Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life

Oops!

“I tried and I tried to avoid
But this thing was happening
Swallow my pride, let it ride
And parted, but this body felt just like mine
I got worried
I looked over to the left
A reflection of myself
That’s why I couldn’t catch my breath
Oops! There goes my shirt up over my head, oh my
Oops! There goes my skirt droppin’ to my feet, oh my
Oh! Some kind of touch caressing my legs, oh my
Oh! I’m turnin’ red who could this be
I looked over to my left
Mmm, I was lookin’ so good I couldn’t reject myself
I looked over to my left
Mmm, I was feelin’ so good I had to touch myself
I looked over to the left
Mmm, I was eyein’ my thighs, butter pecan brown
I looked over to the left
Mmm, Coming out of my shirt and then my skirt came down”

snapshot_017

wearing:
hair: :::Phoenix::: Peach Hair @ FaMESHed
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
^^Swallow^^ Crusties Ears 2.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

Ascendant – Meow Nails
: CULT : ROU RINGS SET @ Kinky
_CandyDoll_ Estrella Dress

pose: Exposeur – Tease set (arm position modified with AnyPose)
Silence. – Paradise Valley Door Backdrop – Blue @ Arcade

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative

The One That Got Away

“I never meant to get us in this deep
I never meant for this to mean a thing
Oh, I wish you were the one
Wish you were the one that got away
I got caught up by the chase
And you got high on every little bit
I wish you were the one
Wish you were the one that got away
Oh, if I could go back in time
When you only held me in my mind
Just a longing, gone without a trace
Oh, I wish I never ever seen your face
I wish you were the one
Wish you were the one that got away
I miss the way you wanted me
When I was staying just out of your reach
Begging for the slightest touch
Ooh, you couldn’t get enough, mmm”
~ The Civil Wars – The One That Got Away

traffic jam

hair: :::Phoenix::: Kara Hair (*new* @ FaMESHed)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia
earrings: EarthStones Flower Garden Ear Climbers (*new* @ TLC)
Dead Dollz – Larissa Skirt – (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. Drift Bento Pose Set

Posted in Blueberry, Catwa, Exploration, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping

Vacant

“I’ve been waiting for you to get your mind right
Pour yourself into my skin until I can’t see
I’ve been waiting for you to get your mind right
Woah, woah, woah

You’ve been running from yourself for a while
Waiting for the whole thing to catch fire
You think that if you burn down you’ll be fine
And maybe I’d forget all the time you lied

I’m sick of awaiting your vacancy
I hope that you choke on your vacant teeth
No space in your broken veins left for me
I know that you’re empty, I know that you’re empty, yeah”

~ Echo – Vacant

sailor's sky

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Janna Hair  (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola
BALACLAVA!! Olivia Readers (Silver)
Blueberry – Sweater Gift

pose by Foxcity (sorry, I forgot which one it was)
location: Achill Island

Posted in Catwa, Chic Moda, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Gos, Maitreya, Phoenix, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Scariest Things

Okay, so this photo is not scary, but I just happened to be thinking about how at Christmas time we often talk of our favorite things. Since its Halloween Season, (yes, it is a damn season!) that I would talk about a few of the scariest things. They’re scary to me at least. Now, if you are easily offended, please stop reading right now, because this long ass post is my list. It is not aimed at YOU personally, it is just my feelings about things I don’t like and dread the very idea of having to suffer through.
First off, weddings, I hate them. They bore me to tears and fear things make me more uncomfortable than receiving an invitation to watch two people essentially show off how much money they’ve wasted to show off that their boring ceremony. I’d like to say I’m sorry, but I can’t, cuz I’m not. That’s how I feel and I’m not going to apologize for it. No offense, if you love weddings, but I don’t.
Family reunions are another one, at least with my family. I don’t care for most of the people in my family and if I wanted to talk to them or spend time around them, I would. I don’t talk to them for a reason. The idea of being forced to endure them for an entire day, much less a weekend makes me wanna puke and I hate puking!
Children, babies actually, scare the crap out of me. They are so tiny and fragile…and that god awful crying. Ugh. I’d rather face a bear. I know, I’m not supposed to feel that way as a woman, but I do. However, I will say that I love kids that are between 2-5…they are hilarious and brutally honest. So, the fact that I love them during their terrible twos and terrorist threes, should balance out how I feel about babies.
Showers! Not the bathing kind, but the baby showers and wedding showers are the worst. First of all, I never had kids and its damn sure too late for that now. So, they’ve always been a source of sorrow and resentment for me. Shopping for baby showers is impossible and wedding showers? No. Just no. Let’s have a bachelorette party….sure, but a shower? C’mon! Just stop already….you want gifts and a party before you get married and then again at the reception? Gimme a damn break!
Church, yes, I said it. Do remember that I’m an atheist and the idea of sitting on some hard ass bench for over an hour listening to some boring ass person go on and on about something I don’t even believe in…and don’t get me started on the people that catch the spirit/holy ghost…whatever…and speaking in tongues? *growls* PUHLEASE!
Clowns. That’s a story for another time. Its very personal and I assure you its not a phobia. It’s a trigger and I am not discussing in this post. Let’s just say they will always freak me out to some degree.
I also don’t like things that fly, though I wish I could. Birds and bugs…nope. Gotta go!
Kess Crystal, when this woman gets mad…she is HARSH AF! So, do yourself a favor and stay on her good side. Not to mention if you piss her off, you’ll be dealing with the wrath of the Cunt Cult, as well. So, be nice to this woman, because not only does she deserve the best life has to offer…she will slice and dice you with her words in ways you never dreamed possible.
RubyStarlight Writer, because she’s too much like me and I worry constantly that one day we’re going to butt heads so badly that the entire world might explode. She’s another one that you don’t want to piss off, cuz this woman is smart af and will make you feel like the dumbest mf’r to ever walk the earth.
Now, I’m mostly kidding about my friends, Kess and Ruby. I’m mostly suggesting that YOU should be afraid of them. I love them and all my friends to pieces…*hides her knife*

