Posted in Collabor88, Fashion, shoes, shopping, [BREATHE]

I wasn’t always like this

I’m a nightmare, I know what you mean by that
I can’t wake up from all these scary dreams I have
I don’t really care, and I never will
That’s the way I am, such a bitter pill
I don’t really care, how much silence kills
That’s the way I am
No, I wasn’t born without a heart
I wasn’t always like this, no
Watched you break me, no
Now you blame me
No, I wasn’t born with all these scars
And that’s what made me like this, no
Can you blame me, no? (No, oh, oh)
I wasn’t born like this
Hurt people, hurt people
I’d rather be heartless (Heartless)
Than have my heart in pieces

I wasn’t always like this

hair: Tableau Vivant // Scilla
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
RKKN. Marley Bodysuit White @ Epiphany
RKKN. Marley Sweatpants V2 Sage @ Epiphany
[BREATHE]-Misasa Sneakers @ Epiphany

pose: Le Poppycock Rough Patches Low Point

backdrop: MINIMAL – September Group Gift 2019

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka

there’s no room for ideals in this mechanical place

Through these city nightmares you’d walk with me
And we’d talk of it with idealistic assurance
That it wouldn’t tear us apart
We’d keep our heads above the blackened water
But there’s no room for ideals in this mechanical place
And you’re gone now
Through a grimy window that I can’t keep clean
Through billowing smoke that’s swallowed the sun
You’re nowhere to be seen
Do you think our desires still burn
I guess it was desires that tore us apart
There has to be passion
A passion for living, surviving
And that means detachment
Every-body has a weapon to fight you with
To beat you with when you are down
There were too many defence between us
Doubting all the time
Fearinf all the time
Doubting all the time
Fearinf all the time
That like these urban nightmares
We’d blacken each other skies

there's no room for ideals in this mechanical place

hair: Tableau Vivant // Soiree @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: [theSkinnery] Monica (LeLutkaEVO) peach @ C88

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
Seniha. Melanie Set @ Orly
Seniha. Melanie Top
Seniha. Melanie Pants

pose: Lyrium. Jullie Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10
location: BKLYN

Posted in Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

Let me fill you up with the fingers of love

Let me put the water in the bowl
For your wounds, babe
Let me fill you up with the fingers of love
You can’t lose babe
When you watch me play, does it feel bad, darlin’
When they choose me?
Say again, this place
Say again, this place

I broke my neck
Dancing to the edge of the world, babe
My mouth is wet, don’t you forget it
Don’t you lose me
Here is your princess
And here is the horizon
Here is your princess
And here is the horizon

I’ve gotta scratch it down, I never could amount
That’s it, babe
And now the sugar’s run out
And I don’t know what to say

Let me fill you up with the fingers of love

hair: Tableau Vivant // Misty @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
eyes: LOTUS. Muerte Eyes 05
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly @ Kustom9

LODE Head Accessory – Peony Poem Wreath [white]
RichB. Trust FaceChain
FAKEICON / mary gems collar
Ascendant – HOT Twinkle Nails
Just BECAUSE Saffron Dress
[Rezz Room] Pack Snowy Owl Animesh @ Uber

pose: Lyrium. Cynthia Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, [BREATHE], {le fil casse}

Green Light

I do my makeup in somebody else’s car
We order different drinks at the same bars
I know about what you did and I wanna scream the truth
She thinks you love the beach, you’re such a damn liar
Those great whites, they have big teeth
Hope they bite you
Thought you said that you would always be in love
But you’re not in love no more
Did it frighten you
How we kissed when we danced on the light up floor?
On the light up floorBut I hear sounds in my mind
Brand new sounds in my mind
But honey I’ll be seein’ you ‘ever I go
But honey I’ll be seein’ you down every road
I’m waiting for it, that green light, I want it
‘Cause honey I’ll come get my things, but I can’t let go
I’m waiting for it, that green light, I want it
Oh, I wish I could get my things and just let go
I’m waiting for it, that green light, I want it

Green Light

hair: Tableau Vivant \ Reese hair
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly @ Kustom9

e.marie // Bailey Earrings – Silvers
{le fil casse} Regan Ruffle Top
.Safira. Cynthia Jeans @ FaMESHed
[BREATHE]-Mitoka Heels @ Kinky

pose: Vanity Poses – Pouting Spot 70L SERASIM SUNDAY

TROPIX // BackDrop Repair AUTO 24hrs – Green 70L SERASIM SUNDAY

Posted in Bueno, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Show me a sign

I gave you everything
And in return
You gave me nothing
Show me a sign
Please give me anything
I will not hide from what’s inside of me
My nemesis
I’m turning away from me
And all the things I’ve known
I don’t need your help no more
I can do this on my own
I’m taking all the blame
Resent what I’ve become
I regret everything and
There’s nowhere left to run
There is no yesterday
Tomorrow’s far away

Show me a sign

hair: Tableau Vivant // Garland hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Fran @ C88

AvaWay LETTER Necklaces Set @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88

BUENO-Embrace Top @ Anthem

pose: Le Poppycock Rough Patches

Posted in Events, Fancy Decor, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Prism Events, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Drunk on Christmas…just like Grace!

