Posted in Events, Exploration, Fashion, Kustom9, Lelutka, Maitreya, Reign, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Tres Chic, vinyl

I remember when I lost my mind

I remember when, I remember, I remember when I lost my mind
There was something so pleasant about that place.
Even your emotions had an echo
In so much space

And when you’re out there
Without care,
Yeah, I was out of touch
But it wasn’t because I didn’t know enough
I just knew too much

Does that make me crazy?
Does that make me crazy?
Does that make me crazy?
Possibly
~ Crazy (Gnarls Barkley) – Angela Ricci

ateroidbox reign rezzroom vinyl diversion

wearing:
hair:  TRUTH Eternity
^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [the Skinnery] Ginny (Lelutka)

AsteroidBox. Esme Shirt @ Kustom9
VINYL – Nirvana Shorts @ TresChic
: CULT : Kitten Garter @ FaMESHed X
REIGN.- MOLLY LACE UP HEELS @ Equal10

[Rezz Room] German Shepherd Adult Animesh @ Access

pose: Diversion – Morning Sun Poses @ Belle
location: BKLYN

Posted in Animals, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Reign, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

Mondays Aren’t So Bad

Monday mornings are something that most people dread and complain about. A few years ago, I changed my mind about them. My sister, Kess, has always loved Mondays and it was her perspective that changed my mind, as well. You see, Mondays are the start to a whole new week. That means a fresh start, a fresh list of things to do…and if there’s things not finished from the week before? Welp, its a chance to tackle those things, too! I’m writing this on a Monday morning (not sure when I’ll actually post it) and I’ve already been knocking things off my list right and left. It feels so good to be so productive…even the sun is shining. While, most days I hiss at the sun, today it feels pretty damn good! So, for all those people that hate on Mondays, just change your perspective and you’ll see that Mondays aren’t so bad, afterall.

asteroid box doux reign rezzroom

wearing:
hair:  DOUX –  Marcela hairstyle @ Level
^^Swallow^^ Princess Ears
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Avril Skin – Lelutka @ Cupid Inc.

AsteroidBox. Nina Suit @ Collabor88
REIGN.- LESLIE CHUNKY HEELS @ Collabor88

[Rezz Room] Pack European Cat Baby @ Equal10

pose: :LW: Bento Poses – Loving Art @ The Liaison Collaborative

location: BKLYN

 

Posted in Cynful, Dahlia, DOUX, Glam Affair, Lelutka, Maitreya, Second Life

Another Time Zone

Dating in Second Life can be tricky, especially when there are major time zone differences. Joe and I are making it work, but its not always easy. There’s a 7 hr difference between us and he’s got a pretty busy real life schedule. Fortunately for us, I’m available more often than I’m not. So, I’m able to work around his schedule more. Sometimes though, real life gets in the way and this picture epitomizes how it can feel sometimes when planning a surprise for the one you love in another time zone.

doux cynful dahlia peaches dustbunny

wearing:
hair:  DOUX –  Eleni hairstyle @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Ella Skin – Lelutka

Ascendant – Valentines Nails @ Cupid Inc
(Yummy) Bestie Ring Set @ Cupid Inc
Cae :: Eternal :: Collar @ Kinky
Cynful Strappy Set @ FaMESHed X

pose: :LW: BENTO Poses – Have It All

scene:
Dust Bunny & Con . Florence Bedroom . Bed . @ Anthem
Dust Bunny & Con . Florence Bedroom . Nighstand . Grey @ Anthem
Dust Bunny & Con . Florence Bedroom . Lamp . Silver @ Anthem

