Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka

there’s no room for ideals in this mechanical place

Through these city nightmares you’d walk with me
And we’d talk of it with idealistic assurance
That it wouldn’t tear us apart
We’d keep our heads above the blackened water
But there’s no room for ideals in this mechanical place
And you’re gone now
Through a grimy window that I can’t keep clean
Through billowing smoke that’s swallowed the sun
You’re nowhere to be seen
Do you think our desires still burn
I guess it was desires that tore us apart
There has to be passion
A passion for living, surviving
And that means detachment
Every-body has a weapon to fight you with
To beat you with when you are down
There were too many defence between us
Doubting all the time
Fearinf all the time
Doubting all the time
Fearinf all the time
That like these urban nightmares
We’d blacken each other skies

there's no room for ideals in this mechanical place

hair: Tableau Vivant // Soiree @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: [theSkinnery] Monica (LeLutkaEVO) peach @ C88

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
Seniha. Melanie Set @ Orly
Seniha. Melanie Top
Seniha. Melanie Pants

pose: Lyrium. Jullie Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10
location: BKLYN

Posted in Cosmopolitan, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Reign, Second Life

Let’s root for each other and watch each other grow.

I have yet to understand why so many people want to tear each other down. Life is not a competition, no one gets out alive and nothing we acquire in this life is going with us when we leave. So, why would anyone make it their mission to seek and destroy others? What is there to gain in doing that? I mean, I know misery loves company, but why would anyone want to embrace that misery by sharing it with others or causing it? There’s nothing good to gain from that…absolutely nothing. The only thing I can imagine that allows people to behave like this is that they lack that part of the human psyche that most of us possess…that part that seeks happiness for ourselves, as well as other people. When someone lacks that empathy and compassion, they are left with a giant hole. That hole is what religious people like to call evil, but I don’t believe in evil. I believe that people are innately good….unless they are missing that inner light. They are lacking goodness. They might fake it….cuz that’s what sociopaths often do, but deep down…they just don’t have it in them be truly good. I cannot truly imagine what that must be like, but it sounds absolutely horrible. Sadly, its the only thing that makes sense to me as to why people truly want to tear one another down. I would much rather see us all root for each other and watch each other grow.

Let's root for each other and watch each other grow.

hair: DOUX – Kiara hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zasha @ C88

Cae :: Sylvie :: Earrings
.random.Matter. – Caithe Collar @ Kustom9
REIGN.- HEART COIN PURSE
Apl.Blossom Bel @ Cosmopolitan
MIWAS / High waist Fishnet tights

pose: Lyrium. Ariel Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

MINIMAL – Ancien Elevator Backdrop

dust bunny . potted palm
dust bunny . pilea peper plant
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter

MADRAS Divya Hanging Candle Size

Second Spaces checkout at 11 trolley

Artisan Fantasy Glamping 7 – Stacked Suitcases

Serenity Style– French Bulldog Suitcase (Rez) RARE

[Rezz Room] French Bulldog Animesh (Companion) v1.0.0 @ Equal10

Posted in Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

Let me fill you up with the fingers of love

Let me put the water in the bowl
For your wounds, babe
Let me fill you up with the fingers of love
You can’t lose babe
When you watch me play, does it feel bad, darlin’
When they choose me?
Say again, this place
Say again, this place

I broke my neck
Dancing to the edge of the world, babe
My mouth is wet, don’t you forget it
Don’t you lose me
Here is your princess
And here is the horizon
Here is your princess
And here is the horizon

I’ve gotta scratch it down, I never could amount
That’s it, babe
And now the sugar’s run out
And I don’t know what to say

Let me fill you up with the fingers of love

hair: Tableau Vivant // Misty @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
eyes: LOTUS. Muerte Eyes 05
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly @ Kustom9

