Posted in Catwa, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Second Life, {le fil casse}

Escape

When I was taking this picture, I was reminded of what an active imagination I had as a child. For years, whenever I would take a shower, I would pretend that I was showering in a waterfall. I would pretend that my shampoo, conditioner, soap…that it was all products from the jungle like coconuts and wild fruits. *laughs* I know it sounds silly, but I really used to love it. I suppose there was a part of me that just wanted to escape the living hell that was my life at the time. I wanted to be stranded on an island far away from everyone I knew at the time. I just wanted to get away from my life…even if it was just for a twenty minute shower.

Mina lfc nanika

MINA – Marsha @ Anthem
CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
[Glam Affair] Maria Applier
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
{le fil casse} Lilly Bikini
NANIKA – Vanessa Belt/Garter

FOXCITY. Highlights VOL2 Bento Pose Set
location: Surfer’s Bay

Posted in Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Paralyzed

The following is a poem I wrote the other day. I understand that poetry is not for everyone, but its something I love to do and sometimes its an easier way for me to express my feelings.
Paralyzed
Darkness fills the void you left
My heart is haunted by the desolation
Our history just a meaningless core

From the secret to the obvious

The fortunate ones, bask in the waters of hope
While the rest of us are gasping for air
Cutting our flesh to watch the blood appear
Wishing love had been more dependable
We reminisce about the times we had
The loves we lost
The once upon a times
And the happily never afters
Dreaming of possibilities
And fairy tale endings
Sometimes wishing our truth was a lie
Wishing we were still believers
Thumbing through old photos
My life unfolding like a story
A tale so foreign
It hardly seems like mine
Gripping the open wound
Knowing it will scar
No longer recognizing my reflection
Trying to forget your face
My head is pounding
My heart is bleeding
I finger paint on the floor
Pretending this is normal
Never getting over you
Unable to heal
I can’t move forward
I am paralyzed
~Sadystika Sabretooth
paralyzed

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
SU!– Piercing Set 01
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Rose   @ Uber
Tattoo “Blinded Justice”_by GoK

#2 DOUX – Summer Night Hairstyle RARE
amias – NADIA gloves
amias – NARI top @ Kinky
Mossu – Chained (15) – Panties
NANIKA -Gill Belt/Garter @ Uber
Mosquito’s Way – Sharon

pose & background: STILLGESTANDEN – Lightbox

Posted in Catwa, Dahlia, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Maitreya, N21, Second Life, shopping

When all is said and done

When all is said and done
Tell me how to write this
Tell me how to fight this war
I’ll keep marching on
Like a broken robot
Money back guarantee
I’m in your custody
But I’m not a criminal, I can be your next big thing
Look at what I’ve become
Silly little monster
Should’ve just held my tongue
I hate the feeling of this weight upon my shoulders
Pushing the pressure down on me
You think you want the best for me but nothing really matters
If you force it won’t come, I guess I’m feeling numb
I guess I’m feeling numb

dahlia collar

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
^^Swallow^^ Crusties Ears
SU!– Piercing Set 07
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Maria @ Kustom9
.::Nanika::.Scarlet tattoo White

tram I0618 hair
CURELESS [+] Sterile Face Bandages
amias – NADIA gloves 2
Dahlia – Camilla – Collar @ FaMESHed X
Miu – Lulu sheer dress @ N21

pose: FOXCITY. Show Time Bento Pose Set

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, vinyl

Time to Liberate

“Four walls like a prison
Feels like another victim
Something’s wrong
Something’s missing
You scream when it hurts but there’s nobody listenin’
Gettin’ sick of going psycho
Burnin’ quick, a downward spiral
Not a slave or an animal
Someone break me out this cage
It’s time to liberate
From everyone who loves to hate
From everything that’s makin’ you live the lie
Don’t you think it’s time to twist your fate
Liberate”
~ James Durbin – Liberate

ready to fight

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Carla @ Collabor88

[LF] Native Paint
SU!– Nosebleed
tattoo: .Identity. Body Shop – Free Yourself

no.match_ ~ NO_RING @ Salon 52
SU!– Safety Pin Earrings (group gift)
.::Nanika::. Leah Necklace
Meva Sora Gloves Box
VINYL – Smash Ripped Top
RKKN. Avalon LoosePants

K&S – // adventurous gal // Bento poses (includes bat)

location: Small Town Green

Posted in Bondi, Catwa, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

Out in the Rain

“Every time he walks out the door
I wonder if he’s ever coming back
I can’t help but love the taste of danger baby
And the how and the when and the roughness baby
I got caught out in the rain
If I die I don’t care, I’m in love
I’m in love, I’m in love with this man
I got caught out, caught out
Caught out in the rain”

falling down down down

wearing:
hair: DOUX – Air hairstyle
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

