Posted in Artisan Fantasy, Catwa, Eudora3D, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Narcisse, RunAway Hair, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Satisfy

I’m just gonna give you all a bit Saturday morning sensuality. Hope you all have you a great weekend

Nero~ Satisfy

I can feel it tonight
I know I’ll catch your eye
Touching you feels so right, let me come inside
Just come with me tonight, take me for a ride
Touching you feels so right, let me, let me satisfy
Let me, satisfy
Let me, let me, satisfy
Let me
I can feel it tonight
I know I’ll catch your eye
Touching you feels so right, let me come inside
Just come with me tonight, take me for a ride
Touching you feels so right
Let me, let me, let me, let me satisfy
Let me, satisfy
Let me, let me, satisfy
Let me, let me satisfy
sastify
wearing:
[RA] Jessica Hair
 Maitreya Mesh Body
Narcisse– Mara Legchain
Eudora 3D Jenn Pumps
pose: FOXCITY. Milk Bath VOL2 Bento Pose Set
*AF* Conquistador Chaise
Posted in Apple Fall, Bueno, CandyDoll, Catwa, Collabor88, crate, Events, FaMESHed, Fancy Decor, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Quasi, Second Life, unKindness, Vanity Event, {le fil casse}

Lost on You

If you’ve never heard of LP, I heard you to check out more of her work. This song captures so much of how I’m feeling these days….

LP ~ Lost on You

When you get older, plainer, saner
When you remember all the danger we came from
Burning like embers, falling, tender
Long before the days of no surrender
Years ago and well you know
Smoke ’em if you got ’em
‘Cause it’s going down
All I ever wanted was you
I’ll never get to heaven
‘Cause I don’t know how
Let’s raise a glass or two
To all the things I’ve lost on you
Oh oh
Tell me are they lost on you?
Oh oh
Just that you could cut me loose
Oh oh
After everything I’ve lost on you
Is that lost on you?
Oh oh
Is that lost on you?
Oh oh
Baby, is that lost on you?
Is that lost on you?
Wishing I could see the machinations
Understand the toil of expectations in your mind
Hold me like you never lost your patience
Tell me that you love me more than hate me all the time
And you’re still mine
So smoke ’em if you’ve got ’em
‘Cause it’s going down
All I ever wanted was you
Let’s take a drink of heaven
This can turn around
Let’s raise a glass or two
To all the things I’ve lost on you
Oh oh
Tell me are they lost on you?
Oh oh
Just that you could cut me loose
Oh oh
After everything I’ve lost on you
Is that lost on you?
Oh oh
Is that lost on you?
Oh oh, oh oh
Bab, is that lost on you?
Is that lost on you?
Let’s raise a glass or two
To all the things I’ve lost on you
Oh oh
Tell me are they lost on you?
Oh oh
Just that you cold cut me loose
Oh oh
After everything I’ve lost on you
Is that lost on you?
Is that lost on you?
Lost on You
wearing:
hair:  [RA] Mia Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [Glam Affair] Raquel Applier [ Catwa ] 007 (*new* @ C88)
[bade] – Nerd glasses BLACK
Mowie. – “Oda” Choker (*new* @ Vanity Event)
**RE** Dragon Rings, Bracelets & Claws BG  (*new* @ FaMESHed)
{le fil casse} Lindsey Dress (*new* @ FaMESHed)
_CandyDoll_ Ayaka Boots (*new* @ Notice me, senpai)
pose: FOXCITY. Melancholy Bento Pose Set
scene:
BUENO-Studio Skybox- Natural (*new* @ The Seasons Story)
crate Galvanized Chair (*new*)
tres blah– Hodgepodge – Wine Duet
uK – Malibu Entry Basket Stack (*new* @ FaMESHed)
uK – Malibu Entry Bookstack (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Second Spaces – sick day pills, cough syrup
MINIMAL – Memories Gacha Notebooks *3*
Kalopsia – Caramel Ice Cream
[Commoner] Break-Up Survival Kit / Zanax RARE
:CP: Boho Glamping Pillow A
AF Heart of Polaroids
NOMAD // Amore Loveletters
[Black Bantam] Kitten In My Glass Decor (*new* @ Vanity Event)
Quasi – Opened Jewelry Box
Fancy Decor: Watson Collection Fatpack (*new* @ C88)
-Fancy Decor: Watson Stacked Boxes
-Fancy Decor: Watson Sconce
-Fancy Decor: Watson Potted Orchid
-Fancy Decor: Watson Side Table
-Fancy Decor: Watson Poster Bed (adult)
-Fancy Decor: Watson Stack of Books
-Fancy Decor: Watson Owl Prints
-Fancy Decor: Watson Rug
Posted in breathe, Catwa, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, N21, Narcisse, RunAway Hair, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL, unKindness, Vanity Event

Quiet Lies

I’m letting the music speak for me….

