Posted in Animals, Events, Fashion, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, skin, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL

Don’t we feed you enough?

Last night, I ordered Chinese Take Away for my mother’s birthday. She just turned 75, can you believe it? Yeah, Mama Sady is three quarters of a century and still going strong. Anyway, Mom was about to go pick it up (as my license is expired) and as she’s collecting her purse and keys, I hear her exclaim, “WHAT THE FUCK?” Followed by, “Come see what your cat has done!”
I go to see what all the commotion is about and I discover that Yara, one of my new cats, has ripped wrestled a trash bag to the ground and is now licking the upper edges of a dog food can. I quickly grabbed my camera and took a photo while laughing, “Yara! Don’t we feed you enough?” She’s a rescue and I’m not sure what her backstory is, but I suspect she spent some time going hungry and having to find her meals where she good. Thus she has a habit of sniffing out food anywhere she can find it. Let me assure you that she has plenty of food. We’re an open feeder kinda family, so she has bowl of cat food on my nightstand as well as my mother’s. Yet, here she is, going for scraps in the trash….and dog food at that! This inspired my photo today and I’ve even included the real life photo I took at the very bottom of the post, for those that are curious….as we cats tend to be. *winks*

Don't we feed you enough?

foundation
hair: [monso] Sunmi Hair @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
head skin: — PUMEC – #4 – LELU EVO X
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Sienna)

fashion
(Yummy) Tuca Neckace & Earrings @ Kustom9
Seniha. Celia Top @ Uber
Seniha. Celia Jeans @ Uber

pose:
Secret Poses – Anais Poses @ TLC

background:
hive // modern farmhouse kitchen

00_{-Maru Kado-} Cat2_bite (4Li) RARE

Second Spaces – Life’s a Mess – Kitchen Trash

dust bunny . spring cleaning . broom . brown

MVT – Cleaning bucket – Black – DECOR

{LA} Trash

Posted in Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

I’m Nobody

I recently posted to Facebook, “Why do some people think that their every thought deserves a post on Facebook? I don’t get it.” This was mostly aimed at one particular person that posted their opinion about ONE item being sold at an event. She thought the item was overpriced or something. It was just this one random thought and she caught all sorts of hell in her comments from people that were appalled at her post.
First and foremost, I will defend her right to post whatever she wants. It’s her page, she can do what she wants. I do not believe that she deserves to be attacked in the comments, but if she is…I’m here for it. I know I shouldn’t admit that, but let’s be real that’s the best part of stumbling across these posts. With that said, I am also the person that will unfollow someone like that. I don’t care about rando thoughts on random subjects, particularly if they tend to be negative, boring, and serve no clear purpose…be funny or be gone!
With all of that said, I do know there are people who can laugh at themselves and find their own behavior so ridiculous that they need to share. I honestly think that this sort of post is asking for validation and is a bit more understandable. Now, if I don’t find you as funny as you find yourself….welp, I’m probably going to unfollow…cuz be funny or be gone!
I know I’m not the only person annoyed with these types of posts and by all means, please don’t think I am attacking anyone. I promise I’m not. I appreciate the freedom of speech and just because I personally find someone to be an waste of time and space, certainly doesn’t mean they truly are or that everyone agrees with me. I’m nobody. My opinion holds as much weight as the girl who decided to tell the whole world that she put BBQ sauce on her fries by accident and loved it. I mean, I’ve been putting BBQ sauce on potato wedges for years…ya don’t see me bragging about it all over Facebook. Pffft, get a blog, then if anyone reads it…they did this to themselves! *grins*

I'm Nobody

foundation
hair: DOUX – Laura hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Fleur 3.1
head skin: — PUMEC – MILKA FATPACK – LELU EVO – March X @ Kustom9
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Sienna)

tattoos
HORL – Back Orn Tattoo
duckie . DNR

fashion
(Yummy) Cyber Punk Ring Collection @ C88
Cynful Cutsy Set @ Equal10

pose: Ana Poses – Lucerne

background: {anc} starry starry night

Posted in Animals, Apple Fall, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fancy Decor, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, shopping, skin, tattoo

Sunshine

“And so with the sunshine and the great bursts of leaves growing on the trees, just as things grow in fast movies, I had that familiar conviction that life was beginning over again with the summer.”
― F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby

