Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Legacy, Lelutka, vinyl

Just Empty

Sometimes, I just don’t care. I don’t know why. I suppose its a symptom of mental illness. I’m not sure which one. I guess I should ask my therapist. Maybe one day I will. Then again, I’ve been ill for a few days, so it could just be related to that. I just know that lately, I don’t feel sad or happy. I just feel nothingness. As if there’s a void in my soul. It’s not dark or light. It’s not black or white. It’s not blurry or clear. It’s gray and foggy, like creepy autumn morning. It’s just empty.

hair: [monso] Babi Hair @ FaMESHed
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)

RichB. Thalion Earrings
RichB. Mad NoseChain
[ rD ] – Thrall Necklace @ FaMESHed X
Pixicat– Hailey Top @ Anthem
VINYL – Sticky Bun Leggings @ FaMESHed

pose: Bauhaus Movement – The Way You Like It 14

backdrop is a combination of two:
I Dont Care – Bad Decisions – The Bearded Guy
Rustico – Good Times – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Fashion, Foxcity, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Second Life

Re-imagined

When I found the point of life
It came creeping towards me
The shape of eyes

It was all this re-imagined
It was a different kind of speech
It was repetition
It was what you wanted it to be

When I saw the shape of sound
Everything came spiraling

It was all this re-imagined
It was a different kind of speech
It was repetition
It was what you wanted it to be
~ The Contortionist – Reimagined

bs foxcity

hair: [monso] Lalisa Hair @ Kustom9
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Wednesday[+] ~ Idoru Eyelashes @ Kustom9
{S0NG} :: Jem Eyes @ Kustom9
LUXREBEL ”KOKO” Lipstick (GENUS) TAN @ Access

SU!– Hell Freak Sunglasses Gold #04
Kibitz – Tricia’s choker @ Kustom9
[ kunst ] – Aubree septum @ Kustom9

Blossom&Seeds CandySet @ Access

pose: FOXCITY. Poise Bento Pose Set @ Kustom9
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Air @ Kustom9

 

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping, Uber SL

Better Alone

Nobody wants to be
Nobody wants to be the one to walk away
Nobody wants to see
Nobody wants to see the truth, then let it in, run away
Nobody wants to know
Nobody wants to know the ways they don’t love you right
They don’t love you right
So when you hold me tightly, all night
Ooh, baby, I feel like something’s not right
When you hold me tightly like that
Ooh, baby, I know, mmm
I’m better alone than lonely (lonely, lonely)
I’m better alone than lonely here with you
So lonely here
I’m better alone than lonely (lonely, lonely)
I’m better alone than lonely here with you
So lonely here
I’m better alone than lonely
~ Lykke Li – Better Alone

jb amitie

hair: [monso] Moca Hair  @ Collabor88
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Maya (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber

*Just BECAUSE* Kelly Bikini

pose: Amitie Straw Bag & Espadrilles Pack @ ShinyShabby

location: Burrow Coffee & Whiskey Co.

Posted in Cynful, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

I’m still learning

I should be living the dream
But I’m living with a security team
And that ain’t gonna change, no
I got a paranoia in me
And you wouldn’t believe
Everything that I’ve seen, no
Coming apart at the seams
And no one around me knows
Who I am, what I’m on
Who I’ve hurt and where they’ve gone
I know that I’ve done some wrong
But I’m trying to make it right
Did the one I love do me wrong?
Give me up right now
I know that I love you but I’m still learning
To love myself
I’m still learning to love myself
~ Halsey – Still Learning

richb cynful

Sady is wearing:
hair:  [monso] My Hair – Lokelanni @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.2.1)
skin: [Glam Affair] Reese Skin – Lelutka @ Uber

RichB. Kitty Ears @ SaNaRae
RichB. Imo Earrings
[CX] Tyrant’s Chain @ FaMESHed
MIWAS / Mei Belt jacket
Cynful Bodysuit Set @ FaMESHed
MIWAS / High waist Fishnet tights

pose: Lyrium. Lindalein Series
TrashTheBeat Backdrop – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Bueno, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Giving me chills

Swimming in your eyes, in your eyes, in your eyes
Egyptian blue
Something I’ve never had without you
You’re giving me chills at a hundred degrees
It’s better than pills how you put me to sleep
Calling your name, the only language I can speak
Taking my breath, a souvenir that you can keep
Giving me chills
Chills

monso bueno utopia rise design bearded guy

Sady is wearing:
hair:  [monso] My Hair – Maria
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.2.1)
skin: [Glam Affair] Bella Skin [Lelutka] @ Kustom9

[ rD ] – Evangeline Gorget
BUENO-Julia Bodysuit Fatpack @ Uber
MIWAS / High waist Fishnet tights
**UTOPIA@Design** – “KENDRA”

pose: [evoLove] – Provocative pose set
Rub Cross Steel – Monday Moves – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Cynful, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Legacy, Legal Insanity, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, TMD, Uber SL

