…I don’t want to only write about the bad times and bad feels anymore. The world doesn’t need more pain or misery, we all need to know there is goodness out there and how to achieve it, even if our dreams never came true.

even if our dreams never came true

hair: tram K0425 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88
tattoo: Ladybird. // Tavi @ Equal10

NaaNaa’s Sama Necklace @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
LOTUS. Wings Nails 11 (Legacy) RARE @ Equal10
Tentacio Funny life Planning life pink
Tentacio Funny life Mom call me
BUENO-Geena Tops @ C88

Decor: KraftWork + Pitaya .Blume. Gacha @ Epiphany

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka

It won’t kill me

Don’t say that I should know better
No shame, messed up, broken mirror
Don’t know why I’m drawn to fear
Hm

Walking downtown, smiling stranger
Light up, burnt out, thought I knew ya
I’ll pretend I don’t see through ya
Hm

Off the safety, I shoot the gun and I, and I, and I go again
Off the rails and I’m on the run and here, here, here we go again
Flip the switch and I’m in the mode, but I’m in control
Just so you know. And I, and I go again

Dark night, bright light, self-destruction
Blow my phone up, your obsession
I don’t need another lesson
Hm

It won’t kill me
Treading lightly
Please don’t hate me
Smarter than you think

It won't kill me

hair: Exile – Valentina @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

Kibitz – Felicity’s necklace @ Equal10
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88
Tentacio I miss you bouquet @ Kustom9
Sweet Art – Cute Bag @ Equal10
Just BECAUSE Elizabeth Bralette
Just BECAUSE Elizabeth Pants

pose: – Sweet Art – Rubi Bento Poses @ Equal10
**altered cuz of the things I’m holding**

Posted in Animals, Bad Unicorn, Bueno, Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, [BREATHE]

But I keep cruising

I never miss a beat
I’m lightning on my feet
And that’s what they don’t see, mm, mm
That’s what they don’t see, mm, mm
I’m dancing on my own (Dancing on my own)
I make the moves up as I go (Moves up as I go)
And that’s what they don’t know, mm, mm
That’s what they don’t know, mm, mm
But I keep cruising
Can’t stop, won’t stop grooving
It’s like I got this music in my mind
Saying it’s gonna be alright’
Cause the players gonna play, play, play, play, play
And the haters gonna hate, hate, hate, hate, hate
Baby, I’m just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake
I shake it off, I shake it off (Whoo-hoo-hoo)

But I keep cruising

hair: DOUX – Vanilla hairstyle @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9

#3 CHAIN – Olivia Necklace – Silver
Cynful Sky Shimmer Dress @ C88
[BREATHE]-Sasuki Heels @ Kinky

backdrop: MINIMAL – Red Rocks Scene

[Rezz Room] American Bully Adult Animesh
[Rezz Room] Rottweiler Adult Animesh

BUENO -4×4- Barbie Group Gift
[Bueno x Bad Unicorn] Rose Gold – Unicooler @ TMD
BUENO-Bai Luggage-Suitcase-Pink
BUENO-Bai Luggage-Duffle Bag-Pink

Tentacio – explore the world

dust bunny . bon voyage . suitcase . pink

Posted in Chic Moda, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka

Silence is violence and defeat

Too bad some people like to sleep
Talking the American dream
I woke up late at night to see
Nightmares on every city street
Somethings that made me wanna scream
Can’t wake you, make you wanna see
Silence is violence and defeat
But you just stay quiet in the sheets, quiet in the sheets
Traps songs in the frat house
Trump sign in the window
How can we be free in the future if the kids don’t
Conquer the addiction
Start to make revisions?
Maybe most of all
We should learn to fucking listen

Silence is violence and defeat

hair: [monso] Beth Hair @ FaMESHed
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zasha @ C88

ChicModa // Tina Sweater
-[ vagrant ]- Julia Shorts 70L SERASIM SUNDAY

pose: Vanity Poses – Opora Bento 70L SERASIM SUNDAY

MINIMAL – Fountain Scene

dust bunny . potted cheese plant
dust bunny . potted palm
dust bunny . spotted begonia

HEXtraordinary Steampunk Newspaper Vending Machine

[Rezz Room] French Bulldog Animesh (Companion) v1.0.0 @ Equal10
[Rezz Room] Chihuahua Animesh (Companion)

by Tentacio:
comic books
comic game
Comic bag
raspberry drink

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, N21, Second Life, {le fil casse}

The colors are fadin’ out

The colors are fadin’ out
Is it quiet where you’re sleepin’?
Your records, my empty house
I wish I knew what you were feelin’

Fightin’ every instinct while you hold your pride
Back to the beginning, it swallows my mind
You’re all that I think about
I even see you when I’m dreamin’

I wish that I could hate you, ah, baby
I wish that when I left, you’d of chased me
I didn’t wanna change, but you made me
Now you’re tellin’ all your friends that I’m crazy

Hard to believe that you ever really loved me
I made believe that you cared when you touched me
I know I’ll be movin’ on
In slow motion
~ Charlotte Lewis – Slow Motion

le fil casse aleutia lyrium

Sady:
hair: DOUX – Dua hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora

SU!– Almond Nails
*Tentacio*Lady pain collar
{le fil casse} Rebecca Tied Tee Legacy RARE @ Epiphany
[Aleutia] Jia Cargo Pants @ N21

pose: Lyrium. Aiko Static Series @ Dubai

Danger Yellow – Future Cosmos – The Bearded Guy

RO – Spook Show – Freida Freak Mannequin
RO – Spook Show – Val Vain Mannequin

Posted in Dahlia, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Legacy, Second Life

How ’bout these notions

I hear the birds
When they’re singing
I hear the sirens
When they’re ringing
But I can’t take my mind off of you
A thousand words, pouring out
The distance of over there
Is moving on and out
You said it’d be alright
How ’bout these notions
Hmm, they’re deep as ocean
Calling out my name
Screaming out in vain
Singing hallelujah
Tell your mother, she don’t understand
Tell your mother, she’s not listening
Why don’t you tear my heart
The chain is made of string
I roll the dice
You seal the deal
That don’t matter
Cause pain will heal
I will follow you
Into the dark

Exile BnS Focus

hair:  Exile – Rosalie
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Apocalyptic Heart mandala tattoo
Lowen – Angel Sunglasses
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – GENUS ROYAL FLUSH COLLECTION #6
SU!– Almond Nails

Blossom&Seeds Bea @ Dubai

pose: Focus Poses – Life is Better on the Boat @ Access

Tentacio Fresh sweet. Notebook

hive // flor simple beach towel .

Dahlia – Malarkey – Margarita

[Commoner] THC Gummies / Beach Bliss

DEAD DOLL – Beach Tote