Posted in Catwa, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping

On Your Way

Dear Autumn,
I didn’t get a chance to know you, but you were loved by so many. I would have traded places with you if I could. While this song is not a perfect fit from me to you. I do think its carries more than one message from more than one person. I know the world is a little darker without you. As my light has been so dim the last few years, I will do my best to shine a little brighter to make up for your absence. You are greatly missed. I hope you are at peace and that you’ve finally escaped your earthly pains.

Love & light,
Sady

On your way to God,
Did you think of me?
On your way to heaven,
Did you say “I’ll see you again”?

It wasn’t me, why wasn’t it me?

On your way to to the promised land, did you say
“Oh, she was such a friend”?
Then they took you higher and
I don’t know if I can follow…

It wasn’t me, why wasn’t it me?

On your way, I said to the air,
I don’t know if I am strong.
So I climbed to the mountain
And I don’t know what I did wrong

And it was just me, just little ole me…
~ Alabama Shakes – On Your Way

addams and lots of k9

 

[monso] My Hair – Rhapsody @ Kustom9
CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
[Glam Affair] Maria Applier
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
[ rD ] – Rochelle Earrings @ Belle
.random.Matter. – Meki Glasses @ Kustom9
.random.Matter. – Meki Choker @ Kustom9
::: MOMOCHUU :: Heart Tears @ Kustom9
Addams // Cristine Open-Zip Sweater
Addams // Cristine Denim Shorts

MINIMAL – Lisbon Tram Scene @ Kustom9

Posted in Bueno, Catwa, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Lamb, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

This one is for Kess

This is how I show my love
I made it in my mind because
I blame it on my ADD baby
This is how an angel cries
Blame it on my own sick pride
Blame it on my ADD baby
Blame it on my AD
Sail!
lamb supernatural bueno miss chelsea yummy
I love you, Kessticles!♥

head: Catwa Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Alexa @ Uber

Lamb. Summer @ Uber
.random.Matter. – Junee Human Ears @ Kustom9
.::Supernatural::. Neiva Necklace
(Yummy) Lepidopterist Ring Set @ Uber
BUENO-Ari Cropped Jacket @ Uber
.miss chelsea. Brin Skirt @ N21

pose: FOXCITY. Back to Baesics Bento Pose Set
location: Baja Tides

Posted in Catwa, Chic Moda, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Even if I try

I’m not strong enough to stay away
I can’t run from you
I just run back to you
Like a moth I’m drawn in to your flame
You say my name
But it’s not the same
You look in my eyes
I’m stripped of my pride
And my soul surrenders
And you bring my heart to its knees
And it’s killing me when you’re away
And I wanna leave and I wanna stay
And I’m so confused, so hard to choose
Between the pleasure and the pain
And I know it’s wrong, and I know it’s right
Even if I try to win the fight
My heart would overrule my mind
And I’m not strong enough to stay away

doux cynful chicmoda uphoria

head: Catwa Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Maria

DOUX – Samantha hairstyle
.random.Matter. – Junee Human Ears @ Kustom9
Cynful Diamond – Choker
Cynful Diamond – Bracelets
Cynful Diamond – Anklets
ChicModa // Roxanne Dress @ Uber
**UTOPIA@Design** – “KATYA”

FOXCITY. Stairs (Sitting) Bento Pose Set)
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Lost City

Posted in Events, Home Decor, Second Life, shopping

Easier Said

How do you talk to yourself? I was watching this amazing podcast conversation between Joe Rogan and Russell Brand on YouTube. Russell Brand was asking Joe how he addresses himself in his head. Asking him if he addresses his inner child or old child self? He mentioned how Tony Robbins yells at himself to self motivate, but that Russell coddles himself quite a bit, speaking quite softly and encouragingly. It got me to thinking about how I speak to myself. Sadly, I talk to me the way my father talked to me. Now, I’m sitting here asking why? I would never talk to anyone else the way I talk to myself. Why the hell would I berate myself in such a way? It really is ridiculous. Now that I’m in therapy, I think this is something I’m going to need to work on. It’s easy for me to recognize what I’m doing at this point, but changing what I do? Hmmm, that’s definitely going to be one of those easier said kinda things.

personal buffet
dust bunny . kawaii lunch . sushi
dust bunny . kawaii lunch . wrapped bento . blue
dust bunny . kawaii lunch . wrapped bento . pink

.random.Matter. – Snack Haul – Lunch Box [Black]
.random.Matter. – Snack Haul – Kimbap [Black]