scariest things

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Ruby Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Amber (*new* @ C88)

**RE** Arwen Gloves & Arm Bracelets
ChicModa // Farrah Jumpsuit (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[Gos] Kristen Lace Platforms  (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: an lar [poses] The Nadydia Series (*new* @ C88)
location: Achill Island

Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, crate, Cynful, Maitreya, Phoenix, Pose Fair, Second Life, Uber SL

So Many Miles…

“Time has come to go
Pack your bags, hit the open road
Our hearts just won’t die
It’s the trip, keeps us alive
So many miles
So many miles
So many miles
Away
They’re following some dance of light
Tearing into the night
Watching you fall asleep
The sweetest dove in a dream
So many miles
So many miles
So many miles
Away”
~Still Corners – The Trip

phoenix cynful candydoll

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Milana Hair (*new* @ HairFair)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee

[Cynful] Cropped Bomberjacket (*new* @ Uber)
_CandyDoll_ Demona Boots (*new* @ Kinky)

pose: entangled poses – Calliope Set (*new* @ PoseFair)
crate Galvanized Chair ~ Black

Posted in Bueno, Catwa, Dahlia, Eudora3D, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Phoenix, Second Life, shoes, shopping, {le fil casse}

Shut Up & Drive

This is just the mood I was in when I did this picture and the song is so much fun, I had to use it. Enjoy and go shop!♥

Rihanna – Shut Up and Drive

I’ve been looking for a driver who is qualified
So if you think that you’re the one step into my ride
I’m a fine-tuned supersonic speed machine
Got a sunroof top and a gangster lead
So if you feel it, let me know, know, know
Come on now, what you waiting for, for, for
My engine’s ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go
Get you where you wanna go, if you know what I mean
Got a ride that’s smoother than a limousine
Can you handle the curves, can you run all the lights
If you can, baby boy, then we can go all night
‘Cause it’s 0 to 60 in 3.5
Baby, you got the keys
Now shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut up and drive, drive, drive
I got class like a ’57 Cadillac
And overdrive with a whole lot of boom in the back
You look like you can handle what’s under my hood
You keep saying that you will, boy, I wish you would
So if you feel it, let me know, know, know
Come on now, what you waiting for, for, for
My engine’s ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go
Get you where you wanna go, if you know what I mean
Got a ride that’s smoother than a limousine
Can you handle the curves, can you run all the lights
If you can, baby boy, then we can go all night
‘Cause it’s 0 to 60 in 3.5
Baby, you got the keys
Now shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut up and drive, drive, drive
‘Cause your Maybach ain’t got what I got
Get it, get it, don’t stop, it’s a sure shot
Ain’t a Ferrari, huh, boy, I’m sorry
I ain’t even worried, so step inside
And ride, ride, ride
So if you feel me, let me know, know, know
Come on now, what you waiting for, for, for?
My engine’s ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go
Get you where you wanna go, if you know what I mean
Got a ride that’s smoother than a limousine
Can you handle the curves, can you run all the lights
If you can, baby boy, then we can go all night
‘Cause it’s 0 to 60 in 3.5
Baby, you got the keys
Now shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut Up & Drive
wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Christel Hair  (*new* @ Hair Fair)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee
*AvaWay* GWEN Ribbon Corset CHOKER
Dahlia – Kahlida – Cuff
^^Swallow^^ Princess Bento Rings
Ascendant – Nude Bento Nails
{le fil casse} Danity Dress (*new* @ AuLovely)
Eudora3D Ash Heels (*new* @ SOS)
pose: FOXCITY. Spot On Bento Pose Set
BUENO– 4×4 – RARE
Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping

What You Eat

Okay, so we’ve all heard the phrase, “you are what you eat.” It’s been a while since I did a “what if” article, but I can’t help but wonder, “What if  you literally became what you eat for like an hour after you swallow it?” Yes, I’m going there, but only for a moment. *laughs* So, am I a sperm? Am I piece of fried chicken? What if we really did magically transform into whatever we ate for 10 mins to an hour? Would we watch what we ate more carefully? Would we all be lining up to eat supermodels? *giggles* And what about the people doing the hunger strikes? They eat nothing….does this mean they are nothing?

