Posted in CandyDoll, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Home Decor, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Dead Memories

Its actually better if you listen to the song and actually read/listen to the lyrics, because that’s the part that really speaks to me with this picture. The video itself would inspire a very different photo, while the lyrics could really go with so many ideas I have in my head.

Slipknot – Dead Memories

Sitting in the dark, I can’t forget.
Even now, I realize the time I’ll never get.
Another story of the bitter pills of fate.
I can’t go back again. I can’t go back again…
But you asked me to love you and I did.
Traded my emotions for a contract to commit
And when I got away, I only got so far.
The other me is dead.
I hear his voice inside my head…
We were never alive, and we won’t be born again.
But I’ll never survive with dead memories in my heart.
Dead memories in my heart [x2]
You told me to love you and I did. Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit.
So when I got away, I only kept my scars.
The other me is gone.
Now I don’t know where I belong…
And we were never alive, and we won’t be born again.
But I’ll never survive with dead memories in my heart.
Dead memories in my heart [x3]
Dead visions in your name.
Dead fingers in my veins.
Dead memories in my heart [x4]

candydoll c88

wearing:
hair: .Entwined. Veronica
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Imani Applier ( Catwa ) America
tattoo: .Identity. Body Shop – Rise Again
_CandyDoll_ Aimin Dress (*new* @ C88)
_CandyDoll_ Aimin Boots (*new* @ C88)

pose: Foxcity Highlights Vol2 Set

MINIMAL – RUST Backgrounds *4*
O.M.E.N – Ragdoll – Playing – VIP
dust bunny . areca palm plant
dust bunny . potted rubber tree
dust bunny . pilea peper plant

Posted in Animals, Death Row Designs, Fashion, Home Decor, Narcisse, Prism Events, Second Life, shopping, Tannenbaum, The Liaison Collaborative

Rx (Medicate)

Theory of a Deadman – Rx (Medicate)

Wake up to a cloudy day
Dark rolls in and it starts to rain
Staring out to the cage-like walls
Time goes by and the shadows crawl
Crushin’ candy crushin’ pills
Got no job, mom pays my bills
Textin’ ex’s get my fill
Sweatin’ bullets, Netflix-chills
World’s out there singin’ the blues
Twenty more dead on the evening news
Think to myself “really, what’s the use?”
I’m just like you, I was born to lose

Why oh why can’t you just fix me?
When all I want’s to feel numb
But the medication’s all gone
Why oh why does God hate me?
When all I want’s to get high
And forget this so-called life

I am so frickin’ bored
Nothin’ to do today
I guess I’ll sit around and medicate (medicate)
I am so frickin’ bored
Nothing to do today
I guess I’ll sit around and medicate (medicate)

Can’t wait to feel better than I ever will
Attack that shit like a kid on Benadryl
Chase it down with a hopeful smile
Hate myself, if I can go for miles
They say family’s all you need
Someone to trust can help you breathe
Inhale that drug, but you start to choke
You follow the outs of an inside joke

Why oh why can’t you just fix me?
When all I want’s to feel numb
But the medication’s all gone
Why oh why does God hate me?
Cause I’ve seen enough of it, heard enough of it, felt enough of it
Had enough of it!

I am so frickin’ bored
Nothing to do today
I guess I’ll sit around and medicate (medicate)
I am so frickin’ bored
Nothing to do today
I guess I’ll sit around and medicate

Medicate
Medicate
Medicate
Medicate

Superman is a hero
But only when his mind is clear though
He needs that fix like the rest of us
So he’s got no fear when he saves that bus
All the stars in the Hollywood Hills
Snapchat live while they pop them pills
All those flavors of the rainbow
Too bad that shit don’t work though

Your friends are high right now
Your parents are high right now
That hot chick’s high right now
That cop is high right now
The president’s high right now
Your priest is high right now
Everyone’s high as fuck right now
And no one’s ever coming down

I am so frickin’ bored
Nothing to do today
I guess I’ll sit around and medicate (medicate)
I am so frickin’ bored
Nothing to do today
I guess I’ll sit around and medicate

