Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, {le fil casse}

90 Days

“If I’m just somebody that you’re gonna leave
And you don’t feel something when you look at me
You’re holdin’ my heart, mmm, whatcha say?
Just let me down slowly, I’ll be okay
If you’re just some habit that I gotta break
I can clear my system in 90 days
You’re holdin’ my heart, mmm, whatcha say?
Just let me down slowly”
~ P!nk – 90 Days

kuni lfc

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Carla @ Collabor88

hair: KUNI – Ari @ Anthem
*PKC* Dara Bento Face Piercing Set @ Salon52
{le fil casse} Gathy Lace Set @ Belle

pose: Vanity Poses – Look Bento set

 

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, pr!tty, Second Life, shopping

Underdog

“Why don’t you step to me?
You know I like it in the bath when it’s bubbly
And I wanna come up but your kisses are like gluttony
Even though I got a reputation in the company
Baby, you gon’ make this
Baby, you gon’ make it as the underdog”
~ Banks – Underdog

lunar salon52

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Carla @ Collabor88

pr!tty – Bobbi @ Salon52
Lunar – Nami Top @ Equal10
Lunar – Nami Panties @ Equal10

pose: Imitation – Kendra set
location: Baja Tides

Posted in Blueberry, Catwa, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Second Life

Photobombed!

So, I had on the outfit I wanted to blog and I knew I wanted to shoot my photo from the side. I thought it would be awesome if I was looking out at a flat desert. Off I went in search of the perfect location. I had saved a landmark recently from a photo I saw on flickr and decided to give it a shot. The location was perfect and I was ready to line up my shot, when I got an IM from a friend of mine asking if I’d moved onto the sim. Well, no, I didn’t even realize it was residential until he said that. The next thing I know, he’s photobombing my picture and now he’s forever going to be in my blog! Thanks, Noizy, for lining up so perfectly beside me!
BTW, if you don’t know Noizy, I suggest you locate him inworld and check out his mad DJ skills. He live mixes his music and while he does it, he’s streaming live on Twitch. And ladies? He’s not the least bit hard on the eyes..*winks*

photobomb

wearing:
hair: MINA – Serene @ Salon52
Foxy – Kitty Headset @ K9
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
Schadenfreude Tear Dermal Piercing
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

Lunar – Susy @ equal10
Blueberry – Babe Shorts

pose by Ana Poses
location: Dusty Shores

special thanks to my friend Noizy for the photobomb *winks*

Posted in Bondi, CandyDoll, Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Be Inspired

When you surround yourself with loving, inspiring people, you cannot help but feel that love and to be inspired. The more time you spend with positive, inspirational individuals the more you evolve in a similar direction. The same is true of negativity and hate. That doesn’t mean, that we copy one another or try to beat one another. It means let us inspire one another to be motivated. There’s no reason to waste all that energy on hate or competition. Be the best that you can be and inspires others to do the same.
It’s become so easy to sit around and complain about all the things we hate. However, if we turn that energy around and instead of looking at the things we dislike, we take a mental inventory of all the blessings surrounding us. If you are reading this, you are using the internet. That, in and of itself, is a blessing. There’s no internet guarantees in life. It’s just as easy to look for the positive as it is to find the negative, but it comes down to the choices you make.
I write this as much for myself as I do anyone else, because I’ve been trained to find the bad in life. As far back as I can remember, my parents were telling me what was wrong with me, what was wrong with what I’d done, and expecting me to fail. At this point in my life, I can’t really blame them anymore. I’ve been a grown ass adult far longer than I was a child, but I’ve not always surrounded myself with positive people. I do know from experience that not only does surrounding yourself with positive people tend to make you more positive, but it can improve your mental health. I’m not suggesting it will cure a mental illness, but it can help. Being positive certainly doesn’t hurt.

inspire

wearing:
hair: KUNI / Suki  @ Salon52
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

BONDI . The Rockstar Sunglasses . @ FaMESHed
.::Nanika::. Fatima Collar
(Yummy) Delicate Ring Stacks
Ascendant – Smoothie Nails

_CandyDoll_ Suzan Dress @ FaMESHed
_CandyDoll_ Suzan Socks @ FaMESHed
_CandyDoll_ Suzan Boots @ FaMESHed

pose: Diversive – Chair – Lean

for scene info, please see: Limitless and Free

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, pr!tty, Second Life

Follow Me

“Survived, tonight, I may be going down,
Cause everything goes round too, tight, tonight,
And it, you watch him crawl, you stand for more.
And your panic stricken, blood will thicken up, tonight
Cause I don’t want you, to forgive me,
You’ll follow me down, you’ll follow me down,
You’ll follow me down
Survive tonight, (I see your) head’s exposed,
So we shall kill, constructive might, s’right,
As your emotions fool you, (my) strong will rule,
I won’t feel restraint, watching you close sense down,
I can’t compensate, that’s more than I’ve got to give.”
~ Skunk Anansie – You’ll Follow Me Down

snapshot_011

wearing:
hair: pr!tty – Ryan @ Salon52
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia
Mellow / Bow Choker @ Unik
[I<3F] – Mina @ Belle Event

pose: STUN – Pose Pack Collection Bento ‘Hanzel’ #46
Maximus – Holy Bandits Backdrops – The Bearded Guy @ Unik

