Posted in Catwa, Events, Exploration, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping

Shall I set her free?

Well, my favorite month of the year is right around the corner and I am super stoked.  As I’m sure some have noticed, I’ve been tapping into my dark side a lot more lately and I’m loving the results. As October sneaks up on us  like a ghost in the night, I’m so excited to have even more reasons to tap into that darkness within me. It’s funny, I feel more alive when I tap into that darkness. It’s almost as if trying to tap into that sunshine feeling that so many of my photos have done….makes me more depressed. Perhaps I’m just denying the real me by trying to be sunshine and lollipops. My name is Sadystika, afterall….there’s clearly a very dark, ominous side to me. Shall I set her free?

cx ww

.Shi Hair : Medusozoa
CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
[Glam Affair] Maria Applier
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
Wicca’s Originals – Eagleden Arms @ Engine Room
2. [CX] + .TeaBunny. NGW – Lynx – Metal/M
[CX] Disciplinarian – White Leather @ Engine Room

pose by DelMay
location: Elysion

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Roots

“I thank you for all the lives you’ve led
I thank you for every word you said
I thank you for walking away
I thank you
I thank you for the promises you broke
For always watching, watching while I choke
I thank you for teaching me
Yes, I thank you for your hurting
I bite down a little harder
My blades a little sharper
My roots, my roots
Run deep into the hollow
Strike back a little harder
I scream a little louder
My roots, my roots
Run deep into the hollow
I’m stronger than I ever knew
I’m strong because of you
I hit back a little louder
Fuck you a little harder
My roots, my roots
Run deep into the hollow
I thank you for the hole you dug in me
Filled it with cement, sunk me in your sea
Thank you for being so obscene
I thank you

I thank you for never facing me
Swimming in the mud, never coming clean
I thank you for nothing in between
Yes, I thank you for leaving
I bite down a little harder
My blades a little sharper
My roots, my roots
Run deep into the hollow
Strike back a little harder
I scream a little louder
My roots, my roots
Run deep into the hollow
I’m stronger than I ever knew
I’m strong because of you
I hit back a little harder
Fuck you a little louder
My roots, my roots
Run deep into the hollow
You wanna know why I like the pain, you say?
There’s a sick part of me thankful for the hate, I
I stay positive and I, I push forward, ya see?
I, I gotta do the right thing for my family!
So I smile and I say that the world is just fine,
as these fucking parasites eat up my spine,
So I ask you once, and I ask you again
Where do your roots start
And where do your roots end?
I bite down a little harder
My blades a little sharper
My roots, my roots
Run deep into the hollow
Strike back a little harder
I scream a little louder
My roots, my roots
Run deep into the hollow
I’m stronger than I ever knew
I’m strong because of you
I hit back a little louder
Fuck you a little harder
My roots, my roots
Run deep into the hollow…
~ In This Moment – Roots

cybersady

wearing:
hair: .Shi Hair : Ruach (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

[The Forge] Kera Arms (*new* @ Arcade)
[The Forge] Kera Bodysuit (*new* @ Arcade)
[The Forge] Kera Boots (*new* @ Arcade)
[The Forge] Vyper Katana

pose by Bauhaus Movement
Backdrop: SAYO Sin – Manic Reverie – Tunnel of Stars COMMON

Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Codex, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, We <3 Role-Play, [BREATHE]

Love Cats

“We’re so wonderfully wonderfully wonderfully
Wonderfully pretty!
Oh you know that I’d do anything for you
We should have each other to tea huh?
We should have each other with cream
Then curl up by the fire
And sleep for awhile
It’s the grooviest thing
It’s the perfect dream
Into the sea
You and me
All these years and no one heard
I’ll show you in spring
It’s a treacherous thing
We missed you hissed the lovecats
We missed you hissed the lovecats
We missed you hissed the lovecats
We missed you hissed the lovecats”

Wild Cats

wearing:
hair:  .Shi Hair : Medusozoa (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

::Axix:: Aristocracy Collar
Wicca’s Wardrobe – Nemesis Arms (*new* @ We ❤ Role-Play)
_CandyDoll_ Kassie Jumpsuit (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[BREATHE]-Hiromi Heels (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose by BauHaus Movement

scene:
[BH9] – The Venue (*new* @ Equal10)
[Kres] Sinful Signs – Sex Kitten RARE
[Dollmart]Empress Chair
Fapple– Cute Slave Bed
CODEX_THE KINKY CATS (*new* @ Kinky)

Posted in Events, Kustom9, Red Fish, Second Life, Self Reflection, shopping

Train Wreck

Thank God its Friday! Oh wait…Friday happens to be the most hectic day of the week for me. Not that I’m complaining, because well…I do love everything that keeps me so busy…well..in SL I do. *grumbles about running errands in the real world* This morning, I feel like I’ve been hit by a train. Despite this big cup of delicious coffee, I really want to crawl back into bed and sleep for another five years…erhm, hours, yeah, that’s what I meant. Is it a hangover? Nah, but I won’t be eating any of my cookie until much much later today…maybe I’ll have some right before I start hosting at Blithe today. Kess will surely love having stoner Sady as her host, right? *giggles* Well, there ya have it…wanna see me stoned and live in SL…bring your tail on down to Blithe today from 1-3pm slt!

