Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Lybra, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Just Imagine

“Just imagine becoming the way you used to be as a very young child, before you understood the meaning of any word, before opinions took over your mind. The real you is loving, joyful, and free. The real you is just like a flower, just like the wind, just like the ocean, just like the sun.” ~  Don Miguel Ruiz

ethereal

wearing:
hair: Wasabi // Arden Mesh Hair – Style 2 (*new* @ TCF)
head: CATWA HEAD Uma
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ  “Merrylu” Mixedtype
*LODE* Head Accessory – Juliet [cotton]  (*new* @ TCF)
LYBRA . ALEX (*new* @ FaMESHed)
_CandyDoll_ Luiza Heels

pose created using AnyPose

Posted in Events, Fashion, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL, {le fil casse}

Prediction

I’m not sure who put it in my head, but somewhere along this journey of life someone shared a New Year’s superstition. Supposedly whatever you are doing/feeling when the clock strikes Midnight, is what you’ll do or feel the most throughout the next year. Like most superstitions, I don’t put a lot of weight in them. However, they can be fun. Last year, I think I was either in bed or anxiously waiting for the clock so I could go to bed. So, I was tired at midnight and wouldn’t you believe I’ve been very tired for the most of 2017. I plan on being plenty drunk tonight on Ciroc Berry with Cranberry RedBull. I call it a DoorJammer, because I tend to get very familiar with the door jams. *giggles* So, I can hardly wait to see what midnight will predict for me. I’d love to hear what it predicts for you, so please come back and tell me all about it. Until then, Happy New Year….see you in 2018♥

smoke

wearing:
hair: .Entwined. Becky
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ  “Merrylu” Nordic
[MANDALA]KAHUKUIHUKU Necklace (*new* @ Uber)
{le fil casse} Maylee Collection Dress RARE (*new* @ LootBox)
erratic / eva – knee socks plain
JIAN Love Pugs 5. Sleepy Family

pose: Foxcity Sits Vol2

Posted in Bueno, Fashion, Kustom9, Lybra, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL

Giving You Up

I’m actually not going to cop out with a song and lyrics, which is what I often feel like I’m doing. Although several people have told me that they don’t see it that way and I’m glad. Deep down, I just feel like I’m not being true to my blog when I simply link a song and share the lyrics. While this post is linked to Miley Cyrus’ Giving You Up, the video I’ve linked provides the lyrics. So, if you’re interested, they are there. Not every line fits how I’m feeling, but a good bit of it does.

I’m not going into great detail, but I don’t think its much of  a secret that I’m nursing a broken heart. I had 368 days of bliss with Josh and then it ended. Just like that. There was no fight. There was no real discussion, it was just a very sudden realization that this was the end. His RL had to come first and I want nothing more than for him to be happy there, especially knowing we never stood a chance of being together in RL. He gave me his avatars, so now I have malts (male alts, for those that aren’t familiar with the term) and eventually I’ll use them for photos. I have no intentions of being a man in SL. Though it might be interesting. *eyes Tracy & grins momentarily*

The truth of the matter is that we are trying to stay friends, but its very hard and what worked to help me heal the last time I had a heartache like this will not work this time. Too many bridges have been burned and too many paths have been blocked. It’s been so long since I’ve been completely on my own in SL that I almost feel lost. Fortunately, I do have a network of amazing friends that are more than willing to try and pull me from my funk. However, the wound is still very fresh and there are times, particularly when I’m alone that it hurts like the day it ended. While I have every intention of remaining his friend…I think that until I heal, I may have distance myself from him and that hurts all the more.

Giving You Up

wearing:
hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Veronika hair (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ  “Merrylu” Mixedtype (*new* @ Uber)
Izzie’s – CATWA Tears Applier and CATWA TEARS
BUENO-Half Hoodie -NoFksGvn (*new* @ Kustom9)
LYBRA . PJ (*new* @ TLC)

pose: Foxcity Surface set

Background is a combination of:
[ isuka ] back alley blue backdrop (using the rooftop)
Paparazzi BACKDROP – The Room With A View (edited to use just the skyline)

Posted in Apple Fall, Bound Box, Collabor88, Events, Fancy Decor, Jian, Pale Girl Productions, Second Life, Tannenbaum, unKindness

Warm On A Cold Night

I promise I’m trying to get back to actually writing wit my blogs, because its what I do. I’m just going through a hard time right now. I’ll be alright. I know that, but for now I am still hurting too much to talk about it.

