Posted in Death Row Designs, DOUX, Dubai, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, skin, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

The heart beats in its cage

Well, I don’t feel better when I’m fucking around
And I don’t write better when I’m stuck in the ground
So don’t teach me a lesson ’cause I’ve already learned
Yeah, the sun will be shining and my children will burn
Oh, the heart beats in its cage
I don’t want what you want, I don’t feel what you feel
See, I’m stuck in a city but I belong in a field
Yeah, we got left, left, left, left, left, left, left
Now it’s three in the morning and you’re eating alone

Oh, the heart beats in its cage

All our friends, they’re laughing at us
All of those you loved, you mistrust
Help me, I’m just not quite myself
Look around, there’s no one else left

The heart beats in its cage

foundation
hair: DOUX – Nashaly hairstyle @ Dubai
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
head skin: [Glam Affair] Cherry [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Chantilly)

fashion
-SU!- Poison Sunglasses
[ rD ] Metarose Necklace @ TLC
Violent Seduction – The Moth for FLF Aug 27, 2021
[BREATHE]-Satsuko Heels @ Kinky

[AYO] feat [Rezz Room] Caged Heart @ Uber

pose:
Diversion – Distant Light – Poses
(altered hand positions slightly)

background:
(Milk Motion) The dark forest road

-Garden- by anc “end of universe” rose
{anc} breath of rose

NOMAD // Black Rose Petals

BALACLAVA!! Ghost Servants

DRD – Funeral Carriage – Hearse

Posted in Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Pale Girl Productions, poses, Second Life, shopping, skin, Skin Fair, Uber SL

I knew you’d leave me

I never should have called
‘Cause I knew you’d leave me
But I didn’t think you could do it so easily
I never should have held your hand
On that cold rainy night
‘Cause, further along, it would cause another fight
Stranger, that’s all I see
When I look into your eyes
A soulmate who wasn’t meant to be
Stranger, who knows all my secrets
Can pull me apart and break my heart
A soulmate who wasn’t meant to be

https://www.flickr.com/photos/sadystikasabretooth/51083713346/in/dateposted/
(moderate photo…you’ll need a flickr account to see it close up)

hair: [monso] Choi Hair @ Neo Japan
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Nina Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER

::: MOMOCHUU :: Heart Tears
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection
Lunar – Mumu – FULLSET
(sweater, top, shorts, & socks)

pose: FOXCITY. Chilling Set

[Rezz Room] Bengal Cat Sleep

FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Cozy Balcony

NOMAD // Amore Loveletters

Posted in Events, Home Decor, Second Life, shopping

Day on the Lake

Not everyone has a beach nearby, but almost everyone has a nice recreational lake within driving distance. Where I live, lakes and rivers are a way of life. All the campsites around these parts are by a body of water. And I can tell you there are few things more beautiful than watching the sun rise over a quiet mist covered lake. So, don’t underestimate a day on the lake, it can be just as relaxing and beautiful as a day at the beach.

thor serenity style nomad

.peaches. Summer Lovin’ – Towel – Check you out FLF May 29, 2020

dust bunny . dreamy outing . beach paddles . group gift
dust bunny . dreamy outing . essentials bag
dust bunny . beach day . towel tote
dust bunny . dreamy outing . net candle . silver

+Half-Deer+ Spilled Liquid – Small Puddle – Water Set
+Half-Deer+ Carefree Bikini Clutter – ALL – Hanging Thong
+Half-Deer+ Carefree Bikini Clutter – ALL – Offside Thong
+Half-Deer+ Carefree Bikini Clutter – ALL – Offside Bra

05. LAGOM – Hawaiian Party [Beach Balls]
08. Lagom – The partyraft [ Messy towel Melons ]
09. Lagom – The partyraft [ Messy towel Stripes ]

NOMAD // Vintage Roadtrip Car // Flamingo

Serenity Style-Sweet Wave Dock

Serenity Style– Farm Planter White
Serenity Style- Farm Planter Green
Serenity Style- Farm Planter Blue

..::THOR::.. Beach Vibes Gacha Set @ Arcade
..::THOR::.. Floating Ring Blue
..::THOR::.. Floating Ring Red
..::THOR::.. Beach Folding Chair Sand Stripes
..::THOR::.. Flip Flops
..::THOR::.. Smoothie Trail
..::THOR::.. Retro Radio Coral
..::THOR::.. Folding Sidetable
..::THOR::.. Retro Cooler Turquoise
..::THOR::.. Beach Tote
..::THOR::.. Toy Boat

Posted in Animals, Bloom, DOUX, Events, Fancy Decor, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Making Room for Pizza

They had moved to the big city with dreams of an exciting nightlife. No one had ever anticipated being locked down over a pandemic. These two had been friends their entire lives and had been through all sorts of heart aches, but nothing had compared to this.

