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neither ever nor never

(please put me to bed and turn down the light)
fold down your hands
give me a sigh
put down your lies
lay down next to me
don’t listen when I scream
bury your doubts and fall asleep
find out I was just a bad dream
let the bed sheet soak up my tears and watch
the only way out disappear
don’t tell me why
kiss me goodbye
for neither ever nor never
goodbye
neither ever nor never
goodbye

neither ever nor never

foundation
hair: tram I0710 hair
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head 3.1
head skin: [Glam Affair] Gaia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ K9
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy

cosmetics
eyebrows: -SU!- Aneira Eyebrows
eyeshadow: poema – Ines Eyeshadows @ TLC
lipstick: Moccino Beaute x LeLutka EvoX – Huntress Lipblood Collection @ Access

fashion
VENGE – ‘Luna’ Earrings @ TLC
LIVIA // Night Bento Rings @ TLC
Just BECAUSE Velma Sweater @ FaMESHed

[Rezz Room] Crow Animesh

pose: Secret Poses – Katherine @ TLC

Posted in Access, accessories, bento, blogging, Cosmetics, Equal10, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, New Items, poses, RAMA, Second Life, Second Life Fashion, shoes, shopping, Shopping Events, skin, Uber SL

This is Halloween

Boys and girls of every age
Wouldn’t you like to see something strange?
Come with us and you will see
This, our town of Halloween
This is Halloween, this is Halloween
Pumpkins scream in the dead of night
This is Halloween, everybody make a scene
Trick or treat ’til the neighbors gonna die of fright
It’s our town, everybody scream
In this town of Halloween

This is Halloween

foundation
hair: RAMA.SALON – Alexis Hair @ Equal10

head: LeLUTKA Erin Head 3.1
eyes: AG. Elegance Eyes
head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy

cosmetics
eyebrows: -SU!- Aneira Eyebrows
eyeshadow: -SU!- Smokey Eye Collection – Lelutka Evo-
lipstick: -SU!- Outlaw Lipstick -Lelutka Evo-

fashion
PKC Anna Septum
(Yummy) Demon Queen Ring Collection
-SU!- Almond Nails
MOVEMENT- Jelly basket @ Access
SEKA’s Pin Top @ Access
AsteroidBox. Evlin Pants @ Equal10
[Dazzling] Camilla combat boots @ Kustom9

pose: Kirin – Ayaka Pose Pack

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Architect. Gladys Townhouse @ Access

YOKAI – BOO Balloons @ Access

{YD} Jack Lamp’s Hand – Jack @ Access
{YD} Jack Lamp’s Hand – Bob @ Access

CHEZ MOI Inflatable Ghosts @ Access

22769 – PorchPumkins @ Arcade
-2. 22769 – Black And White Pumpkins – COMMON
-4. 22769 – Googly Eyes – COMMON
-7. 22769 – Pumpkin Cat – COMMON
-10. 22769 – Witch Hat Pumpkin – COMMON

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more reasons than usual doesn’t hurt

It’s no secret that I love October. Between my birthday and Halloween, how could I not? Even if you’re not into the dark, bloody, scary side of Halloween, there are all sorts of cute bits out there to help you get in the mood. Plus its the perfect time of year to break out colors you might not otherwise wear, like purple and black…or orange…or just go a teensy bit goth. This is the perfect time to experiment with your look, cuz if you hate it or other people don’t react well, you can just say its a costume, right? There’s so much fun stuff out there right now, I can’t imagine not shopping during October. Let’s face it, most of us don’t need an excuse to shop, but having even more reasons than usual doesn’t hurt either. *winks*
Today is super busy for me, so I’m not writing a ton. I wish you all a wonderful weekend and an awesome October!!

more reasons than usual doesn’t hurt

foundation
hair: DOUX – Sam hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head 3.1
eyes: AG. Elegance Eyes
head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy

eyebrows: -SU!- Aneira Eyebrows
eyeshadow: GOREGLAM ‘Mondaiji’ Eyeshadow LEL EVO @ Access
lipstick: GOREGLAM ‘Lucid Dream’ Gloss @ Access

fashion
Orsini Jewelry VERA Earrings @ Access
-SU!- Almond Nailssere
Seniha. Alizon Set @ Access

pose: Lyrium. Ria Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

background
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Chic B&B

Loft & Aria – Bramble Entry @ C88

Serenity Style– Molly the pumpkin killer
Serenity Style– Charlie The Silly Clown

DISORDERLY. / Harvest Tables / Orange @ Kustom9

dust bunny . hanging plants . cheese plant
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter

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Running Out of Blankets

So, I wasn’t sure what I was going to write about or if I was just going to slap some song lyrics in here and call it a day. I decided to look at Facebook to see if any topics jumped out at me or what was the daily ragefest. Surprisingly, I didn’t see anyone going off about anything in particular, but what I did see…well, let’s just say I’m running out of blankets.
As if my mirrors and my recent birthday weren’t enough, not one, but TWO people on my timeline had to point out how freaking old we are. Yeah! One of them had posted a meme about how 20 years ago was 2001, not the 80s and how that doesn’t sit well with them. Now, I totally agree with this meme. It blows me away when I think of time in this way. So, in the comments I yelled at her and gently covered her with a blanket. As I continued scrolling, I come across another meme about how we didn’t screenshot in middle school, we did a three way call and muted. Well, that was too much for me…now another friend is covered with a blanket and quite frankly, I’m running out of blankets. Winter is coming and I’m going to freeze!!

