Posted in Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Lybra

But it wasn’t the cure

Drive through the street with your eyes closed
Trip on the stick where the wind blows
So out of reach but it looks close
Don’t assume what you don’t
Know
You act real hot but you’re still cold
You wanna be rich with a Lambo
So out of reach but it looks so close
Red light but you still go
You can walk around the entire world
But you still end up with what you started with first
Spit out money and you offer out lures
Get the girl but it wasn’t the cure

But it wasn’t the cure

hairbase: Tableau Vivant – leLutka EvoX Hairbase 09 @ C88
hair: Tableau Vivant – Blush Add-on @ Kinky
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

NaaNaa’s Sama Necklace @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
LOTUS. Chrome Nails 01 @ Access
Apl.Blossom Sarah @ Cake Day
boots: TANIA SOLID COLLECTION :: LYBRA :: @ C88

MOVEMENT – Toiletry bag for Her – 2
MVT – That’s my bag – Black

pose: FOXCITY. Lux Travel (Classic)
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – ClubBLACK

Posted in Collabor88, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka

Doing my best

I have been sick af the last couple of days. A lot of my symptoms could easily be stress related…like IBD & Fibromyalgia. Both have been flaring up, which in turns affects other issues, like back pain and headaches. However, I’ve spent a good amount of time in bed, mostly because I have no choice, and I’m trying very hard to reduce my stress. Honestly, I don’t feel that stressed. I know I have a lot on my plate, but I don’t feel stressed. I feel like I have things under control. So, I’m not sure what’s going on. Perhaps it’s something else entirely. Perhaps it’s some sense of impending doom lingering in the back of my mind somewhere, because I still struggle with the concept of being content, happy, and actually loving myself. Thanks to not having insurance and living in the great U.S. of A…I’m just going to need to suffer through whatever it is. In the meantime, I’ll be doing my best to carry on.

Doing my best

hair: DOUX – Chi hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

NaaNaa’s Sama Necklace @ FaMESHed
e.marie // Erika Bracelet
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
LOTUS. Chrome Nails 01 @ Access
Seniha. Kim Top @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Kim Joggers @ FaMESHed

[Rezz Room] Cat Bengal Adult Animesh @ Equal10

pose: FOXCITY. Hanging Lounger

Posted in Collabor88, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, poses

True love finally happens when you by yourself

‘Cause I’m my own soulmate (Yeah, yeah)
I know how to love me (Love me)
I know that I’m always gonna hold me down
Yeah, I’m my own soulmate (Yeah, yeah)
No, I’m never lonely (Lonely)
I know I’m a queen but I don’t need no crown
Look up in the mirror like damn she the one
One, one, one, one, one, one (The one)
Like damn she the one
One, one, one (The one)
That bitch in the mirror like yeah, I’m in love
Love, love, love, love, love, love (In love)
Like yeah, I’m in love
Love, love, love (In love)
Look up in the mirror like damn she the one
And she never tell me to exercise
We always get extra fries
And you know the sex is fire
And I gotta testify
I get flowers every Sunday
I’mma marry me one day
True love ain’t something you can buy yourself
True love finally happens when you by yourself
So if you by yourself, then go and buy yourself
Another round from the bottle on the higher shelf

**special thanks to my wifey, Ghoulie Waffles, for introducing me to this song**

https://www.flickr.com/photos/sadystikasabretooth/51173877361/in/dateposted/

hair: DOUX – Dana hairstyle @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88
tattoo: Ladybird. // Tavi @ Equal10

NaaNaa’s Sama Necklace @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
LOTUS. Wings Nails 11 (Legacy) RARE @ Equal10
:::ChicChica::: Wine glass @ C88
Lunar – Nite @ Equal10
** Bralette, garters, panties, & robe**

pose: Lyrium. Get Glam – Make-Up Set @ Equal10

Decor: ..::THOR::.. Lazy Days Gacha Set @ Anthem

Posted in Bueno, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka

even if our dreams never came true

Writing when I’m content or happy has always been a struggle for me. I used to write poetry daily. It’s as if the concept of being content or happy is so foreign to me that I can’t properly describe it. I think that’s a common thread amongst artists. The songs that move us the most are the sad songs. The art that moves us the most, tend to be that that makes us uncomfortable or stirs a strong emotion from within. What is stronger than pain? So, here I am trying to find the words to express that I’m in a pretty good place at the moment. Perhaps the biggest part of that is my perception, but whatever it is…I don’t want to only write about the bad times and bad feels anymore. The world doesn’t need more pain or misery, we all need to know there is goodness out there and how to achieve it, even if our dreams never came true.

even if our dreams never came true

hair: tram K0425 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88
tattoo: Ladybird. // Tavi @ Equal10

NaaNaa’s Sama Necklace @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
LOTUS. Wings Nails 11 (Legacy) RARE @ Equal10
Tentacio Funny life Planning life pink
Tentacio Funny life Mom call me
BUENO-Geena Tops @ C88

Decor: KraftWork + Pitaya .Blume. Gacha @ Epiphany

Posted in Animals, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, GenusProject, Maitreya, Narcisse, Second Life

Pets aren’t always easy

My dog gets away from me about once every once in a while or so and I feel absolutely terrible. It is always when she sees another dog and gets excited. She’s always on a leash, but I can’t always win the tug of war with her 60lbs of pure muscle. I absolutely hate the way people glare at me when this happens. I understand it, but it doesn’t make it any easier to face the fear of opening the door to step outside with my dog any easier. I’m not a terrible pet owner, but I could be a better one.
My cat will absolutely risk his life to get outside. I don’t want him to go outside and I’ve damn near killed him (accidentally) trying to stop him. He has a will of is own and a determination like I’ve never seen. He is the loudest, most destructive, personable cat I have ever owned. I’ve had a lot of cats over the years. At one point, I had five at one time!
I wouldn’t trade either of them for the world, but sometimes these two remind me that pets aren’t always easy.

Narcisse Belle

wearing:
hair: Stealthic – Brink (Browns)
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears
skin: DeeTaleZ Skin *Kacee* for GENUS HEADS
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
Tattoo “Rise of Quetzalcoatl”_by GoK

NaaNaa’s Alisha Necklace @ Belle
Narcisse– Frankie Yoga Top @ Belle
-Narcisse- Frankie Yoga Pants @ Belle

FOXCITY. Milk Bath VOL2 Bento Pose Set

scene:
DaD “Nolan Armchair”

[Rezz Room] Bengal Cat Sleep

Apple Fall Macarons on Sketchbook