Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Assumptions

“And if you insist on continuing to make assumptions about my character, I’ll advise you only this: assume you will always be wrong.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Ignite Me

miu reign

hair:   no.match_ ~ NO_REALITY
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bia Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Kustom9

=Zenith=Punk Straps Embellished Hoodie
Miu – Piper biker shorts @ Access
Miu – Piper fanny bag @ Access
REIGN.- DISICK SLIDES @ C88

pose: Ana Poses – Yerevan

Apokaliptico Backdrop – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Uber SL

Butterfly

When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It’s easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open up my hands
And watch you rise
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly, oh
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

idtty rezz room reign lw burrow

hair: TRUTH Delicate
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Maya (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber

[Heaux] Kitten Eyes @ SaNaRae
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA  LOVE SPELL COLLECTION #2 (Happy Weekend May 29-31)
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA LOVE SPELL COLLECTION #10 (Happy Weekend May 29-31)

*LODE* Head Accessory – Hellebore Crown [white]
(Yummy) Chained Ring Set @ Uber

.miss chelsea. Ryan Top @ Uber
SPIRIT – Osoka shorts @ Uber
REIGN.- FLUFFEH FLIP FLOPS

[Rezz Room] Shiba Inu Puppy Animesh @ Uber

.peaches. Beachin’ Bag Clutter – Dotted for FLF May 29, 2020

pose: :LW Bento Poses – Miracles (comes with butterfly)

location: Burrow Coffee & Whiskey Co

Posted in Second Life

What kind of hell…

I’m in an ungodly amount of pain that is shooting through my hip, down my right leg and up my back. I have no idea what it is, but I suspect I need a hip replacement or I have a broken pelvis. Surprisingly, this is one of those things that I’d walk around with not knowing how bad it is until a doctor tells me. That’s how it was with my knees. I knew they hurt like hell, but I had no idea how bad they were until a doctor told me. He was actually surprised that I was still walking. However, the pain I’m experiencing now usually happens while I’m sleeping and it wakes me up in an awful state. I involuntarily scream out in pain, which stirs the animals, and has twice woken up my mother. On top of that, I seem to be stuck in this bizarre nightmare repeat. It’s like having a movie on repeat. I keep trying to change the outcome, but I only alter the path to the ending which segues perfectly back to the beginning. To make matters worse, the dream has Jason Momoa in it, but he’s absolutely terrifying! What kind of hell am I in?

wearing:
hair: Tableau Vivant // Cotton Candy @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Beatriz Skin [Lelutka] @ C88

lashes: [POUT!] Kelly – Eye lash collection @ Belle
eyes: [Heaux] Poppy Eyes – Essentials #5
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA PARTY MONSTA COLLECTION #3 @ ShinyShabby
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA PARTY MONSTA COLLECTION #8 @ ShinyShabby

LODE Head Accessory – Pansy [white] @ ShinyShabby
RUST REPUBLIC[Meilleure] @ Belle
REIGN.- BETTY SOCKS

pose: Diversion – Dangling – Poses

MINIMAL – Forever Backdrop -Dark Feeling @ @ Equal10

{vespertine} little prince carousel – moonwalk

CELESTE – Animated Glitter

Posted in Collabor88, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Control Your Dreams

I’ve been having a lot of nightmares again. It makes sleeping very undesirable. Yet, my body is wracked with illnesses that require rest. My therapist recently suggested that I look into lucid dreaming. I was a little skeptical at first, but I think I’m going to need to look into it. Imagine being able to control your dreams! I’ve got to try something, because these nightmares are getting out of hand.

stealthic evani reign

hair:  Stealthic – Purity
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.2.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Shara (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber

[theSkinnery] Lora Lash Collection (LeLutkaEVOLUTION) @ Access
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA SUGAR DRIP COLLECTION @ Access

TETRA – Luna necklace @ C88
(Yummy) Adel Ring Set @ C88
Ascendant – Silvia Nails @ Access

evani. Rosie top & panties @ Equal10
REIGN.- PRETTY KITTY STOCKINGS

MINIMAL – Memories Frame Backdrop @ Uber

Nutmeg. Chaise Longue Cream
Nutmeg. Pile of Vinage books Group Gift

 