Running Out of Blankets

foundation
hair: RAMA.SALON – Better Kimmy Hair
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head 3.1
eyes: LOTUS. Saltwater Eyes 18 (LeLutka) SECRET RARE
head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy

eyeshadow: -SU!- Smokey Eye Collection – Lelutka Evo
lipstick: . MILA . Bad Girl Lipstick [LeL Evolution]

fashion
PKC Anna Septum Piercing
(Yummy) Alexis Necklace
(Yummy) Demon Queen Ring Collection @ C88
RAWR! Punkin’ Nails @ Access
:::ChicChica::: Creepy donuts
SPIRIT – Juli outfit @ Access

pose: Lyrium. Lacey Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

background
MINIMAL – Gramola Backdrop

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Exciting Things

For everything bad, there’s a million really exciting things, whether it’s someone puts out a really great book, there’s a new movie, there’s a new detective, the sky is unbelievably golden, or you have the best cup of coffee you ever had in your life. – Patti Smith

Exciting Things

foundation
hair: TRUTH VIP Curious
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head 3.1
eyes: LOTUS. Saltwater Eyes 18 (LeLutka) SECRET RARE
head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy
Izzie’s – Eye Scar

eyeshadow: -SU!- Smokey Eye Collection – Lelutka Evo
lipstick: . MILA . Bad Girl Lipstick [LeL Evolution]

fashion
-SU!- Triple Ring Septum Piercing
(Yummy) Demon Queen Ring Collection @ C88
-SU!- Almond Nails
.spruce. pumpkin spruce latte group gift
Seniha. Batiste Dress&Vest @ FaMESHed

pose: Focus. Hello Autumn
(comes with phone and multiple other accessories)

background
Focus. The Mall Autumn Park backdrop

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Make it our song

Fresh laid concrete
Melodies blowing
Don’t care where we’re going
But the day is wasting
Just keep moving
And take it all in
The rumble of voices
Are the bass to our song
The horns are just on the beat
Honkin’ along
Let’s be the harmony
But no note is wrong
And let’s take the city
And make it our song
Our song
Our song
Let’s take the city
And make it our song

Make it our song

LEFT:::
foundation
hair: DOUX – Olga hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Ryn Head
head skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Applier – Yuki
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

shape: { wren’s nest } Ryddle Shape for LeLutka Ryn v3.1 @ TLC
lipstick: Unholy&JTM – River creme lipstick @ TLC
tattoo: Juna: Paris tattoo @ TLC

::GB::Slave chain necklace(Woman) / Black – Silver
VINYL – All Time Low Top Pak @ Uber
VINYL – Stupid Deep Skirt Pak @ N21

RIGHT:::
foundation
hair: DOUX – Stormy hairstyle @ Level
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy

cosmetics
-SU!- Aneira Eyebrows
eyeshadow: Unholy&JTM – Annia eyeshadow Bom EvoX
lipstick: Unholy&JTM – Flower Lipgloss
.: Vegas :. Tattoo Applier Earthly

fashion
e.marie // Alina Earrings – Silvers
(Yummy) Layered Crystal Necklace
sixx – Jelly Bracelets @ TLC
Seniha. Nyobi Set @ Dubai
(top & pants)

poses: Amitie – Life the Roof @ Uber

background
Focus. The Mall Autumn Park backdrop @ Uber

Posted in bento, blogging, Blueberry, Cosmetics, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, New Items, poses, Second Life, Second Life Fashion, shopping, Shopping Events, skin, Uber SL

Fall, Leaves, Fall

Fall, leaves, fall; die, flowers, away;
Lengthen night and shorten day;
Every leaf speaks bliss to me
Fluttering from the autumn tree.
I shall smile when wreaths of snow
Blossom where the rose should grow;
I shall sing when night’s decay
Ushers in a drearier day.
~ Emily Brontë

Fall, Leaves, Fall

foundation
hair: DOUX – Ava hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy

cosmetics
-SU!- Aneira Eyebrows
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA LOVE LETTER COLLECTION #3
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA LOVE LETTER COLLECTION #7
.: Vegas :. Tattoo Applier Earthly

fashion
hive // cold brew coffee to go v2.0
Just BECAUSE Odessa Top
Blueberry – Authentic – Classic Jeans

background
Focus. The Mall Autumn Park backdrop

Posted in Access, Animals, bento, blogging, Cosmetics, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, New Items, poses, Second Life, Second Life Fashion, Self Reflection, shoes, shopping, Shopping Events, skin, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL

Dragonflies

Ever since I was a little girl, dragonflies have brought me comfort. I remember my friends were terrified by them. Their name alone does seem a bit ominous. However, I was always fascinated by them. Their beautiful quad wings and the iridescent sheen of their bodies almost hypnotized me. Of course, I also thought they were related to fairies. *laughs* The thing is that no matter how bad things were in my life, the moment I saw a dragonfly I felt like God was telling me that everything was going to be alright. While I no longer believe in God, I do very much believe that everything is going to be alright whenever I’m surprised by a dragonfly…whether a real one or not. To this day, they continue to bring me comfort. It’s probably the only insect to ever bring me comfort…lol.

