Posted in Blueberry, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Jian, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Before Love Came to Kill Us

I know nobody gets outta love alive
We either break up when we’re young
Or we say goodbye when we die
For a moment at least I know
You were mine and it was beautiful
But winter comes and roses don’t survive
It’s gettin’ late
And I should go
But I wanna hold ya
Like it’s June in the west end
Back when you were my best friend
Before love came to kill us
We’re not supposed to
But I can’t learn my lesson
I miss when you were my best friend
Before love came to kill us

Blueberry Bearded Guy

hair: DOUX – Bloodline hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora

.::Supernatural::. Dune Necklace
Blueberry – Solstice – Seashell Top
Addams // Be Free Belted Shorts

pose: BauhausMovement – Within Me 2

Borrachito Backdrop – The Bearded Guy

Ex Machina Wine Bottles case

Serenity Style– Moonlight Romance- Wine Bottle
Serenity Style-Moonlight Romance Glass of Wine

JIAN Rascal Rats 2. Black Companion

Posted in Chic Moda, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

I don’t want to love no more

I learnt to grow old when I was younger
Scared of staying young
Afraid of the thoughts that I had conjured
That sat atop my tongue
Knowing I’d change the worlds opinion
If they would just, listen up
But they won’t, now
I feel worthless
Maybe I should open the drawer
Burn the pages
Write poems with the ash on the floor
Pour the ink, into the sink
And watch it drain from the shore
I don’t want love no more
Though it’s the one thing I’ve been searching for
Though it’s the one thing that I miss the most
Now, I’m afraid to be alone (I’m afraid to be alone)
To Be Alone
Looking in the mirror like
Maybe I will find myself tonight
I ask for a better mind
Then tap into the site through my third eye
I had never realized
I thought I had a chosen my design
I thought I was broken all this time
I don’t want love no more
Though it’s the one thing I’ve been searching for
Though it’s the one thing that I miss the most
Now, I’m afraid to be alone

idtty empress

hair: TRUTH Alias
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora

*LODE* Head Accessory – Royalty Wreath [black horse]
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA THE EMPRESS COLLECTION #1 @ Kinky
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA THE EMPRESS COLLECTION #6 @ Kinky

.::Supernatural::. Dune Necklace
.::Supernatural::. Ebe Necklace

ChicModa // Carrie Dress @ FaMESHed

pose: – space cadet – modge podge set

The End Forest *RARE* – Sinister Night – The Bearded Guy

{anc} colorful rain (clearlysky) [wide] 1Li

Lyrium.Turning Pages – Flying Pages 2 Decor

KraftWork Once Upon a House . Scattered Papers

:::ChicChica::: Precious Rose Platinum REZZ

chicmoda sc

Posted in DOUX, Fashion, Foxcity, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, vinyl

My Dramatic Take

This is my thought process brought to life…okay, pixels! GAW! Ok, so sometimes I take a picture with nothing in mind to write about and lately….as I’m sure you know…I’ve been struggling with topics to write about, because my life is uneventful, okay? So, I rack my brain sometimes trying to think of something to say. When I was looking for poses to take this picture and saw this one, I giggled. I thought, that’s me when I’ve got writer’s block! So, there you have it…its short and sweet…but here’s my dramatic take on my own writer’s block hell. *grins*

vinyl cynful atelior burgundy

hair: DOUX – Maddie hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora

– TRIGGERED – Treasurer Glasses Gacha #RARE @ Kawaii Project
.::Supernatural::. Dune Necklace
VINYL – Dumpling Top @ Kinky
Cynful Riana’s Leather Skirt FLF Aug 7, 2020
: CULT : Violetta Boots @ Kustom9

pose: Foxcity Power Set

Atelier Burgundy . Drafting Table . black
Atelier Burgundy . Office Composition . Black
Atelier Burgundy . Flat File . Dark Metal

dust bunny . blossom typewriter
dust bunny . blossom books

Kraftwork Kess Corner Unit & Clutter . Mini Pouf Geometric

KraftWork Bonjour Whale Vase

[Rezz Room] Grouchy Cat Napping

HIDEKI – B/W Shelf

 