Toro. Sushi Lounge set @ 6 Republic Event
-Toro. Nigiri Sushi Sampler
-Toro. Sushi Roller Carpet

[MB] KAISEKI -Satsuki Set @ 6 Republic Event
-[MB] DAIKOKU BEER SERVER (touch)
-[MB] JAPANESE SAKE SERVER -Banko-
-[MB] PARTY SUSHI Display
-[MB] KAISEKI -Meimeizara(Deish)
-[MB] ZENSAI(appetizer) -Satsuki(May)
-[MB] DAIKOKU BEER glass dispaly
-[MB] KAISEKI -Waribashi- Display
-[MB] ZATAKU -Tsuru(crane)
-[MB] ZAISU -Tsuru(crane) 2019
-[MB] ZENSAI -Satsuki(May)- Display

*bbqq*-Hawker Gacha @ 6 Republic Event
-*bbqq*-Hawker Gacha (06) Soup Claypot
-*bbqq*-Hawker Gacha (07) Luncheon Meat B
-*bbqq*-Hawker Gacha (08) Luncheon Meat A
-*bbqq*-Hawker Gacha (09) Sauce A
-*bbqq*-Hawker Gacha (10) Sauce B
-*bbqq*-Hawker Gacha (11) Vinegar Soy sauce
-*bbqq*-Hawker Gacha (16) MeiCai & Pork Claypot rice
-*bbqq*-Hawker Gacha (18) Seasoning pot

booN-kura Tokyo SORORIN @ 6 Republic Event
booN-kura Funagata Jizou 01 @ 6 Republic Event

Cubura Oriental Set @ 6 Republic Event
-Cubura Console
-Cubura Sakura Plant
-Cubura Paper Lantern

[[RH]] Japanese Summer House Bamboo Wall

Posted in Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Jian, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Raised by Tigers

When I initially created this post I was imagining some mighty warrior of legends to come, that had not only survived some type of apocalypse, but had lived amongst wild, rare tigers until they became united. I thought a girl that was perhaps raised by tigers, rather than the traditional story of being raised by wolves. Alas, I wrote none of it down, so I leave you to your own devices and imagination. What kind of story does this picture tell you? I’d love to know.

legend

wearing:
hair:  MINA – Elowen (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia
Izzie’s – Claw Wounds

.random.Matter. – Cermet Collar – Do Not Feed
[The Forge] Elryn Slayer VIP (*new* @ LootBox)
[The Forge] Elryn Dress (*new* @ LootBox)
[The Forge] Elryn Belt (*new* @ LootBox)
[The Forge] Elryn Boots (*new* @ LootBox)

pose by Bauhaus Movement

JIAN Tigers

Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Foxcity, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Diamonds & Mud

Yes, I’m still processing challenges from my Challenge to Challenge post. Today I’m addressing RubyStarlight Writer‘s challenge. She suggested diamonds & mud. Unfortunately, I’m very sick in RL and all I can think of is that a stripper named Diamonds is a star mud wrestler. Yeah, I know, its weak, but so am I atm. I’m sorry, Ruby. Right now, I just want to crawl into a grave and pull a blanket of dirt over me.

sounds like a fairy tale

wearing:
hair: DOUX – Zoe hairstyle
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: –Belleza– Freya
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

.random.Matter. – Moonbul Glasses
_CandyDoll_ Izzy Blouse (C88 until Jan 6th)
_CandyDoll_ Izzy Leggings
_CandyDoll_ Izzy Boots

pose: FOXCITY. Loner Bento Pose Set (*new* @ Limit8)
location:  The Forty Thieves Hideaway

Posted in Catwa, E.A.Studio, Eudora3D, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Do Women Have Spank Banks?

Okay, so I will admit that I was enjoying some mighty fine herbal mood enhancements and listening to Devil Blues – Come Fly With Me, when the thought occurred to me. I might have also been leaning across my bed, stretching my back and petting my cat. I found my hips rolling to the music like they did when I was younger, drunk at the jukebox. My mind traveled to a fantasy like vision in my head. It’s a place I’ve been many times, in many different settings…its not so uncommon a thing really. Girl leans on furniture…someone else has prime view of said ass…things proceed….one direction or another. Basic recipe, really. The details are what make the story and set the tone…I’ll even give you a few examples. Consider the details as the spices for this midnight snack. *grins* That was the sweet warm up, now get ready for the salt…*laughs*

Here, you try it….
__(Person)__ leans on _(furniture)__…__(someone else)__ has prime view of __(name/description)__ ass…___(action sentence)___….___(good or bad direction)__.
Mila Kunez leans on a tableAshton has prime view of her perfect little heart shaped assher hips rolling to the music….Ashton shakes his head as he stands up….yadda, yadda, yadda…
Seth Rogan leans on the mini fridge door...Kate Upton has prime view of his sweaty hairy  ass crackshe scrunches up her face….he turns around and laughs, “Caught ya staring at my ass, huh?”
__(Sady)__ leans on _(the counter, smoking a freshly packed pipe)__…__(He)__ has prime view of __(her plump little)__ ass…___(His dick twitched)___….___(He crossed the room, driven by the desire to take his)__.