As Sady finished off another donut, she rubbed her tummy and sighed, “Thank God workout clothes are stretchy!”

Stef lifted her leg to let another one rip across the room, “OMG! Right!?!?”

Sady scrunched her nose and laughed, “I should try that, maybe I’d have room for more pizza!”

Stef laughed, “You weren’t supposed to hear that!”

Sady gave her a look, “I heard it, smelled it, and watched you lift your leg like a dog to let it out!”

It was right then, that their little Yorkie, Puddin, let out an outrageously disgusting little fart of her own. I guess she’s making room for pizza, too.

cosmic bunny elm mudhoney stealthic

Steff::
hair: DOUX Lala
head: LeLUTKA.Head.Nova
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.1
(for more details about her look, please check her blog)

pose: Diversion – Springtime Sadness – Pose Set

Sady:
hair: Stealthic – Penance
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body:  [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe (LeLutkaEVO) @@ Uber

pose: Diversion – Humble – Pose Set

Both are wearing:
[Cosmic Dust] – Paris Outfit @ Kustom9

scene:
[PM]Pixel Mode – Greenwich Apartment (no longer available)

[Rezz Room] Yorkshire Adult Animesh @ Uber

Mithral * Scindapsus Treubii Moonlight

dust bunny . dreamy outing . potato chips

Elm. Star Gazer @ Bloom
Elm. Star Gazer Lamp
Elm. Star Gazer Coffee Cup
Elm. Star Gazer Books
Elm. Star Gazer Side Table [Silver]
Elm. Star Gazer Beanbag Adult [White]

06 Fancy Decor: Moon Pillow

MudHoney Laundry Full Set @ Bloom
MH Laundry Jeans Floor
MH Laundry Bra Floor
MH Laundry Socks Floor
MH Laundry White Shirt Floor
MH Laundry Basket
MH Laundry Panties Ledge

NOMAD // Crescent Moon // Celestia

Nutmeg. Disarray Bag w/ Papers Black
Nutmeg. Disarray Clutter
Nutmeg. Disarray Bed Lightgrey

O.M.E.N – Deco Popcorn & Soda – VIP GIFT

tarte. hanging plants @ kustom9
tarte. hanging marble pothos plant
tarte. hanging trailing jade plant

The Loft – Nelson Bodega Box

..::THOR::.. Moon Lore Book & Petals

Hangry – Donut Box – Chocolate @ Kustom9
Hangry – Wine Glass – Merlot
Hangry – Margherita Pizza

:Moon Amore: The Sacred Sabana (Geometria)

 

Posted in Apple Fall, Artisan Fantasy, Dahlia, Events, FaMESHed, Home Decor, Second Life

Tiffany Tub & Table

I know…really, Sady, another outdoor bathtub scene? Hey, at least my naked ass ain’t sitting in it this time! I can’t help it, this bathtub and matching table had to go outside…cuz look at that leaf detailing! It would be gorgeous in an actual bathroom with lots of plants, too. I just had to do an outdoor scene, cuz…well, that’s what I wanted to do and anyone that knows me knows that I DO WHAT I WANT!

moss & mink bathtub

{moss&mink} Tiffany Bathtub @ FaMESHed
{moss&mink} Tiffany Table @ FaMESHed

Paris – Wine bottle spilled by Bazar
Paris – Wine set by Bazar

Stormwood: Roman Paving Stone Floor

N4RS Classic Candle Holder – 3 Candles

Apple Fall Bathroom Lotions
Apple Fall Coral Lid Jar w/ Bath Bombs

*AF* Conquistador Bath Potted Succulents 2
*AF* Conquistador Bath Potted Succulents 1

NOMAD // Red Rose Petals

dust bunny . lauren bathroom . bathtub caddy
dust bunny & con . lauren bathroom . vanity basket
dust bunny . book pile

Dahlia – Evelyn – Birdbath – White

Posted in Events, Fancy Decor, Home Decor, Second Life

One on One Date

Yes, this is a Bachelor reference. Don’t worry, there’s no spoilers. I just couldn’t help but think of the show when setting up this scene. How the the rose on a tray just kinda looms over their date until it is granted or denied. I always wonder what’s going through the mind of the person waiting on that verdict. Will they walk away with a rose or will they be walked to the car? Dun dun dunnnn. Of course, I usually have an opinion on whether or not they should stay or go, but my opinion doesn’t matter. No matter how much I yell at the screen. *laughs* Regardless of how it goes, the table is set for that one on one date.

