Posted in Aphorism, Catwa, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, TMD

Hear Me Now

“I’m at the bottom, can you come let me up?
‘Cause I brought a flower for you
Your friends are faded, let me fill up your cup
And toast to the stars over
The ocean’s flowing
Emotions in the air
I don’t wanna live for nothing
Just wanna be something
I never knew what it took to win
I don’t wanna live for nothing
Just wanna be something
I never knew we’d be more than friends”

comfort

Cruel is wearing:
hair: Vango. Oscar @ TMD
head: CATWA HEAD Daniel
^^Swallow^^ Darkness Ears
body: [Signature] Gianni Body

Nova — Nixon Watch
MINIMAL – Break Bento Rings
ELLIOT Short Sleeve Shirt by Cold Ash
HOLLOWAY Ripped Jeans by Cold Ash

Sady is wearing:
hair: Moon. Hair // –  Balance
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

MINIMAL – Flower Earrings 11 @ Season’s Story
[ Conviction ] Nameplate Choker – 07 Kitten @ Epiphany
dust bunny . kawaii lunch . cat coffee. exclusive @ Epiphany
Ascendant – Get Lucky Nails @ eBento

Pseudo- Chibi Tank @ Belle
!APHORISM! Lana Capri Pants @ Kustom9
N-core BRIGITTE

pose in bench:
.:revival:. largo bench

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Kustom9, Second Life, shopping, {le fil casse}

Hello Gorgeous

Well, Hello Gorgeous, thank you for taking the time to read my blog. Don’t believe you are gorgeous? Don’t believe I’m sincere? Well, I am and I mean it. I don’t know who every single person is that reads my blog is, but I know enough about my readers to know they are gorgeous on the inside and THAT always radiates to the outside. Just like ugliness. Think about it. Ever known someone that on first site was actually quite stunning to look at, but they open their mouths and you are face to face with the very ugly truth. So, trust me when I say….YOU are gorgeous, because I don’t believe the ugly people read my blog.

Plus, I love the term gorgeous, because it can be applied to male or female. It’s also such a lovely compliment. Who could possibly hate being called gorgeous and it even sounds nice….g’head…say it out loud right now. Gor-jus. Its just soft and sweet. Just like me. *bursts into giggles* Okay, I know, I’m being silly, but I didn’t get much sleep and I hit the ground running when I woke up and this day hasn’t slowed down for even a minute.

Hello Gorgeous

wearing:
hair: #17 Sintiklia – Insta girl – Hair Bay – Mixes (*new* @ Epiphany)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Imani Applier ( Catwa ) America
tattoo: .Identity. Body Shop – Rise Again
[ bubble ] Spykes Ear Cuffs (*new* @ Seasons Story)
{le fil casse} Whitney Collection Fur Stole RARE Maitreya (*new* @ Epiphany)
{le fil casse} Whitney Collection Shorts RARE Maitreya (*new* @ Epiphany)

pose: FOXCITY. Lucid Bento Pose Set (*new* @ Kustom9)
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Hello Gorgeous

Posted in Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Lybra, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

She Wasn’t Ready

She knew he was leaving long before he actually did. She did her best to prepare herself. She pretended to be okay. She pretended to be strong. Wearing her mask of smiles and hope everyday, knowing that inside she was slowly dying. The poison of the slowly breaking heart seeping into her veins a little more each day. Then it happened. He left.

She couldn’t feel her legs. She crumpled to the floor and wished that the earth would simply open up and swallow her whole. She couldn’t breathe. Her body was numb. She could only lie there in a pool of her tears hoping to drown.

