Posted in DOUX, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Uber SL, vinyl

That’s alright, that’s okay

So I never really knew you
God, I really tried to
Blindsided, addicted
Felt we could really do this
But really I was foolish
Hindsight, it’s obvious
Talking with my lawyer
She said, “Where’d you find this guy?”
I said, young people fall in love
With the wrong people sometimes
Some mistakes get made
That’s alright, that’s okay
You can think that you’re in love
When you’re really just in pain
Some mistakes get made
That’s alright, that’s okay
In the end it’s better for me
That’s the moral of the story, babe

That's alright, that's okay

hair: DOUX – Chi hairstyle @ Tres Chic
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Nina Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
Glam Affair – New Body Line
RE Sublime Nose Piercing N9

Rebel Gal – Charm Necklace
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection
Just BECAUSE DeeDee Top @ Uber
VINYL – Donut Denim Shorts

pose: Diversion – Bloom Poses
location: Luane’s World

Posted in Blueberry, breathe, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Second Life, Uber SL, unKindness

like a shark

“I do not believe that all books will or should migrate onto screens: as Douglas Adams once pointed out to me, more than 20 years before the Kindle showed up, a physical book is like a shark. Sharks are old: there were sharks in the ocean before the dinosaurs. And the reason there are still sharks around is that sharks are better at being sharks than anything else is. Physical books are tough, hard to destroy, bath-resistant, solar-operated, feel good in your hand: they are good at being books, and there will always be a place for them.”
― Neil Gaiman

doux bb breathe sc rr

hair: DOUX – Carla hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
eyes:  [Heaux] Piper Eyes @ Anthem
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair]  LIllian Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Uber

Rebel Gal – Charm Necklace
Blueberry – Authentic – Tucked In Top
Blueberry – Authentic – Jeans
[BREATHE]-Tamika Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: – space cadet  – tea time

scene:
Scarlet Creative Tulum Resort @ FaMESHed

DRD Boho armoir

uK – Boho Summer Chairw/Blanket Color
uK – Boho Summer Table Color
uK – Boho Summer Pillow Crate Color

dust bunny . tropical delights . chicken wraps @ Anthem

[Rezz Room] British Shorthair Jumping

.:Bee Designs:. Summer Fun Gacha Swimming Shark

Posted in Cosmopolitan, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative

I’d like to tell you

I’d like to tell you that my sky’s not blue, it’s violent rain
And in my world, the people on the street don’t know my name
In my world, I’m seven feet tall
And the boys always call, and the girls do too
Because in my world, I’m constantly, constantly havin’ a breakthrough (Hmm)
Or a breakdown, or a blackout
Would you make out with me underneath the shelter of the balcony?

‘Cause I don’t need anyone
I don’t need anyone
I just need everyone and then some
~ Halsey – Clementine

doux bs lp zk

hair: DOUX – Alana hairstyle @ Dubai
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
eyes:  [Heaux] Piper Eyes @ Anthem
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair]  LIllian Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Uber

-:zk:- Little Liars Sunglasses @ TLC
Rebel Gal – Charm Necklace
Blossom&Seeds Charlie @ Cosmopolitan

pose: Le Poppycock *Watercolours* @ TLC
**includes boom box & cigarette**

 

Posted in Blueberry, Cosmopolitan, DOUX, Events, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL

gone in an instant

I have found that whenever you look outside yourself for something or someone to make you happy, you are simply looking in the wrong place. Happiness definitely comes from within and you have to truly want it in order to achieve it. To truly want something, you have to be willing to work for it. Too many people with mental illnesses refuse to accept that and it breaks my heart. I’ve been there and I know its not an easy path. By no means am I cured. I still suffer from mental illness, but I am getting help and it is working. It works, because I’m following suggestions and taking advice that I don’t always like. I know its working, because I feel better more often than I don’t. I no longer sit and wallow in self pity or self loathing. I no longer envy what other people have, because I have beyond what I absolutely need in this life. I’m not looking at what I don’t have. Instead, I’m counting my blessings for everything I do have and I’m appreciating it all a bit more. I know it could all be gone in an instant. I don’t want to wait until its gone to enjoy it or appreciate the blessing bestowed upon me.

doux idtty bb sc

hair: DOUX – Carla hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
eyes:  [Heaux] Piper Eyes @ Anthem
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair]  LIllian Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Uber

lashes: MICHAN – Lilith Lashes Fatpack [Lel EVO] @ TLC
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA PLAY COOL COLLECTION #3 @ Cosmopolitan (closes July 12)
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA PLAY COOL COLLECTION #9  @ Cosmopolitan (closes July 12)

Rebel Gal – Charm Necklace
Blueberry – Authentic – Crop Top

pose: – space cadet  – pack 9 @ Harajuku (closes July 10)

Posted in Blueberry, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping, Uber SL

That’s that.

