Posted in Chic Moda, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka

Silence is violence and defeat

Too bad some people like to sleep
Talking the American dream
I woke up late at night to see
Nightmares on every city street
Somethings that made me wanna scream
Can’t wake you, make you wanna see
Silence is violence and defeat
But you just stay quiet in the sheets, quiet in the sheets
Traps songs in the frat house
Trump sign in the window
How can we be free in the future if the kids don’t
Conquer the addiction
Start to make revisions?
Maybe most of all
We should learn to fucking listen

Silence is violence and defeat

hair: [monso] Beth Hair @ FaMESHed
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zasha @ C88

ChicModa // Tina Sweater
-[ vagrant ]- Julia Shorts 70L SERASIM SUNDAY

pose: Vanity Poses – Opora Bento 70L SERASIM SUNDAY

MINIMAL – Fountain Scene

dust bunny . potted cheese plant
dust bunny . potted palm
dust bunny . spotted begonia

HEXtraordinary Steampunk Newspaper Vending Machine

[Rezz Room] French Bulldog Animesh (Companion) v1.0.0 @ Equal10
[Rezz Room] Chihuahua Animesh (Companion)

by Tentacio:
comic books
comic game
Comic bag
raspberry drink

Posted in Cosmopolitan, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Reign, Second Life

Let’s root for each other and watch each other grow.

I have yet to understand why so many people want to tear each other down. Life is not a competition, no one gets out alive and nothing we acquire in this life is going with us when we leave. So, why would anyone make it their mission to seek and destroy others? What is there to gain in doing that? I mean, I know misery loves company, but why would anyone want to embrace that misery by sharing it with others or causing it? There’s nothing good to gain from that…absolutely nothing. The only thing I can imagine that allows people to behave like this is that they lack that part of the human psyche that most of us possess…that part that seeks happiness for ourselves, as well as other people. When someone lacks that empathy and compassion, they are left with a giant hole. That hole is what religious people like to call evil, but I don’t believe in evil. I believe that people are innately good….unless they are missing that inner light. They are lacking goodness. They might fake it….cuz that’s what sociopaths often do, but deep down…they just don’t have it in them be truly good. I cannot truly imagine what that must be like, but it sounds absolutely horrible. Sadly, its the only thing that makes sense to me as to why people truly want to tear one another down. I would much rather see us all root for each other and watch each other grow.

Let's root for each other and watch each other grow.

hair: DOUX – Kiara hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zasha @ C88

Cae :: Sylvie :: Earrings
.random.Matter. – Caithe Collar @ Kustom9
REIGN.- HEART COIN PURSE
Apl.Blossom Bel @ Cosmopolitan
MIWAS / High waist Fishnet tights

pose: Lyrium. Ariel Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

MINIMAL – Ancien Elevator Backdrop

dust bunny . potted palm
dust bunny . pilea peper plant
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter

MADRAS Divya Hanging Candle Size

Second Spaces checkout at 11 trolley

Artisan Fantasy Glamping 7 – Stacked Suitcases

Serenity Style– French Bulldog Suitcase (Rez) RARE

[Rezz Room] French Bulldog Animesh (Companion) v1.0.0 @ Equal10

Posted in Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

Let me fill you up with the fingers of love

Let me put the water in the bowl
For your wounds, babe
Let me fill you up with the fingers of love
You can’t lose babe
When you watch me play, does it feel bad, darlin’
When they choose me?
Say again, this place
Say again, this place

I broke my neck
Dancing to the edge of the world, babe
My mouth is wet, don’t you forget it
Don’t you lose me
Here is your princess
And here is the horizon
Here is your princess
And here is the horizon

I’ve gotta scratch it down, I never could amount
That’s it, babe
And now the sugar’s run out
And I don’t know what to say

Let me fill you up with the fingers of love

hair: Tableau Vivant // Misty @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
eyes: LOTUS. Muerte Eyes 05
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly @ Kustom9

