Posted in accessories, Animals, bento, blogging, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, New Items, Prism Events, Salem, Second Life, Second Life Fashion, shoes, shopping, Shopping Events, skin, tattoo

Abracadabra

I heat up, I can’t cool down
You got me spinning
‘Round and ’round
‘Round and ’round and ’round it goes
Where it stops nobody knows
Every time you call my name
I heat up like a burning flame
Burning flame full of desire
Kiss me baby, let the fire get higher
Abra abracadabra
I wanna reach out and grab ya
Abracadabra
Abracadabra

Abracadabra

foundation
hair: Magika – Morticia @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
eyes: AG. Elegance Eyese
head skin: [Glam Affair] Sora Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy
tattoo: .: Vegas :. Tattoo Applier Earthly
WarPaint* Possession [LeL EvoX] – fresh scar @ Salem

fashion
.Tardfish. Undead Bird @ Salem
(Yummy) Demon Queen Ring Collection @ C88
Orb Censor FATPACK + {egosumaii}
nails: e.marie // Mix&Match Coffin – Dark Omens
Seniha. Ethne Hat @ Satan Inc
Seniha. Ethne Set @ Satan Inc
(choker, dress, & boots)

[Rezz Room] Box Cerberus Animesh @ Neo Japan

background
Pitaya – Ritual Circle – White @ Salem

{anc} dandelion fluff “daytime”
{anc} starry starry night (clear)
{anc} flower paper lantern

Posted in accessories, bento, blogging, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Prism Events, Salem, Second Life, Second Life Fashion, shoes, shopping, Shopping Events, skin, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

you have to face your demons

Human beings, we have dark sides; we have dark issues in our lives. To progress anywhere in life, you have to face your demons. ~John Noble

you have to face your demons

foundation
hair: Magika – Ash
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
eyes: AG. Halloween Eyes – 17 RARE @ Arcade
head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy
Dazed. Rotten Lips & Eyebags – lel EVOX @ Salem

fashion
Tentacio Voodoo knife @ Satan Inc (gift)
nails: e.marie // Mix&Match Coffin – Dark Omens
AsteroidBox. Zoya Dress @ Anthem
[BREATHE]-Misoki Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: Ana Poses – Magic 9 @ Arcade

background
Garmiani – Behold Day – The Bearded Guy

Raindale – Nightgrove spiderweb @ Arcade
Raindale – Nightgrove candles (black) @ Arcade

17 ..::THOR::.. Ritual Candle @ Arcade

BROKEN ARROWS – Nightmare – Crow Frame @ Arcade
BROKEN ARROWS – Nightmare – Skull Black @ Arcade
BROKEN ARROWS – Skull Candle – Black @ Salem

KraftWork Spooky Candle . Dark

[ zerkalo ] Sighisoara – Rug Print1 @ Arcade
[ zerkalo ] Sighisoara – Candlestick @ Arcade

MH Dolores Topiary 1 @ Arcade

Posted in Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, [BREATHE]

Fake Bitch

I’m so fucking happy all time 
Also, I’m really good at telling lies 
My friends they always call me for advice 
But they don’t know 
I’ve been crying 
For the past seven nights
This happens every single time I’m drinking 
Like I can finally hear the thoughts
I’m thinking
And it’s oh so clear 
Make a bee line to the bathroom and
I look into the mirror saying 
Fake bitch, fake bitch 
Running from her problems
But she makes it look so good when she ignores them 
And she puts them on a shelf 
And she whispers to herself 
It’s okay, bitch 
Don’t ever change, bitch 
La la la la la 

Fake Bitch

Magika – Amy
LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
— PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

(Yummy) Adel Ring Set
cheezu. hara outer @ Kustom9
Mug – Emma Skirt @ Kustom9
[BREATHE]-Mitsusa Flats @ Epiphany

MOVEMENT- I have plans My notebook – 2

location: Serasim

Posted in Animals, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Tame the whispers

The whole world trying
To blind the way home
But we’ve got shelter
Deep inside,
Secret
Tame the whispers
Of winds as they blow
Feel my shivers
In your arms

Tame the whispers

hair: Magika – December
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: [theSkinnery] Avery @ Kustom9

AvaWay LETTER Necklaces Set @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88
FAKEICON / csillag led lights
FAKEICON / mary gems collar
FAKEICON / glace hand gems