I do know that its a metaphorical saying, of course, but you ought to know me by now and know that my mind goes to some strange places late at night.

feeling blue

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Layla Hair (*new* @ Hair Fair)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee

Ascendant  – Cotton Candy Lipstick

^^Swallow^^ Princess Ears
(Yummy) Bohemia Ring Set
Ascendant  – Holographic Bento Nails 10

_CandyDoll_ Mayza Top (*new* @ C88)
_CandyDoll_ Mayza Jeans (*new* @ C88)

pose:  Foxcity. Selfie VOL3 Bento Pose Set
location: Missing Melody

full length
full length shot of the pants….these are just to die for♥

 

Posted in Blueberry, Bueno, Catwa, Eudora3D, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Jian, Second Life

Hello Darkness

“Hello darkness, my old friend
I’ve come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence”
~Paul Simon

I grew up listening to songs like this one, but for me…this particular song speaks to the creative part of me, the dreamer within me. It is late at night when the rest of the world is seemingly sleeping that my creative energy is at its best. I’ve written my best poems in the middle of the night and I can almost promise you that my best photos have been conceived of, or flowed along organically under the veil of night.
I remember living in Illinois when I was 21/22 and walking down to the river in the middle of the night, with my headset, pen and paper, and tissues. I almost always cried. No matter how hot or cold (and sometimes it was icy fucking cold) I could sit there on this private dock in a posh neighborhood that I had no business being in…and somehow feel like I was home. The river flowing past me, losing myself in either the music or the quiet flow of the water. It was a place that I could go to recapture my ideas and put them in order.I imagine now, the entire process would take place with a smart phone, but back then…depending on the moon for my light? I don’t know, there was something romantic about it. I suppose I’m rambling at this exact moment, as I feel myself getting lost in memories or yesteryear and I’ve got shopping to do in SL, because this creative mind of mine is alive and well at 12:30 am…there are ideas brewing!

Daydreaming

wearing:
hair: :::Phoenix::: Mishon Hair (*new* Go by FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Austine Applier [ Catwa ] Basic Line FLF

Blueberry – Helena – Coin Top
Blueberry – Helena – Front Tied Shorts
Eudora3D Basmah Heels (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY.Soulfood Bento Pose Set

scene:
anxiety %chicago build1
JIAN Golden Lab Pupper Basket
BUENO-Cat Phone -White
// SEUL \\ – Cocky Biscuits – Strawberry
tres blah– Coffee To Go

Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Phoenix, Second Life

Do Over

As a blog manager there are times that I have to reject some absolutely amazing photographs simply because they just didn’t showcase the item properly. As a blogger, I occasionally have photos rejected. Most of the time, I almost anticipate it, but I’ll cross my fingers and hope for the best. If it gets rejected, I take my licks like a big girl and I do it over and resubmit with a new post. I’ve never argued with a blog manager or quit a brand over it, either. Though I have seen quite a few bloggers do this in the past.
Wouldn’t it be nice if we could have more do overs in our lives? What I wouldn’t give to go back in time with a handful of do overs!

do over

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Mishon Hair (*new* Go by FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [Glam Affair] Austine Applier [ Catwa ] Basic Line FLF
piercings: –SU!– Piercing Set 07 Septum & Nose Studs
: CULT : His Princess Rings/Silver (*new* @ Kinky)
LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS
_CandyDoll_ Mily Dress (*new* @ Kinky)
Posted in Bueno, Catwa, Eudora3D, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Gingerfish Poses, Kustom9, Maitreya, Phoenix, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Promise Me This

 

Ben Howard – Promise

And meet me there, bundles of flowers
We wait through the hours of cold
Winter shall howl at the walls
Tearing down doors of time
Shelter as we go
And promise me this
You’ll wait for me only
Scared of the lonely arms
Surface, far below these burn
And maybe, just maybe I’ll come home
Who am I, darling to you?
Who am I?
Going to tell you stories of mine
Who am I?
Who am I, darling for you?
Who am I?
Could be a burden in time, lonely
Who am I, to you?
Who am I, darling for you?
Who am I?
Going to be a burden
Who am I, darling to you?
Who am I?
I come alone here
I come alone here
promise
wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Tisha (*new* for Go! by FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Myra” Eastern (*new*)
.random.Matter. – Moonbul Glasses (*new* @ Kustom9)
:::ChicChica::: Precious Rose Platinum
BUENO-Wrap Blouse (*new* @ Kustom9)
BUENO-Half Shorts (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Eudora3D Reverie Wedges
pose: GingerFish Poses – Retrograde Set (*new* @ ebento)
MINIMAL – Redfield Backdrop (*new* @ Kustom9)