BONDI . The Retro Headphones
.::Nanika::.Star Collar
Ama. : Sail Away Harness and Necklace @ TLC
NANIKA – Claudia Garter

[The Forge] Bay Guy Jacket @ Arcade
[The Forge] Bad Guy Bra, Black Lace @ Arcade
[The Forge] Bad Guy Shorts, Oil @ Arcade
SU!– Nylon Stockings /Ripped
[The Forge] Stompers Boots @ Arcade

pose: FOXCITY. Cleanse Bento Pose Set
**left leg position altered with AnyPose**

Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Trouble

The last few days have been absolutely nuts and I’m ready to just chill out. I’m ready to have some fun. I don’t exactly have a plan, but I’m pretty damn sure I’m about to stir up some trouble somewhere. Not the bad kind that drama queens stir up, but you know, the bratty kind at which I excel. *grins* So, you’ve been warned, you can join in or run for your life.

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wearing:
hair:  Tableau Vivant \\ Esperanza hair
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

: CULT : Diamond & Bow Leather Collar
_CandyDoll_ Ayashe Blouse @ Uber
_CandyDoll_ Ayashe Shorts @ Uber
NANIKA – Lea Garter Black Maitreya
:AC: Fishnet Stockings[Style 3]
: CULT : Morane Boots

pose: FOXCITY. Cozy Bento Pose Set
ANTINATURAL[+] Post-Human / Meeting Point

Posted in Blueberry, Catwa, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, N21, Second Life, Uber SL

Not So Innocent

So, its no secret that I like hanging out at FMD. Every Saturday they have events with prizes. I don’t dress up hoping for a prize, I just dress up, because it’s fun. So, this past weekend the theme was fetishes. Now, I’m not innocent by a long shot and I would consider myself to enjoy some pretty kinky stuff, but as for an actual fetish? I’m not sure I have one. According to dictionary.com a fetish is:

  1.  an object regarded with awe as being the embodiment or habitation of a potent spirit or as having magical potency.
  2. any object, idea, etc., eliciting unquestioning reverence, respect, or devotion
  3. Psychologyany object or nongenital part of the body that causes a habitual erotic  response or fixation.

Number 3, which I underlined, seems to be the most recognized definition. While there are things I like quite a bit, I can’t call any of them habitual. However, I had lots of cute stuff and put together this little outfit and called myself a fuck bunny, having no clue what that actually meant. Mind you, I didn’t go marching (or hopping…tehehe) into the club announcing that I was a fuck bunny. I only told a few friends and we all giggled. However, I decided to look up the definition and being a slang term, I knew the best place to find my answer would indeed be none other than the Urban Dictionary. Here’s their definition:

  1. A cute innocent looking girl that is a maniac in bed.
  2. That sweetheart in the HR department who you know would hump you raw given the opportunity.
  3. A virginal, often religious, girl who grew up in the country sheltered by her mother that turns into a complete nympho in bed late in high school.

I don’t know how innocent looking I am, but I won’t dispute the rest of definition #1. I don’t work in HR and while I might hump someone raw if given the opportunity, it wouldn’t just be anyone. As for #3? Yeah, definitely not me. So, there you have it…perhaps you learned something new today, perhaps you didn’t. I know I sure did. Now hop along to the next blog or leave a comment if you’d like. I do so love it when my readers reply. In the meantime, the details below will tell you how to achieve any and all parts of MY fuck bunny look. *grins & nibbles on a….carrot*

fuckbunny

wearing:
hair:  Tableau Vivant // Janelle @ Uber
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
^^Swallow^^ Crusties Ears 2.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

+ Cotton Usagi Ears XS + {aii}
+ Cotton Usagi Tail + {aii}

::GB:: Cat’s tail whip
=Zenith=Muted Coven Collar
=Zenith=Victoria lace gloves

Blueberry – Moki – Top @ Uber
Blueberry – Moki – Skirt
NANIKA – Kara Stockings @ N21

Diversion – Beachin’ Poses

Posted in Bondi, CandyDoll, Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Be Inspired