Matthew Mayfield ~ Quiet Lies

You somehow see inside me
When I lay down
You steal my dreams easily
When you’re around
Quiet lies
Whisper whispered all the time
No more silent treatment
I am screaming in your ear
I’m starving stop at nothing
Til I am inside you for good
For good
Lights blurred with time
And that gray became a light
You see nothing clearly
So head strong deny the feeling
Quiet lies
Whisper whisper all the time
No more silent treatment
I am screaming in your ear
I’m starving stop at nothing
Til I am inside you for good
Ooh for good ooh for good
No more silent treatment
I am inside i am inside
No more silent treatment
I am screaming in your ear
No no no
Starving I’ll stop at nothing
Til I am inside you for good
No no no no
No more silent treatment
I am screaming in your ear
No no no
Starving I’ll stop at nothing
Til I am inside you for good
For good

Quiet Lies

wearing:
hair:   [RA] Sabrina Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Willow – Jamaica ( Uber)

**CC** – Heavenly Ranger Halo (*new* @ Crystal Heart)
**CC** – Heavenly Ranger Aura (*new* @ Crystal Heart)
Nov-Jahseh Necklace (*new* @ Vanity Event)
(Yummy) Curator Rings Set (N21)

Narcisse– Sally Mini Ruffle Dress (*new* @ TLC)
[BREATHE]-Mireya Heels (*new* @ Blush)

pose by Foxcity – Me Time Set

scene:
uK – Victorian Dreamscape Cloudsies Blue
E.V.E Waving Bioluminescent Fungus W&G Cloud

Posted in Catwa, Cynful, Eudora3D, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, N21, RunAway Hair, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

2am

“Two in the morning, I can’t control it
Lost in the moment, I just can’t get no sleep, eh
Two in the morning, everything’s frozen
I keep on falling and I just can’t get no sleep”
~Astrid, 2am

2am

wearing:
hair: [RA] Cinderella Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
ears: .:[PUMEC] :. – / Mesh Ears\ – 4 -POINT INDUSTRIAL
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Willow – Jamaica (*new* @ Uber)

OSMIA – Nostalgia.Gacha.Earrings
[Atomic] Dysfunctional Collar (*new* @ Crystal Heart)
EarthStones Flaunt Nipple Piercings (*new* @ RLD)
(Yummy) Curator Rings Set (*new* @ N21)
[Cynful] Stripper Body Dust

[Aleutia] Arina (*new* @ RLD)
#EMPIRE – Arcade Dec ’16 – Panties
Eudora3D Berlin Heels (*new* @ Kinky)

pose: FOXCITY. Show Time Bento Pose Set

Trompe Loeil – Corazon Patio Bar + Props (*new* @ FaMESHed)

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Pose Fair, RunAway Hair, Scandalize, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL, Vanity Event

Zoning Out

I wrote about my fibromyalgia the other day and it took a lot for me to do that, but in writing about it, I found myself reading more about this affliction. As I said in that post, I’ve been having an especially hard time with it the last week and it hasn’t eased up quite yet. I’ve always kind of struggled with focus, unless I somehow slip into a zone with something, in which case I can’t unfocus….it’s like 0 or 100. However, here lately, I’ve found myself just zoning out. I can’t begin to tell you what I’m thinking, because when I snap out of it, its like I just woke up and can’t remember my dream. Perhaps I’m finally understanding what men are talking about when they say they are genuinely thinking about nothing. I’ve never understood how anyone could not be thinking something at all times, but I think I’m finally getting there. I know its not a good thing and I’m working towards making it stop, but in the meantime, I hope that my regular readers will understand if I slap music and lyrics with my photos more than usual.

balcony

wearing:
hair: [RA] Amber Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Willow – Jamaica (*new* @ Uber)

