Posted in accessories, Animals, Dahlia, DOUX, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, N21, Second Life, shopping, skin, The Liaison Collaborative, vinyl

That Blake Life

I’ve been having so much fun in Second Life lately. I kinda dropped the ball a bit on blogging, but it has been nice to take a break from the daily grind of what is usually my SL. I moved to the Blake Sea a couple of months ago. I wasn’t expecting much from it, but it was a nice area and close to some friends. I did think it was neat that they could just drive their boats right over to my house and I loved seeing the other boats that passed my house. Saturday night, a bunch of my Burrow Co. friends were out yachting the Blake Sea and pulled up to my house. It was so awesome! They literally delivered a party to my door! We hung out and fished and laughed in ways I haven’t laughed in a very long time. It was great!
Living on the Blake has given me a huge sense of community that I’ve not felt in a very long time. Mind you, there are places I can go and feel that sense of community, like Burrow Co, but having it at home…THAT’s something I haven’t felt in well over a year…year and a half at least. I had no idea how much I missed it.
I’ve been in SL approximately 15yrs and this just goes to show, that if you’re bored in Second Life, this is not the place for you. There is so much to explore and experience on the grid that it will never cease to amaze me. So, for those looking for a new experience, go explore the grid…check out places you may have heard about, but thought they didn’t interest you. They just might surprise you, cuz I knew about the Blake ages ago and never thought I’d find myself loving it the way that I do.

That Blake Life

foundation
hair: DOUX – Nashaly hairstyle @ Dubai
head: LeLUTKA Fleur 3.1
head skin: [Glam Affair] Enni Layer [Lelutka EvoX]
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Sienna)

fashion
Rainbow Sundae Penelope Earrings
Orsini Jewelry ANDREA RING Bento
Orsini Jewelry COCO Ring Bento
VINYL – My Binging Sweater @ N21
VINYL – Goin’ to the Mini Mart Skirt @ N21

pose:
Amitie Ibiza poses

decor:
PANIQ – Breezy Outdoor Sofa @ TLC
PANIQ – Breezy Outdoor Table Tray @ TLC

:FNY: Designs – Plantastico Planter – Everlasting @ TLC
:FNY: Designs – Plantastico Planter – Amaryllis @ TLC

..::THOR::.. Sailor Spirit Set @ Kustom9
-..::THOR::.. Metal Stool Aqua – BONUS
-..::THOR::.. Metal Stool Marine – BONUS
-..::THOR::.. Nautical Parasol – BONUS
-..::THOR::.. Old Buoy 5
-..::THOR::.. Spool Table – Bleached
-..::THOR::.. Thyme Bread
-..::THOR::.. Whale Board Aqua – Giver

Dahlia – La Riviera – Lobster Plates

MADRAS Fish on Newspaper Fresh Decor

RARE_{-Maru Kado-} Cat2_bite
{-Maru Kado-} Sleep Cat 5

Posted in Bueno, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, shopping, skin, The Liaison Collaborative

Feeling like a Boss

Its not secret that I own The Liaison Collaborative event now and every month during set up, I do my best not only to chase down designers to set up, but also to amuse them. The latter part does not always work, but at least I try. I don’t have a huge team of people like some events, but we’re not a massive event either. With that said, I do my best to be present and on hand to assist the designers during set up. This month I’ve dressed up like a real boss bitch with this gorgeous pin striped dress from Pixicat, which you can pick up over at Anthem. Then I got the BUENO-On the GoCup, that you can grab at Kustom9, and I knew my look was complete. I mean, what boss bitch doesn’t have a matching cup of coffee with her at all times?