I don’t want to mess this thing up

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
And I don’t want to mess this thing up
I don’t want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I’ve been waiting for my whole life
So baby I’m alright, with just a kiss goodnight
~ Lady Antebellum – Just a Kiss

cynful anaposes legal insanity

Sady is wearing:
hair:  [monso] My Hair – Vicky /Blonde
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body:  [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe @ Uber

^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears
LaGyo_Cindy Earrings
[Cynful] Stripper Body Dust
Cynful Diamond – Choker
Cynful Diamond – Bracelets
Cynful Summer Elegance @ C88

Chris is wearing:
hair:  tram J0109 hair
head: CATWA HEAD Daniel
body: [Signature] Gianni

**RE** Elegance Rings
Legal Insanity – Wrynn white denims

pose: Ana Poses – Touching @ TMD
location: The Bay

Posted in Bloom, breathe, Events, Foxcity, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Prism Events, Second Life

Only Girl

Want you to make me feel like I’m the only girl in the world
Like I’m the only one that you’ll ever love
Like I’m the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world…
Like I’m the only one that’s in command
Cause I’m the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man (yeah)
Want you to make me feel like I’m the only girl in the world
Like I’m the only one that you’ll ever love
Like I’m the only one who knows your heart
Only one…

Want you to take it, like a thief in the night
Hold me like a pillow, make me feel right
Baby I’ll tell you all my secrets that I’m keepin’, you can come inside
And when you enter, you ain’t leavin’, be my prisoner for the night
~ Rhianna – Only Girl

monso kaithleen's breathe bloom1

wearing:
hair:  [monso] My Hair – Ale @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1 @ Skin Fair
body:  [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Ashley (LeLutka)

-SU!- Almond Nails @ Anthem
Kaithleen’s Bloom Bodysuit, harness, & nipple covers @ Bloom
[BREATHE]-Mii Su Heels @ Fetish Fair

pose: FOXCITY. Good Morning Bento Set

Posted in Blueberry, Kustom9, Lelutka, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

Bad Habits

Close the door
Take it off of me
Take it off for me
Clothes on the floor
This misery
Loves company

Compulsive indulgence
We’re making love out of focus
You’ll always be my white rabbit
My favorite bad habit

A rush of blood to my head
My heart beats out of my chest
Bad habits
Bad habits
I said never again
But here you are in my bed
Bad habits
Bad habits
~ Delaney Jane – Bad Habits

tram blueberry breathe

Sady is wearing:
hair:  [monso] My Hair – Brida @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [the Skinnery] Ashley (Lelutka) @ Uber

:::NOIR::: Kate Necklace
Blueberry – Reachless – Dress
[BREATHE]-Asumi Heels @ Uber

pose made with AnyPose

for information about the scene see upcoming post: Middy’s Room

Posted in Bueno, Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Lelutka, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Be Clear

Making your intentions and expectations clear to other people can save you an incredible amount of heartache down the line. Don’t wait for someone to push you into a corner for an explanation. If you feel that person isn’t worthy of an explanation, go ahead and tell them that. Don’t be a coward. Don’t shy away from confrontation because its uncomfortable, because the unspoken expectations will soon turn to resentments and do far more damage than an awkward conversation about the truth. You can save each other a lot of wasted time and energy by making your desires clear right up front. Tell each other what you want by being open and honest. No one has time for the guessing games, just be clear.

monso bueno

Sady is wearing:
hair:  [monso] My Hair – Brida @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [the Skinnery] Ashley (Lelutka) @ Uber

Cae :: Eternal :: Collar
:::NOIR::: Kate Necklace
BUENO-Vasti Outfit @ Uber

pose by oOo Studio

Posted in Events, Fashion, Home Decor, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

I got this need for you

Looking you over and you don’t know my name yet
But by the time you looked away, already knew I couldn’t fake it

I got this need for you, forming in my beating heart
I knew the meaning right away, we only yesterday were worlds apart

I think I may love you
If you give me some time
Maybe you’ll love me too

I got this thing for you
If you come closer I can whisper in your ear
And if you wanna walk away
I’ll tell you all the things I know you wanna hear
~ Banks – Warm Water

asteroid box refuge

Sady is wearing:
hair:  [monso] My Hair – Julia @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber
Ascendant – Defiant Nails @ Kinky
AsteroidBox. Isabelle Lingerie @ Frou Frou (opens Feb 10)

pose: [..::CuCa Designs::..] Midnight Chat Laptop

scene:
Refuge – Sophie Bed

Di’Cor Renee Candelabra [Floor]

BackBone Kinky Toy Rack

PILOT – Adult Toy Box [Valentine]