Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Another hole to dig my soul in

One of the challenges of being a blogger is trying to decide the best pose to show off an item. The new No Filter Outfit from Cynful is one of those outfits that looks amazing from all sides and the newest hair from Stealthic, Metropolis, is no different. I hope you all have plenty of lindens on hand, because I see some very pretty things that are just dying to be part of your teensy lil ole inventory. *giggles* If you read my blog, you’re a shopaholic like me and I know damn well you’re inventory isn’t teensy. I need to clean my up before I get locked out of sl for my inventory being too damn big. LOL
Oh and y’all know I couldn’t write so little without adding at least SOME lyrics, right? Cuz music is life!!

A heart will swell before it’s hardened
With the flick of the hair, it can make you old
Another hole to dig my soul in
I’ll leave anything bare that keeps me soul

Another hole to dig my soul in

hair: Stealthic – Metropolis @ Anthem
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX]

Cynful No Filter Outfit @ C88

pose: FOXCITY. Delicate Bento Pose Set
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Lobby

Posted in Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, skin, The Liaison Collaborative, {le fil casse}

Shatter me

If I break the glass, then I’ll have to fly
There’s no one to catch me if I take a dive
I’m scared of changing, the days stay the same
The world is spinning but only in gray
If I break the glass, then I’ll have to fly
There’s no one to catch me if I take a dive
I’m scared of changing, the days stay the same
The world is spinning but only in gray
Somebody shine a light
I’m frozen by the fear in me
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
So cut me from the line
Dizzy, spinning endlessly
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me

Shatter Me

hair: Stealthic – Searching @ Access
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC – Lillian
tattoo: Juna: Madeleine tattoo @ The Liaison Collaborative

{le fil casse} Nivea Fishnet Set

pose: :LW: Bento Poses – Spring Feelings @ TLC

CELESTE – Moon Gate – Portal @ TLC
CELESTE – Gentle Flowers – Standard – Blue @ TLC

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Home Decor, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, skin, The Liaison Collaborative

Makin’ bad decisions

I am so impulsive to a fault
I want the opposite of what I got
The second I get bored, I switch it up
Makin’ bad decisions, based on temporary thoughts
I know they say there’s greener grass
For me it’s never about that
The second I get bored, I switch it up
Makin’ bad decisions, based on temporary thoughts
My favorite hobby, self-sabotage
Can’t never seem to make my mind up
Change my opinion more than my socks
Let me tell you about the time I took my friend out the friend zone
‘Cause I felt so sad, sleepin’ alone
Then I put him right back, just like that
‘Cause I missed bein’ by myself

Makin' bad decisions

hair: Stealthic – Searching @ Access
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC – Lillian *NEW*

Orsini Jewelry CAMILLE Set Jewely @ Access
(Yummy) Poppet Ring Collection @ C88
Cynful Amour Babydoll @ Equal10

pose: :LW: Bento Poses – Breakfast in Bed, mirror

KraftWork French Wall Panels @ The Liaison Collaborative
KraftWork Canopy Linen Bed
KraftWork Breakfast in Bed . Rustic
KraftWork Montmartre Dining Set . Candle Short

Atelier Burgundy + KraftWork Tate Set . Wide Square Rug

Fancy Decor: Fuck Throw Pillow

MudHoney Liza Adult Toy Box

[Rezz Room] Bengal Cat Sleep

floorplan hanging candle v1 / silver

dust bunny . potted rubber tree

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, fri.day, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka

There must be somethin’ wrong with me

All day starin’ at the ceilin’ makin’
Friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices tellin’ me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for somethin’
Hold on, feelin’ like I’m headed for a breakdown
And I don’t know why
But I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell
I know, right now you can’t tell
But stay a while and maybe then you’ll see
A different side of me
I’m not crazy, I’m just a little impaired
I know, right now you don’t care
But soon enough you’re gonna think of me
And how I used to be, me
I’m talkin’ to myself in public, dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they’ve all been talkin’ about me
I can hear them whisper, and it makes me think
There must be somethin’ wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinkin’,
somehow I’ve lost my mind

There must be somethin' wrong with me

hair: Stealthic – Searching @ Access
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zora @ C88

earrings: #MG – Kaleidoscope – #03
(Yummy) Poppet Ring Collection @ C88
Seniha. Loana Set @ Equal10
friday – Esme Sneakers @ C88

pose: Diversion – Wine O’Clock Poses

backdrop: .PALETO.Backdrop:.wild night @ Equal10

No59 F-class Coffee machine @ Equal10

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka

Feeding my inner fashion junkie

Brand new goods! That’s right, Stealthic has released a brand new hair at Anthem, clearly inspired by Anya Taylor-Joy‘s character, Beth Harmon, from the recent hit The Queen’s Gambit. I loved the story and highly recommend it to anyone looking for something to binge on Netflix. Naturally, Hunter does not disappoint with a fun new short hairstyle. I am already obsessed with Gambit.