Medicate
Medicate
Medicate
Medicate

I medicate

Rx

wearing:
hair: =DeLa*= Mesh Hair “Khatia”
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
NARCISSE– Noelle Romper (*new* @ TLC)
erratic / eva – knee socks plain

pose: Foxcity Cute But Psycho set

Scene:
DRD– My Miserable Holiday Set (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
–DRD – My Miserable Holiday – Carpet
–DRD – My Miserable Holiday – Chair
–DRD – My Miserable Holiday – Table
–DRD – My Miserable Holiday – Tree
–DRD – My Miserable Holiday – Wood Basket
–DRD – My Miserable Holiday – Wood Stove

DRD – AE – Post Apocalyptic Holiday – Tree
DRD – Forgotten Attic – Chair – Stripe

dust bunny & O.M.E.N . Puppy Basket Bed

[Commoner] Break-Up Survival Kit / Zanax RARE

[NikotiN] Dealer Kitchen – Tray Metal
[NikotiN] Dealer Kitchen – Consumer Kit
[NikotiN] Grinder

Kalopsia – Lace Curtains

Posted in Apple Fall, Bound Box, Collabor88, Events, Fancy Decor, Jian, Pale Girl Productions, Second Life, Tannenbaum, unKindness

Warm On A Cold Night

I promise I’m trying to get back to actually writing wit my blogs, because its what I do. I’m just going through a hard time right now. I’ll be alright. I know that, but for now I am still hurting too much to talk about it.

Honne – Warm On A Cold Night

Like a rabbit in headlights
They’re stunned by all your charm
And I feel so damn lucky
To have you on my arm
And I can’t help but wonder
How we ended up alright
And I love you like no other
‘Cause this has never felt so right
Yeah you can keep me warm on a cold night
Warm on a cold cold night
Yeah you can keep me warm on a cold night
Warm on a cold cold night
I want to treat you something special
Give you what you deserve
I want to take you to paradise
In a 1950’s Merc
And I can’t help but wonder
Just how we ended up alright
And I love you like no other
And this has never felt so right
You can keep me warm on a cold night
Warm on a cold cold night
You can keep me warm on a cold night
Warm on a cold cold night
Girl you can keep me warm
You can keep me real warm
There’s just one thing
Girl you could have anyone
So why you choosing me and not leaving me on my own
Girl you could be with anyone
So thanks for making me your number one
You can keep me warm on a cold night
Warm on a cold cold night
Yeah you can keep me warm on a cold night
Warm on a cold cold night
Yeah wrap me up and keep warm on a cold night
Warm on a cold cold night
Oh yeah you can keep me warm on a cold night
Warm on a cold cold night

Cuddle Weather

wearing:
hair: TRUTH VIP November – Ginevra
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
*MC* Naughty & Nice Lingerie (Dec Bound Box)

pose: Foxcity On Point set

scene:
uK – Countryside Cottage (*new* @ C88)

Violetility – Winter Wonderbed (Dec Bound Box)

:CP: Winter Isle Lounge Set (*new* @ District20)
-:CP: Country Home Coffee Table Winter
-:CP: Country Home Chessboard
-:CP: Winter Isle Countdown
-:CP: Poetry Pinecone Lights
-:CP: Winter Isle Candles
-:CP: Winter Isle Deer

Kalopsia – Little Tree Deco
Kalopsia – Pompom Rug (white)

Mutresse-#Elfie-Naughty Elf (*new* @ Arcade)
Mutresse-Silenced-Naughty Elf (*new* @ Arcade)
Mutresse-Assasin-Naughty Elf (*new* @ Arcade)
Mutresse-Protesting-Naughty Elf (*new* @ Arcade)

O.M.E.N – Christmas Morning – Gift Box – Silver (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

Fancy Decor: Gordon Collection Fatpack (*new* @ C88)
-Fancy Decor: Pillar Fireplace (white)
-Fancy Decor: Pillar Candles (white)
-Fancy Decor: Gordon Candlestick (silver)
-Fancy Decor: Wooden Box (plain lid)

Fancy Decor: Cavalieri Side Table

SAYO – Joy Holiday Sign

Second Spaces – snow day books – messy stack

Di’Cor Rayon Living Set (*new* @ FaMESHed)
-Di’Cor Rayon Armchair
-Di’Cor Rayon Planter
-Di’Cor Rayon Photo Frames

Silence. – Make Today Amazing

Refuge – Spark Lamp Shimmer Silver Larger

NOMAD // Kitty Choir

PILOT – Gift Mouse [Deer]

The Loft – Tivoli Christmas Stockings

*HEXtraordinary* Vintage Ceramic Christmas Tree Light (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

Apple Fall Happy Santa Figure (Creamy)

JIAN Christmas Tree 2017 Decorated (*new* @ FaMESHed)

dust bunny . porcelain deer . ivory
dust bunny . knitted stool
dust bunny . cocoa & cookies tray

Posted in 7madRaven, Events, Jian, Landscaping, Prism Events, Second Life, shopping, Tannenbaum, Tres Chic

Trees & Thee

We interrupt your regular programming to tell you all about Trees & Thee before time runs out. With only less than 10 days before Santa drops down the chimney, we want to make sure that YOU are ready for the biggest holiday of the year!!!