TrainWreck

wearing:
hair:  .Shi x Messiah : Hair (*new* @ Epiphany)
head: CATWA HEAD Kathy
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
tattoo: RedFish – Deer tattoo (*new* @ Suicide Dollz)

Astralia – Beast claws (Female) (*new* @Kustom9)
.Shi x Messiah : Breathing Mask / Unisex (*new* @ Epiphany)
[CX] Luceat Arachne Collar – Silver (*new* @ Epiphany)
[CX] Luceat Arachne Bra – Obsidian (Maitreya) (*new* @ Epiphany)
[CX] Luceat Arachne Top – Silver (Maitreya) (*new* @ Epiphany)
[CX] Luceat Arachne Gloves – Black (Maitreya) (*new* @ Epiphany)
[CX] Luceat Arachne Shorts – Silver Rare (Maitreya) (*new* @ Epiphany)
[CX] Luceat Arachne Sock – Silver Rare (Maitreya) (*new* @ Epiphany)
[CX] Piton Pumps – Black (Maitreya + Sliver)

pose by Bauhaus Movement

scene:
MINIMAL – Illusion II – *2* (*new* @ Epiphany)
Kalopsia – Train/Tank Miniature (Clean Grey)

Posted in Codex, Cosmopolitan, E.A.Studio, Events, Fashion, Second Life, shopping, Tres Chic

Look the Other Way

“you cant blame me
you do it too
to escape the pain
we looked the other way”
Look The Other Way by Evan Blum & Loren North

I’m not going to write a lot about this line from the song. I think its pretty powerful on its own and I encourage you to listen to the song.
ea &amp; codex_001

wearing:
hair
:  .Shi Hair : Discorded
head: CATWA HEAD Lona (*new & exclusive* @ Skin Fair)
eyes: CATWA Mesh Eyes w/-SU!– [CATWA & OMEGA HUD] Xenira Eyes ALL COLORS
ears: .:E.A.Studio:. Ears Steampunk Justice (*new* @ Tres Chic)
dimples: Izzie’s – Catwa Dimples Hud
lipstick: [PF] CATWA LIPSTICK Applier – Glossy Pout
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
CODEX_NECKLACE ALIZEE (*new* @ Cosmopolitan)

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Gingerfish Poses, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping, What if...

What if….Happy Plate

Alright, boys and girls and everything in between, gather round…its time for another disturbing peak into the meanderings of Sady’s mind.
Earlier today, my mother cooked the most delicious meal of grilled pork chops, mashed potatoes with gravy, green beans, and cheddar biscuits. As my fork dove into the green beans I thought, “I’m about to make a very happy plate out of this meal.” Now, that may sound rather odd to some of you, but growing up in the South (I can’t speak for other regions) it was fairly common for mommas to tell their kids to make a happy plate or no dessert or you can’t go back out to play or  some other dire consequence that no child wants to hear. So, the goal was to make a happy plate. To make a happy plate, you had to eat everything on the plate.
So, as I found myself thinking that I was about to make a happy plate (with no consequences other than a full belly) I thought to myself, “What if…plates were actually happier when the food was on them?” I know! What if all this time we’ve been robbing these poor plates of their joy by taking away the only thing that indeed does make them happy. Afterall, we all want to serve a purpose, right? What purpose does a plate serve while tucked away nice and clean….and EMPTY in a cabinet? What joy can be found by lying around dirty in a sink piled up with other dirty dishes and utensils? What if moms had been making the happy plates all along, only they didn’t know it? Worse yet, moms were sadistic and actually wanted to steal the joy of the plates? We weren’t making happy plates at all…we were serving evil mothers and their maniacal manifests! *gasps* We were making UNhappy plates!
As I finished my plate, I knew that it was a silly notion. I mean, plates are inanimate objects without feelings, right? My mouth was happy. My tummy was happy. Mom was certainly happy that I enjoyed the meal. The plate served it’s purpose, right? It held my food for me…so, the plate WAS happy…for a little while.

happy-plate2

One thing is for sure, my pixels are hella happy in this Goal Digger dress from Cynful. I swear that store is named correctly, because this dress is cynfully delicious! I’ve dressed it up with jewels, but there are some pretty slay worthy stripe options available with this dress…so slay worthy, in fact, that the word Slay is proudly displayed across the back. Not to worry, that’s only with the sporty stripes. If you want to shine and go out sleek and elegant, then save the stripes for another day. This dress is so complete, you don’t even need to wear your body under it. Wanna save on complexity? Take off the body, wear some hands and feet, you’re all set. And we all know that for every HUD you remove you improve your performance and cut down on your contribution to lag.
There was some serious time and work put into this design and it shows. Looks at how the wrinkles and shadows of the material are strategically placed, making it look so realistic and yummy! To put it in the words of the first man that saw me in this dress, “WOW! That dress is gorgeous! You look amazing!”
So to all of you I wish happy plates, happy pixels, and happy shopping! *winks*

wearing:
hair:.Shi Hair : Discorded / Unisex (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
ears: .:E.A.Studio Ear Nepthune
skin: [theSkinnery] Opal (Catwa Applier) honey
eyeshadow: Izzie’s  – Soft Shimmer Eyeshadows (Catwa Applier)
lipstick: ::SG::  Clara Lips for CATWA Heads only!
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
hands: -VA-F-VISTA BENTO PROHANDS FEM

EF: Communique Full Jewelry Set
[Cynful] Goal Digger Dress (*new* @ Collabor88)

poses by Gingerfish Poses -Curves Set