Ahh, but Hunter isn’t the only one feeding my inner fashion junkie. Cynful has designed the Mile High Jumpsuit for the upcoming round of Collabor88 and it is fabulous! Now, anyone that reads me regularly knows that my favorite color for fashion is FATPACK! Plus, I’m a very lucky blogger that’s been on the Cynful team since….*thinks for a minute*…2016! Now, I just won’t say much if I don’t have good things to say, but this jumpsuit? OMG, I’m not going to want to stop talking about it nor will I want to take it off anytime soon. This is truly one of the sexiest things I’ve seen in the grid in quite a while. It’s not super revealing, but there are no curves hidden in this sexy number. The hud comes with an option for flat or high feet, too.
It is a bit tricky finding the right shoes to fit under the perfectly flared, unzipped cut, but I am sure you all can find something. I’ve paired a sleek minimal pair of N-Core’s Elvira Heels with mine. I went with a taupe natural color, cuz let’s face it….in this outfit no one is looking at your shoes. Yet, you don’t want something sticking through the back of the shoe either, so chunky pumps are out!

I’ll put it this way. A male friend of mine sent a message to Cynthia of Cynful to thank her for this sexy jumpsuit on behalf of men across the grid. So, if nothing else, you’ll want to hit up Collabor88 for this jumpsuit ASAP.

Feeding my inner fashion junkie

hair: Stealthic – Gambit @ Anthem
head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: #3 — PUMEC – NADYA – JANUARY — LELUTKA x BOM @ Epiphany
tattoo: Lilithe’// Scylla Tattoo

RichB. Skully Arm Band
RichB. Halo Cuffs
Cynful Mile High Jumpsuit @ C88
N-core ELVIRA heels

pose: FOXCITY. Baby Bento Pose Set

.PALETO. Backdrop:. Oakland City

Posted in Apple Fall, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

they are gods

“Owners of dogs will have noticed that, if you provide them with food and water and shelter and affection, they will think you are god. Whereas owners of cats are compelled to realize that, if you provide them with food and water and shelter and affection, they draw the conclusion that they are gods.”
― Christopher Hitchens, The Portable Atheist: Essential Readings for the Nonbeliever

they are gods

hair: Stealthic – Clarity
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly @ Kustom9

fleur. blanche sweater
Cynful Ebony’s Highwaist Leggings @ Level

pose: Lyrium. Elvira Series @ Dubai

[Rezz Room] Bengal Cat Sleep
[Rezz Room] European Cat Adult Animesh

The Loft & ARIA – Zoete Chaise

Apple Fall Mercantile Bookshelf – Double
Apple Fall Plaster Horse
Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 12
Apple Fall Clay Cat – Jour
Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 1

KraftWork Lusitania by Annan Adored . Standing Plate 1

7 – Cat Burglar Painting

Posted in Events, Exploration, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka

Going Through the Motions

Lately, I’ve just been going through the motions of putting one foot in front of another. I’m faking it until I make it, you could say. This year has taken quite a toll on me, as it has most of us. I’ve counted my blessings and I promise I am grateful. However, some days putting on that happy face is a huge struggle. The holidays haven’t really helped much. Fortunately, that’s almost over for a while. I’m holding on to the hope that 2021 is a better year. I want to say that it has to be, but I think that this year has proven…repeatedly…that it can always get worse.

Going Through the Motions

hair: Stealthic – Clarity
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Riona @ ACCESS

Hangry – Panda Macaron – Black
.Safira. Siara Dress @ Access

pose: Lyrium. Lyla Standing Animations @ Dubai
location: BKLYN

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, [BREATHE]

I can and I will

Well, this year isn’t over yet and its just gonna keep dumping on some of us right until the bitter end. I just want to crawl into a hole and hide sometimes. Not just from this year, but from the world in general. There’s just so much happening around me and its a bit overwhelming. The diabetes thing is sooooo hard this late in life. I’m a creature of habit. Granted most of my habits are not good ones. Don’t you judge me! *winks* I guess for once in my life I am making resolutions, but not because I really want to. I have to! Time to work on that vision board, I reckon. *laughs* Y’all forget that I really am a Southern girl at heart. I’m doing my best to not get too stressed over all of this. Lots and lots of people live with diabetes and I will, too! I can do this. I will do this!

I can and I will

hair: Stealthic – Always
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

Kibitz – Rainne’s necklace @ Equal10

Apl.Blossom Viviana @ TLC
[BREATHE]-Tamari Heels @ C88

pose: Diversion – Santa Baby Poses @ Access

location: Burrow Co.