She Wasn't Ready

wearing:
hair: Doe Gin Hair (*new* @ Seasons Story)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Imani Applier ( Catwa ) America
LYBRA . LEXY SET (*new* @ TLC)

pose: Foxcity Solitude Set

Posted in Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Lybra, ON9, Second Life, shopping

Sometimes…

Now, I don’t want to lose you,
but I don’t want to use you just to have somebody by my side.
And I don’t want to hate you,
I don’t want to take you, but I don’t want to be the one to cry.
And I don’t really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place and
I keep seeing you walk through that door.
But there’s a danger in loving somebody to much,
and it’s bad when you know it’s your heart you can’t trust.
There’s a reason why people don’t stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes love just ain’t enough.
Now, I could never change you,
I don’t want to blame you.
Baby, you don’t have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder, it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something’s gonna change.
But there’s a danger in loving somebody to much,
and it’s bad when you know it’s your heart they can’t trust.
There’s a reason why people don’t stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes love just ain’t enough.
And there’s no way home when it’s late at night and you’re all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you where I used to be?
But there’s a danger in loving somebody to much,
and it’s bad when you know it’s your heart you can’t trust.
There’s a reason why people don’t stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes love just ain’t enough.

sometimes

wearing:
hair: Magika  – 01 – Disarray
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Imani Applier ( Catwa ) America
tattoo: .Identity. Body Shop – Rise Again
^^Swallow^^ Shiny Bento Rings
LYBRA . SERINA (*new* @ Seasons Story)
#EMPIRE  – Ageratum

pose: Foxcity Indulge Bento Pose Set (*new* @ ON9)
Foxcity. Photo Booth – Sometimes (*new* @ ON9)

Posted in Bound Box, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, ON9, Pale Girl Productions, pr!tty, Second Life, shoes, shopping, {le fil casse}

Crawling

It’s a song day, because I’m not up to the task about writing how I feel or what I’m going through at the moment. Nor am I feeling some saucy little short story. I want to show you some gorgeous goodies from amazing Second Life creators. I do tend to wear my heart on my sleeve, so I give you a peek into how I’m feeling with a song by one of my all time favorite bands.

Linkin Park – Crawling

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling
I can’t seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced
That there’s just too much pressure to take)
I’ve felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It’s haunting how I can’t seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced
That there’s just too much pressure to take)
I’ve felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real

There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming (confusing what is real)
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling (confusing what is real)

Reflection

wearing:
hair: pr!tty – Pixie{GOTG}(*new* @ Gacha Guardians)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
::Axix:: Beloved Nocturnia Gag (October Bound Box)
.::Supernatural::. Kate Choker Silver (*new* @ Season’s Story)
Astralia – Eternal Rings set (*new* @ Salem)
{le fil casse} Chriselle Top
{le fil casse} Jenna Skirt (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[The Forge] Livia Gladiator Boots

FOXCITY. Prop – Silk Stool (Bad Kitty VOL1) (*new* @ ON9)
MINIMAL – Retro Backdrops *2*

Posted in Collabor88, Cosmopolitan, Cynful, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, pr!tty, Second Life, shopping, United Colors

Hungover

So, Friday was my birthday and on Thursday night, Cynthia of Cynful presented me with the jeans you see in this post. Officially my new favorites, not just because I’ll never forget the name of them, but because they fit like a glove. I love these jeans so much! I can’t imagine that every thoughtful detail in these jeans was about me, but I certainly do appreciate every detail. The stitching, the ASS…omg, Josh’s response to my jeans was, “I want Cynthia to make my ass look THAT good!” To which I quickly replied, “SHE’S MINE AND YOU CAN’T HAVE HER!” *giggles* I will however generously share her with the rest of the ladies on the grid…you’re welcome. Ok, real quick about the details again…not only did she do her standard Belleza-Hourglass-Maitreya sizes, but she was thoughtful enough to create two fits for flat feet and heels.  As I recently acquired some adorable toe rings (not pictured) from Astralia…I’ve been running around barefoot all weekend.
Ok, so I had a full two day hangover! Listen, I have a problem, okay? I love tequila and it loves me…well, it used to. I think we broke up this weekend. Tequila is an abusive lover….*nods*…just seduces me over and over until before I know it, I’ve consumed an entire 750ml bottle of 1800 Gold. *hangs her head* I know, I know….I should be dead. A skype call did happen, but not like my old ones where I’d call everyone on my damn list…lol. This time I had Tracy and Grace watching out for me, trying their best to keep me in check. I still managed to say some pretty embarrassing things, luckily the company I keep these days is pretty good and I’m not too worried about being judged or them running about blabbing about my drunken rhetoric. God bless, Dusty, Joe, Tracy, and Grace for having to hear me puke my guts out…even though every time I could take a breath between heaves I’d call out, “I’m okay….” and “I’m sorrry.” To which I could hear them laughing, as I’m sure they found it quite humorous that I was worried about them having to listen to me puke. I’m pretty sure at one point I passed out briefly as I was informed later that I was basically afk for about 45 mins.  Needless to say, Saturday when I woke up I still felt drunk and very sluggish. While sober by Sunday, my mind was still a ball of fuzz. Monday is here now and I’m feeling back to my normal oddball sober self. Whew! I honestly don’t think my ass will be getting drunk ever…okay, for a very long time. *nods seriously*