Posted in Animals, Apple Fall, Bueno, crate, DOUX, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Maitreya, Second Life

Settle Down

Hold on, to me as we go
As we roll down this unfamiliar road
And although this wave (wave) is stringing us along
Just know you’re not alone
Cause I’m gonna make this place your home

Settle down, it’ll all be clear
Don’t pay no mind to the demons
They fill you with fear
The trouble it might drag you down
If you get lost, you can always be found
~ Phillip Phillips – Home

tetra reign crate barley rezz

wearing:
hair: DOUX – Paula hairstyle
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face
skin: [Glam Affair] Nina Applier [ Genus ] @ Anthem
body: Maitreya Mesh Body

TETRA – Neva – Bomber jacket
TETRA – Neva – Turtleneck
TETRA – Neva – Leggings
REIGN.- KODI BOOTIES

holding:
BUENO– Taco Bag
REIGN.- DEAN BUCKETBAG @ FaMESHed

pose: Secret Poses – Annie 3

decor:
AF Paris Loft Skybox RARE

Barley – Scandinavia @ SaNaRae
Barley – Scandinavia Bench – Teal – PG
Barley – Scandinavia Books
Barley – Scandinavia Wall Art

crate Dandelion Daybed Set
crate Dandelion Daybed Side Table
crate Dandelion Daybed Rug
crate Dandelion Daybed PG
crate Dandelion Daybed Accent Tree
crate Dandelion Daybed Pendant Lamp

DISORDERLY. / Cozy Piles / Tea & Cookies

Mithral * Vertical Wall Pipe Hanger (Silver)
Mithral * Monstera Adansonii (White Pot)
Mithral * Maranta Red Herringbone (Copper Pot)
Mithral * Lemon Lime Philodendron (Wood Pot)
Mithral * Arrowhead Plant (White Pot)
Mithral * Hanging Propagation Set (Light Wood)
Mithral * Philodendron Verrucosum (Concrete Pot)
Mithral * Philodendron Plowmanii (Concrete Pot)
Mithral * Anthurium Clarinervium (White Pot)
Mithral * Hanging Philodendron Micans (Concrete Pot)
Mithral * Anthurium Vittarifolium (Wood Pot)
Mithral * Branch Wall Display (Blue Glass)

[Rezz Room] British Shorthair Running
[Rezz Room] British Shorthair Jumping
[Rezz Room] Adult Labrador Retriever Animesh (Companion)
[Rezz Room] Bengal Cat Play
[Rezz Room] Cat Toy

Posted in Artisan Fantasy, Jian, Reign, Second Life

Travel West

“If you have not touched the rocky wall of a canyon. If you have not heard a rushing river pound over cobblestones. If you have not seen a native trout rise in a crystalline pool beneath a shattering riffle, or a golden eagle spread its wings and cover you in shadow. If you have not seen the tree line recede to the top of a bare crested mountain. If you have not looked into a pair of wild eyes and seen your own reflection. Please, for the good of your soul, travel west.”
― Daniel J. Rice, This Side of a Wilderness

kraftwork

KraftWork Kraftstream Decorated

[Con.] Stepside Pick-up – Rusty Gold RARE

JIAN Boston Terrier :: Hot Dog Thief
JIAN Hot Dog Grill
JIAN Beach Corgis :: Drink Cooler RARE

*AF* Glamping 10 – Lantern
*AF* Picnic 5 – Deviled Eggs
*AF* Picnic 9 – Personal Tray
*AF* Picnic Basket Seat
*AF* Picnic 11 – Bird Watching Seed of Inspiration

REIGN.- GLAMPING LAWNCHAIR (AQUA) #23
REIGN.- GLAMPING LAWNCHAIR (BUBBLEGUM) #23
REIGN.- GLAMPING LAWNCHAIR (MINT) #23
REIGN.- GLAMPING LAWNCHAIR (CANDY) #23

Stockholm&Lima:Acoustic Guitar

Modulus – Winter Campfire

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Foxcity, fri.day, Maitreya, Reign, Second Life, shoes, shopping

She Knew

She sneered as descended the stairs and saw him whispering into his phone. She knew he was whispering to his whore, scolding her for calling him when she knew damn well he was at home. She wanted to rip the phone from his hands and scream at both of them. The truth of the matter was, she didn’t care that he had found someone else to accept his pathetic three minutes of sweaty grunting. She was disgusted by his cowardice and her disrespect. She had done her homework and knew exactly who he was fucking. She knew that his whore was betraying her partner as well. She relished the idea that the one of them would deliver the karma due to both of them.
As he hung up the phone and turned to see her coming down the stairs, he stared at her like a deer in the headlights. She smiled knowingly at him and asked the question that she knew would make him squirm, “Who was on the phone, Darling?”