This song made think of my friend, Grace….she jokes about drinking in order to put up with her family. Now let’s hope she doesn’t kill me for this…LOL

Christmas is a time, a special time of year
With peace and joy and happiness and, wonderment and cheer
Opening your presents underneath the tree
And spending countless hours with your family

That’s why I’m drinking drinking drinking
I’m gonna drink all day
I’m coming home for Christmas and my family’s insane
Just got to make it through the day
And there’s no other way
I’m gonna get drunk, drunk, drunk on Christmas

Drunk on Christmas...just like Grace!

hair: Tableau Vivant // Puffy hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA @ Kustom9

.::Supernatural::. Kinsley Necklace @ Tannenbaum
SPIRIT – Widow top @ Uber
SPIRIT – Widow skirt @ Uber

[Fetch] Holiday Treats – Vodka RARE @ Arcade

pose: Lyrium. Elise Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Dubai

hive // modern farmhouse kitchen

DISORDERLY. / Bundt Xmas / Candycane @ Tannenbaum

[Cinoe] Mannish Danishes @ Arcade

Wednesday[+] ~ December Magic ~ Letters – COMMON @ Arcade
Wednesday[+] ~ December Magic ~ Herborist Book – COMMON @ Arcade
Wednesday[+] ~ December Magic ~ Coffee – COMMON @ Arcade
Wednesday[+] ~ December Magic ~ Wooden Doll – COMMON @ Arcade

Fancy Decor: Satie Coffee Machine
Fancy Decor: Satie Milk Frother
Fancy Decor: Satie Cream & Sugar
Fancy Decor: Satie Coffee Pods



Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Lelutka, [BREATHE]

Busy and Crazy

This week has been insanely busy and crazy. This weekend will be more of the same. I’ve been all over the place emotionally and mentally. However, today I was squealing with delight when I saw that my sim, Curiosity Lake, was featured in the official Destination Guide. I have to say that I’m rather chuffed. (Not an American term, but I like it.)
Gonna keep this post short and sweet, cuz I got a heap of work to do today. I hope you all have a great weekend and if you’re looking for something to do tonight, I’ll be hosting the Bonfire Bash part over at Burrow tonight and would love to see you!

Busy and Crazy

Tableau Vivant // Hazel hair @ C88
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
[Glam Affair] – Lelutka Applier – Willow @ C88

=Zenith=Hazel set with Scarf @ C88
[BREATHE]-Sotomi Boots @ Access

pose: Focus. Hello Autumn @ Cosmopolitan
location: Curiosity Lake

Posted in Events, Jian, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, skin, Uber SL

Politically Correct

“The wolf said, “You know, my dear, it isn’t safe for a little girl to walk through these woods alone.”

Red Riding Hood said, “I find your sexist remark offensive in the extreme, but I will ignore it because of your traditional status as an outcast from society, the stress of which has caused you to develop your own, entirely valid, worldview. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I must be on my way.”
― James Finn Garner, Politically Correct Bedtime Stories

Politically Correct

Tableau Vivant \ Grim[m]Tales – Red Riding Hood @ Uber
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.0
[theSkinnery] Karima @ Uber

(Yummy) Heirloom Ring Set
-SU!- Almond Nails

pose: Diversion – Cozy Fall @ La Vie en Pose

Serenity Style-Carson woodshed

KraftWork Bin Storage

JIAN Grey Wolf

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, skin, vinyl

Ain’t no rental

Independent, athletic
I been sweating, doing calisthenics
Booty vicious, mind yo business
I been working, working on my fitness
I’ve been lifting heavy metal
See this ass? Ain’t no rental
Take it down low like just stretching
Pick it back up like I’m flexing
Woo, tryna get it, working on my fitness
Think about how I’m gonna feel when I step up on the catwalk
Think about how I’m gonna feel when I got that ass that don’t stop
That ass that don’t stop, that ass don’t stop
And think about how I’m gonna feel when I take it all off

Vinyl rkkn

hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Nany hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

VINYL – Wasabi Crop @ Equal10
RKKN. Thea’s Boxers

pose: Lyrium. Mina Static & Breathing Pose Series @ Dubai

Vesturario – Good Times – The Bearded Guy

.:revival:. bathroom towel

Posted in Cosmetics, Events, Fashion, GingerFish, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, skin

Just Wear It

I’ve tried to avoid doing photos with masks. I didn’t want to offend anyone or make light of our current situation. However, since I found out that this is no longer a one and done disease. Not only can you contract this disease twice, but the numbers are getting insanely higher by the day. So, it seems that for those of us not wanting to get sick, masks are going to be part of our lives for quite some time. Ladies are going to save a ton on lipstick!
However, I’m looking at this as an opportunity for us to really showcase our eyes. We can get super creative with our masks and matching eye shadow combinations! Okay, sure we might not do our hair with branches sticking out, but the mask and eye shadow combo are brilliant and you know it! Plus, if we have to wear masks for a while, they might as well be fashionable. Maybe if we make them cute enough we can get everyone to wear them, even those selfish assholes that think they’re too good to wear a mask.

tableau idtty gaeg

hair: Tableau Vivant  \\ Fruit of the Bloom [bare] Reward
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
eyes: –SU!– [CATWA & OMEGA HUD] Astrid Eyes (Fatpack)
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mara Skin [ Lelutka ] @ C88

lashes: MICHAN – Lilith Lashes Fatpack [Lel EVO] @ TLC
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA SUNNY DAYS COLLECTION #1 @ Summer Camp

Apocalyptic – Awakening the eye black @ Belle
(Yummy) Cleopatra Nose Ring – Silver
SU!– Almond Nails
[GA.EG] Lace Face Mask @ Kinky

pose: GingerFish Poses – Give Good Face

backdrop: Los Muertitos – DeadlySacrifice – The Bearded Guy