I had a fantastic birthday and I am so grateful to all of my amazing and wonderful friends that found time to celebrate with me and to those that were quite sad that they weren’t able to make it. I am truly blessed with some of the most amazing friends on the grid. Never thought I could say that about so many people in SL and actually mean it. ♥

sweet dreams
Just kill me now, while I’m all cute in my new jeans.

wearing:
hair: pr!tty – Jill (*new* @ Seasons Story)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
tattoo: .Identity. Body Shop – Deep Within

SU!– Bento Piercing Set 03
SU!– Bento Piercing Set 03 Labret
SU!– Bento Piercing Set 03 Nose Rings
SU!– Bento Piercing Set 03 Snake Bites
SU!– Piercing Set 05 (*new* @ Industrie)
SU!– Piercing Set 05 Bridge
SU!– Piercing Set 05 Snakebites
EF: Sophistique Cuffs (*new* @ FaMESHed)
UC_Julie_Fringe_vest (For Max)
[Cynful] Sadystika’s Flare Jeans (*new* @ C88)

pose: FOXCITY. Slow Motion Bento Pose Set  (*new* @ Cosmopolitan)
:CP: Natalie Patio Sofa

Posted in E.A.Studio, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Second Life, Self Reflection, shopping

Friday the 13th

“Very superstitious, writing on the wall
Very superstitious, ladders bout’ to fall
Thirteen month old baby, broke the lookin’ glass
Seven years of bad luck, the good things in your past
When you believe in things that you don’t understand
Then you suffer
Superstition ain’t the way”
~Stevie Wonder Superstition

I hadn’t really planned these photos for a Friday the 13th post, else there would be black cats, broken mirrors, and ladders involved. However, it has already been a most interesting and entertaining morning. I’ve never had particularly bad luck on Friday the 13th. One of my favorite people was born on a Friday the 13th. Some of the best moments in my life happened on Friday the 13th. And naturally, one cannot dismiss one of the most iconic horror movies of our time and our leading man Jason Voorhees. So, needless to say, I am excited about today. For me and my dark twisted little mind, it tends to be more of a fun and victorious day rather than something scary and ominous.

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I’m simply not a superstitious person, but I have certainly witnessed some crazy superstitions in my lifetime, particularly in the Southern U.S. where I’ve spent the majority of my life. (Don’t judge me!) Of course, the basics are black cats crossing your path, broken mirrors, walking under ladders, seeing the bride in her dress before the wedding, etc. I won’t bother with the debunking or revealing the history of these superstitions, nor will I poke fun at those that truly believe. (Okay, I will be laughing at you, but I won’t tease you…much.)

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Some of the crazier superstitions I’ve been warned of over the course of my life have included, but are not limited to the following:
1. Do not set your purse on the floor or you’ll go broke. (Well, that explains everything!)
2. Never sign financial documents, particularly checks, with red ink. (More impending financial doom!)
3. If you look a dog in the eye while it poops you’ll get a pimple in your eye. (I’m thinking you got too close!)
4. Never let anyone sweep your feet or you’ll be single forever. (This is very popular with restaurant workers.)
5. If your primary hand itches, you’ve got money coming your way. If your other hand itches, you’ll be getting a parcel soon. (This one was popular with my Grandmother. I have to admit, I kinda like this one.)
6. Whatever you’re doing when the clock strikes midnight on New Year’s Eve is what you will be doing the most, the following year. (Looks like I’ll be sleeping most of 2017! WEWT!)
7. A wild bird in your house is a warning that someone you know is about to die.  (Yeah, probably the bird. I have two cats!)
8. If your ears are burning, someone is talking poorly of you. If they’re itching, someone is speaking nicely of you. (This one amuses me. I don’t know why.)