Honne – Warm On A Cold Night

Like a rabbit in headlights
They’re stunned by all your charm
And I feel so damn lucky
To have you on my arm
And I can’t help but wonder
How we ended up alright
And I love you like no other
‘Cause this has never felt so right
Yeah you can keep me warm on a cold night
Warm on a cold cold night
Yeah you can keep me warm on a cold night
Warm on a cold cold night
I want to treat you something special
Give you what you deserve
I want to take you to paradise
In a 1950’s Merc
And I can’t help but wonder
Just how we ended up alright
And I love you like no other
And this has never felt so right
You can keep me warm on a cold night
Warm on a cold cold night
You can keep me warm on a cold night
Warm on a cold cold night
Girl you can keep me warm
You can keep me real warm
There’s just one thing
Girl you could have anyone
So why you choosing me and not leaving me on my own
Girl you could be with anyone
So thanks for making me your number one
You can keep me warm on a cold night
Warm on a cold cold night
Yeah you can keep me warm on a cold night
Warm on a cold cold night
Yeah wrap me up and keep warm on a cold night
Warm on a cold cold night
Oh yeah you can keep me warm on a cold night
Warm on a cold cold night

Cuddle Weather

wearing:
hair: TRUTH VIP November – Ginevra
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
*MC* Naughty & Nice Lingerie (Dec Bound Box)

pose: Foxcity On Point set

scene:
uK – Countryside Cottage (*new* @ C88)

Violetility – Winter Wonderbed (Dec Bound Box)

:CP: Winter Isle Lounge Set (*new* @ District20)
-:CP: Country Home Coffee Table Winter
-:CP: Country Home Chessboard
-:CP: Winter Isle Countdown
-:CP: Poetry Pinecone Lights
-:CP: Winter Isle Candles
-:CP: Winter Isle Deer

Kalopsia – Little Tree Deco
Kalopsia – Pompom Rug (white)

Mutresse-#Elfie-Naughty Elf (*new* @ Arcade)
Mutresse-Silenced-Naughty Elf (*new* @ Arcade)
Mutresse-Assasin-Naughty Elf (*new* @ Arcade)
Mutresse-Protesting-Naughty Elf (*new* @ Arcade)

O.M.E.N – Christmas Morning – Gift Box – Silver (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

Fancy Decor: Gordon Collection Fatpack (*new* @ C88)
-Fancy Decor: Pillar Fireplace (white)
-Fancy Decor: Pillar Candles (white)
-Fancy Decor: Gordon Candlestick (silver)
-Fancy Decor: Wooden Box (plain lid)

Fancy Decor: Cavalieri Side Table

SAYO – Joy Holiday Sign

Second Spaces – snow day books – messy stack

Di’Cor Rayon Living Set (*new* @ FaMESHed)
-Di’Cor Rayon Armchair
-Di’Cor Rayon Planter
-Di’Cor Rayon Photo Frames

Silence. – Make Today Amazing

Refuge – Spark Lamp Shimmer Silver Larger

NOMAD // Kitty Choir

PILOT – Gift Mouse [Deer]

The Loft – Tivoli Christmas Stockings

*HEXtraordinary* Vintage Ceramic Christmas Tree Light (*new* @ Tannenbaum)

Apple Fall Happy Santa Figure (Creamy)

JIAN Christmas Tree 2017 Decorated (*new* @ FaMESHed)

dust bunny . porcelain deer . ivory
dust bunny . knitted stool
dust bunny . cocoa & cookies tray

Posted in Events, Fashion, Home Decor, Mina Hair, Phedora, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, United Colors

Naughty Girl

I tried to avoid this topic, because Kess Crystal is a cunt! *laughs* When I wrote the blog, “Dangerous Proposition,” I knew that I was taking a big risk by promising to make a post about every topic or question posted on the blog, FB, or sent to me inworld. My darling, bestie Kess went dark and dirty on me. *shakes her head & laughs* Soooo, Kess said, “I would like you to talk about the 3 worst things you have done on Tequila!” I could write a post for each of them if I were to give a lot of details, but I’m not going to do that. I’m going to keep it short-ish.