LODE Head Accessory – Peony Poem Wreath [white]
RichB. Trust FaceChain
FAKEICON / mary gems collar
Ascendant – HOT Twinkle Nails
Just BECAUSE Saffron Dress
[Rezz Room] Pack Snowy Owl Animesh @ Uber

pose: Lyrium. Cynthia Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

Posted in Apple Fall, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

they are gods

“Owners of dogs will have noticed that, if you provide them with food and water and shelter and affection, they will think you are god. Whereas owners of cats are compelled to realize that, if you provide them with food and water and shelter and affection, they draw the conclusion that they are gods.”
― Christopher Hitchens, The Portable Atheist: Essential Readings for the Nonbeliever

they are gods

hair: Stealthic – Clarity
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly @ Kustom9

fleur. blanche sweater
Cynful Ebony’s Highwaist Leggings @ Level

pose: Lyrium. Elvira Series @ Dubai

[Rezz Room] Bengal Cat Sleep
[Rezz Room] European Cat Adult Animesh

The Loft & ARIA – Zoete Chaise

Apple Fall Mercantile Bookshelf – Double
Apple Fall Plaster Horse
Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 12
Apple Fall Clay Cat – Jour
Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 1

KraftWork Lusitania by Annan Adored . Standing Plate 1

7 – Cat Burglar Painting

Posted in Animals, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Tame the whispers

The whole world trying
To blind the way home
But we’ve got shelter
Deep inside,
Secret
Tame the whispers
Of winds as they blow
Feel my shivers
In your arms

Tame the whispers

hair: Magika – December
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: [theSkinnery] Avery @ Kustom9

AvaWay LETTER Necklaces Set @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88
FAKEICON / csillag led lights
FAKEICON / mary gems collar
FAKEICON / glace hand gems

-ATTIC- Winter Spirit Twig Earrings
-ATTIC- Winter Spirit Monocles
-ATTIC- Winter Spirit Antlers RARE

[Cubic Cherry] {Vow} latex long gloves @ FaMESHed X
Just BECAUSE Sassy Gown

pose: FOXCITY. Night Sassy Bento Pose Set

[Rezz Room] Reindeer Adult Animesh @ ManCave
[Rezz Room] Reindeer Baby Animesh @ ManCave

Posted in Animals, Apple Fall, Chic Moda, Collabor88, Cosmetics, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative

If the dog allows it

It never snows in LA
You’d never know it was a holiday
I don’t believe that Jesus Christ was born to save me
That’s an awful lot of pressure for a baby
But here we are again, with family or friends
Some extra time to spend and I’m not mad about it
Don’t waste a dime on me, just want your company
Beside a Christmas tree, if the dog allows it
Finneas – Another Year

If the dog allows it

hair: [monso] Yaska Hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM
ears: — PUMEC – / Mesh Ears\ – Dance of evil genius

cat ears, eyes, eyeshadow, & lipstick: — PUMEC – MURKA – BEAUTY SET (LELUTKA) @ Santa Inc
Tulssy – Abstract Fatpack Coffin
(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88

AvaWay LETTER Necklaces @ FaMESHed
ChicModa // Fiona Top & Pants

[Rezz Room] European Cat Adult Reindeer Animesh @ Santa Inc

pose: Diversion – Holiday Chill Poses @ The Liaison Collaborative

scene:
Architect. Kronos Fireplace

Apple Fall Happy Santa Figure (Icy)

ACORN Let It Snow Blocks



Posted in Animals, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Worthy of Gratitude

This past year is definitely one for the history books. I could easily tear it all down and rant about all the wretched events that have occurred. I’d rather count the blessings and rejoice in the lessons. We all know what we’ve lost and there’s nothing to gain by focusing on our losses. We need to regroup and gather all that hope we had at the beginning of this year. We need to take that hope and truly visualize a better year for all of us. We have to let go of the hate, the sorrow, and the misery and move forwards with love, joy, and faith.
It’s time for us to appreciate the people that uplift us. It’s time to reach out to those less fortunate. It’s time for us to embrace the lives we still get to live. It would be so easy for me to focus on my limitations and the restrictions in my life. Instead, I choose to embrace the freedoms and abilities that I often take for granted. Ok, I can’t be on my feet for more than ten minutes without experiencing some pretty intense pain, but I CAN be on my feet for ten minutes! I can walk from one room to the next. I can walk to my car. I have rooms. I have a car. Those are blessings. I appreciate them so much. I have haters that want to post lies about me. I also, have some of the most wonderful friends I could have ever hoped for in my life.
So, that’s it. In looking at the yuck this year has delivered….if I dig deep enough, I also find some pretty awesome advantages. If you take a good look at your own life, I bet you’ll find some remarkable things worthy of gratitude, too.