-ATTIC- Winter Spirit Twig Earrings
-ATTIC- Winter Spirit Monocles
-ATTIC- Winter Spirit Antlers RARE

[Cubic Cherry] {Vow} latex long gloves @ FaMESHed X
Just BECAUSE Sassy Gown

pose: FOXCITY. Night Sassy Bento Pose Set

[Rezz Room] Reindeer Adult Animesh @ ManCave
[Rezz Room] Reindeer Baby Animesh @ ManCave

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, shopping, skin

Even when

“Listen to the people who love you. Believe that they are worth living for even when you don’t believe it. Seek out the memories depression takes away and project them into the future. Be brave; be strong; take your pills. Exercise because it’s good for you even if every step weighs a thousand pounds. Eat when food itself disgusts you. Reason with yourself when you have lost your reason.”
― Andrew Solomon, The Noonday Demon: An Atlas of Depression

Even when

hair: Magika – December
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: [theSkinnery] Avery @ Kustom9

AvaWay LETTER Necklaces Set @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88

Cynful Nini’s Top + Armwarmers Set @ Equal10
Cynful Nini’s Skirt @ Equal10

pose: Lyrium. Cynthia Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

(Milk Motion) Parisian Backyard

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

Amarantha

One of the many brands that I’m blesssed to work for and with is Apple Blossom. Dulce36, or I know her, Reyhan is one of the most beautiful souls I’ve had the pleasure to work with on the grid. Not only is she incredibly talented, but she is still learning! I’ll admit that not all of her designs are suited to my personal taste, but one thing is for sure. The fit like a glove! I’m super excited about this Amarantha dress that she did for the Bonfire Bash edition of The Liaison Collaborative. It’s simple and plain, yet is just slightly hiked up on one side to give you a bit more sex appeal, plus the trim is incredibly detailed. I love dresses like this, because they provide the perfect opportunity to personalize the look by adding a few accessories. This is especially great for me, as I am an accessories fiend. I highly recommend you drop by the event before it closes on the 26th and try the demo. I’m sure you’ll fall in love.

Amarantha

Magika – Gemma
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
[Glam Affair] – Lelutka Applier – Willow @ C88

NANIKA – Lara Chest Belt
NANIKA – Adah Belt
Apl.Blossom Amarantha @ TLC
ROULY :: Hung Up Tights

pose: RUSSKAYA – HALLUCINATE

.PALETO.Backdrop:. MK225 @ Equal10
-MUSU- Mini-Bike Rideable (Blue) @ Equal10

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

It all comes back to you

Do you believe in Heaven above?
Do you believe in love?
Don’t tell a lie, don’t be false or untrue
It all comes back to you
Open fire, on my burning heart
I’ve never been lucky in love
My defenses are down
A kiss or a frown
I can’t survive on my own
If a girl walks in and carves her name in my heart
I’ll turn and run away
Everyday we’ve all been led astray
It’s hard to be lucky in love
It gets in your eyes, it’s making you cry
Don’t know what to do, don’t know what to do
You’re looking for love
Calling Heaven above
Send me an angel
Send me an angel
Right now, right now

cynful magika foxcity damien bearded guy

hair: Magika – Lyric
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.3.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Dalia (LeLutkaEVO) @ C88

Cynful Diamond Earrings
Cynful Diamond – Choker
Cynful Diamond – Bracelets

*T.Whore* – Sexy Fur Stole White (no longer available)
[Cynful] Stripper Body Dust
Cynful Sparkle Dress @ C88

pose: FOXCITY. Heatwave Bento Pose Set

Baby Crimsom – Pervert Side – The Bearded Guy
**I added decor & Damien**

 

Posted in Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, shopping, skin, tattoo, Uber SL

Trying Something

Every once in a while I like to tap into my dark side. In now way does this begin to compare to some of the incredibly talented bloggers we have on the AsteroidBox team, but I still wanted to try a dark shot…so I did. I don’t have any deep or meaningful things to say today. I just wanted to try something different. Hopefully, people will like it. *bites her black nails*

demon

hair: Magika – Midnight
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora
tattoo: THIS IS WRONG Mind Flyer Shine+tattoo

makeup: THIS IS WRONG Creep makeup
eyes: [Heaux] Grave Eyes
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Persia Ears @ Kustom9

toksik – Devil’s Manner Horns
*PKC* Danni Collar @ Kinky
Mug – Killer Nurse – #2 Test Subject RARE
AsteroidBox. Layla Bikini @ Equal10
**UTOPIA@Design** – “PRIYA” @ Uber

pose: Bauhaus Movement – Fade to Black

background: The Asylum Backdrop – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Apple Fall, breathe, Bueno, Collabor88, Dahlia, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL

Paw to the Jaw

I love my cat. I really do, but I’m starting to understand why people prefer dogs. I woke up this morning to a paw to the jaw. Yep, that’s right, he walked on my face. My reaction was a slinging arm which resulted in a cat flung across the bed, followed by a soft murr. This was not a wounded cat sound. Trust me, I’ve heard plenty of those noises. Step on a cat’s tail just once and  you’ll never forget it. No, just three little gentle murrs. I couldn’t go back to sleep at this point. I had to get up and find out if he was okay. I’m not a monster, ya know? He’s fine. Once he saw that I was awake, his attitude suddenly changed. I swear that he looked at me and in his little meow language said, “Oh, you’re up! Feed me?”
Needless to say, I fed the little bastard and now he’s lying comfortably on his perch, licking himself. I’m pretty sure he’s quite proud of himself this morning. *looks out the window* FFS, the sun isn’t even up yet. I suspect there’s a nap in my future.

bossom elm

hair: Magika – Sunrise
head:  LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Persia Ears @ Kustom9
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Anika Skin @ Uber

Kibitz – Tricia’s bracelet
Blossom&Seeds Shannon @ Uber
[BREATHE]-Mitsune Heels @ Uber

pose is in the mat

scene:
.peaches. Wanderlust – Books

Apple Fall Aspidistra in Wicker Planter

Ariskea [Sunrise] Succulent Ceramic hangers
Ariskea[Julia] Peonies Basket [Rose] @ FaMESHed

BUENO-Laptop Hustle

Dahlia – Himalayan Salt Lamp – Natural – Coral

Elm. Marley Standing Desk @ Collabor88
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Book Stack
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Bullet Journal
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Cacti Candle
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Cactus Candle #1
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Cactus Candle #2
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Diffuser
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Doughnut Snack
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Lamp
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Mesh Board [White]
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Speakers
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Stapler
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Stool [White Top]
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Succulent Pot
Elm. Marley Standing Desk – Washi Tape
Elm. Marley Standing Desk [White Top]
Elm. Marley Standing Mat

Foxwood – Lilly – Puppy Basket – pink

Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Collection. @ Equal10
Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Ashtray.
Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Bud Vase.
Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Catch-All.
Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Edibles.
Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Herbal Tea.
Granola. Puff Puff Pretty Make-up Clutter.

LEMME…Natural Girl Collection @ Equal10
LEMME…Enlightened Sexuality + Dildo
LEMME…Natural Girl // RARE
LEMME…Something to hang // Memphis
LEMME…Yin Yang Inciense holder stick
LEMME..Natural Dildo // Rose Quartz

MudHoney Classic Photo Room 5

dust bunny . hanging plants . cheese plant
dust bunny . hanging plants . double planter
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter
dust bunny . pink medinilla plant

Posted in Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Lelutka, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Consistency?

Yes, I have been playing in Photoshop again. I learned some new tricks, got a new add on…so I shall be experimenting quite a bit. I’ve been told I need to find my style and establish some consistency. I’m going to try, but I’m not sure consistency IS my style. I’ve always been the kind of person that just goes with how I’m feeling. I’m a complex woman with a colorful past, more demons than any one person should have, and my mind goes a gazillion miles a minute in all directions. But it has been said that if I want to be taken more seriously as a blogger I will need to calm my little ass down. *laughs* I’m not sure what’s going to happen yet, but being tamed isn’t really something I’ve ever really longed for in the past. We’ll see…

magika cx spirit

 

Sady is wearing:
hair:  Magika – Sage
^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [the Skinnery] Ashley (Lelutka) @ Uber

Cae :: Eternal :: Collar
:::NOIR::: Kate Necklace
[CX] x Ichigo – Yoni’s Passion @ Hentai Fair
SPIRIT – Chloe jeans

pose: FOXCITY. Angels Bento Pose Set