MudHoney

[KuddelMuddel] VICTORIAN HOUSE Backdrop / Set B

10 Fancy Decor: Jones Tray

MudHoney Petra Dining Set @ FaMESHed X
-MudHoney Petra Chair A Fatpack
-MudHoney Petra Plates
-MudHoney Petra Fork
-MudHoney Petra Spoon
-MudHoney Petra Knife
-MudHoney Petra Tall Glass
-MudHoney Petra Low Glass
-MudHoney Petra Wine Glass
-MudHoney Petra Candle 4
-MudHoney Petra Table A
-MudHoney Petra Candle 5
-MudHoney Petra Candle 2
-MudHoney Petra Candle 3
-MudHoney Petra Candle 1

NOMAD // Red Rose Petals

Posted in crate, Dahlia, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative

The Greenhouse

My aunt used to have this old farmhouse. It had been in her family for many many years. It wasn’t the most beautiful to look at from the outside, but once you were inside you knew that you were in a house made of love. There was also an amazing greenhouse attached to a perfect country kitchen. I loved visiting her and having coffee amidst all the greenery. If I was really lucky, it would rain while I was there. THAT was amazing. Of course, it had to be a light rain. Okay, so it only happened once in all the years I visited, but it was the perfect spring rain. The pitter patter of the water falling on the panels of the build that my uncle had so lovingly constructed was absolute heaven.
This is truly one of my favorite memories of my aunt and uncle. I loved visiting them for a weekend here and there.  My uncle passed away about ten years ago. Since then, my aunt sold that house and moved to a suburb, but I will always remember sitting in that greenhouse with coffee as the sun came up.

crate nutmeg dahlia

tarte. church greenhouse

Mithral * Hanging Philodendron Micans (Concrete Pot)

crate Junkyard Art Set @ The Liaison Collaborative
crate Junkyard Art Tub Chandelier
crate Junkyard Art Stack Stool
crate Dandelion Daybed Accent Tree
crate Junkyard Art Messy Stack
crate Junkyard Art Bucket Hanger

Dahlia – The Secret Garden – Birdhouse – White
Dahlia – Evelyn – Garden Gazing Ball – White

dust bunny & O.M.E.N . Basket Cat Bed . Black
O.M.E.N . Sleepy Bengal . In Bed – Gray

Granola. Willow Teapot Planter. Garden Green.

HPMD* Bush-b (Garden Tree04/brown)
HPMD* Colored Bush – light green

[ keke ] willow leaves for ground – midi

NOMAD // Scattered Leaves

Nutmeg. Garden Bench  Set @ Anthem
Nutmeg. Leather Bag Cream Bonus Item
Nutmeg. Garden Bench w/Plaid A (Dirt Legs)
Nutmeg. Blanket Pile / 2
Nutmeg. Blanket Pile / 1

4. Nutmeg. Garden Getaway Books & Coffee

Serenity Style– The Gardener Corner RAKE

[DDD] Twinkling Ivy

Posted in Events, Maitreya, Second Life

Experience Adventure

“Each of us must confront our own fears, must come face to face with them. How we handle our fears will determine where we go with the rest of our lives. To experience adventure or to be limited by the fear of it.”
― Judy Blume, Tiger Eyes

deaddollz cx

hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Vampy Mama – Rare @ Epiphany
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
dirt: Izzie’s – Face & Body Dirt
dress: Dead Dollz – Emma Dress – Halloween Gift

pose by Ana Poses

[CX] x Insomnia Angel – “deadly end” door @ The Fantasy Collective
[CX] Cerb’s Trophy Board @ Eclipse

NOMAD // “Just Spidey”

[DDD] Dewdrop Cobweb

Posted in Home Decor, Kustom9, Scandalize, Second Life, shopping

Just Asking

We hear about walking away from toxic people all the time, but its usually in reference to the obvious types of toxicity. People that are abusive mentally, emotionally, verbally, or physically are fairly obvious. We know that addicts in recovery can’t expect to stay clean if they’re hanging around with addicts that are actively using.  But what about those people that are doing everything within their power to better their lives and make wiser decisions? Don’t they also need to watch the company they keep so as not to fall back into the same pitfalls as before? I mean, a happily married man is probably going to spend far less time with his old bachelor buddies once he is married, right? And on the occasions that he does, he’s probably going to carefully choose activities that will not tempt him or put his marriage in danger. So, why is it that we’re expected to stick to people that continue to act out immaturely or destructively if we ourselves are trying to better our lives? I am not suggesting we cut these lovely people out of our lives completely or permanently. However, is it so wrong to distance yourself from people that are continuously acting irrationally, knowing they are being irrational, while we work on being more rational? What about the friends that choose to remain in sick relationships, complaining about the same abuse day in and day out? The friends that repeat the same cycles over and over again? How are we supposed to get better if we surround ourselves with sick thinking people? Just asking for a friend. *grins*