Dragonflies

foundation
hair: DOUX – Sam hairstyle @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy

cosmetics
-SU!- Aneira Eyebrows
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA LOVE LETTER COLLECTION #3
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA LOVE LETTER COLLECTION #7
.: Vegas :. Tattoo Applier Earthly

fashion
(Yummy) Tuca Neckace & Earrings
^^Swallow^^ Indira Septum Ring
(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection
LOTUS. Chrome Nails
Capsule by DaD “Zoe Dress” @ Uber
Capsule by DaD “Zoe Slouch Boots” @ Uber

::Static:: Dragonfly – 03

[Rezz Room] Golden Retriever Puppy @ Access

pose: – Sweet Art -Let’s Bloom

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Fashiowl – Strawberry (Lavanda Field) – Scene

PLAAKA ShepherdRestRock

DISORDERLY. / Summer Berries / Loose Crate / EXTRA
DISORDERLY. / Summer Berries / Prep Board
DISORDERLY. / Summer Berries / Loose Strawberry / EXTRA

Posted in Death Row Designs, DOUX, Dubai, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, skin, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

The heart beats in its cage

Well, I don’t feel better when I’m fucking around
And I don’t write better when I’m stuck in the ground
So don’t teach me a lesson ’cause I’ve already learned
Yeah, the sun will be shining and my children will burn
Oh, the heart beats in its cage
I don’t want what you want, I don’t feel what you feel
See, I’m stuck in a city but I belong in a field
Yeah, we got left, left, left, left, left, left, left
Now it’s three in the morning and you’re eating alone

Oh, the heart beats in its cage

All our friends, they’re laughing at us
All of those you loved, you mistrust
Help me, I’m just not quite myself
Look around, there’s no one else left

The heart beats in its cage

foundation
hair: DOUX – Nashaly hairstyle @ Dubai
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
head skin: [Glam Affair] Cherry [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Chantilly)

fashion
-SU!- Poison Sunglasses
[ rD ] Metarose Necklace @ TLC
Violent Seduction – The Moth for FLF Aug 27, 2021
[BREATHE]-Satsuko Heels @ Kinky

[AYO] feat [Rezz Room] Caged Heart @ Uber

pose:
Diversion – Distant Light – Poses
(altered hand positions slightly)

background:
(Milk Motion) The dark forest road

-Garden- by anc “end of universe” rose
{anc} breath of rose

NOMAD // Black Rose Petals

BALACLAVA!! Ghost Servants

DRD – Funeral Carriage – Hearse

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative, Tres Chic, [BREATHE]

F.F.F.

Friends come and go, friends come and go
Go like the seasons
I never know, I never know what to believe in
And it’s getting old, it’s getting old
But no hard feelings
‘Cause friends come and go, friends come and go without a reason
And I, I’ve been in L.A. for way too long
Can’t get this air inside my lungs
It feels like I’m suffocatin’ from all the lack of the realness here
Is there anybody real out here?
Got my middle, middle up while I’m singing
Fuck fake friends, we don’t need ’em
Only thing they’re good for is leaving
Fuck fake friends, we don’t need ’em
I’ve had it up to the ceiling
Fuck fake friends, we don’t need ’em
Only thing they’re good for is leaving
And I ain’t got the time, money on my mind (yeah)
I’ll say it to your face, fuck fake friends

F.F.F.

hair: DOUX – Lia hairstyle @ TresChic
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
eyes: A R T E – Sweet Brown Eyes @ TLC
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]
eyebrows: Glam Affair – Vip HD BROWS – Lelutka @ TLC
Glam Affair – EVOX Smoky Makeup 01 B for FLF April 16, 2021

[ rD ] – Hydra Set @ TLC
(choker & earrings)
^^Swallow^^ Earrings H01/E01 for lel Evo X Ears @ Kustom9
(Yummy) Spring Butterfly Ring Collection @ C88
Cynful Savi Leather Top + Savi Leather Shorts @ Equal10
[BREATHE]-Konoka Heels @ Epiphany

pose: Diversion – Disconnected – Pose Set

[Bad Unicorn] Meir Red Lounge Backdrop

Fancy Decor: Fuck Throw Pillow

-SU!- The Moon Cat Cushion #01