Posted in Events, Fashion, Foxcity, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Second Life

Marathon of Possibilities

I have a tendency run a complete marathon of possibilities in my head with just about everything. It doesn’t matter if its something I’m excited about or something that scares me. So, if I meet a guy and everything is falling into place, I’m quick to think of all the ways this could work out in good ways, all while waiting for the penny to drop. I make myself absolutely crazy doing this. As I continue my therapy and learning to be mindful, I have been trying really hard not to do this. As it often leads to very hurt feelings for which I have no one to blame but myself. Listen, I’m trying, okay?
So, recently I met someone that has already made some serious improvements to my life. I ran the marathon, of course, and I got excited. Alas, real life has gotten in the way of my virtual dreams and the penny has officially dropped. HOWEVER, I’m super pleased with myself this go round, because I did not fall apart or feel that sense of devastation when the penny dropped. I just accepted the situation for what it is and have decided to just make the most of it. This person offered me some tools that work with my therapy tools and I’m hopeful about my own personal plan for a change. So, I’ve grabbed that silver lining by the tail and I am holding on for dear life. I don’t know how much time I have left on this planet, but I’ll be damned if I’m going to just give up. I’ve survived far too much to let life hold me down now.

Little Fox

hair: –FABIA– Mesh Hair < Elba>
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Wednesday[+] ~ Idoru Eyelashes @ Kustom9
[Heaux] Dolly Eyes

.::Nanika::. Leah Necklace
Little Fox – Sophia @ Anthem

pose: FOXCITY. Playroom Bento Pose Set

scene:
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Playroom

tres blah– Eclectic Collection – Cat Face Pillow

*Tentacio* melancholy days
-record player
-feel the music

all plants from dust bunny

 

Posted in Fashion, Foxcity, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Second Life

Re-imagined

When I found the point of life
It came creeping towards me
The shape of eyes

It was all this re-imagined
It was a different kind of speech
It was repetition
It was what you wanted it to be

When I saw the shape of sound
Everything came spiraling

It was all this re-imagined
It was a different kind of speech
It was repetition
It was what you wanted it to be
~ The Contortionist – Reimagined

bs foxcity

hair: [monso] Lalisa Hair @ Kustom9
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Wednesday[+] ~ Idoru Eyelashes @ Kustom9
{S0NG} :: Jem Eyes @ Kustom9
LUXREBEL ”KOKO” Lipstick (GENUS) TAN @ Access

SU!– Hell Freak Sunglasses Gold #04
Kibitz – Tricia’s choker @ Kustom9
[ kunst ] – Aubree septum @ Kustom9

Blossom&Seeds CandySet @ Access

pose: FOXCITY. Poise Bento Pose Set @ Kustom9
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Air @ Kustom9

 

Posted in Cynful, DOUX, Events, GenusProject, Kustom9, Legacy, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, tattoo, vinyl

Here Comes the Sun

Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun
And I say it’s all right

Little darling, it’s been a long cold lonely winter
Little darling, it feels like years since it’s been here

Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun
And I say it’s all right

Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
Little darling, it seems like years since it’s been here

Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun
And I say it’s all right

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes

Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting
Little darling, it seems like years since it’s been clear

Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun
And I say it’s all right

Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun
It’s all right
It’s all right

~ The Beatles – Here Comes the Sun

vinyl cynful

left:
hair:  DOUX – Cordelia hairstyle
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body:  Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin

[ bubble ] Kitty Glasses
VINYL – Torte Bikini Pak

right:
hair:  Opale . Sony Hair @ Access
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Wednesday[+] ~ Idoru Eyelashes @ Kustom9
{S0NG} :: Jem Eyes @ Kustom9
LUXREBEL ”KOKO” Lipstick (GENUS) TAN @ Access

Kibitz – Tricia’s choker @ Kustom9
Kibitz – Tricia’s bracelet @ Kustom9
[ kunst ] – Aubree septum @ Kustom9
[ kunst ] – Aubree navel piercing (Legacy) @ Kustom9

Cynful Sun Kissed Bikini @ C88

poses: Amitie Poolside Chic @ Equal10

 

 

 

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Kustom9, Maitreya, Narcisse, Second Life

Forever frozen

As she stood there posing for another photo, her mind wandered to far away lands where fairies were real and magic was like the very air we breathe. No one questioned the reality of anything there, for they had all been graced by the presence of unicorns. Flowers grew everywhere, even the darkest areas were adorned with beautifully dried flowers. Dead they may be, but their beauty was forever frozen in time….like a photograph.

Belle Narcisse RD

hair: DOUX – Lana hairstyle @ TresChic
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face W001
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin @ TresChic

eyes: . MILA . Galaxy Eyes
lipstick: {S0NG} Glampire Lips – Genus Applier @ Kustom9

*LODE* Head Accessory – Juliet [vintage violet]
SU!– Face Piercing Set 01
[ rise Design ] – Fhomhar Set @ Belle
—earrings and necklace
[RHUDE] Celestial Rings @ Kustom9
Ascendant – Brighten Stars Nails
Narcisse– Kate Babydoll Dress @ Belle

Diversion – Wicked Innocence – Pose Set @ Belle

Nutmeg. Summer’s End Peonies

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative

Fuck the System

*giggles* If you don’t like rock n roll or loud fast beats, then don’t listen to this song, but there was no way in hell or high water that I could post a picture using this background and not accompany it with a song by one of my all time favorite bands. System Of a Down’s Fuck the System is one of those songs that people think is either just the band having a bit of fun or one of those songs that people will spend hours debating the hidden meanings. I personally feel as though the title says it all and if you listen to SOAD, then you should probably know that when they have something to say, they fucking say it. They don’t hide what they mean in cryptic poetic lyrics. They say what they mean so simply that it confuses the over thinkers. That’s my opinion and I’m standing by it. *laughs*

fuck the system

wearing:
hair: Foxy – Sanya Hair (*new* @ C88)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
#Besom Lashes~ Sweetheart Lash
{S0NG} :: Lempi Eyes (*new* @ Belle)
IDTTY Faces – Spicy Lipstick (*new* @ TLC)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

EVIE – Plush Me Warm Fur Jacket (*new* @ C88)
Wicca’s Originals – Felicity

pose: FOXCITY. Surface Set
FOXCITY. Rude Gacha – 7 – The System (*new* @ Arcade)