LODE Head Accessory – Peony Poem Wreath [white]
RichB. Trust FaceChain
FAKEICON / mary gems collar
Ascendant – HOT Twinkle Nails
Just BECAUSE Saffron Dress
[Rezz Room] Pack Snowy Owl Animesh @ Uber

pose: Lyrium. Cynthia Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

Posted in Apple Fall, Cynful, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

they are gods

“Owners of dogs will have noticed that, if you provide them with food and water and shelter and affection, they will think you are god. Whereas owners of cats are compelled to realize that, if you provide them with food and water and shelter and affection, they draw the conclusion that they are gods.”
― Christopher Hitchens, The Portable Atheist: Essential Readings for the Nonbeliever

they are gods

hair: Stealthic – Clarity
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly @ Kustom9

fleur. blanche sweater
Cynful Ebony’s Highwaist Leggings @ Level

pose: Lyrium. Elvira Series @ Dubai

[Rezz Room] Bengal Cat Sleep
[Rezz Room] European Cat Adult Animesh

The Loft & ARIA – Zoete Chaise

Apple Fall Mercantile Bookshelf – Double
Apple Fall Plaster Horse
Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 12
Apple Fall Clay Cat – Jour
Apple Fall Books – Arrangement 1

KraftWork Lusitania by Annan Adored . Standing Plate 1

7 – Cat Burglar Painting

Posted in Events, Exploration, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka

Going Through the Motions

Lately, I’ve just been going through the motions of putting one foot in front of another. I’m faking it until I make it, you could say. This year has taken quite a toll on me, as it has most of us. I’ve counted my blessings and I promise I am grateful. However, some days putting on that happy face is a huge struggle. The holidays haven’t really helped much. Fortunately, that’s almost over for a while. I’m holding on to the hope that 2021 is a better year. I want to say that it has to be, but I think that this year has proven…repeatedly…that it can always get worse.

Going Through the Motions

hair: Stealthic – Clarity
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Riona @ ACCESS

Hangry – Panda Macaron – Black
.Safira. Siara Dress @ Access

pose: Lyrium. Lyla Standing Animations @ Dubai
location: BKLYN

Posted in Collabor88, Cynful, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Second Life, shopping, skin

Even when

“Listen to the people who love you. Believe that they are worth living for even when you don’t believe it. Seek out the memories depression takes away and project them into the future. Be brave; be strong; take your pills. Exercise because it’s good for you even if every step weighs a thousand pounds. Eat when food itself disgusts you. Reason with yourself when you have lost your reason.”
― Andrew Solomon, The Noonday Demon: An Atlas of Depression

Even when

hair: Magika – December
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: [theSkinnery] Avery @ Kustom9

AvaWay LETTER Necklaces Set @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88

Cynful Nini’s Top + Armwarmers Set @ Equal10
Cynful Nini’s Skirt @ Equal10

pose: Lyrium. Cynthia Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

(Milk Motion) Parisian Backyard

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Exploration, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, [BREATHE]

Holi-Holi-Holidays

It’s a celebration
Get ready for the holi-holi-holidays
Yeah, it’s a celebration
So baby, don’t you stop
You got that look in your eyes (eyes, eyes)
Call me for help, we can vibe (vibe, vibe)
Let’s have the time of our lives
You can feel it, you can feel it
Even if you dance alone
You deserve a cheers
‘Cause you been workin’ way too long
No more wishin’, baby, listenIt’s a celebration
Get ready for the holi-holi-holidays
Yeah, it’s a celebration
So baby, don’t you stop

Holi-Holi-Holidays

hair: TRUTH Brazen
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88
Astara – Kawaii Toasts Earrings

.Safira. Eysane Dress @ Equal10
[BREATHE]-Rinsu Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: Lyrium. Sady Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Access
location: Curiosity Lake

Posted in Events, Fancy Decor, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Prism Events, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Drunk on Christmas…just like Grace!