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What I do know is that I’m a very lucky and sometimes unlucky girl, but I do not believe any of it is associated with superstitions. Whether you’re superstitious or not, I hope that this Friday the 13th you will find lots of great deals during your shopping excursions (cuz we all know you’re gonna shop in SL today) and that any ‘luck’ that finds its way to you is good. May Linden Labs servers stay vigilant, may your internet be strong, and  may you suffer not at the hands of lag! *giggles* Yes, it really is that sort of morning for me.

Happy Friday the 13th!!!  XOXO
Oh and for an added bonus, I’ve been told we’re under a full moon, too!
SQUEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

wearing:
hair:[RA] May Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
skin: [theSkinnery] Opal (Catwa Applier) honey
eyeshadow: Izzie’s – Soft Shimmer Eyeshadows (Catwa Applier)
lipstickMadrid Solo-Appliers- CATWA -Bewitched Lip Colors
ears: .:E.A.Studio Ear Nepthune
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara

.:E.A.Studio:.Box Piercing Bare Code
[CX] Bento Piercing Labret Ring ( Catwa ) (*new* @ Seasons Story)
[CX] Bento Piercing Snakebites ( Catwa ) (*new* @ Seasons Story)
…:::Beautiful Dirty Rich:::… Reckless Collar (unpacked)
MINIMAL – Female Dalshim Bracelets
!APHORISM! Bijou Collection – Silver Ring – Moonstone
EF: Taos Ring
UC_Tatjana_leather_dress (*new* @ Mesh Body Addicts)
PHEDORA / Trinity Boots / 30.C

poses by Del May (some editing done using AnyPose)
taken at Whole Wheat

Posted in Animals, Chic Moda, E.A.Studio, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Hairology, Oh My Gacha, Rebel Hope, Second Life, shopping

Feeling Posh & Foxy

For the past few days, I’ve been so sick. I’ve spent a small percentage of my waking hours trying to be productive, but after a few hours I am just absolutely drained. My body insists on shutting down. I can’t even count the number of times I’ve nodded off in front of my screen. Although, I am a massive whiny little baby when I’m sick and one unfortunate friend was receiving an almost play by play of my woes last night, as it was the worst one so far.
However, as I laid in bed, sleeping, waking, sleeping, watching Netflix, and feeling as though death was surely preferable to my plight, I couldn’t help but think of all the things I could be doing with my time rather than lying there completely miserable. Not to mention all the amazing ideas I had while in my medicinal haze, none of which I remember now. *sigh*

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One thing is for sure, I was super excited to get these pictures of the new Posh sweater and skirt coming atcha from ChicModa at Oh My Gacha! I was feeling Posh and Foxy, so my little companion and I  set out to TaKe Heart, an absolutely gorgeous sim for a few photos…and here are the results. As always there are some killer events going on all across the grid, so may the poshness and the foxy feelings follow you as you shop, which naturally they will. *winks* Until next time, I’ll see you around the grid!♥

wearing:
hair::::Phoenix::: Kiara Hair (*new* @ Hairology)
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
skin: [theSkinnery] Opal (Catwa Applier) honey
ears: .:E.A.Studio Ear Nepthune
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara

.:E.A.Studio:.Box Piercing Bare Code
[CX] Bento Piercing Labret Ring ( Catwa ) (*new* @ Seasons Story)
[CX] Bento Piercing Snakebites ( Catwa ) (*new* @ Seasons Story)
MINIMAL – Chelo Necklace *Silver* (*new* @ FaMESHed)
**RE** LUX Kitty Watch
.:Hermony:. FilterCigarette

~ChicModa~ Posh Sweater White (*new* @ Oh My Gacha!)
~ChicModa~ Posh Skirt White (*new* @ Oh My Gacha!)
{Luxuria} Lace Trim Thigh High Socks- Maitreya & Slink HUD
!Rebel Hope – Gossip Mesh Platform Boots

JIAN Arctic Fox :: Companion

poses by Tracy Redangel (some editing done using AnyPose)
photos taken at TaKe Heart