Worthy of Gratitude

hair: Stealthic – Fixated
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

AvaWay LETTER Necklaces @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Alison Dress @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Alison Boots @ FaMESHed

[Rezz Room] European Cat Adult Santa Animesh @ Santa Inc

pose: space cadet – pack 12 @ Harajuku

[Bad Unicorn] Cold World Backdrop @ FaMESHed

Sese – Christmas Tree Farm @ Arcade
-22.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Tree Wrapper
-5.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Fence Tree
-23.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Tree+Ornaments
-14.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Snow Tree Lights
-2.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Fence Cage
-10.Sese – Christmas Tree Farm – Tree Grove

Posted in Animals, Apple Fall, Chic Moda, Kustom9, Lelutka, poses, Prism Events, Second Life, [BREATHE]

A Long Week

So this is the same outfit I wore in my previous post, It’s Tannenbaum Time, but I changed the colors to a less festive theme. *laughs* Y’all know I couldn’t get out of that green & red fast enough, right? This is why fatpack is my favorite color! I’ll keep this one short & sweet…its going to be a long week! There’s going to be a lot of sales out there this week in both worlds, so please stay safe and Happy Shopping♥

A Long Week

hair: Exile – Gia @ Tannenbaum
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2.1)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA @ Kustom9

[ kunst ] – Old Cigarette Holder
ChicModa // Keileigh Sweater Dress
[BREATHE]-Mitari Heels @ Black Fair

[Rezz Room] German Shepherd Puppy

Diversion – Wine O’Clock Poses @ Access

MINIMAL – Brooklyn Building

{vespertine} – trailing succulent.
Loft& Aria – Somerset Patio Chair With Pillow – White
tarte. ivy chevron trellis (natural)
..::THOR::.. Standing Ashtray [T]
dust bunny . hanging plants . cheese plant
{vespertine} – monkey mask vine monstera.
Apple Fall Handbag & Scarf
Soy. Super long Hanging Hedera
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter


Posted in Animals, Apple Fall, Collabor88, Events, Fancy Decor, Fashion, Home Decor, Kustom9, Lelutka, Second Life

Life is Messy

Life is messy. There’s no doubt about that. Anyone with pets or children will attest to stepping in something questionable in the middle of the night. Nothing will throw off your day faster than cleaning up a mess like that first thing in the morning. Clearly, life isn’t perfect, but rather than compare our lives to those we see on our lovely screens…I think its better to embrace it.
I know my life isn’t what I had hoped it would be and I changed my ideas about my life several times over the course of my life. Not once did I envision my life to be what it is now. I jokingly said I’d be a fat old woman who hates kids and has a bunch of cats. I don’t even have that! I mean, I don’t LOVE kids, but I surely don’t hate them. Ok, I am fat, so I got that goal down easy enough. Wait, was that a goal….oh god, I manifested that shit! Fuck me. Well, ok, so what. I’m fat, I got a grocery list of health problems and no insurance. I’m still here. I have rather decent roof over my head. *looks down at my fat body* Uhm, clearly, I have plenty to eat. *laughs* I have two running cars. I have one tiny feline terrorist and the most perfect smartest dog in all da world. And I still have my wonderful, albeit crazy, Mom. I am freaking blessed! Sure, I struggle financially, but it sure could be worse. My condo and my cars are paid in full. That’s a true blessing.
As Thanksgiving (yes, its a U.S. holiday) comes sliding around the corner, I have a lot to be thankful for and I’m thankful that I do. Whether you celebrate this holiday or not, I think its a nice reminder to take some honest inventory of the blessings in our lives. It’s easy to forget those blessings as we go about our mundane daily routines. If you’re blessed enough to be reading this, it means you’ve been blessed with a little bit of time and the luxury of internet. While, I’m not so sure you need to be grateful for reading my ramblings, I’m pretty sure you’ve got your own plethora of blessings to behold. Oh…and don’t think I forgot you. I am very very grateful that you have taken that little bit of time from your life to read my words. More grateful than I can properly express, but Thank You.♥