Feeling like a Boss

foundation
hair: barberyumyumB17 @ FLF Bday Bash
head: LeLUTKA Fleur 3.1
head skin: [Glam Affair] Enni Layer [Lelutka EvoX] @ FLF Bday Bash
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Sienna)

cosmetics:
tattoo: .: CORAZON:. Tattoo FLEUR :. @ Jail
Unholy&JTM – Annia eyeshadow Bom EvoX @ TLC (opens Aug 18th)
Unholy&JTM – Annia Creme Lipstick @ TLC (opens Aug 18th)

accessories
Rainbow Sundae Penelope Earrings for Evolve
LOTUS. Colorist Nails @ Access
Orsini Jewelry ANDREA RING Bento
Orsini Jewelry COCO Ring Bento
Orsini Jewelry RACHEL Ring Bento
BUENO-On the GoCup @ Kustom9

fashion
-Pixicat- Miranda Dress @ Anthem

pose:
Lyrium. Kah Idle Stands Breathing Poses

background:
MINIMAL – July Gift Red Cabin
MINIMAL – Shopping Street Building 04
MINIMAL – Shopping Street Building RARE

Posted in Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin, tattoo, The Liaison Collaborative, [BREATHE]

Memories within a dream

I have the craziest dreams sometimes and I know we all do, but I always find it so strange that I have memories within a dream of things that couldn’t have possibly happened. Like, did I dream about this story line before and just not remember the dream in wake time? Am I part of some parallel universe when I sleep? Its just so odd to me that I have all this familiarity in dreams with people I’ve never met. Like the time I dreamt about Jason Momoa….quite a naughty dream I admit, but I swear I rarely dream about famous people…ever. When a famous person is in my dreams, it is rarely sexual. I can only think of two famous people dreams that were sexual, Jason Momoa and Chris Hemsworth. *blushes* I blame Thor for the latter, as I had been to the theater that night.
Sex dreams aren’t really my favorite dreams though. I was speaking to a friend yesterday and he said that he had a dream where he felt like he was in an action movie. I’ve had those dreams, too, and while they are very exciting, I think my favorite dreams are the really strange ones that make absolutely zero sense upon waking. I used to try to interpret my dreams, as I know there’s a lot of symbolism in dreams, but I quit doing that. I have a tendency to overanalyze things when I do that and let’s face it, I have far more than enough anxiety in my life. I don’t need my dreams creating more.
I know, I’m a weirdo, but at least I thought of something to write about. Though, I’m not about to try and explain the dream I remember from last night. Although, I’m pretty sure it was influenced by Love Island, which none of my damn friends seem to watch. Why am I the only person I know that’s addicted to this show???? GOD! *stomps foot*

Memories within a dream

foundation
hair: barberyumyumB17 @ FLF Bday Bash
head: LeLUTKA Fleur 3.1
head skin: [Glam Affair] Enni Layer [Lelutka EvoX] @ FLF Bday Bash
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Sienna)

cosmetics:
tattoo: .: CORAZON:. Tattoo FLEUR :. @ Jail
Unholy&JTM – Annia eyeshadow Bom EvoX @ TLC (opens Aug 18th)
Unholy&JTM – Annia Creme Lipstick @ TLC (opens Aug 18th)

accessories
Rainbow Sundae Penelope Earrings for Evolve
LOTUS. Colorist Nails @ Access
Orsini Jewelry ANDREA RING Bento
Orsini Jewelry COCO Ring Bento
Orsini Jewelry RACHEL Ring Bento

fashion
Capsule by DaD “Boho Outfit” @ C88
[BREATHE]-Koneko Heels @ FaMESHed

pose:
Lyrium. Riley Breathing Stand Set @ Access

background:
Serenity Style– Enchanting Music Box Backdrop @ TLC (opens Aug 18th)

Posted in DOUX, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, shoes, shopping, skin, Skin Fair, The Liaison Collaborative, Tres Chic, Uber SL

It has been so crazy

Wow! It has been quite a week. It has been so crazy! So, I inherited TLC! If you don’t know what that is…uhm, shame on you, but its one of the oldest shopping events on the grid. Anyway, I finally got it open and its an amazing round…of course, only a few things are featured in this post, cuz I took this picture days ago. Anyway, I’m hoping to get lots more pictures and posts done now. I’ll be featuring lots of goodies from TLC and Bloom in the next few days, so keep an eye out. In the meantime, y’all know I love me some Seniha…and this is her offering for Equal10, one of my favorite events!