Scowl

wearing:
hair:  Sintiklia – Hair Gigi (*new* @ Collabor88)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

EF: Sequoia Necklace – Medium
[Aleutia] Naomi Set (*new* @ Equal10)
fri. – Cozy.Socks
REIGN.- FRINGED BOOTIES (*new* @ Collabor88)

pose: FOXCITY. Stairs (Standing) Bento Pose Set
in (Milk Motion) elegant penthouse

***If you are reading this on any site that suggests this post was originally published anywhere but SadyStyle by anyone other than Sadystika Sabretooth, you are reading a stolen post.

 

Posted in Blueberry, Catwa, Exploration, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Reign, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Trust Issues

“I’m just letting you know I’m emotionally unavailable
I’d love to reciprocate your love but I’m incapable
I know that you don’t get it, but I’m just so unstable
And all I could think about is how you’d be unfaithful
You think that I am crazy
But that, that does not phase me
And no, you cannot change me
Just know you cannot save me”
~ Olivia O’Brien – Trust Issues

I really want to elaborate on how deeply the quoted lyrics above hit home. There has only been ONE man in my entire life that has not betrayed me and that was my maternal Grandfather. I honestly do not believe he ever would have either. Granted, I was only 7yrs old the last time I saw him before he died, but the way my mother talks about him…well, I have to believe he never would have betrayed me. He was amazing the had the bluest eyes I have ever seen. Every other man in my life has hurt me by making me feel less than worthy. Every man I’ve dated has cheated either with me or on me. Yes, I said with me. You see, I learned my lesson about the betrayal early on. So, in my early 20s, I wouldn’t date a man that didn’t have a woman at home. Why? Because at that time, I would have rather been the woman he cheats with than the woman he cheats on. I was treated exceptionally well by those men and had no restrictions. They couldn’t very well insist on monogamy from me when they were going home to fuck someone else, now could they?
I’m not saying there aren’t some good, honest men out there. All I can say is that they’ve not been men I dealt with for very long. Perhaps its the type of men I’m attracted to. I can accept that. Regardless of why, it comes down to this one thing. I am incapable of trusting a man romantically. I tried to last year, but like all the rest….that led to betrayal and the shattered remains of a heart that wasn’t even healed from the last betrayal. The promises people make when they think they’re in love….hmmmm, I don’t know, I suppose the old addage, “Promises were made to be broken,” has proven to be true….at least in my life. So, trust issues? Nah, more like a full blown subscription to NTA….never trust anyone.

Trust Issues

wearing:
hair:  Vanity Hair::Baccara
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Amber

^^Swallow^^ Princess Bento Rings
^^Swallow^^ Magic Necklace

Tee*fy Jenna Tube Top
Blueberry – Aria – Stylized Pants
REIGN.- BECKY STUDDED BOOTS

pose: Foxcity. Sass Bento Pose Set
location: Route66

***If you are reading this on any site that suggests this post was originally published anywhere but SadyStyle by anyone other than Sadystika Sabretooth, you are reading a stolen post.

Posted in Bueno, Collabor88, Dahlia, Events, Home Decor, Quasi, Reign, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative, unKindness

Let the Stories Unfold

“A room should never allow the eye to settle in one place. It should smile at you and create fantasy,” – Juan Montoya.