This song made think of my friend, Grace….she jokes about drinking in order to put up with her family. Now let’s hope she doesn’t kill me for this…LOL

Christmas is a time, a special time of year
With peace and joy and happiness and, wonderment and cheer
Opening your presents underneath the tree
And spending countless hours with your family

That’s why I’m drinking drinking drinking
I’m gonna drink all day
I’m coming home for Christmas and my family’s insane
Just got to make it through the day
And there’s no other way
I’m gonna get drunk, drunk, drunk on Christmas

Drunk on Christmas...just like Grace!

hair: Tableau Vivant // Puffy hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA @ Kustom9

.::Supernatural::. Kinsley Necklace @ Tannenbaum
SPIRIT – Widow top @ Uber
SPIRIT – Widow skirt @ Uber

[Fetch] Holiday Treats – Vodka RARE @ Arcade

pose: Lyrium. Elise Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Dubai

hive // modern farmhouse kitchen

DISORDERLY. / Bundt Xmas / Candycane @ Tannenbaum

[Cinoe] Mannish Danishes @ Arcade

Wednesday[+] ~ December Magic ~ Letters – COMMON @ Arcade
Wednesday[+] ~ December Magic ~ Herborist Book – COMMON @ Arcade
Wednesday[+] ~ December Magic ~ Coffee – COMMON @ Arcade
Wednesday[+] ~ December Magic ~ Wooden Doll – COMMON @ Arcade

Fancy Decor: Satie Coffee Machine
Fancy Decor: Satie Milk Frother
Fancy Decor: Satie Cream & Sugar
Fancy Decor: Satie Coffee Pods



Posted in Collabor88, Dubai, Events, Fashion, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Prism Events, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

NOW, I’m ready!

Ok, I’ve stuffed myself with food the way you stuff a plushie at Build-a-Bear! Now, I’m ready for Christmas. No, I don’t mean the dinner, I mean the decorations. I think the delicious food makes me so complacent that I can embrace my belly and laugh right along with jolly ol’ Santa!!! In fact, I might just waddle around behind him and embrace feeling small in his shadow. *laughs* Seriously though, its always been a tradition at my house to decorate for Christmas the day after Thanksgiving.
I’ve never been one to decorate every room in the house. I keep the decor in the living room and dining room, maybe a little ceramic tree in the guest bathroom provided there’s room. Once upon a time, I did the whole yard and lights on the building, but I’m too old and lazy to be climbing on ladders nowadays. Okay, mostly scared and lazy, ok? I’m not the most graceful person on the planet.

NOW, I'm ready!

hair: Doe: Winterberry @ Tannenbaum
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA @ Kustom9

Just BECAUSE Sady Sweater @ Uber
KITJA – Mona Jeans NAVY @ Kustom9
[BREATHE]-Misaku Heels @ C88

pose: Lyrium. Coral Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Dubai

scene:
dust bunny . christmas tree RARE

BALACLAVA!! Christmas Village Decor @ Tannenbaum

MH Holly Pillows @ Tannenbaum

Atelier Burgundy . Greetings Card Clutter @ Tannenbaum

Pitaya – Natural Gift Boxes @ Tannenbaum

Foxwood – Winter Pugs @ Tannenbaum

+Half-Deer+ Vintage Deer Figurines @ Tannenbaum

Sese – Advent Calendar @ Tannenbaum

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Lelutka, Second Life, [BREATHE]

Exploring Midnight in Paris

I love exploring photographic sims. I’ve been a fan of the BKLYN sim since the first time I visited. It is the absolute perfect city sim and fortunately they have a group now that allows for rezzing. They didn’t the first few times I visited. Recently, that group has done up another sim called Midnight in Paris. I finally was able to take the time to explore yesterday and it did not disappoint. It looks the best if you use their region windlight. (I’m not on the whole EEP thing yet.) This sim is perfect for photography and/or a romantic little date. There benches all over the city to provide some romantic conversations and there’s even a small cafe right on the street. I recommend turning on sounds, because the hustle and bustle of the city really adds to the experience. You might even hear some cats fighting in the alley. I did. I won’t say much more, because I encourage you to visit and see for yourself.

Exploring Midnight in Paris

Stealthic – Vesper
LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5
[Glam Affair] – Lelutka Applier – Willow @ C88

KIWY – Soraya Jacket @ Equal10
KIWY – Soraya Bra @ Equal10
:: MOMOCHUU :: Edith Skirt
ROULY :: Hung Up Tights
[BREATHE]-Misaku Heels @ C88

pose: Lyrium. Coco Static & Breathing + Fingers Series@ Equal10
location: Midnight in Paris