  1. I was 19 and drank an entire bottle of tequila at a bonfire. I was there with a date, but it was a massive party and I left with some friends to go to another party. At the 2nd party, I apparently had a very long conversation with a tree. We finally make it back to the bonfire party. Everyone has left except my date and some of his friends. I was so drunk I couldn’t walk. I should probably mention that he had gotten a brand new car earlier that day. Yeah, I made a huge mess of his brand new car….inside and out. *hangs her head*
  2. Last year I was drinking tequila on skype with Kess and I’m pretty sure this is why she asked this damn question. I had turned on my camera to show HER my new black bra, but as I did her RL walked by…so he got a great shot of my tits in my new black bra. I’ve been told I was showing other people my bra later that night. I do not remember doing that.
  3. The last time I drank tequila, I was on skype with a handful of people. At one point I got very sick. I didn’t want them to hear me throwing up, but I didn’t have time to mute. I threw my cordless headset in the sink and in between hurling I would yell, “I’m ok!” and “I’m soo sorry.”

So, there ya have it. Tequila makes Sady a very naughty girl. Of course, I can get plenty naughty without alcohol, too. *winks at Josh*

playtime

Josh is wearing:
hair: Barber Shop / David
head: CATWA HEAD Daniel
body: [SIGNATURE] Gianni – Mesh Body
::GB:: Black three-pieces / Stripe Vr.02
::GB::Bai color WT / Black

Josh sitting in Dutchie maledom chair 2.0

Sady is wearing:
hair:  MINA – Eden (*new* @ Kinky)
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Merrylu” Nordic (*new* @ Uber)
tattoo: Oz Design : MoonWolf Tattoo
UC_I_dare_outfit (*new* @ Kinky)
Phedora ~Elvin the unicorn (*new* @ Kinky)

*~M`n B~* Handcuffs
[Fetch] Spanking Paddle – Cunt

Sady’s pose: Foxcity Balance Set

scene:
Paparazzi BACKDROP – The Room With A View (with raindrops)
Quasi – Playtime – Neon Sign (Red)
Quasi – Kink Toy Shelf
Qausi – Pleasure Box
David Heather-Kneel Table/Wood2
Plethora – Kink Tray (For Her)

Posted in Animals, Events, FaMESHed, Jian, Lybra, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, United Colors

Crazy Cat Lady

One of the many aspects of Second Life that I adore is that you can be an animal hoarder and not be judged. You can have as many cats, dogs, cows, horses, pigs, hamsters, birds, whatever as you want and your house doesn’t stink. They don’t make a mess and no one reports you to the authorities for running a puppy mill! See? It’s perfectly fine for me to be a crazy cat lady in SL and still be hot as hell!

crazy cat lady

wearing:
hair: =DeLa*= Mesh Hair “Adelia” (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
[White~Widow] Invictus II – Cat (*new* @ Uber)
LYBRA . COZY HEADPHONES (November PocketGacha)
UC_innocence_dress (*new* @ Uber)
LYBRA . COZYCATS TIGHTS (November PocketGacha)
LYBRA . COZYCATS HEELS  (November PocketGacha)

pose: Foxcity. Dance Set

scene:
FOXCITY. Lucid Dreaming – Black
+Half-Deer+ Catface Rug
LYBRA . Cozy Couch Black (November PocketGacha)
tres blah– Eclectic Collection – Cat Face Pillow
JIAN Kitten Collection :: *FaMESHED Bonus* Sitting Kitten
JIAN Curious Kitties :: Gacha Garden Birthday Present
JIAN Curious Kitties :: Snail Plant RARE
JIAN Kitten Scratching Post

Posted in Death Row Designs, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Home Decor, Lybra, Second Life, shoes, shopping, {le fil casse}

DollHouse

While putting this scene together, there was a song going through my head and every time I look at this picture I still hear it. So, here ya go, I’m sharing my ear worm with you all. I’ll even give you the lyrics! *giggles & sings*

