Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life

I’ll still have me

“And there’s no reason to speak badly
We just reached our end
I will see you in parts of me
If you are wise back then
If I don’t have you
At least I’ll still have me”

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Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee Applier

hair: TRUTH Elixir
[ rD ] – Floraison Necklace @ FaMESHed
Addams // Elle Off the Shoulder Top
Addams // Elle Lace Shorts

pose: Diversion – Head to Toe Poses
location: Scarlett Isle

Posted in Catwa, Cynful, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life

Coastline

“I’m leaving home for the coastline
Some place under the sun
I feel my heart for the first time
‘Cuz now I’m moving on oh yeah
I’m moving on
And there’s a place that I’ve dreamed of
Where I can free my mind
I hear the sounds of the season
And lose all sense of time”

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Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee Applier

hair: *ARGRACE* SAYO
(Yummy) Free Spirit Rings
Ascendant – Old Love Nails

.:villena:. – Windbreaker Jacket
Cynful Mocha’s Bikini Set @ Anthem

pose: FOXCITY. What Gives Bento Pose Set
location: Scarlett Isle

Posted in Catwa, Cynful, Events, Exploration, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL, vinyl

Just hold onto me

“So I won’t go
I’m still living in the middle of a one-way war
I can’t fight it but I’m trying to be what you want, yeah
You can’t sing but you’re singing this anyway
And anyway, so please just hold onto me
This is no end, we’re not finished here
Finding our way, we’re just changing
Becoming more than I think of me, yeah
These fears in my head, dreams in my bed
They won’t get the best of me, yeah
‘Cause I chase dreams ’til the end
These nightmares all bend
Silver linings are all I need
So, please, just hold on to me
I’ve slayed these demons, they’re old to me
Recurring dreams, this is happening
Tearing my seams from reality
And I just want you to feel love
Before it disappears
‘Cause we are more than we’re not
So never fear to feel
Good when everything’s wrong (love!)
And find some beauty there (not!)
‘Cause all we ever are is brave”

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Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee Applier

hair: MINA – Luane @ Uber
Cynful Sassy’s Camisole @ FaMESHed
VINYL – Sky Ripped Jeans @ Uber

8f8 – Driftwood HAMMOCK

location: Scarlett Isle

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, pr!tty, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

As I move forward

Sometimes doing what’s right for myself seems to hurt those around me, because they don’t understand my choices. Their path is not my own and I don’t expect them to fully understand. Unfortunately, there are times that I cannot find a way to explain my choices without hurting their feelings. It’s not about them, though, and I have to trust that if they truly love me and care for me, they will trust that my decisions are about me…not them. I suppose this is the sort of line in the sand that some will never understand. I hate losing friends, but at the end of the day this is my life and I must do right by me. I’ve spent the majority of my life people pleasing and it has led me to some pretty dark places. There’s a sense of freedom that comes with shedding that people pleasing skin and really being true to myself for the first time in many years. I’m sorry that I hurt people along the way, that was never my intention. I can only hope to be more careful and mindful as I move forward.

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Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee Applier

hair: pr!tty – Lemonade
(Yummy) Free Spirit Rings
Ascendant – Old Love Nails

Dead Dollz – Mali Beach Robe @ Uber

[InDiGo] Female Portrait Bento Poses Pack

location: Scarlett Isle

Posted in Catwa, Fashion, Maitreya, N21, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL

Pay Phones

Alright, all you millennials gather round, I’ve got a story to tell you. Go on, get comfy, this is going to blow your mind. Is everyone ready? Alright, let’s proceed…Tracy you are not a millennial put your damn hand down. Grace, just sip…erhm…guzzle on your vodka and shhhhhh…good girl! Yes, you can drink wine, Kess….ffs, okay, gin. Will you cunts settle down? YOU ARE NOT MILLENNIALS! Okay, ready? Let’s begin…*giggles*
Once upon a time, a very not so long time ago, there were these strange boxes found at gas stations across the country. They were also found at shopping centers, malls, schools, and so many more businesses. They were called pay phones. Brace yourselves…there was no such thing as a mobile or cellular phone. There were pagers, but that was mostly for doctors and drug dealers. Then for several years everyone had pagers….and THEN cell phones came around, but even then the costs were extremely high. Every once in a while, if you keep your eyes open, you might just see one of these ancient relics….*swats Emily’s butt*…NO! Not people like me! Pay phones, Emily, jeez! Well, there you have it, boys and girls. If you’re ever stuck out in the world without your cell phone….if you can find one of these…you might can still make a call. Oh, but you’ll need some loose change.

once upon a time

wearing:
hair:  Sintiklia – Hair Ariana
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

(Yummy) OM Layered Necklace (*new* @ N21)
Meva Becky Bracelets White (*new* @ ShinyShabby)
Ama. : Spring Roses Ring Set
Ascendant – Chamber of Secrets Nails

Dead Dollz – Cropped Top – VIP Group Gift
Dead Dollz – Joanne Shorts (*new* @ UBER)

pose: shi.s.poses BENTO woman #20-24 (*new* @ TLC)
***include coffee cup & suitcase (not shown)
location: Scarlett Isle