Life is Messy

hair: Stealthic – Vigil
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
skin: [theSkinnery] Teo (LelutkaEVO) @ Kustom9
tattoo: Apocalyptic + Becoming a dragon

Mug – Fiona Tank @ Kustom9
Mug – Fiona Thong @ Kustom9

[Rezz Room] Box Pug Adult Animesh (Holdable) @ Kustom9

scene:
hive // modern farmhouse kitchen

-tres blah- Hodgepodge – Refreshments
-tres blah- Hodgepodge – Breakfast Clutter

Apple Fall Times Newspaper
Apple Fall ‘Elvira’ Plate w/ Egg, Avocado & Toast

+Half-Deer+ Cutie Clutter – Spilled Black Coffee

{vespertine} – woodland owly utensil jar.
{vespertine} – woodland cup hanger.

Second Spaces – Well-stocked Pantry – spices

Fancy Decor: Satie Coffee Machine
Fancy Decor: Satie Cream & Sugar
Fancy Decor: Satie Coffee Pods

Fancy Decor: Pour Over Coffee Maker @ C88
Fancy Decor: Kettle @ C88

dust bunny . kitchen clutter . dish drying rack . white
dust bunny . kitchen clutter . paper towels

Posted in Animals, Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, shopping

It’s all about Equal10!!

It’s all about Equal10!! Well, this post at least. I’ll readily admit that I am an event junkie! I love seeing designers from all over the grid all bringing out their latest and greatest in one place. Don’t get me wrong, I love some mainstore releases, too. Let’s face it, I love shopping! The thing about events, for me, is that each event usually delivers a certain flair. Equal10 has quickly become one of my favorites, because more often than not, I can count on at least three or four of my favorite stores to be presenting. This round is most definitely one of those. I did my best to squeeze in as many of my favorites as I could straight away. I mean, look at the list of credits! I love what I’m wearing. I love the pose. I love my surroundings.
I actually really love this photo and how it turned out. *winks at her haters* Yes, I used bokeh and an overlay. I know its not perfect and I’m by far no expert photographer or editor, but if you can’t love your own work….how can you expect others to like it? Naturally, with me loving the photo so much, it will probably do poorly on Flickr as that seems to be the trend when I really like a photo. *laughs* That’s just the way the Flickr cookie seems to crumble. The real point of this photo is to show off all the insanely good creations that the designers have shared with us at reasonable prices.

It's all about Equal10!!

DOUX – Rose hairstyle @ Equal10
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
[Glam Affair] – Lelutka Applier – Willow @ C88

[Cosmic Dust] – Bake Shop Donuts @ Equal10
[Rezz Room] Box Shih Tzu Adult Animesh @ Equal10
Kibitz – Bonnie’s necklace @ Equal10
(Yummy) Adel Ring Set
-SU!- Almond Nails

Lunar – Joss Sweater @ Equal10
Lunar – Joss Bra @ Equal10
Lunar – Joss Shorts @ Equal10
Lunar – Joss Socks High @ Equal10

pose: Lyrium. Brie Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

scene:
Cant Forget You RARE – Sometimes – The Bearded Guy

Serenity Style-Falkland Hot Cocoa Gacha @ Equal10
-Serenity Style- Falkland Hot Cocoa CART RARE
-Serenity Style- Falkland Hot Cocoa STACKED MUGS
-Serenity Style- Falkland Hot Cocoa POT OF CINNAMON
-Serenity Style- Falkland Hot Cocoa MARZIPAN STICKS
-Serenity Style- Falkland Hot Cocoa- COCOA POT
-Serenity Style- Falkland Hot Cocoa SUGAR POT


220ML – Donut Bar Package
-220ML – Donut Bar Package – Hot Drink Set
-220ML – Donut Bar Package – Alfajor Stand
-220ML – Donut Bar Package – Donut Stand
-220ML – Donut Bar Package – Logo
-220ML – Donut Bar Package – Coffee Cup


BackBone Media Pouffe (group gift)

hive // hanging devil’s ivy plant . pink variegated