nutmeg mudhoney peaches

Merak Candle Box – Black Group Gift

MudHoney Victoria Gacha @ Arcade
MudHoney Victoria Beetle Plaque
MudHoney Victoria Spider Plaque
MudHoney Victoria Butterfly Plaque
MudHoney Victoria Portrait2
MudHoney Victoria Console RARE
MudHoney Victoria Portrait1
MudHoney Victoria Portrait3
MudHoney Victoria Candles

NOMAD // SPIDEY FLF Oct 18
NOMAD // “Just Spidey”
NOMAD // “Spidey Waves”
NOMAD // “Spidey Play Dead”

Nutmeg. Soul Collector @ Epiphany
9. Nutmeg. Soul Collector’s Armchair Brown Adult
12. Nutmeg. Soul Collector’s Pocket Watch
14. Nutmeg. Soul Collector’s Tray
Nutmeg. Soul Collector’s Book1
11. Nutmeg. Soul Collector’s Draped Table
Nutmeg. Soul Collector’s Book2
17. Nutmeg. Soul Collector’s Candle
13. Nutmeg. Soul Collector’s Magnifier
Nutmeg. Soul Collector’s Book3
16. Nutmeg. Soul Collector’s Papers
18. Nutmeg. Soul Collector’s Phonograph
15. Nutmeg. Soul Collector’s Books
2. Nutmeg. Soul Collector’s Bag of Souls Brown RARE

.random.Matter. – NecroBotany – NecroBotanica Book [Blue] @ Kustom9
.random.Matter. – NecroBotany – Potted Plant [Black] @ Kustom9

{vespertine} obscure plantscapes – tillandsia medusa @ Epiphany

.peaches. Lech Lecha Wine Cart – Marble FLF Oct 18

Mithral * Philodendron Plowmanii (Concrete Pot) @ Kustom9
Mithral * Philodendron Verrucosum (Concrete Pot) @ Kustom9
Mithral * Philodendron Melanochrysum (Concrete Pot) @ Kustom9

Kalopsia – Farm Fresh Vase (brown) K9 gift

Scandalize.SPHYNX. Gold @ Epiphany

Posted in Events, Home Decor, Second Life

My People

Today is my birthday and despite my age (don’t ask), I’m excited. No matter how bad things get, I love my birthday. I suppose its a matter of conditioning. I’m an only child and my birthday was always a big deal. My mother always baked a cake and made a big meal, whatever I wanted. So, I have lots going on today, but I want to express my gratitude.
Days like today, I truly feel blessed. I have the most wonderful group of friends in Second Life. More than I am entitled to, I can assure you. I hear about how people stab each other in the back all the time and it breaks my heart. While I have some friends that are as fake as a three dollar bill, even my fake friends aren’t bad people. But I have some of the truest friends anyone could ever hope for and those are MY people. They are the ones that know the real me, what I’m capable of…they know my heart. I cannot begin to thank those people enough. I am so very grateful for all of my friends, even the fake ones, because each of them offers me a lesson in love, trust, and integrity. So, I won’t wait until Thanksgiving for this…I will show my gratitude today, so if you are one of my friends I thank you from the bottom of my heart.♥

peaches nutmeg

.peaches. Virajas Day Bed @ FaMESHed

+Half-Deer+ Fallen Leaves – Autumn

NOMAD // Autumn Leaves

Nutmeg. Winter Brunch Accent Stool w/Packages
Nutmeg. Pile of Vinage books Group Gift
Nutmeg. Grandma’s Cottage Basket w/Flowers
Nutmeg. Disarray Newspapers & Hat
Nutmeg. Stacked Buckets
Nutmeg. Old Story Frames Wood
Nutmeg. Dacha Old Wooden Chest
Nutmeg. Disarray Round Wooden Table w/Cloth
Nutmeg. Flower Cherub Statue @ Shiny Shabby
Nutmeg&RK Poses. Old Stool w/Cloth Decor (Group Gift)
Nutmeg. Rattan Tote Carry, Light Blue

SAYO – Fallen Autumn Set – Foliage Deco
SAYO – Fallen Autumn Set – Pumpkin Candles