.peaches. Bae’s Journal – Lover

Dahlia – Posh – Champagne Tray – Brut / Silver @ Cupid Inc

Dahlia – Tranquility – Marble Candles – Silver @ Equal10

Posted in Collabor88, DOUX, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

My Therapy

I initially began this blogging journey of mine as a form of therapy. Now I’m in actual therapy. As my therapy progresses, I’m getting to some pretty hardcore subject matter. Poking demons that I’ve struggled to shut down for most of my life. Things I couldn’t begin to get raw about in such a public format. As I work on myself more and more each week in my real life, I find my tolerance for some of the mental games that take place in Second Life getting smaller and smaller. I watch as other people completely melt down over things that seem so ridiculous, but I know that those people are feeling something so real. It absolutely breaks my heart to see people walking around with so much rage, hate, and misery. It’s truly sad to know that there are people out there that genuinely find joy in the faults of other people. I find it completely heart wrenching that some individuals find comfort in pointing out the flaws of other people. I am by no means perfect, but one thing I have never done is tell lies about people to make them look bad. I have never spread vicious rumors hoping to destroy someone else’s happiness. The world is ugly enough and I feel that it is up to us to be as positive as we can, to celebrate the success of others, to embrace the hopes of one another, to remove ourselves from situations that make us unhappy, so that we can truly share and promote that positive energy. I truly hope that anyone out there that is wasting their energy on hatred will find some inner peace so that they can find happiness. Just imagine a world full of happy people…isn’t it beautiful?

asteroid box doux gabriel little fox ana poses

wearing:
hair:  DOUX – Marie hairstyle @ Collabor88
^^Swallow^^ Princess Ears
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber

AsteroidBox. Crystal Collar @ ROMP
(Yummy) Bestie Ring Set @ Cupid Inc
::GB::Snood short sweter @ Collabor88
Little Fox – Harness leggings @ Anthem

pose by Ana Poses

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL, {le fil casse}

Too Numb

Never came around to make this house into a home
Put you on a pedestal and sat you on a throne
I found all your skeletons, your closet full of bones
I see you take pride in bloody eyes, I know you’re stoned

I can hear resentment in your tone
Said I’d never make it on my own
Maybe I’m just better off alone
Too dumb to deal
Too numb to feel the knife in my back

Judas, hey
Oh, oh, Judas, hey
Judas, hey
Oh, oh, Judas, hey

I can see you coming from about a mile away
And all the mystique of your pretentiousness is fading
Reminiscing all the backwards ways you’d make me stay
Begging me for thread, I think you need to change your brain
~ Banks – Judas

doux lfc

wearing:
hair:  DOUX – Stella hairstyle
^^Swallow^^ Princess Ears
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber
Cae :: Eternal :: Collar @ Kinky
{le fil casse} Sage Shorts

pose: FOXCITY. On Point Bento Pose Set

Posted in Events, Fashion, Home Decor, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

I got this need for you

Looking you over and you don’t know my name yet
But by the time you looked away, already knew I couldn’t fake it

I got this need for you, forming in my beating heart
I knew the meaning right away, we only yesterday were worlds apart

I think I may love you
If you give me some time
Maybe you’ll love me too

I got this thing for you
If you come closer I can whisper in your ear
And if you wanna walk away
I’ll tell you all the things I know you wanna hear
~ Banks – Warm Water

asteroid box refuge

Sady is wearing:
hair:  [monso] My Hair – Julia @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber
Ascendant – Defiant Nails @ Kinky
AsteroidBox. Isabelle Lingerie @ Frou Frou (opens Feb 10)

pose: [..::CuCa Designs::..] Midnight Chat Laptop

scene:
Refuge – Sophie Bed

Di’Cor Renee Candelabra [Floor]

BackBone Kinky Toy Rack

PILOT – Adult Toy Box [Valentine]

Posted in Chic Moda, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Red Fish, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

How’s it feel?

Found you when your heart was broke
I filled your cup until it overflowed
Took it so far to keep you close (Keep you close)
I was afraid to leave you on your own (Ooh)

I said I’d catch you if you fall (Fall)
And if they laugh, then fuck ’em all (All)
And then I got you off your knees
Put you right back on your feet
Just so you could take advantage of me

Tell me, how’s it feel sittin’ up there?
Feelin’ so high, but too far away to hold me
You know I’m the one who put you up there
Name in the sky, does it ever get lonely?
Thinkin’ you could live without me
Thinkin’ you could live without me
Baby, I’m the one who put you up there
I don’t know why (Yeah, I don’t know why)
Thinkin’ you could live without me
Live without me
Baby, I’m the one who put you up there
I don’t know why (I don’t know why, yeah, yeah)
~ Halsey – Without Me

ChicModa Doux Breathe LePoppycock RedFish

Sady is wearing:
hair:  DOUX – Paula hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Crusties Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber
tattoo: RedFish – Pacha tattoo @ The Liaison Collaborative