*OAL* Sea Glass Jewelry (*new* @ Vanity Event)
Scandalize. Lipa set. (*new* @ Vanity Event)
Scandalize. LipaFlats. (*new* @ Vanity Event)

pose: InPulse– Pose 05 set (*new* @ Pose Fair)

scene: MINIMAL – Bionic Building *8*
Ariskea[Amber]Set (*new* @ The Liaison Collaborative)
-Ariskea[Amber] Porch Chair [Brown]
-Ariskea[Amber] Porch Chair [Blue]
-Ariskea[Amber] Giant Plant Philo [Healthy]
-Ariskea[Amber]Rug [Brown]

Posted in Catwa, FaMESHed, Fashion, Gos, Maitreya, Pose Fair, RunAway Hair, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Bad At Love

I identify so much with this song, that it often gets stuck in my head for days. Definitely been hearing it quite a bit lately. So, gonna let the lyrics and melody do the work for me.

Halsey ~ Bad At Love

Got a boy back home in Michigan
And it tastes like Jack when I’m kissing him
So I told him that I never really liked his friends
Now he’s gone and he’s calling me a bitch again
There’s a guy that lives in a garden state
And he told me that we make it ’til we graduate
So I told him the music would be worth the wait
But he wants me in the kitchen with a dinner plate
I believe, I believe, I believe, I believe
That we’re meant to be
But jealousy, jealousy, jealousy, jealousy
Get the best of me
Look, I don’t mean to frustrate, but I
Always make the same mistakes, yeah I
Always make the same mistakes ’cause
I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
But you can’t blame me for tryin’
You know I’d be lyin’ sayin’
You were the one (ooh-ooh)
That could finally fix me
Lookin’ at my history
I’m bad at love
Got a girl with California eyes
And I thought that she could really be the one this time
But I never got the chance to make her mine
Because she fell in love with little thin white lines
London girl with an attitude
We never told no one but we look so cute
Both got way better things to do
But I always think about it when I’m riding through
I believe, I believe, I believe, I believe
That I’m in too deep
And jealousy, jealousy, jealousy, jealousy
Get the best in me
Look, I don’t mean to frustrate, but I
Always make the same mistakes, yeah I
Always make the same mistakes ’cause
I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
But you can’t blame me for tryin’
You know I’d be lyin’ sayin’
You were the one (ooh-ooh)
That could finally fix me
Lookin’ at my history
I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
Oh, you know, you know, you know (ooh-ooh)
I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
I know that you’re afraid
I’m gonna walk away
Each time the feeling fades
Each time the feeling fades
I know that you’re afraid
I’m gonna walk away
Each time the feeling fades
You know I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
But you can’t blame me for tryin’
You know I’d be lyin’ sayin’
You were the one (ooh-ooh)
That could finally fix me
Lookin’ at my history
I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
Oh, you know, you know, you know (ooh-ooh)
I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
Oh, oh

tequila sunrise

wearing:
hair:   [RA] Jill Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Willow – Jamaica (*new* @ Uber)

.::Dead Dollz::. Lisieux Lingerie (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[Gos] Boutique – Diana D’Orsay Pumps (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: [addme.] Pose#099 (Single-Lay) bx (*new* @ Pose Fair)

Posted in Catwa, crate, Events, Fashion, Home Decor, Maitreya, REWIND, RunAway Hair, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL, United Colors

My Led Zeppelin Summer

I can’t hear Led Zeppelin without thinking back to the most amazing summer of my life. I was in college and I had somehow gotten involved with this group of people that were unlike any one I had ever known in my life. That summer/fall season is just filled with the best memories and it was as if we were all transported back in time. We smoked a lot of weed that summer and listened to classic rock like Led Zeppelin and The Doors endlessly. It was truly a magical time in my life and I’m so grateful to have experienced it. I’ve long lost touch with all of those people now, but they will always be part of my precious memories of that summer. I’d relive that time again and again if I could.
We were young, progressive, and carefree. We danced on the edge of a mountain while the sun went down, then sat there listening to our music watching the cars zip pass us completely unaware of our existence. We had deep conversations and silly ones.  We had just a tiny taste of the 60s in the 80s and it was amazing.

dog days for summer

wearing:
hair: [RA] Rondra Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Willow – Jamaica (*new* @ Uber)

NS:: Boho Fringe bag (*new* @ REWIND)
UC_Laced_top (*new* @ Uber)
UC_Jean_shorts (*new* @ equal10)

pose: Le Poppycock-Well healed

scene:
crate Dylan Daze Groovy Ganesh Rug (*new* @ REWIND)
crate Dylan Daze Bong n Buds (*new* @ REWIND)
crate Dylan Daze Cactus Cupcakes (*new* @ REWIND)
crate Dylan Daze Tire Peace Sign (*new* @ REWIND)