Posted in Cosmopolitan, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Home Decor, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Dip my toe

I don’t have a lot to say, because I’m disappointed in people again. It never fails to surprise me how some people can be so low down and dirty. Every time I try to dip my toe into being social again, I remember why I keep to myself. So, rather than rant on about lies and pain and all the other garbage I’m feeling right now. I know this is just part of life and I’ll be okay. I’m just in the middle of a bunch of disappointment at the moment. So, for now, I’m going to keep this short and wish you all a great month. ♥

blossom rezz room

hair: DOUX – Angelica hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora

 CHAIN – Tina Necklace Set @ Anthem
Blossom&Seeds Becca Bikini @ Cosmopolitan
.::Supernatural::. Naya II Anklet

pose: FOXCITY. Spot On Bento Pose Set

scene:
[Rezz Room] Little Punkie Animesh (Companion) @ Anthem

~BAZAR~ Ibiza Lounge set @ Anthem
~ Ibiza Lounger
~ Ibiza Slippers
~ Ibiza Towel 02
~ Ibiza Sunglasses
~ Ibiza Crates
~ Ibiza Beach bag 02

Posted in accessories, Bueno, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

To the Gut

I wish I could do yoga in real life. I suppose there are some poses I could do, but due to my physical limitations, traditional yoga is not in the cards. Of course, had I just thought about the other realities of my life when taking this photo, I would have included a cat pouncing on my belly the way he did this morning. Oh, yeah, that’s right….I didn’t tell you. This morning…like 3am…he decided to use my belly as a springboard…TWICE. I almost caught him the second time. Let’s just say he didn’t land where he was hoping to. Then the little bastard decided that he should sing the song of his people at an all time high volume. I’ve twarted his pleas to go outside by scooping him up and kissing all over his handsome little face. He kinda hates that. *grins* I don’t know where  he is now, but he’s being quiet and that’s a huge plus. Of course, he’s probably curled up asleep somewhere, which is where I should be, but after a cat to the gut twice in a row…I’m wide awake!

chain bueno diversion

Sady:
hair:  #1 CHAIN – Olivia Hair – Fatpack – RARE @ Epiphany
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora

BUENO-Karmin Top @ Anthem
BUENO-Karmin Shorts @ Anthem
.::Supernatural::. Naya II Anklet

pose: Diversion – Inner Chi

Posted in breathe, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Remembering Her

hair:  Tableau Vivant \\ Sommer @ Summerfest
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bia Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9

.::Supernatural::. Ebe Necklace @ Belle
WHIMSY. Sadney.  @ Belle
[BREATHE]-Migiko Heels @ Belle

pose: :LW: Bento Poses – The Answer

background credits available in previous post: Treasures in the Attic

tv belle breathe

Posted in Bueno, Catwa, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Jian, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Taboo topics

The other day I wrote about people being overly sensitive on the internet and told them to Get off the internet! After reading that post a friend of mine IMd me to tell me how much she enjoyed the post. We got to talking about how certain subjects are so taboo, but that they shouldn’t be. Topics like mental health…depression and suicide, specifically. That just maybe if these topics weren’t so taboo, that people could talk about their feelings without feeling so ashamed and just possibly find the help they need. I’m not going to go into some diatribe about these subjects, but I am going to ask that my readers be more open to discussing such topics. You might just save a life. Depression is a very real illness and it is not just about having a pity party. Its so much more than that. I think for some it is impossible to understand until it has been experienced. I’m looking at you, Tom Cruise, but naturally you don’t think you’re crazy. *rolls Dusty’s cartoon eyes* Seriously, check on one another, be kind to each other, and share whatever love is in your heart with as many people as possible.