Posted in Animals, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Worthy of Gratitude

This past year is definitely one for the history books. I could easily tear it all down and rant about all the wretched events that have occurred. I’d rather count the blessings and rejoice in the lessons. We all know what we’ve lost and there’s nothing to gain by focusing on our losses. We need to regroup and gather all that hope we had at the beginning of this year. We need to take that hope and truly visualize a better year for all of us. We have to let go of the hate, the sorrow, and the misery and move forwards with love, joy, and faith.
It’s time for us to appreciate the people that uplift us. It’s time to reach out to those less fortunate. It’s time for us to embrace the lives we still get to live. It would be so easy for me to focus on my limitations and the restrictions in my life. Instead, I choose to embrace the freedoms and abilities that I often take for granted. Ok, I can’t be on my feet for more than ten minutes without experiencing some pretty intense pain, but I CAN be on my feet for ten minutes! I can walk from one room to the next. I can walk to my car. I have rooms. I have a car. Those are blessings. I appreciate them so much. I have haters that want to post lies about me. I also, have some of the most wonderful friends I could have ever hoped for in my life.
So, that’s it. In looking at the yuck this year has delivered….if I dig deep enough, I also find some pretty awesome advantages. If you take a good look at your own life, I bet you’ll find some remarkable things worthy of gratitude, too.

Worthy of Gratitude

hair: Stealthic – Fixated
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

AvaWay LETTER Necklaces @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Alison Dress @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Alison Boots @ FaMESHed

[Rezz Room] European Cat Adult Santa Animesh @ Santa Inc

pose: space cadet – pack 12 @ Harajuku

[Bad Unicorn] Cold World Backdrop @ FaMESHed

Sese – Christmas Tree Farm @ Arcade
-22.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Tree Wrapper
-5.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Fence Tree
-23.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Tree+Ornaments
-14.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Snow Tree Lights
-2.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Fence Cage
-10.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Tree Grove

Posted in Animals, Apple Fall, Collabor88, Events, Fancy Decor, Fashion, Home Decor, Kustom9, Lelutka, Second Life

Life is Messy

Life is messy. There’s no doubt about that. Anyone with pets or children will attest to stepping in something questionable in the middle of the night. Nothing will throw off your day faster than cleaning up a mess like that first thing in the morning. Clearly, life isn’t perfect, but rather than compare our lives to those we see on our lovely screens…I think its better to embrace it.
I know my life isn’t what I had hoped it would be and I changed my ideas about my life several times over the course of my life. Not once did I envision my life to be what it is now. I jokingly said I’d be a fat old woman who hates kids and has a bunch of cats. I don’t even have that! I mean, I don’t LOVE kids, but I surely don’t hate them. Ok, I am fat, so I got that goal down easy enough. Wait, was that a goal….oh god, I manifested that shit! Fuck me. Well, ok, so what. I’m fat, I got a grocery list of health problems and no insurance. I’m still here. I have rather decent roof over my head. *looks down at my fat body* Uhm, clearly, I have plenty to eat. *laughs* I have two running cars. I have one tiny feline terrorist and the most perfect smartest dog in all da world. And I still have my wonderful, albeit crazy, Mom. I am freaking blessed! Sure, I struggle financially, but it sure could be worse. My condo and my cars are paid in full. That’s a true blessing.
As Thanksgiving (yes, its a U.S. holiday) comes sliding around the corner, I have a lot to be thankful for and I’m thankful that I do. Whether you celebrate this holiday or not, I think its a nice reminder to take some honest inventory of the blessings in our lives. It’s easy to forget those blessings as we go about our mundane daily routines. If you’re blessed enough to be reading this, it means you’ve been blessed with a little bit of time and the luxury of internet. While, I’m not so sure you need to be grateful for reading my ramblings, I’m pretty sure you’ve got your own plethora of blessings to behold. Oh…and don’t think I forgot you. I am very very grateful that you have taken that little bit of time from your life to read my words. More grateful than I can properly express, but Thank You.♥

Life is Messy

hair: Stealthic – Vigil
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
skin: [theSkinnery] Teo (LelutkaEVO) @ Kustom9
tattoo: Apocalyptic + Becoming a dragon

Mug – Fiona Tank @ Kustom9
Mug – Fiona Thong @ Kustom9

[Rezz Room] Box Pug Adult Animesh (Holdable) @ Kustom9

scene:
hive // modern farmhouse kitchen

-tres blah- Hodgepodge – Refreshments
-tres blah- Hodgepodge – Breakfast Clutter

Apple Fall Times Newspaper
Apple Fall ‘Elvira’ Plate w/ Egg, Avocado & Toast

+Half-Deer+ Cutie Clutter – Spilled Black Coffee

{vespertine} – woodland owly utensil jar.
{vespertine} – woodland cup hanger.

Second Spaces – Well-stocked Pantry – spices

Fancy Decor: Satie Coffee Machine
Fancy Decor: Satie Cream & Sugar
Fancy Decor: Satie Coffee Pods

Fancy Decor: Pour Over Coffee Maker @ C88
Fancy Decor: Kettle @ C88

dust bunny . kitchen clutter . dish drying rack . white
dust bunny . kitchen clutter . paper towels