It can go anyway you want it to go, I’m just saying. *smirks* I really wish I could see your face right now. You’re welcome for those lovely visions. Now which version will you think up? I’d love to see your ideas feel free to share in the comments.  We’re all friends here.

space goddess redoux

 

wearing:
hair:  MINA – Leslie (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
ears: .random.Matter. – Kyoya Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

.:E.A.Studio:. BOX Collar Oculus Cross
Wicca’s Wardrobe – Paxton Gloves
*Vanilla Bae* Eve Dress (*new* for Naughty & Nice!)
Eudora3D Zhora Pumps (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)

pose by Del May

special thanks to Barmie for being such a patient model

Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, GingerFish, Maitreya, Prism Events, Second Life, shopping, Tannenbaum

Tell Me

Yeah, you’re definitely getting lyrics for this one…lol.

Ariana Grande – Santa Tell Me

Santa tell me if you’re really there
Don’t make me fall in love again
If he won’t be here next year
Santa tell me if he really cares
‘Cause I can give it all away if he won’t be here next year
Feeling Christmas all around
And I’m trying to play it cool
But it’s hard to focus when I see you walking around the room
Let it snow, it’s blasting now
But I won’t get in the mood
I’m avoiding every mistletoe until I know
It’s true love that he thinks of
So next Christmas
I’m not all alone, boy
Santa, tell me if you’re really there
Don’t make me fall in love again if he won’t be here
Next year
Santa, tell me if he really cares
‘Cause I can’t give it all away if he won’t be here
Next year
I’ve been down this road before
Fell in love on Christmas night
But on New Year’s Day I woke up and he wasn’t by my side
Now I need someone to hold
Be my fire in the cold
But it’s hard to tell if this is just a fling
Or if it’s true love that he thinks of
So next Christmas
I’m not all alone, babe
Santa, tell me if you’re really there
Don’t make me fall in love again if he won’t be here
Next year
Santa, tell me if he really cares
‘Cause I can’t give it all away if he won’t be here
Next year
Oh, I wanna have him beside me like oh-oh-oh
On the 25th by the fire place, oh-oh-oh
But I don’t want no broken heart
This year I’ve got to be smart
Oh, baby
If you want me, if you want me
Santa, tell me if you’re really there
Don’t make me fall in love again if he won’t be here
Next year
Santa, tell me if he really cares
‘Cause I can’t give it all away if he won’t be here
Next year

c'mere

wearing:
hair:  DOUX – Earth hairstyle
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

.random.Matter. – Kitten Collar – ‘Kitten’ – Silver
Ascendant – Merry Bento Nails (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
*VanillaBae* Aspen Sweater Dress (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

pose: GingerFish Poses – Santa’s Baby (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

Ama. : 2018 Holiday Cards (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

***If you are reading this on any site that suggests this post was originally published anywhere but SadyStyle by anyone other than Sadystika Sabretooth, you are reading a stolen post.

Posted in Bueno, Catwa, Collabor88, Eudora3D, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Prism Events, Second Life

Christmas Cooties

I’m setting up this scene, when my mom happens by and looks over my shoulder, “That’s interesting. Those balls would make pretty ornaments.”

“They are ornaments, but I’m not ready to do Christmas themed pictures yet,” I mumble.

“Why is she wearing a mask?”

“She doesn’t want to catch Christmas Cooties!”

She rolls her eyes as she walks out of my room, “You need Jesus.”

Et tu, Mater?

Christmas Cooties

wearing:
hair:  DOUX – Air hairstyle
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

6. [CX] Necronomic Mother – Mask – Black
WeArH0uSE [tag earrings]
.random.Matter. – Kitten Collar – ‘Kitten’ – Silver
BUENO-Caro Sweater (*new* @ Collabor88)
[Aleutia] Ashlee Sweats
Eudora3D Belle Heels (*new* @ Enchantment)

pose: FOXCITY. Soulfood Bento Pose Set

scene:
VARONIS – Sector7 Background (*new* @ Access)
E.V.E Ivy M02 No Leaves {Mural-Select Pic}
Can’t Even – Vase Of Balls (Blackl/Silver) (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
DISORDERLY. / Gift of Light / Fancy / v6 (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
DISORDERLY. / Gift of Light / Fancy / v4 (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
[Fetch] Merry Ornaments – Lighted Ball RARE (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

 

***If you are reading this on any site that suggests this post was originally published anywhere but SadyStyle by anyone other than Sadystika Sabretooth, you are reading a stolen post.