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life

We Have Our Ways

I use my blog to work things out on paper sometimes. I’ll write about stuff I’m going through or stuff that I’ve watched friends go through. Sometimes I talk about how much I dislike people, but the truth is….people fascinate me. They also scare the shit outta me, because in the past I’ve let people get too close too fast and it has rarely worked out. These days, my trust issues are the size of full blown subscriptions and prevent that from happening too often these days, but even the slow grown friends have been known to burn me on occasion.
Now, with all that said, I’d like to say that I do have an amazing group of good friends that will not burn me. Nor I them. I’ve had issues with three of them and like grown ass adults, we worked through it every time. We’re not perfect, but we have our ways of understanding what matters at the end of the day. Our love for one another is bigger than the petty shit we tend to get upset about. I am so blessed to be surrounded by beautiful, strong souls that love me as much as I love them. It shouldn’t surprise anyone to know that my best friends are cunts and motherfuckers….*laughs*….yes, that’s what we call each other and ourselves. We’re not families, we like cults, and there’s no getting out! *grins*

snapshot_054

wearing:
hair:  Tableau Vivant // Veep hair @ FaMESHed
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
.:I ProFect I:. Valea Mesh Eyes @ Unik
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

[Eternus] Spring Flutter Tiara @ Salon52
< IDEALIA > TINA Necklace @ Unik
alme. Mesh Stiletto Nails – Pinks Medium Glitter @ Belle
Vibing — Destiny Rings — Rose gold

TETRA – Freebird top @ C88
TETRA – Freebird skirt @ C88

pose: Lyrium. Neva Series Walking Poses @ Unik

background is at a friend’s house

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Lybra, Maitreya, Second Life, Skin Fair

Everybody’s a Dancer

“A good dancer is not necessarily defined by great technique, skill, or ability to pick up choreography but by confidence. When you feel the music, it penetrates to your soul. Everybody’s a dancer. The greatest dancer is someone who is willing to dance, not afraid.” ~ Alyssa Edwards

If you don’t know who Alyssa Edwards is then let me spill some tea, just for you. Alyssa Edwards is the most fabulous Queen since RuPaul. She has been on RuPaul’s drag race shows several times. Before Alyssa Edwards was famous for being a fierce queen, the man behind the drag, Justin Johnson, owned and operated (still does, I think) an award winning dance studio called Beyond Belief in Mesquite, TX. Seriously, if you want to know more you can Google either name and by all means, do a quick search on YouTube.

feeling blue

wearing:
hair:  *PH* 8234 (*new* @ Salon52)
:::ChicChica::: Dora Headband  (*new* @ Salon52)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia
Ascendant – Mrs. Majesty Nails

LYBRA . ELLA (*new* @ Belle)

pose: FOXCITY. Loner Bento Pose Set

Posted in Blueberry, Catwa, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life

Roads

“Oh, can’t anybody see
We’ve got a war to fight
Never found our way
Regardless of what they say
How can it feel, this wrong
From this moment
How can it feel, this wrong
Storm, in the morning light
I feel
No more can I say
Frozen to myself
I got nobody on my side
And surely that ain’t right
And surely that ain’t right
Oh, can’t anybody see
We’ve got a war to fight
Never found our way
Regardless of what they say
How can it feel, this wrong
From this moment
How can it feel, this wrong”
~ Portishead – Roads

overalls

wearing:
hair:  Ade – Dangerous Hairstyle (*new* @ Salon52)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
IDTTY Faces – Spicy Lipstick (*new* @ TLC)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

RISE Designs – Anne Set (*new* @ Belle)
-[ rD ] Anne Earrings
-[ rD ] Anne Pendant
(Yummy) Free Spirit Rings
Ascendant – Flirt Nails
:::ChicChica::: Qwinkie bitten (*new* @ Equal10)
Blueberry – Ivy Set
-Blueberry – Ivy – Crop Top
-Blueberry – Ivy – Denim Overalls

pose: FOXCITY. City Life Bento Pose Set
location: Mother Road – Mirage Motel 66

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Exploration, Fashion, GingerFish, Gingerfish Poses, Maitreya, RunAway Hair, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Vanity Event

Oceans

“I feel worthless,
Maybe I should open the drawer,
Burn the pages,
Write poems with the ash on the floor,
Pour the ink, into the sink,
& Watch it drain from the shore…
I don’t want love no more,
Though it’s the one thing I’ve been
searching for,
Though it’s the one thing that I miss the most,
Now I’m afraid to be alone…
I learnt to grow old when I was younger,
Scared of staying young,
Afraid of the thoughts that I had conjured,
That sat atop my tongue,
Knowing I’d change the worlds opinion,
If they would just, listen up…
But they won’t, now…”

beautiful planet

wearing:
hair: [RA] Pia Hair – (*new* @ Salon52)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
IDTTY Faces – Spicy Lipstick (*new* @ TLC)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

: CULT : His Princess Rings/Gold
Ascendant – My Garden Nails  (*new* @ Vanity)

TETRA – Lifeline Jacket (*new* @ C88)
TETRA – Lifeline Skirt (*new* @ C88)

pose: GingerFish Poses – eBENTO March 2019
location: Baja Tides

Posted in Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Lybra, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, United Colors

Strange

“Hey, anyone can get love, anyone can get laid
You know you’re home when you find the ones who
Stay brave enough not to tame, they let you burst into flames
Stoke the coals and then watch you blow, yeah
They’re the ones make you trust in the universe
When you’re lost and you’re left and it’s getting worse
They’re the ones who you know will get you by
We are all strange
And it ain’t never, never, ever gonna change
We are all strange
And it ain’t never, ever, never gonna change”

noir

wearing:
hair:  ::C’est la vie !:: Kiki Hair   (*new* @ Salon 52)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dorothy Applier [ Catwa ] 001 ( 20 )

LYBRA . AMBER (*new* @ Uber)
UC_Pearl_wedding_heels (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose by DelMay