Melanie Martinez – Dollhouse

Hey girl, open the walls, play with your dolls
We’ll be a perfect family
When you walk away, it’s when we really play
You don’t hear me when I say,
Mom, please wake up
Dad’s with a slut, and your son is smoking cannabis
No one never listens, this wallpaper glistens
Don’t let them see what goes down in the kitchen
Places, places, get in your places
Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces
Everyone thinks that we’re perfect
Please don’t let them look through the curtains
Picture, picture, smile for the picture
Pose with your brother, won’t you be a good sister?
Everyone thinks that we’re perfect
Please don’t let them look through the curtains
D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees
(D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees)
Hey girl, look at my mom, she’s got it going on
Ha, you’re blinded by her jewelry
When you turn your back she pulls out a flask
And forgets his infidelity
Uh-oh, she’s coming to the attic, plastic
Go back to being plastic
No one never listens, this wallpaper glistens
One day they’ll see what goes down in the kitchen
Places, places, get in your places
Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces
Everyone thinks that we’re perfect
Please don’t let them look through the curtains
Picture, picture, smile for the picture
Pose with your brother, won’t you be a good sister?
Everyone thinks that we’re perfect
Please don’t let them look through the curtains
D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees
(D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees)
Hey girl (hey girl, hey girl, hey girl, hey girl)
Hey girl, open your walls, play with your dolls
We’ll be a perfect family
Places, places, get in your places
Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces
Everyone thinks that we’re perfect
Please don’t let them look through the curtains
Picture, picture, smile for the picture
Pose with your brother, won’t you be a good sister?
Everyone thinks that we’re perfect
Please don’t let them look through the curtains
D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees
(D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees)

dollhouse

wearing:
hair: .Entwined. Amena – Naturals RARE
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
Avada~ Broken Doll Tattoo
Sweet Thing. Clockwork Doll Wind-Up Key
{le fil casse} Mayumi Dress  (*new* @ FaMESHed)
REIGN.- DAISI PLATS- BLACK

pose by Black Cat

scene:
*Drot* Old Attic_Skybox
DRD – Series 01 – Baby Crib – Dark (DRD Shadow Box Series 01 – Nov 2017)
RO – The Doll Maker – Debbie Downer Doll
RO – The Doll Maker – Makers Crook RARE
DRD – Series 01 – Baby Carriage – Dark (DRD Shadow Box Series 01 – Nov 2017)
DRD – Series 01 – Baby Ottoman – Dark (DRD Shadow Box Series 01 – Nov 2017)
DRD MM radio
DRD – Spiritualists Shoppe – Hanging Cages
DRD – Series 01 – Giant Attic Pile – Dark (DRD Shadow Box Series 01 – Nov 2017)
RO – The Doll Maker – Evil Lynn Doll
DRD – Series 01 – Attic Rugs – Dark (DRD Shadow Box Series 01 – Nov 2017)
DRD – Spiritualists Shoppe – Trapped Spirit Frame – Two
DRD – Series 01 – Childs Bench – Dark (DRD Shadow Box Series 01 – Nov 2017)
RO – The Doll Maker – Iva Plague Doll
RO – The Doll Maker – Misty Marsh Doll

Posted in CandyDoll, Chic Moda, Cosmopolitan, Events, Fashion, Second Life, Uber SL, United Colors

Secret

One of my all time songs and when I was doing this picture I couldn’t help but play it on repeat. I knew from the jump that this would be a music post. So, here’s the link and lyrics. *smiles* Oh and I know most people know this song from that TV Show Pretty Little Liars, but I’ve never seen it…so check out more songs by these two gorgeous sisters, because they are amazing!

Secret by The Pierces

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you’ll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won’t tell what I said
‘Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead?

Why do you smile
Like you have told a secret
Now you’re telling lies
‘Cause you’re the one to keep it
But no one keeps a secret
No one keeps a secret
Why when we do our darkest deeds
Do we tell?
They burn in our brains
Become a living hell
‘Cause everyone tells
Everyone tells?

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you’ll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won’t tell what I said
‘Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead?

Look into my eyes
Now you’re getting sleepy
Are you hypnotized
By secrets that you’re keeping?
I know what you’re keeping
I know what you’re keeping

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you’ll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won’t tell what I said
‘Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead?

Alison?
Yes, Katherine.
I have something I want to tell you, but
You have to promise to never tell anyone.
I promise
Do you swear on your life?
I swear on my life

You swore you’d never tell?
You swore you’d never tell?

You swore you’d never tell?
You swore you’d never tell?