Posted in Apple Fall, Dahlia, Events, FaMESHed, Fancy Decor, Home Decor, Prism Events, Salem, Second Life, shopping, Silence, unKindness

Not So Haunted

It’s no secret that I’m an atheist. So, it should come as no surprise that I’m also a skeptic when it comes to most things that are considered supernatural, particularly ghosts, possessions, demons, and anything considered haunted. However, most people never question how I came to these conclusions. For one thing, I’ve spent multiple nights in a house that was supposedly haunted and I never saw a thing. Haunted houses are especially suspect to me, because they’re always old houses. It’s like apartments or houses built in the last 50 years are never haunted. Plenty of murders and bizarre deaths happen in homes like those, but for some reason they’re never reported to be haunted. I’ve never heard of an atheist being possessed. For that matter, it seems to be limited to Catholics.
What might really surprise people is that I do believe that there is life on other planets, but not in our solar system. I also believe in vampires, but not the blood drinking, murderous type. I believe in psyvamps, as they feed off of energy, and this is something I’m quite familiar with, because I’ve been doing that very thing since I was a child. Psyvamps get a very bad reputation, but that’s a topic for another day. I, also, believe in certain forms of…well, for the lack of a better word…magic. This is also something I’ve experienced and perhaps one day, I’ll write more about that. For now, I just wanted to touch on some basic supernatural ideas, because I’m currently watching The Haunting of Hill House on Netflix. *laughs*
I dunno, I’m just not big into believing in make believe monsters, when all the real monsters I’ve seen and met have been human. Perhaps that’s why crime shows intrigue me so much. That or I’m just a twisted weirdo. *shrugs & giggles*

gothic bedroom

scene put together in AF Paris Loft Skybox RARE

uK – The Unveiling Curtains White (*new* @ Salem)
uK – The Unveiling Violin Black Lace

uK – Gothic Mannequin (D)

Fancy Decor: Warden Set (*new* @ Arcade)
-01 Fancy Decor: Warden Bed – adult RARE
-02 Fancy Decor: Warden Chair
-03 Fancy Decor: Warden Bench
-04 Fancy Decor: Warden Dresser
-05 Fancy Decor: Warden Side Table
-07 Fancy Decor: Warden Candelabra
-08 Fancy Decor: Warden Neon Cross
-09 Fancy Decor: Warden Wine & Glasses
-10 Fancy Decor: Warden Vases
-12 Fancy Decor: Warden Art (a-z texture change)

Fancy Decor: Eagan Collection (*new* @ FaMESHed)
-Fancy Decor: Eagan Coffee Cup
-Fancy Decor: Eagan Rug
-Fancy Decor: Eagan Vase

Fancy Decor: Davis Sconce
Fancy Decor: Jacques Scented Candle
Fancy Decor: Skull Canister

Silence. – Dark Dining Gacha Set (*new* @ Salem)
-Silence. – Dark Dining Photo Collage
-Silence. – Dark Dining Bottle Vases
-Silence. – Dark Dining Spider Bowl
-Silence. – Dark Dining Webbed Square Bowl – White/Black
-Silence. – Dark Dining Book Stack
-Silence. – Silence. – Dark Dining Candle Bottles

Dahlia – Baby Robert – Antique Lamp – Silver

Dahlia – Surrey – Serving tray

Dahlia – Newport Collection (*new* @ FaMESHed)
-Dahlia – Newport – Suitcase Console Table – Black
-Dahlia – Newport – Vintage Monochromatic – Books – Black
-Dahlia – Newport – Distressed Trinket Box – Black

.random.Matter. – Paint It Black – Pillow [Skulls]

[ zerkalo ] Dark Elegance – Cloche w/Skull

tres blah– Jolie – Chic Perfume

Zaara [home] : 12 Attar perfume bottles

[Deadwool] 2. Fetus skull

[noctis] Book row with ravenskull bookend

N4RS Candle – natural

[ContraptioN] Decor: Odd Skull 2 *JAR*

{-Maru Kado-} Skull Plant Pot_RARE-A