Sunshine

hair: DOUX – Silent hairstyle @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — NASTENA @ Arcade
tattoo: *Bolson / Tattoo – Antheia @ Anthem

TRIGGERED – Moon Craft Earrings
-SU!- Poison Sunglasses V.2
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber
Seniha. Darsha Set @ FaMESHed
(Tunica, Belt, & Shorts)

[Rezz Room] Pug Adult Animesh

pose: Lyrium. Camera Ready Pose & Prop Set @ Equal10

Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Pool @ Arcade
-1. Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Pool RARE LI:6
-12. Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Pool Clutter LI:3
-13. Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Privacy Screen LI:3
-14. Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Sofa LI:7
-15 . Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Armchair LI:3
-16. Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda CoffeeTable LI:1
-17. Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Side Table LI:1
-18. Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Orchid Arrangement LI:2
-4. Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Gazebo RARE LI:48
-6. Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Fireplace LI:13
-8. Fancy Decor + KraftWork Voda Hanging Lantern LI:3

Apple Fall Lemonade LI:1
Apple Fall Lemonade Pitcher LI:2

Ariskea[Mocorra] stone path LI:3

Dahlia – Flamingo Float LI:3

MINIMAL – Plant Collection Gacha @ Arcade
MINIMAL – Plant Collection Gacha #02 LI:1
MINIMAL – Plant Collection Gacha #04 LI:1
MINIMAL – Plant Collection Gacha #05 LI:1
MINIMAL – Plant Collection Gacha #10 LI:2
MINIMAL – Plant Collection Gacha #11 LI:8
MINIMAL – Plant Collection Gacha #12 LI:8

Pixel Mode – Anahata – Magazine Clutter LI:3 (no longer available)

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

It might stop

I’m up all night online
I’m looking up my symptoms
Tell myself I’m fine
But my system just ain’t listenin’
Like ooh
This ain’t normal how I’m feelin’, no
Ooh
Running higher than a fever
When my palms start to sweat
I feel it in my stomach
This is how I get
Every time I know you’re comin’ over
Ooh
Sometimes I think that I might die with you
Ooh
It’s like I’m almost too alive with you
Ahhh
Ooh ohh ooh
Oh, it feels like
My heart’s gonna beat so fast, gonna beat so fast
Gonna beat so fast that it might stop

It might stop

hair: tram K0227 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — NASTENA @ Arcade
tattoo: *Bolson / Tattoo – Antheia @ Anthem

  • TRIGGERED – Moon Craft Earrings
    (Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber
    Cynful Strappy Set – Gloves
    Cynful Hankie Top @ Equal10
    Cynful Hankie Skirt + Panties @ Equal10
    [BREATHE]-Takiko Heels

[Rezz Room] Panther Animesh @ Equal10

pose: FOXCITY. Chilling

FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Cozy Balcony

dust bunny . potted palm
dust bunny . spotted begonia
dust bunny . potted rubber tree

tarte. hanging marble pothos plant
tarte. hanging trailing jade plant
tarte. hanging spider plant

DaD “Farmhouse Pillows Basket”

Madras 11 Zebra Decor

KraftWork Icelandic Dining Clutter . Rug

Posted in Apple Fall, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Self Reflection, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL, vinyl, [BREATHE]

a beautiful conversation about life

I was hanging out with some of my favorite people last night and one of them made a comment about “lazy homeless” people. I quickly jumped on the defensive. As I have been homeless on a number of occasions in my 20s and there was nothing lazy about my situation. Of course, I encountered loads of other homeless people during those times. I had to explain that while there are some people that simply don’t want to be responsible members of society. However, the bulk of the homeless people I encountered were anything but lazy. As being homeless is not an easy way to live. People that live in shelters must abide by an excess of rules put in place to keep things as orderly as possible. There are curfews and requirements one must continuously make to continue their stay and many shelters have limitations on how long people can reside there. I don’t have specific numbers, but I’d dare say that the majority of homeless people have not chosen that lifestyle as their preferred method of existence. Plus there are far more living without shelter. That is NOT an easy way to live. Its beyond dangerous. Once a person is homeless, it is safe to say that getting back on your feet is ridiculously hard. As I pointed out to my friend, what is the first thing you do the morning of a job interview? Shower, right? If you have no home, you have no shower and probably don’t have much in the way of a clean nice outfit to wear.
Anyway, the point is, don’t be so quick to judge people in situations you can’t begin to understand. Turns out that one of the other people there had also experienced homelessness and was glad that I spoke up. Meanwhile, our uninformed friend was enlightened and apologized. I didn’t find the apology necessary, but it was appreciated. I was especially glad that we were all able to have such a beautiful conversation about life without hate or disgust. I won’t name them, because too many private matters were discussed and only my part of the story is mine to tell. I suspect they might read this and because they might I want to give them to know something. I love you and I’m so grateful for your friendship. I look forward to getting to know you even better in the years to come. ♥