When you surround yourself with loving, inspiring people, you cannot help but feel that love and to be inspired. The more time you spend with positive, inspirational individuals the more you evolve in a similar direction. The same is true of negativity and hate. That doesn’t mean, that we copy one another or try to beat one another. It means let us inspire one another to be motivated. There’s no reason to waste all that energy on hate or competition. Be the best that you can be and inspires others to do the same.
It’s become so easy to sit around and complain about all the things we hate. However, if we turn that energy around and instead of looking at the things we dislike, we take a mental inventory of all the blessings surrounding us. If you are reading this, you are using the internet. That, in and of itself, is a blessing. There’s no internet guarantees in life. It’s just as easy to look for the positive as it is to find the negative, but it comes down to the choices you make.
I write this as much for myself as I do anyone else, because I’ve been trained to find the bad in life. As far back as I can remember, my parents were telling me what was wrong with me, what was wrong with what I’d done, and expecting me to fail. At this point in my life, I can’t really blame them anymore. I’ve been a grown ass adult far longer than I was a child, but I’ve not always surrounded myself with positive people. I do know from experience that not only does surrounding yourself with positive people tend to make you more positive, but it can improve your mental health. I’m not suggesting it will cure a mental illness, but it can help. Being positive certainly doesn’t hurt.

inspire

wearing:
hair: KUNI / Suki  @ Salon52
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

BONDI . The Rockstar Sunglasses . @ FaMESHed
.::Nanika::. Fatima Collar
(Yummy) Delicate Ring Stacks
Ascendant – Smoothie Nails

_CandyDoll_ Suzan Dress @ FaMESHed
_CandyDoll_ Suzan Socks @ FaMESHed
_CandyDoll_ Suzan Boots @ FaMESHed

pose: Diversive – Chair – Lean

for scene info, please see: Limitless and Free

Posted in Catwa, Chic Moda, Eudora3D, Events, Exploration, FaMESHed, GingerFish, Gingerfish Poses, Maitreya, Mina Hair, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

Hattitude

There’s just something about a big floppy hat that makes me want to prance around in heels. I know that this comes from my childhood, when I would wear my mom’s wigs, talk on my princess phone (that wasn’t connected)….I’d wear her floppy hats and prance around in her heels. Looking around at FaMESHed, this outfit was immediately in my mind. I was wearing it for like a day and a half when my best friend, Tracy, showed me her version of Little Cuba made with Minimal‘s buildings at the Arcade. I was having a fit, “I need to shoot a photo there, right now!” Then to top it off, I knew the perfect pose was in Tracy’s neighborhood poses (at TLC’s Vintage Market themed round.) I stayed in this pose for so long that Tracy logged off and left me standing mid walk. So, this will be the first time she sees what I did and I can’t wait to go back and shoot more pics.
If you know Tracy, you can ask her about visiting, I know she’d love to show you around and encourage you to make use of her Little Cuba for your photos, as well.

Hatitude

wearing:
hair: MINA – Tuula (*new* @ FaMESHed)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
#Besom Lashes~ Sweetheart Lash
SU!– Osanna Eyes
IDTTY Faces – Spicy Lipstick #15 (*new* @ TLC)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

:::ChicChica::: MilkShake Gacha #14 (*new* @ Arcade)
NANIKA – Spring Necklace (*new* @ TLC)
Ascendant – She Wore Diamonds (*new* @ A+)

ChicModa // Whitney Jumper (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Eudora3D Deja Wedges (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: GingerFish Poses – My Neighborhood (*new* @ TLC)

background created by Tracy Redangel on her private property

Posted in Catwa, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Gos, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Oh Hi!

Oh hi there, you caught me roaming through an abandoned house on Borneo Isle. I was especially fascinated with this old piano. I always wanted to learn to play, but it wasn’t in the cards. Not sure who brought in the fresh sunflowers, but they certainly brighten up this dusty old space. I’ve never been big on sunflowers, but my mother like them. Everytime, and I do mean EVERYTIME, she sees them she tells me how my grandmother had them growing along the back of their yard like a fence, when she was growing up. Anyway, this little house that I stumbled across has plenty of photographic spots inside, not to mention the plethora of choices on the rest of the land. Go check it out, the link is in the credits below. ♥

sunflower

wearing:
hair: Navy+Copper – Tia (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
#Besom Lashes~ Sweetheart Lash
SU!– Osanna Eyes
#ADORED – prizmo shadows – permafrost edition (*new* @ Sultry)
#ADORED – jucci gloss lips – candy princess edition (*new* @ Sultry)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia
tattoo: .::Nanika::. Summer wind tattoo White Arm

(Yummy) Raining Diamonds
Dead Dollz – Lille Outfit (*new* @ Uber)
[Gos] Louise Trail Boots (*new* @ Uber)

pose: .Focus Poses. Urban 5
location: Borneo Isle