Whether you want to pick a live tree, cut your own, or have us cut one for you, we know you don’t want one of those plastic fake trees. You want the real deal and we’ve got just the right tree for you! We’ve got Pine, Fir, Spruce and Cedar! Oh, but that’s not all! We’ve got ornaments, decor, and gifts! So, make sure to swing through our gift shop for any last minute gifts. We’ll even help you strap your special tree to the roof of your vehicle. And if you tip well, we will put in a good word with Santa! *winks*

Trees & Thee
C’mon down to Trees & Thee and pick up a tree or three!

The truth is you can get all your Christmas needs at Tannenbaum, but I’m doing a thing here, okay? Thanks!

[Con.] Winter Wagons – Full size Rezzable RARE

Patio Lights Single Pole CHEZ MOI (Nov TresChic)
Christmas Farm Tree Sign CHEZ MOI  (Nov TresChic)

hive // christmas tree farm (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
hive // fir tree set (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

ACORN Santa Stand (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

O.M.E.N – Christmas Morning – Puppy  (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
O.M.E.N – Christmas Morning – Reindeer Plushies (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
O.M.E.N Winter Dreams Globe (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

7mad;Ravens – Holiday Set  (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
-7mad;Ravens Pillow/Crate Christmas
-7mad;Ravens Pillow/Crate Believe
-7mad;Ravens Pillow/Crate Magic
-7mad;Ravens Red Xmas Candlesticks
-7mad;Ravens Xmas Art 1
-7mad;Ravens Xmas Art 2
-7mad;Ravens Xmas Art 3
-7mad;Ravens Xmas Art 4
-7mad;Ravens Xmas Art 5
-7mad;Ravens Xmas Art 6

Kalopsia – Carol’s Christmas Crates
Kalopsia – Carol’s Christmas Garland

JIAN Dove Holiday Banners (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
-JIAN Dove Holiday Banner ( Horizontal )
-JIAN Dove Holiday Banner ( Vertical )

R(S)W Fuzzy Holiday Bear – Boxed (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
R(S)W Christmas Crackers – 6 Pack (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

Dahlia – Finola – Ornament Basket – Assorted Silver 1LI (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
Dahlia – Finola – Ornament Basket – Assorted Gold 1LI (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

*HEXtraordinary* Vintage Ceramic Christmas Tree Light – Green (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
Culprit Mousie Balloon Music Box (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

Posted in Death Row Designs, Events, Fancy Decor, Jian, Prism Events, Second Life, shopping, Tannenbaum

Just a Quote

“And when at last you find someone to whom you feel you can pour out your soul, you stop in shock at the words you utter— they are so rusty, so ugly, so meaningless and feeble from being kept in the small cramped dark inside you so long.”
― Sylvia PlathThe Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

shadow box dec

DRD Shadow Box Dec
DRD – Shadow Box – Series 01 – DEC 2017 – LIGHT
DRD – Series 01 – Canopy Bed – Light
DRD – Series 01 – Chandelier – Light
DRD – Series 01 – Chest – Light
DRD – Series 01 – Drapes – Light
DRD – Series 01 – Side Table A – Light
DRD – Series 01 – Side Table B – Light
DRD – Series 01 – Wing Chair Amber – Light
DRD – Series 01 – Wing Chair Ecru – Light

MudHoney Larson Fireplace Set (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
MudHoney Larson Fireplace – White
MudHoney Larson Paper Stars – long
MudHoney Larson Wreath

Winter Dreams Globe – Happy Holidays – From O.M.E.N (Tannenbaum)
O.M.E.N – Christmas Morning – Reindeer Plushie – Plain (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