Clearly that has nothing to do with the photo. So, I’d like to add that if you have not gotten the Spring Decocrate, this set from Serenity Style is worth getting it, just for this set. Even if you didn’t pre order it, its worth the price. Go grab yours. I have to pay full price, too, cuz I forgot to pre order…lol. You’ll also notice I’m wearing the new Lost Girl dress from Vinyl. This is the first dress Vinyl has released in ages and its so cute! AND it goes perfectly with these new wedges that Breathe released at the Arcade! So get out your wallets, its time to go shopping!!

a beautiful conversation about life

hair: DOUX – Lucy hairstyle @ LEVEL
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9
tattoo: *Bolson / Tattoo – Antheia @ Anthem

VINYL – Lost Girl Dress @ Uber
[BREATHE]-Mizuko Wedges @ Arcade

pose: Ana Poses – Saturday Night 8 @ Arcade

Scarlet Creative Charlotte’s Corner House Boat or Cabin

outside: Serenity Style– Eggs Farm Backdrop @ Uber Hometown

Serenity Style-Spring Colors Breakfast Set for Decocrate Spring
-Serenity Style- Spring Colors Breakfast Table
-Serenity Style- Spring Colors Breakfast Tray [LINKED]
-Serenity Style- Spring Colors Breakfast Chairs (blue, pink, yellow, & green)

Serenity Style– Vintage Treasures – Doors
Serenity Style- Vintage Treasures – Bookshelf

..::THOR::.. Think Green Gacha Set @ Arcade
-..::THOR::.. Hanging Crate
-..::THOR::.. Organic Hanging Tote
-..::THOR::.. Vintage Table Fan – Mint
-..::THOR::.. Greenhouse Stool – Cream
-..::THOR::.. Owl & Books
-..::THOR::.. Vintage Watering Can – Mint

  1. Apple Fall Blanket Curio
    Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 7
    Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 8
    Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 10
    West Village Sculpted Turtle – Verdigris

Di’Cor Snail Figurine @ FaMESHed

dust bunny . quirky planters 2 . kitty planter
dust bunny . quirky planters 3 . rainbow planter

Ariskea[Marguerite] Pitcher Flowers – Pale @ Anthem

[Fetch] Spring Treats – Bun Mug RARE @ Arcade

MADRAS Ooty Turtle Tea Pot Seafoam

CHEZ MOI Sleepy Kitty @ Arcade
CHEZ MOI Plant Vase 1,2, & 3 @ Arcade

The Loft & ARIA – Branwyn Rug

tarte. hanging trailing jade plant

{vespertine} hanging succulents. – string of pearls

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, [BREATHE], {le fil casse}

Is it hard knowing you’re wrong?

I heard from a friend of a friend
That you’ve been checking back in
‘Cause I said goodbye, moved overnight
And you haven’t heard much since then
Wondering how I’m doing now
It’s none of your business first of all
Wondering how I’m doing now
But if you’ve got to know, well sure
Well sure
You think I’d be lost
Think I’d be lost without you, lost
Is it hard knowing you’re wrong
See I got lots without you
Lots without you

Is it hard knowing you’re wrong?

hair: Tableau Vivant \ Water lily – Dropping @ Arcade
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9
tattoo: *Bolson / Tattoo – Antheia @ Anthem

(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber
{le fil casse} Mei Collection @ Arcade
(top & panties-black)
[BREATHE]-Sasumi Heels @ FaMESHed

[Rezz Room] Sphynx Animesh @ ManCave

pose: Diversion – Come Back – Pose Set

backdrop: MINIMAL – Natural Nude Backdrop III Spiral @ Kustom9

  • TRIGGERED – Antidepressant Kit (Wine Bottle & glass)

..::THOR::.. Small Radio

dust bunny . hanging plants . cheese plant

hive // hanging devil’s ivy plant . light

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

When did my heart stop beating?