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Narcisse, RunAway Hair, Second Life, Vanity Event

Ocean Eyes

It’s a music post, but mostly just cuz I love the song and it goes perfectly with the photo. I don’t have a whole lot to say today. So, go shopping and have fun!♥

Billie Eilish – Ocean Eyes

I’ve been watching you
For some time
Can’t stop staring
At those oceans eyes
Burning cities
And napalm skies
Fifteen flares inside those ocean eyes
Your ocean eyes
No fair
You really know how to make me cry
When you gimme those ocean eyes
I’m scared
I’ve never fallen from quite this high
Falling into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
No fair
You really know how to make me cry
When you gimme those ocean eyes
I’m scared
I’ve never fallen from quite this high
Falling into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
I’ve been walking through
A world gone blind
Can’t stop thinking of your diamond mind
Careful creature
Made friends with time
He left her lonely with a diamond mind
And those ocean eyes
No fair
You really know how to make me cry
When you gimme those ocean eyes
I’m scared
I’ve never fallen from quite this high
Falling into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
No fair
You really know how to make me cry
When you gimme those ocean eyes
I’m scared
I’ve never fallen from quite this high
Falling into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
No fair
You really know how to make me cry
When you gimme those ocean eyes
I’m scared
I’ve never fallen from quite this high
Falling into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
No fair
You really know how to make me cry
When you gimme those ocean eyes
I’m scared
I’ve never fallen from quite this high
Falling into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes

Ocean Eyes

wearing:
hair: [RA] Aschera Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [theSkinnery] Kailee (*new* @ C88)
SU!– Piercing Set 07 (*new* @ Access)
Narcisse– Sylvie Apron Dress (*new* @ Vanity)

pose by Bauhaus Movement

Posted in Avenge, Bueno, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Gingerfish Poses, Maitreya, RunAway Hair, Second Life, shopping

Smile

I know there’s a certain irony in calling this post smile when I’m not smiling at all. It could have been called Resting Bitch Face and perhaps made a bit more sense. Then again, I’m not really writing about smiling, that just happens to be the name of the song I attached below the credits. I’m not posting the lyrics this time, because they don’t fully speak for me like they often do. My mind is pretty scattered today, actually. I went to the doctor yesterday and I was prescribed two more meds to take along with the others. One of them is a muscle relaxer and I swear I feel down right loopy. So, I’m just leave you with this…hold your head up no matter what’s going on and if you’re too weak to hold your head up, lean on a friend, because there’s a reason to smile waiting around the corner. And if this all sounds like nonsense, then I blame the meds. 😉

pure
We’re trying so hard to get it all right
But only feel lonely at the end of the night
I wanna be somewhere away from this place
Yeah, somewhere just a little closer to grace

wearing:
hair: [RA] Romy Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –  Rayna (*new* @ C88)

[Avenge] Pearls earrings (*new* @ TCF)
Nov-Argentina Choker Diamond
[Z O O M] Deep Diamond Glasses
BUENO-Vixen Dress (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: GingerFish Poses – Poison set (*new* @ ebento)

Posted in Bad Unicorn, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Jian, Maitreya, Narcisse, RunAway Hair, Second Life, shopping

All Good Things

What I was thinking when I took this picture was that she had gone to revisit a favorite lake from her childhood and even took her dogs along, only to discover that it was overgrown and swampy now. The gelato stand had been abandoned. The snack shack was boarded up. She’d barely managed to get her dog out of the water before an alligator started heading their way. Alas, all good things must come to an end.

good things come to an end

 

wearing:
hair: [RA] Joy Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –  Rayna (*new* @ C88)

Rebel Gal :: California Sunglasses.
Cae :: Estrela :: Collection (*new* @ FaMESHed)
(Yummy) Sea Treasures Ring Set (*new* @ C88)
Narcisse– Ridley Bikini (*new* @ FaMESHed)
JIAN Splashy Spaniels 22. Brit Black Held (*new* @ Arcade)

pose: FOXCITY. Breather VOL2 Animated Pose Set

scene:
[Bad Unicorn] Galato Cart (Deco(c)rate)
JIAN Splashy Spaniels 2. Adult Companion RARE (*new* @ Arcade)
Modulus – Abandoned Kiosk