I’m in an ungodly amount of pain that is shooting through my hip, down my right leg and up my back. I have no idea what it is, but I suspect I need a hip replacement or I have a broken pelvis. Surprisingly, this is one of those things that I’d walk around with not knowing how bad it is until a doctor tells me. That’s how it was with my knees. I knew they hurt like hell, but I had no idea how bad they were until a doctor told me. He was actually surprised that I was still walking. However, the pain I’m experiencing now usually happens while I’m sleeping and it wakes me up in an awful state. I involuntarily scream out in pain, which stirs the animals, and has twice woken up my mother. On top of that, I seem to be stuck in this bizarre nightmare repeat. It’s like having a movie on repeat. I keep trying to change the outcome, but I only alter the path to the ending which segues perfectly back to the beginning. To make matters worse, the dream has Jason Momoa in it, but he’s absolutely terrifying! What kind of hell am I in?

wearing:
hair: Tableau Vivant // Cotton Candy @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Beatriz Skin [Lelutka] @ C88
lashes: [POUT!] Kelly – Eye lash collection @ Belle
eyes: [Heaux] Poppy Eyes – Essentials #5
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA PARTY MONSTA COLLECTION #3 @ ShinyShabby
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA PARTY MONSTA COLLECTION #8 @ ShinyShabby
LODE Head Accessory – Pansy [white] @ ShinyShabby
RUST REPUBLIC[Meilleure] @ Belle
REIGN.- BETTY SOCKS
pose: Diversion – Dangling – Poses
MINIMAL – Forever Backdrop -Dark Feeling @ @ Equal10
{vespertine} little prince carousel – moonwalk
CELESTE – Animated Glitter