Posted in Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Reign, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Don’t Get Any Closer

What if I let you and you don’t like what you see
‘Cause it’s not what it seems let me tell you why
You have no idea yeah you’ve only seen a piece
But now it’s underneath no I cannot lie
Sometimes I get so frustrated
I’ve tried a million times to say it
It’s so much easier to fake
So trust me
Don’t get any closer
These walls are super high so don’t even try
To get any closer
I’m scared you’re gonna find
All the things I’ve been hiding from you
All the things I’ve been hiding from you
What if you hear the thoughts that haunt me in my sleep
The secrets I don’t speak running through my mind
You have no idea yeah you’ve only seen a piece
But now it’s underneath no I cannot lie
~ Bebe Rexha – Don’t Get Any Closer

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Sady is wearing:
hair:  Stealthic – Plush
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body:  [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe @ Uber

Tattoo “Dragon of the Rising Sun”_by GoK
:oushk – Zahra Chain Veil @ Belle
Yasum*Add Me*Legacy&Lara*Yang-Top* @ Kinky
Yasum*Add Me*Legacy&Lara*Ying-Pants* @ Kinky
REIGN.- AMI PLATS

pose: T E M P L A R //FURY @ Belle

Tusa Backdrop *RARE* – The Bearded Guy

 

Posted in Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

You Should Be Sad

Let me start this off by saying
I really meant well from the start
Take a broken man right in my hands
And then put back all his parts

But you’re not half the man you think that you are
And you can’t fill the hole inside of you with money, girls and cars
I’m so glad I never ever had a baby with you
‘Cause you can’t love nothing unless there’s something in it for you

Oh, I feel so sorry
I feel so sad
I tried to help you
It just made you mad
And I had no warning
About who you are
Just glad I made it out without breaking down
~ Halsey – You Should Be Sad

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Chickadee Tremor helped me with editing

Sady is wearing:
hair:  Stealthic – Devotion (can’t really see it, but it fits well under the hat FYI)
hat: **Guarded Cross** Cowboy Hat COBRA
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber
Ascendant – Defiant Nails @ Kinky
top: amias – RAVA
shorts: AsteroidBox. Iris Shorts

pose: T E M P L A R//MUSTANG @ Belle

Nude Show – More Pleasure – The Bearded Guy @ Kinky

Posted in Cynful, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL, vinyl

The Bubbles

There’s no sign on the gate
And there’s mud on your face
Don’t you think it’s time we re-investigate this situation
Put some fruit on your plate

You’ve forgotten how it started
Close your eyes
Think of all the bubbles of love we made

And you’re down on your knees
It’s too late, oh don’t come crawlin’
And you lie by my feet
What a big mistake, I see you fallin’

Got a buzz in my head
And my flowers are dead
Can’t figure out a way to rectify this situation
Don’t believe what you said
~ Natalie Imbruglia – Big Mistake

cynful vinyl avaway tram

Sady is wearing:
hair:  tram J0109 hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber

*AvaWay* ABBY Cat Ears
*AvaWay* MEOW Necklaces Set
Cynful Snuggle Cardigan – FLF Pack Jan 24, 2020
VINYL – Public Tube Top @ Uber
VINYL – Blunt Skirt & Belt @ Uber

pose: T E M P L A R // SPITFIRE @ LOOK

El Gato – Remember Milei – The Bearded Guy

Posted in DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, GenusProject, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, vinyl

It’s time.

Welp. Everyone around me seems to be changing. Some for the better, some for worse. As we wrap up another year, I’ve decided that in order to obtain the things I do want in my life (what’s left of it) that I need to make room, but letting go of the things that are not working out. I’m good at letting things go…including people. I was an Army brat and we moved constantly when I was a kid. So, walking away and not looking back for anything more than a reminiscent glance is simple enough. I’ll admit that the longer something or someone has been a part of my life, the harder it is to let go, but in time…I’ll be fine…no matter who, what, where, or why. I’ve survived way too much crap in this life to be held back by people that aren’t worth my time. And things? Well, they are just things, aren’t they?
As the end of this year inches closer and closer, I’m taking a good hard look at what I’ve been doing with my life as of late. It’s time to clean house…both worlds. I’m making changes and these changes are for ME…no one else. I’ve spent the last few years bending over backwards and tip toeing around broken glass to avoid hurting people I love, but have they done the same in return? In most cases, I’m afraid not. Don’t worry about Sady, she’ll be fine. Yes, I will be fine, but I won’t be around as a doormat, punching bag, fall back plan, dirty secret, or second choice anymore.
It took me way too long to get here and I’m not turning back now. I appreciate the roles everyone have played in my life over time and I am so grateful for the lessons, but I’m done. I’m putting my proverbial foot down. I’m establishing boundaries and for those that can’t respect them…welp. RIP. Its time for me to filter out some of the toxic people,  behaviors, habits, excuses, etc. So, here’s looking at you 2019, cuz 2020 will be better or I will die trying. It is just that simple.

doux ison vinyl equal semotion

hair:  #1 DOUX – Beanie Babe hairstyle [M] RARE @ Arcade
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
body: Maitreya
skin:  — PUMEC #RARE 2 – KATE – MAY   @ Kustom9

ISON – cropped turtleneck sweater
VINYL – Genetics Tartan Skirt @ FaMESHed
EQUAL – Elettra Boots @ FaMESHed

SEmotion Libellune Winter Deer Animesh #2 RARE @ Arcade

pose: T E M P L A R #5 @ SOS

location: Snow falls