I woke up this morning with a tremendous headache and it has been one helluva week. Today, I’m taking some much needed time for myself. I want to enjoy my newly landscaped sim. I want to dedicate some time to adding some finishing touches and decorating my house. I’m sure I’ll take a blog picture, but my blog is more for me than anyone else anyway…sorry, not sorry. I love that people read it and enjoy it…all five of you..lol, but at the end of the day, I have always blogged because its something I’ve wanted to do. However, there are days that I honestly don’t even want to bother with it. I guess that’s natural after four years of blogging almost daily.
In real life, I’m smoking a cigarette with my coffee, but I sure wish it was a blunt. This headache is not fun and while I know that looking at a screen is not conducive for a headache, neither is that bright ass sun blaring through my window. *hisses* Alas, this is going to be a good day. I’ve decided and that’s that.

doux heaux idtty bb sc

hair: DOUX – Alaska hairstyle @ LeVeL
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
eyes:  [Heaux] Piper Eyes @ Anthem
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair]  LIllian Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Uber

lashes: MICHAN – Lilith Lashes Fatpack [Lel EVO] @ TLC
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA HALF TIME COLLECTION # 5 @ ShinyShabby
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA HALF TIME COLLECTION #10 @ ShinyShabby
nails: -SU!- Almond Nails

Rebel Gal – Charm Necklace
(Yummy) Adel Ring Set
Blueberry – SL17B – Lace Trim Top
Blueberry – FLF – Valentines – Panties

pose: – space cadet – weed&coffee ladies
the pose comes with a blunt/joint & a cup, but I used my own mug which was a gift from my dear friend, Harlow Heslop
e.marie // True Love Mug – Cats

 

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Cynful, Events, Exploration, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Second Life

Don’t Leave

“There’s nothing wrong with a little space
But not right now, don’t leave
There’s nothing wrong with a little time, a little space
For the memories, for the good things
Turn around now, turn around
Don’t leave me now”
~ The Paper Kites – Don’t Keep Driving

lost in thought

wearing:
hair: #Foxy – Cuddle Hair (*new* @ Kustom9)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
eyes: –SU!- Astrid Eyes
body: –Belleza– Freya
skin: [theSkinnery] Emmy (*new* @ C88)

Rebel Gal – Cuddle Hoodie (*new* @ Kustom9)
[Cynful] A Girl’s Thing Jeggings Set (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose was in a bench at Achill Island

Posted in Blueberry, Catwa, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Vanity Event

A Thousand Years

As much as I try, I cannot beat the power that music and lyrics deliver. So, here I stand again…letting someone else’s words speak for me….letting someone else’s melody deliver the message in my heart…even if no one is listening.

Christina Perri ~ A Thousand Years

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone?
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more
One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

blueberry & vanity

wearing:
hair:  Tableau Vivant // Falling hair Gacha – Shortfall  (*new* @ Arcade)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
eyes: LOTUS. Balance Eyes 17 (Catwa) RARE (*new* @ Vanity Event)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [PUMEC] – Alexa – / May \ – SKIN (*new* @ Vanity Event)
YKON – Patches Tattoo (*new* @ Vanity Event)

Rebel Gal – Diamond Sexy Choker  (*new* @ Vanity Event)
MICHAN – Lala Necklace (*new* @ Vanity Event)
Ascendant – Plastic Bento Nails (*new* @ Vanity Event)

Blueberry – Felicity – Top *NEW*
Blueberry – Felicity – Shorts *NEW*

pose: FOXCITY. Surface Set
location: Achill Island

Posted in Bad Unicorn, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Jian, Maitreya, Narcisse, RunAway Hair, Second Life, shopping

All Good Things

What I was thinking when I took this picture was that she had gone to revisit a favorite lake from her childhood and even took her dogs along, only to discover that it was overgrown and swampy now. The gelato stand had been abandoned. The snack shack was boarded up. She’d barely managed to get her dog out of the water before an alligator started heading their way. Alas, all good things must come to an end.

good things come to an end

 

wearing:
hair: [RA] Joy Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair –  Rayna (*new* @ C88)

Rebel Gal :: California Sunglasses.
Cae :: Estrela :: Collection (*new* @ FaMESHed)
(Yummy) Sea Treasures Ring Set (*new* @ C88)
Narcisse– Ridley Bikini (*new* @ FaMESHed)
JIAN Splashy Spaniels 22. Brit Black Held (*new* @ Arcade)

pose: FOXCITY. Breather VOL2 Animated Pose Set

scene:
[Bad Unicorn] Galato Cart (Deco(c)rate)
JIAN Splashy Spaniels 2. Adult Companion RARE (*new* @ Arcade)
Modulus – Abandoned Kiosk