In honor of the quote and all the designers that have pieces in this setting, I leave you to explore, as there are many stories to be told, if you simply open your mind and let the stories unfold.

classic

Fancy Decor: Faline set (*new* @ C88)
-Fancy Decor: Faline Sofa – Tapestry
-Fancy Decor: Faline Wall Panel (gold)
-Fancy Decor: Faline End Table (gold & white)
-Fancy Decor: Faline Handled Bowl
-Fancy Decor: Faline Coffee Table (gold & white)
-Fancy Decor: Faline Candlestick
-Fancy Decor: Faline Armchair – Tapestry

Fancy Decor: Bonham Rug

16 Fancy Decor: Van Gogh Sketch

Quasi – Lovers 3D Art Piece

uK – Gothic Mannequin (B) (*neew* @ TFC)

Mutresse-Shortie Cats (*new* @ Arcade)

Dahlia – Joanna’s – Macaroon Box (*new* @ AuLovely)
Dahlia – Joanna’s – Macaroons – Set 2 D
Dahlia – Joanna’s – Metal Serving Tray – Gold

Dahlia – Concetta – RoseTea Tin – White (*new* @ TLC)
Dahlia – Concetta – Closed – Tea Tin – Gold

Dahlia – Piper’s Handbag – RARE .01
Dahlia – Piper’s Handbag Gacha – Sunglasses & Candy .04
Dahlia – Piper’s Handbag Gacha – Lipstick, mascara & Cream .05
Dahlia – Piper’s Handbag Gacha – Perfume & Lipgloss .06
Dahlia – Piper’s Handbag Gacha – Compacts & Foundation .07

Dahlia – Curious – Sparkle Bottle – Blue
Dahlia – Curious – Sparkle Bottle – Teal
Dahlia – Curious – Sparkle Bottle – Red

Dahlia – Mayza – Clutch

REIGN.- PLANNER- GIRL BOSS (DECOR)- #17

Can’t Even — Golden Vase with Twigs

tres blah– Jolie – Golden Hand
-tb- Bon Voyage – Books
-tres blah- Pampered – Bouquet
-tres blah- Jolie – Train Case

Apt B // Hello Billy – Hatboxes

[ zerkalo ] Hidden Gems – Square Box

Scarlet Creative The Arcade Sep 15 – Greenwich Telephone

8f8 – Mange Destin 06 – Rich chocolate truffles

BUENO-Wallet-Cream

DIGS – Hand-Rolled Smoking Decor

*YS&YS* Holborn Hanging Ivy

[Schultz Bros.] 13. Chandelier

hive // macrame hanging plant . white

15.erratic / coc – dragonfly jar

PILOT – Hanging Planter [White]

striped mocha – hanging lotuses – gold

Posted in Events, Fashion, Home Decor, Maitreya, Reign, Second Life

School’s Out

No matter how old I get, I still occasionally have the same nightmare that started when I was about 12yrs old. I would dream that I was somehow stuck at school without my clothes on. I remember being so mortified by this dream, that I kept an oversized tee shirt and shorts tucked away in my locker. I managed to get out of gym class all but two years and even then, I had back up clothes in my main locker, just in case something happened to my outfit while I was dressed for gym. It’s been a while now since I’ve had this dream…perhaps my brain has finally realized that “school’s out forever!”
Anyway, if you do any type of school RP, or just love to dress up like a school girl…*grins*…you’ve got to the play the Reign Gacha at Arcade. It is filled with the absolute coolest stuff.

reign arcade

wearing:
hair: #3 {Limerence} Mandy hair with hat
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
REIGN.- VARSITY DAYS JACKET- MAITREYA #3 RARE (*new* @ Arcade)

pose: an lar [poses] The Heart Series

scene:
REIGN.- VARSITY DAYS GACHA (*new* @ Arcade)
-REIGN.- VARSITY DAYS LOCKER #1 RARE
-REIGN.- VARSITY DAYS LOCKER DISCO BALL- SILVER #24
-REIGN.- VARSITY DAYS LOCKER MAGNETS #25
-REIGN.- VARSITY DAYZ BACKPACK (TOUCH TO CHANGE)#2 RARE
-REIGN.- VARSITY DAYS DRY ERASE BOARD #27
-REIGN.- VARSITY DAYS LOCKER MIRROR #26
-REIGN.- VARSITY DAYS WATER BOTTLE #17
-REIGN.- VARSITY DAYS LOCKER SHELF 1- RED #13