My feet are on the ground I swear
But I’m not moving anywhere
My lungs say that I’m breathing
But when did my heart stop beating?
I don’t know who I am
Or who I used to be before
You broke me in a thousand pieces
Now tell me, how am I to fix this?
Don’t you try and help me ’cause I know
I know
Only time can heal but it’s running out
Running outTell me how to feel, to feel okay
Tell me how to feel, to feel okay
‘Cause I don’t know
I’ve been feeling pretty low
Ever since the day you dug my heart’s grave

When did my heart stop beating?

hair: DOUX – Lucy hairstyle @ Level
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9
tattoo: *Bolson / Tattoo – Antheia @ Anthem

(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber
AsteroidBox. Maria Shirt @ Anthem
Eliavah ~ Lucia’s Panties
[BREATHE]-Tsukiko Heels RARE @ Arcade

pose: Gravity Poses ShoeModel 1-5 @ Orsy

BLACK NEST / Belladonna Bed

Posted in Animals, Bad Unicorn, Bueno, Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, [BREATHE]

But I keep cruising

I never miss a beat
I’m lightning on my feet
And that’s what they don’t see, mm, mm
That’s what they don’t see, mm, mm
I’m dancing on my own (Dancing on my own)
I make the moves up as I go (Moves up as I go)
And that’s what they don’t know, mm, mm
That’s what they don’t know, mm, mm
But I keep cruising
Can’t stop, won’t stop grooving
It’s like I got this music in my mind
Saying it’s gonna be alright’
Cause the players gonna play, play, play, play, play
And the haters gonna hate, hate, hate, hate, hate
Baby, I’m just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake
I shake it off, I shake it off (Whoo-hoo-hoo)

But I keep cruising

hair: DOUX – Vanilla hairstyle @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9

#3 CHAIN – Olivia Necklace – Silver
Cynful Sky Shimmer Dress @ C88
[BREATHE]-Sasuki Heels @ Kinky

backdrop: MINIMAL – Red Rocks Scene

[Rezz Room] American Bully Adult Animesh
[Rezz Room] Rottweiler Adult Animesh

BUENO -4×4- Barbie Group Gift
[Bueno x Bad Unicorn] Rose Gold – Unicooler @ TMD
BUENO-Bai Luggage-Suitcase-Pink
BUENO-Bai Luggage-Duffle Bag-Pink

Tentacio – explore the world

dust bunny . bon voyage . suitcase . pink

Posted in Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, shopping, skin, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL

It’s tied to all I’m worth

Freedom is a curse
That I don’t wanna break
I’m trapped inside a room
Where everything’s fading

It’s tied to all I’m worth
Like every conversation
And love is for the birds
When things are complicated

Somber as a ghost
I just want a home
Everyone is so far gone
We are all alone

hair: Tableau Vivant \ Siria hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9

Seniha. Suzzane Set @ Uber

pose: Diversion – Spring Glow Poses @ TLC

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, Uber SL, vinyl, [BREATHE]

Become or Retreat

There is an illusion about America, a myth about America to which we are clinging which has nothing to do with the lives we lead and I don’t believe that anybody in this country who has really thought about it or really almost anybody who has been brought up against it — and almost all of us have one way or another — this collision between one’s image of oneself and what one actually is is always very painful and there are two things you can do about it, you can meet the collision head-on and try and become what you really are or you can retreat and try to remain what you thought you were, which is a fantasy, in which you will certainly perish. -James Baldwin

Become or Retreat

hair: DOUX – Vanilla hairstyle @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: PUMEC – Lillian

[Aleutia] Faith Sweater
VINYL – Nirvana Shorts
[BREATHE]-Tatsuko Heels @ Uber

pose: FOXCITY. Secure The Bag set

backdrop: MINIMAL – The Prison @ Equal10