It has been so crazy

hair: DOUX – Indigo hairstyle @ TresChic
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Skin Fair
Glam Affair – New Body Line

Rainbow Sundae Morgan Earrings @ TLC
Mui. Arrival of Spring – Mouth @ TLC
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber
Seniha. Martina Set @ Equal10
(shirt, shorts, & boots)

pose: FOXCITY. Rituals
backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Cozy Balcony

Ariskea [Elley] Woodly Hammock

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, skin, The Liaison Collaborative

a glimpse into my BPD brain

Ok, so this is a bit off and has absolutely nothing to do with the photo, but since I am prone to sharing my real life or lackthereof here, I figure I might as well share this, too. However, this could be a trigger for some. If you are easily triggered by suicide topics, please have someone else read it first to determine whether or not you should. I’m doing this for me. These are my reasons: 1. to hold myself accountable 2. cuz I think the convo is cute 3. cuz it shows how quickly my state of mind changes
So, what I’m going to do is just copy a conversation between myself and my wifey, Ghoulina Waffles, cuz it pretty much sums things up. Please don’t go nuts and call for welfare checks, I’m fine and I have an appt with my therapist in the morning.

9:24am
Ghoulie: Hope your stint at XXXXXX went okay
Sady: girl, I couldn’t sleep before my shift
I just laid in bed for hours contemplating suicide
then after my shift, I passed the fuck out
and had a nightmare about a failed suicide attempt
Ghoulie: Jesus wammen
Sady: was a rad attempt fail tho
rofl
Ghoulie: you are not allowed to think of suicide when your wifey is this pretty https://flic.kr/p/2kENqCT
oh?
how’s that?
Sady: oooh, I tried to race my car into a busy intersection, but ended up launching my car over it instead, but also flipping it mid way so I was over the intersection upside down screaming “fuck yeah” out the window before turning right side up and crashing into a building
but in my dream, my car was so sturdy it protected me, so I just had a concussion some scratches and bruises
and a bunch of teenagers decided I was a worthy cause and all came to visit me
and then it was kinda over and a giant storm came and mom was passed out on the couch so I sat and watched this amazing storm outside
when it was over we went to target to buy candy
lmao
Ghoulie: WTF, so, you had an action film for a suicide attempt
Sady: ooh and at the store there were all these candy bar flavored pop tart bites….they were new and I was mad that they didn’t have a grab bag with all the flavors
especially since I didn’t want a whole bag of milky way pop tarts
lmao
Ghoulie: I like you, but you’re crazy (said with a gif)
Sady: note to self, do not use car in suicide attempt, cuz if it fails, you only killed your car
Ghoulie: No suicide attempts, okay?
Sady: we’ll see
Ghoulie: your body is already like evil hands rubbing together “Teeheehee we got this”
Sady: RIGHT???
Ghoulie: it’s like surprise suicide, you just can’t plan it
Sady: pretty much…lol

….then we trailed off to discuss our new Linden Labs stilt homes and other things

Again, I repeat, I’m fine now. I was just talking to one of my closest friends. She gets me on a level that most don’t and she knows when to take me seriously, when to worry, etc. She’s not worried and you shouldn’t be either. This is not a cry for help, but just a glimpse into my BPD brain. As my friend, Tracy Redangel, once said, “Depression lies.” I know this and I would not act on a suicidal impulse. Trust that I know myself far better than most and I will be discussing my thoughts with my new therapist tomorrow morning. Meanwhile, I have too much work to do and too many people counting on me to just up and dip out! I PROMISE.

a glimpse into my BPD brain

hair: [monso] Mabel Hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
eyes: AG. Mercury Eyes @ Access
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC – Lillian

[ rD ] – Rayna Cuff & Earrings @ TLC
Rainbow Sundae Callie Bracelet @ TLC
MY BAGS by Mila Blauvelt My Naughty RED
hive // cold brew coffee to go .
Apl.Blossom Genesis @ TLC

pose: an lar [poses] The Sandra Series @ TLC

TROPIX // Time Music BackDrop 01 @ Access