doux supernatural bueno

DOUX – Galvez hairstyle @ Belle Event
CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
[Glam Affair] Alexa Applier [ Catwa ] @ UBER
Tattoo “Kali Durga”_by GoK
.::Supernatural::. Brianna Choker @ Kinky
.::Supernatural::. Edna Set Black @ Kinky
#EMPIRE – Freesia – Latex Black

BUENO-Tinks Love Seat @ Collabor88
BUENO-Glitch- Blvk
BUENO- Coffee Charger- Black
JIAN Sneaky Snacker :: Pizza Pibble

Posted in Catwa, Chic Moda, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Phoenix, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

I’ll watch

Have you ever met someone that is so full of negative opinions about everyone, but themselves? I recently met such a person in Second Life. I know its not the first time I’ve met someone like him, but its been a really long time. Even then, I’m not sure I’ve met someone to this extreme. He seemed like a nice enough person in the beginning. Though I have to wonder why he was where he was when we met, considering his opinion of the owners and those that make the place their second home. This man genuinely seems to believe that he KNOWS things that are nothing more than opinions. He has opinions about the U.S. and the U.K. that are surprising considering that he’s from Australia.
Most Australians I have met have been super nice and just like anyone else. There’s good and bad, but never met someone so displeased with the rest of the world as this guy. He makes wild assumptions and then insists they are facts, even when told that he’s mistaken. Apparently, he doesn’t find himself capable of mistakes.
Why haven’t I blocked him and deleted him? Well, come on now. Would you expect me not to have a little fun with this fellow? Since he’s so prone to negative assumptions, I really do enjoy throwing him tidbits of information and watching him make a complete ass of himself. I’m not sure what his goal is, but I do so enjoy the show. *grins*

phoenix chicmoda fameshed

:::Phoenix::: Jess Hair @ FaMESHed
CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
[Glam Affair] Alexa Applier [ Catwa ] @ UBER
^^Swallow^^ Princess Ears
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
.::Supernatural::. Aika Earrings Gold #3 @ Arcade
.::Supernatural::. Aika Necklace Gold @ Arcade
ChicModa // Elvi Top & Shorts @ FaMESHed

FOXCITY. Bebe Bento Pose Set

Posted in Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life, Uber SL

Nap Queen

When I was a little kid, I hated naps and bedtimes. Sleep was the enemy and I would fight it with all my might. These days I will sleep anytime I can. Though my body often wants sleep, my mind won’t allow it. So, I continue my love/hate relationship with sleep. I had a doctor ask me recently what time do I usually wake up and I just laughed and told him there is no usual time. He refused to accept my answer and made me pick two times that I wake up between. *rolls her eyes* The truth is, I don’t even know when my body is going to let me sleep, much less when I wake up. All I know is that anytime that I can sleep, I surely will. I don’t know if I’d call myself a nap queen, but I sure do love a good nap these days. On that note, I think I might go have one now.

dead dollz fameshed supernatural foxy

#Foxy – Latte Hair
CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
[Glam Affair] Alexa Applier [ Catwa ] @ UBER
^^Swallow^^ Princess Ears
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
.::Supernatural::. Katrina Choker
Dead Dollz – Tara Set @ FaMESHed

pose: Diversion – Sunshine Poses

 

Posted in Bueno, Catwa, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Lamb, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

This one is for Kess

This is how I show my love
I made it in my mind because
I blame it on my ADD baby
This is how an angel cries
Blame it on my own sick pride
Blame it on my ADD baby
Blame it on my AD
Sail!
lamb supernatural bueno miss chelsea yummy
I love you, Kessticles!♥

head: Catwa Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Alexa @ Uber

Lamb. Summer @ Uber
.random.Matter. – Junee Human Ears @ Kustom9
.::Supernatural::. Neiva Necklace
(Yummy) Lepidopterist Ring Set @ Uber
BUENO-Ari Cropped Jacket @ Uber
.miss chelsea. Brin Skirt @ N21

pose: FOXCITY. Back to Baesics Bento Pose Set
location: Baja Tides