SU!– Heart Hoop Earrings
Cae :: Eternal :: Collar @ Kinky
(Yummy) Felicity Ring Set @ Uber
Ascendant – Sugar Nails
ChicModa // Viola Dress @ FaMESHed
[BREATHE]-Sakumi Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: Le Poppycock *Bright Ideas* Prelude @ The Liaison Collaborative

for info about the background, see previous post: Impersonate a rattlesnake

Posted in Cynful, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL, vinyl

The Bubbles

There’s no sign on the gate
And there’s mud on your face
Don’t you think it’s time we re-investigate this situation
Put some fruit on your plate

You’ve forgotten how it started
Close your eyes
Think of all the bubbles of love we made

And you’re down on your knees
It’s too late, oh don’t come crawlin’
And you lie by my feet
What a big mistake, I see you fallin’

Got a buzz in my head
And my flowers are dead
Can’t figure out a way to rectify this situation
Don’t believe what you said
~ Natalie Imbruglia – Big Mistake

cynful vinyl avaway tram

Sady is wearing:
hair:  tram J0109 hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber

*AvaWay* ABBY Cat Ears
*AvaWay* MEOW Necklaces Set
Cynful Snuggle Cardigan – FLF Pack Jan 24, 2020
VINYL – Public Tube Top @ Uber
VINYL – Blunt Skirt & Belt @ Uber

pose: T E M P L A R // SPITFIRE @ LOOK

El Gato – Remember Milei – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Blueberry, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Time Won’t Stop

I pretend that I’m not afraid
And for a moment I believe myself
Got lost in the day again
Time won’t stop to let me figure shit out

The pictures on my eyelids
Would put me in asylums
I’m not even mad though
Just gone a little mad so
Don’t blame me for what I say
It’s just the trauma talking
Am I allowed to love the way

I don’t care anymore
I don’t care anymore
Time won’t stop to let me figure shit out
I don’t care anymore
Time won’t stop to let me figure shit out

Every nerve underneath my skin
Every thought banging on my skull
Used to spend my time filtering
But maybe I should listen to what they know

The pictures on my eyelids
Would put me in asylums
I’m not even mad though
Just gone a little mad so
Don’t blame me for what I say
It’s just the trauma talking
Am I allowed to love the way

I don’t care anymore
I don’t care anymore
Time won’t stop to let me figure shit out
I don’t care anymore
Time won’t stop to let me figure shit out

Imma dance on the crooked edges
I’ll take what I’m given
The darkness won’t scare me
My eyes are adjusting
I’m sick of the war
I don’t care anymore

I don’t care anymore
Time won’t stop to let me figure shit out
I don’t care anymore
Time won’t stop to let me figure shit out
~ Faith Marie  – Figure it Out

doux blueberry cuca

Sady is wearing:
hair:  DOUX – Bloodline hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Crusties Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber

*AvaWay* MEOW Necklaces Set
Ascendant – Defiant Nails @ Kinky
Blueberry – Unbothered – Tucked In Tops
Blueberry – Unbothered – Pants

pose: [..::CuCa Designs::..] Cuppa Jane

Posted in Events, Fashion, Home Decor, Maitreya, N21, Reign, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Rumors & Gossip

We live in an age of rapidly moving information…and misinformation. So rumors can often hurt those that don’t bother to check their facts and when we spread rumors, we need to check our motives. Why are we spreading said gossip? What do we have to gain by sharing this tale and do we know for sure that what we’re sharing is 100% true? If not, perhaps we shouldn’t be sharing it. A good way to approach gossip is to think about the people you’re talking about. If you wouldn’t want them to know you said what you’re saying, you probably shouldn’t say it. It’s that simple. As listeners, we have a responsibility, as well. If someone is dishing out the “tea” about someone we care about, we shouldn’t just sit there listening and accepting these stories as truth. We can simply remind the story teller that we’re not interested in the gossip. If we all stop being so receptive to gossip, the gossip queens won’t have an audience. And chances are if they’re talking about everyone else behind their backs, they’re probably talking about us when we’re not around, too.

JB Reign Amilie Truth Uber

wearing:
hair: TRUTH Opium
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber

dress: *Just BECAUSE* Adalynne Dress @ Uber
shoes: REIGN.- LIZ HEELS @ N21

pose: Amitie Red Roses @ Uber

for information regarding the background, see previous post: Disposable