Posted in Events, Fashion, Second Life, shopping, {le fil casse}


“You got me in chains, you got me in chains for your love
But, I wouldn’t change, no I wouldn’t change this love”
Nick Jonas Chains

I’ve had this pose from RACK Poses for a while and just never found the right way to use it, but when I saw this Adorea Strappy by {le fil casse}, I knew immediately I was finally going to break out the chains. So, I took the picture having absolutely no idea what I was going to say about it. What could I possibly write to go with this photo without sounding pornographic. While that is a thought and certainly not something I’m completely opposed to, it really wasn’t the direction I wanted to go. Lo and behold, I was out running errands and heard Chains on the radio. I immediately knew I had my song, because the chorus fits how I feel about Josh so well. The rest would be more from him to me, but the song is pretty good. I had no idea at the time that it was by one of the Jonas brothers, but ya know what? I don’t care. I’ll admit it, there are quite a few pop songs out there by artists I don’t necessarily consider myself a fan of that do some pretty good songs from time to time and this is one of them.
So there ya have it…I made a kinky looking picture into a dorky post. Welcome to my life and pray for Josh, because he has to deal with this crazy head of mine.

red tape

head: CATWA HEAD Kathy
bodyMaitreya Mesh Body – Lara

::TI:: Red blindfold
{le fil casse} Adorea Strappy (*new* @ Memento Mori)

pose: RACK Poses – Captive Hook (comes with cuffs)

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Home Decor, Red Fish, Second Life, shoes, shopping

I Can’t Sleep

“I can’t sleep, I hope I stay awake
Cause I’ve been running, running, running all day
Long nights, no peace, I feel like everybody’s eyes on me
I can’t sleep”
K.Flay – Can’t Sleep

Normally this is the story of my life, but I recently went to see the doctor. A new one for me and I love him. However, he’s got me on all these new meds and I’m sooo sleepy all the time. I’m not used to sleeping this much. I don’t have time for this kinda sleep! Turns out I have a deficiency of Vitamins B12 & D, too. Fun times, I have to go in everyday for a week for an injection of B12. I’m not surprised by the Vitamin D. Let’s see, in the real world I go outside and see the sun? I hiss. Literally. I do enjoy sunshine on rare occasions, but mostly I prefer dark rooms and dark nights.

play time

[monso] My Hair – Saeko (*new* @ FaMESHed)
MaitreyaMesh Body – Lara V4.1
tattoo: RedFish – Madame (*new* @ Old Fair)
Pretty Mess – Baby Crop BLACK HURT MERT (*new* @ Memento Mori)
Pretty Mess – Ruched Panties BLACK (*new* @ Memento.Mori)
#EMPIRE – Penstemon – Maitreya (*new* @ Chapter Four)

pose with props: ::WetCat:: “Cyber-Link” WebCam Prop (Naughty)

Stockholm-Bed by Bazar

Posted in Events, Fashion, Second Life, Self Reflection, shopping, unKindness

You Don’t See Me

Threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back a name
In your recollection down among a million same
Difficult not to feel
a little bit disappointed and passed over
when I’ve looked right through to see you
naked but oblivious
and you don’t see me
But I threw you the obvious just to see
If there’s more behind the eyes of a fallen angel
eyes of a tragedy
Here I am expecting just a little bit too much
From the wounded but I see through it all and see you
‘Cause I threw you the obvious to see what occurs behind the
eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy
oh well, oh well apparently nothing
apparently nothing at all
You don’t, you don’t, you don’t see me
You don’t, you don’t, you don’t see me
You don’t, you don’t, you don’t see me
You don’t, you don’t, you don’t see me
You don’t see me
You don’t see me at all
Perfect Circle 3 Libras
I don’t make it a habit of listing entire lyrics, but these are rather short and sweet and really express something that’s been pretty heavy on my mind recently. People play these little games with each other…testing friends to find out how well we can trust each other…testing potential lovers for reactions. While we’re sitting there with our expectations, they might very well be sitting there trying to please us not realizing that we’re testing them at all, nor are they being honest with their response…so we walk away from each other wondering what happened. How did it all go so wrong?
Or worse we go out of our way to make it pretty damn clear where we stand. We reveal layers of ourselves to another and they’re as oblivious as can be to what’s happening right in front of them. We figure direct doesn’t work, so we drop hints…they still don’t get it. Its as if they don’t see us at all. They see something they’ve created in their own mind and have not figured out anything about who we are…absolutely clueless. And we are at a loss…


Yes, once in a while I go dark…very dark, but look at the gruesome inspiration I have found to tap into that darkness. While perhaps not cocktail attire for Frank’s, this delicious dark gown from Lybra with matching mask, begs for my dark side to step forth. To let my inner demons crawl forth and dance on the gallows.


LYBRA . The Host Mask White (resize)(new @ Memento.Mori)
LYBRA . The Host Gown White (maitreya)(new @ Memento.Mori)

scene: *Drot* Dreary SkyBubble – (new @ Memento.Mori)
uK – Pueblo Viejo Gallows (*new* @ The Epiphany)
poses !bang