SAYO – Glitz Collection (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
SAYO – Glitz Collection – Leaf Candle
SAYO – Glitz Collection – Garden Roses
SAYO – Glitz Collection – Sparkling Star – Rose Gold

dust bunny . pilea peper plant
dust bunny . areca palm plant
dust bunny . pink medinilla plant
dust bunny . potted palm

Cant’ Even – Winterscape (Gold) (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
Can’t Even – Jolly AF (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

Dahlia – Seasonal Candy Set- Round Gumball Jar (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

PILOT – Hanging Planter [White]
PILOT – Book and Tablet Stack
PILOT – Package Wrap

JIAN Santa’s Samoyeds True Spirit of Christmas Tree **25PR** (Arcade)

10 Fancy Decor: Miles Rug (*new* @ Arcade)
Fancy Decor: Twig Tree (gold) (Tannenbaum)

R(S)W Fruit Bowl – Christmas Tree (Tannenbaum)

Culprit Mousie Balloon Music Box (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

floorplan. i love you canvas
floorplan. notebook clutter
floorplan. pile of books

scene created in Trompe Loeil – Dorina Cottage Blush

Posted in CandyDoll, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Phedora, Phoenix, Prism Events, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Tannenbaum, Uber SL

Artistic Influences

Today’s post is the answer to another question posed by Troy Nelson in response to my blog, “Dangerous Propositon.” He asked, “Who are your artistic influences?” Well, this question has me stumped, because I can’t cite any really. I just do my own thing. Sometimes I’m inspired by a song. Sometimes and outfit or accessory or even an item of decor just sparks my imagination and I’m off. Actually, there are a few SL photographers that inspire me to try something different. I doubt seriously if you’ll recognize most of their influence in my work, but a few will be pretty apparent. So, in saying that, I’m going to list a few names and each name with provide you with a direct link to their flickr account. Sabbian Paine, Ados Oldrich, Wendz Tempest, Rina Edenflower, Grace Sixpence, Kess Crystal, Brandon TaselianLoverdag, and so many others that I could fill a page listing them all. These are artists that I not only admire, but that inspire me to try new techniques. So, I guess I stand corrected, I can cite a few…*laughs* I just needed to really think about it for a minute.
I’m still open to topics and questions, so by all means feel free to leave comments. I promise that I do read them all. ♥

its cool

wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Charlotte Hair  (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
eyeshadow: Izzie‘s – Festive Shimmer Eye Make-Up (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
nail polish: alme. Snowy Winter (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
[Cynful] Candela’s Fur Vest  (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
_CandyDoll_ Anya Top (*new* @ Uber)
_CandyDoll_ Anya Pants (*new* @ Uber)
Phedora / Darcy Boots V2 (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

pose: –CHKI0 Poses–listen to that melody Pack
———comes with phone & headphones

scene:
.gypsy heart. Festive Backdrops – The Cabin (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
Ariskea[Neige] Nord Pole Post Red (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
O.M.E.N – Christmas Morning – Sleds – Wood (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

Posted in Apple Fall, Lybra, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Kings & Queens

She didn’t know how it happened or how she got there, but she was somehow thrust into the middle of a fierce battle.. Papers were swirling, bodies were flying, the screams were deafening. All she could do was fall to the ground where she discovered a beautiful white kitten. She held the kitten close as she tried to wave off flying debris. From the yelling, she was able to determine what started the war. The queen of one territory had fallen in love with the king from another, thus their partners had declared war. Villagers were torn between their loyalties, ripped from their homes as they lost trust in their leaders. Soldiers fought and died without even knowing if they were fighting for their king or their queen. It was horrendous and as she sunk to the ground, she could feel the earth shake as tendrils of ivy began twisting and turning, stretching across the land…even beneath her. She shrieked and closed her eyes unable to bear witness to the war for one more moment.
It was then that the wind and noise ceased, she lifted head to realize that she had fallen asleep on her chess board while trying to learn the game, her little white kitten curled up in her lap.

fall asleep reading

wearing:
hair*PH* disordered hair-II // #2
headCATWA HEAD Kathy
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Face Miriam”
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
.LYBRA .  COCO SET (*new* @ Uber)
O.M.E.N – Mischievous Kittens – White Coat Kitty WEAR

pose by Foxcity edited with AnyPose

scene:
Apple Fall Garden Chess Board
GOOSE – Broken wall ( Seraphim‘s 5th BD!)
Kalopsia – Flying Paper
[DDD] Twinkling Ivy
{anc} ripple. oil .for light space ver [L]1Li