Posted in Bondi, Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping

This is Real

Here’s a snippet of one of the best songs ever, performed by some of the greatest rock musicians of my time. It’s amazing talent like this that for a few minutes, even on the worst day, can make me glad to be alive. I love to listen to this on full volume and sing as loud as I want and dare anyone to try and stop me. If you’re not familiar, then check it out, the youtube link is below….this is real fucking music!!!

“Under the water,
It’s cold and it’s grey.
My torrid autumn,
Another season decays.
Open up the Hollow,
And my walls come down.
I tell you it’s a problem,
Just when no one’s around.
But then,

I know what’s wrong,
God, you complicated everything.
I know you’re gone, gone, gone,
This is where I will draw a line.

I will draw my line.

Burning my cathedrals’,
Cause I don’t pray anymore.
Look at all of these people, Tragic little people,
They smile and then they don’t know what for.
But then,

I know what’s wrong,
God, you complicated everything.
I know you’re gone, gone, gone,
This is where I will blur my line.”
~ From Can To Can’t
(Corey Taylor with Dave Grohl, Rick Nielsen, Scott Reeder)
(from “Sound City” soundtrack)

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wearing:
hair: .:EMO-tions.. *CHRISTINE* @ Salon52
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
Schadenfreude Tear Dermal Piercing
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

BONDI . The Rockstar Headphones . @ FaMESHed
Swan Nara Choker – gold – heart – black ribbon @ Belle
**RE** Quinn Rings Set
Ascendant – Smoothie Nails @ Shiny Shabby

amias – KAMALA top @ Belle
[HU] Cassy Dungarees @ Belle

pose: Ebano Poses Hat set @ Unik
[ VERSOV ]_SEVILLA ANDALUCIA_FULLSCENE @ FaMESHed

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Cynful, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Home Decor, Maitreya, Second Life

Diversion on Ladder

So my beautiful friend, Rina Edenflower, recently retired from blogging. I’ll be honest, I was a bit devastated as she’s someone I’ve admired for years. Turns out, she’s moved from blogger to creator and is making poses. This particular pose can be found on Marketplace for only L$10. She’s just starting out, so there’s not a lot on there just yet, but these are poses made by a successful blogger who only retired after five years of blogging. So, if there’s a pose maker out there that knows what bloggers need, she is definitely one of them. So, watch out Flickr, Rina’s not done with you yet! (She just changed the name of her story from Latter to Diversion, so initially the post was called Latter on Ladder, which was funny to me…now it’s just weird, but that’s ok)

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wearing:
hair:  Tableau Vivant // Esperanza hair @ C88
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
.:I ProFect I:. Valea Mesh Eyes @ Unik
Schadenfreude Tear Dermal Piercing
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia
[Cynful] Stripper Body Dust

: CULT : DIAMOND BOW COLLAR @ Belle
**RE** Quinn Rings Set
Ascendant – 420 Nails @ Anthem

Pseudo– Minka Top @ Belle
Pseudo- Minka Shorts @ Belle
#EMPIRE – Coreopsis

pose: Diversion – On The Roof

KraftWork Bellosguardo Set @ FaMESHed
-KraftWork Bellosguardo Library White
-KraftWork Bellosguardo Ladder White

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life

We Have Our Ways

I use my blog to work things out on paper sometimes. I’ll write about stuff I’m going through or stuff that I’ve watched friends go through. Sometimes I talk about how much I dislike people, but the truth is….people fascinate me. They also scare the shit outta me, because in the past I’ve let people get too close too fast and it has rarely worked out. These days, my trust issues are the size of full blown subscriptions and prevent that from happening too often these days, but even the slow grown friends have been known to burn me on occasion.
Now, with all that said, I’d like to say that I do have an amazing group of good friends that will not burn me. Nor I them. I’ve had issues with three of them and like grown ass adults, we worked through it every time. We’re not perfect, but we have our ways of understanding what matters at the end of the day. Our love for one another is bigger than the petty shit we tend to get upset about. I am so blessed to be surrounded by beautiful, strong souls that love me as much as I love them. It shouldn’t surprise anyone to know that my best friends are cunts and motherfuckers….*laughs*….yes, that’s what we call each other and ourselves. We’re not families, we like cults, and there’s no getting out! *grins*

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wearing:
hair:  Tableau Vivant // Veep hair @ FaMESHed
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
.:I ProFect I:. Valea Mesh Eyes @ Unik
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

[Eternus] Spring Flutter Tiara @ Salon52
< IDEALIA > TINA Necklace @ Unik
alme. Mesh Stiletto Nails – Pinks Medium Glitter @ Belle
Vibing — Destiny Rings — Rose gold

TETRA – Freebird top @ C88
TETRA – Freebird skirt @ C88

pose: Lyrium. Neva Series Walking Poses @ Unik

background is at a friend’s house

Posted in Catwa, Chic Moda, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life

Days Long Gone

It is 4:30am and I’m sitting here quietly typing in a room lit only be two computer screens and the occasional bout of lightening. The sound of the rain pitter-pattering faster, then slower against my windows, accompanied by the wind creeping through cracks in the glass, all remind me of some random scene in some scary movie. My mind begins to travel to different times in my life as I check the weather website to make sure this is just a thunderstorm and nothing more serious. That’s what I do now. I’m all grown up and now I worry about things like whether or not a thunderstorm is going to turn into some demonic creation of Gaia sent to remind us whose home we live upon. Do I need to trick my animals into the bathroom along with my purse and medications? Dancing in the deluge no longer an option. Oh but once upon a time….and my mind begins to roam through the remnants of days long gone.

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wearing:
hair:  #Besom~Mae
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
.:I ProFect I:. Neriza Mesh Eyes  @ Unik
CAZIMI: Yun Eyeshadow  @ Unik
PUNCH / Heart Tear  @ Flourish
IDTTY Faces – Naoki Lipstick  @ TLC
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

SU!– Trash Doll Gacha -Earrings 02 Silver- #02 COMMON
amias – VIDA necklace @ Belle
:::NOIR:::Zara Watch & Bracelet  @ Belle
CAZIMI: Yun Nails @ Unik
ChicModa // Charlene Dress @ FaMESHed
::OOPS:: Efelios Legs Straps @ Unik
N-core VERA

pose: FOXCITY. Bento Ground Sits VOL2
*cm*MESH – Where’s the revolution – Backdrop @ Flourish