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you’ll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won’t tell what I said
‘Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead?

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you’ll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won’t tell what I said
‘Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead?

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you’ll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won’t tell what I said
‘Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead?

Yes two can keep a secret
If one of us is Dead

Yes two can keep a secret
If one of us is Dead

secrets

wearing:
hair: TRUTH Apple (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
[Atomic] Kitten Collar
UC_Sara_bodysuit (*new* @ Uber)
ChicModa // Lynn Skirt (*new* @ Cosmopolitan)
_CandyDoll_ Olivia Heels (*new* @ Uber)

pose by Bauhaus Movement
anxiety %area51.backdrop
Alien – Peace Pose

Posted in Events, Fashion, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Annex

Clementine

The name of this adorable jumper from The Annex, “Clementine” had me thinking of a song that I love by Sarah Jaffe of the same name. I’ll give you the link to listen to, but I’m not going to fill this page with lyrics this time. So, before I continue, here’s the song link: Sarah Jaffe-Clementine

It sorta fits the feel of the photo for me, too. Looking back at moments in my life that seemed so tragic once upon a time…I remember believing beyond any doubts that I was madly in love with…oh what was his name? *chuckles* Yeah, as I get older my youth really makes me laugh sometimes. Other times I just shake my head and wonder how I’m still alive. I was so careless and reckless in my 20s. In some ways I miss those days, the freedom I felt. Then again, if I knew then what I know now, I’m not sure I would have lived quite so carefree. I probably would have done a lot more to prepare for my future…my now. Alas, hindsight truly is 20/20, isn’t it?

Well, it is what is now and there’s no changing the past. I can only address my present day and so I shall. I hope that whatever path you take is filled with love and laughter. I hope wherever it leads is a place of peace and harmony, also filled with more love and more laughter. As those two things have literally been lifesavers for me over the years. ♥

clementine

wearing:
hair: {Single} Lyssa Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

The Annex – Clementine (*new* @ Flawless Cart Sale)
Pure Poison – Ava Platforms

pose by LePoppycock
MINIMAL – Retro Backdrops *5* (*new* @ REWIND)

 

Posted in CandyDoll, Collabor88, Events, Fancy Decor, Fashion, Hairology, Home Decor, Second Life, Seven Emporium, shoes, shopping

I Feel a Sin Coming On

Unlike most of my music posts, this one was intended from the very beginning. There are a few people that will get the personal reference, but for the rest of you I expect the song will fit the photo regardless. Think Mae West meets modern day country with a twist of Sady….*grins* As always, YouTube link and lyrics are provided. Below the photo you’ll find all the details for the sinfully delicious goodies you see in the photo.

I Feel A Sin Coming On by Piston Annies

I feel a sin comin’ on
I feel a right that’s about to go wrong
I got a shiver down to the bone
I feel a sin comin’ on

I gotta buzz in my brain
Drunk on a love goin’ down like champagne
I got a feelin’ it’s gonna leave a lipstick stain
And I’ll be the only one to blame

And you can see it
All over my face
Sweet temptation
All over the place
Give me tall dark and handsome,
Mix it up with somethin’ strong
I feel a sin (I feel a sin) comin’ on

Please Jesus don’t hold me back
I know it ain’t mine but I want it so bad
The smoke and the whiskey’s
Got me feeling easy
And the lights are all fading to black

And you can see it
All over my face
Sweet temptation
All over the place
Give me tall dark and handsome,
Mix it up with somethin’ strong
I feel a sin (I feel a sin) comin’ on

And you can see it (and you can see it)
All over my face (all over my face)
Sweet temptation
All over the place
Give me tall dark and handsome,
Mix it up with some strong
I feel a sin (I feel a sin) comin’ on
I feel a sin (I feel a sin) comin’ on

I feel a sin

wearing:
hair: [RA] Jessica Hair (*new* @ Hairology)
headCATWA HEAD Tala
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara
Dutchie bitten apple
_CandyDoll_ Elsa (*new* @ C88)

pose by Bauhaus Movement
scene:
anxiety %home
7 – Jesus Is Coming Yard SIgn (*new* @ PocketGacha)
Fancy Decor: Plastic Side Tables (*new* @ C88)
7 – Neon Jesus Saves Cross (*new* @ PocketGacha)