Posted in Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

Let me fill you up with the fingers of love

Let me put the water in the bowl
For your wounds, babe
Let me fill you up with the fingers of love
You can’t lose babe
When you watch me play, does it feel bad, darlin’
When they choose me?
Say again, this place
Say again, this place

I broke my neck
Dancing to the edge of the world, babe
My mouth is wet, don’t you forget it
Don’t you lose me
Here is your princess
And here is the horizon
Here is your princess
And here is the horizon

I’ve gotta scratch it down, I never could amount
That’s it, babe
And now the sugar’s run out
And I don’t know what to say

Let me fill you up with the fingers of love

hair: Tableau Vivant // Misty @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
eyes: LOTUS. Muerte Eyes 05
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly @ Kustom9

LODE Head Accessory – Peony Poem Wreath [white]
RichB. Trust FaceChain
FAKEICON / mary gems collar
Ascendant – HOT Twinkle Nails
Just BECAUSE Saffron Dress
[Rezz Room] Pack Snowy Owl Animesh @ Uber

pose: Lyrium. Cynthia Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

Posted in Collabor88, DOUX, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, Tres Chic

Time Goes By

Time goes by and still I’m stuck on you
Yeah, time goes by and still I’m stuck on you, ooh, you, ooh
I been afraid, don’t wanna fade out of my body
I been astray, barely awake, floating above me
Covered in red, what can I say? I’ve been a zombie
I’m feeling like I’ve been locked in a grave
You were the laugh, you were the life, you were the party
You were the brave, I was the weak, you were the army
You were the faith, you were the truth, I was the sorry
I’m feeling like you’ve been taking away
You were my one, you were my one
When all has been said, all has been done
You were my one, you were my one
Now I am left reaching above me, oh, oh
Time goes by and still I’m stuck on you, ooh, you, ooh (whoa oh)
Well time goes by and still I’m stuck on you, ooh, you, ooh
Why did you leave? Why did you go leaving me lonely?
Didn’t you know you were the home, you were the only?
Where did you go? Where did you go? Where did you go?
Come back to me
doux rkkn space cadet

wearing:
hair: DOUX – Elvia hairstyle @ Tres Chic
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Beatriz Skin [Lelutka] @ C88

lashes: [theSkinnery] Lora Lash Collection (LeLutkaEVOLUTION) @ Access
eyes: LOTUS. Unicorn Eyes 17 (LeLutka) RARE @ Access

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA FIRST KISS COLLECTION #4
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA SUGAR DRIP COLLECTION #5

RKKN. Layla Shirt @ Kustom9
RKKN. Layla Jeans Blue @ Kustom9

pose: – space cadet – chill chair @ Harajuku

tarte. dock cushion

location: Burrow Coffee & Whiskey Co.

Posted in Animals, Collabor88, Cynful, DOUX, Fashion, Glam Affair, Home Decor, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

To Own a Dog

She sat there talking to her dog, knowing full well that he understood every single word. He was also the best listener on the planet. He wasn’t much for giving advice and had no words of wisdom when it came to her hurt feelings, but it sure was nice having someone to listen and hug that would love her without judgments. He really was her best friend. He never quit loving her, even if she was too tired to play fetch or locked him out of her room when she had overnight company. There is only one way to fully appreciate that kind of love and that is to own a dog.

doux cynful gaia rezz room

wearing:
hair: DOUX – Sasha hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Beatriz Skin [Lelutka] @ C88

lashes: [theSkinnery] Lora Lash Collection (LeLutkaEVOLUTION) @ Access
eyes: LOTUS. Unicorn Eyes 17 (LeLutka) RARE @ Access
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA FIRST KISS COLLECTION #4
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA SUGAR DRIP COLLECTION #5

KUNGLERS – Penelope set (necklace & earring) @ Belle
(Yummy) Adel Ring Set @ C88
Ascendant – Silvia Nails @ Access

Cynful Corset Satin Chain Top @ C88
Gaia – Brooke Denim Jeans

[Rezz Room] Great Dane Adult Animesh @ ManCave

pose: Kirin – Bento Sits Pose Pack @ Kustom9

for background details, please see previous post: Do we really want to hurt each other?

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Kaithleen's, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping

Do they know?

Do creepy people know they are creepy? So, I have a fictional character page where I post my blog links. I started it when my regular Facebook page kept being reported by an ex or one of her psycho friends. Every once in a while, I’ll get a comment from someone that has an real life looking page with a picture of some creepy looking dude. Usually the messages are just “hello” or some form of generic greeting. I always ignore them. I have to assume they are either trolls or genuine creeps. It just makes me wonder.
I know that I’m a dork. I also know that I have a great deal of self awareness, but am I delusional to think that creeps are completely unaware of their creepiness? Or do they get off on making people uncomfortable? Perhaps they are just pervy trolls. Yeah, probably. I mean, why else would they be soooo creepy, right?

doux kaithleen's equal10
gotta light?

wearing:
hair: DOUX – Kathleen hairstyle @ equal10
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face
LOTUS. Passion Eyes 05 (Genus) @ equal10
skin: DeeTaleZ Skin *Kacee* for GENUS HEADS
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
Tattoo “Rise of Quetzalcoatl”_by GoK
Kaithleen’s Robin Bodyfur @ equal10

Diversion – Main Girl Poses @ La Vie en Pose

Loose my self – Proximity – The Bearded Guy @ Access

Posted in Bad Unicorn, Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Gos, Lybra, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, TMD, Vanity Event

The Fighter

I’m on a music kick at the moment and I’ve been dealing with more pain than usual….so, I’m letting the music speak for me.

In This Moment – The Fighter

I don’t need you to save me
I don’t need you to cure me
I don’t need you and your antidote for I am my disease
I don’t need you to free me
I don’t need you to help me
I don’t need you to lead me through the light
I will always fall and rise again
Your venomous heroine
‘Cause I am a survivor
Yeah, I am a fighter
I will fall and rise above
And in your hate I find love
‘Cause I’m a survivor
Yeah, I am a fighter
I will not hide my face
I will not fall from grace
I’ll walk into the fire, baby
All my life
I was afraid to die
And now I come alive inside these flames
You don’t want me to love you
You don’t want me to need you
You don’t want to look at me for you will turn to stone
You don’t want me to hurt you
You don’t want me to bite you
You don’t want me or my aching soul
For I will only fall and rise again
Your venomous heroine
I’m a survivor
Yeah, I am a fighter
I will fall and rise above
And in your hate I find love
‘Cause I’m a survivor
Yeah, I am a fighter
I will not hide my face
I will not fall from grace
I’ll walk into the fire, baby.
All my life
I was afraid to die
But now I come alive inside these flames!
I don’t need you to save me
‘Cause I’m a survivor
Yeah, I am a fighter
I will not hide my face,
I will not fall from grace,
I’ll walk into the fire, baby
All my life
I was afraid to die
But now I come alive inside these
Alive inside these
Alive inside these
the fighter
wearing:
hair:   *Besom Hair~ Pixie *Essentials* #8
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
eyes: LOTUS. Balance Eyes 17 (Catwa) RARE (*new* @ Vanity Event)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [PUMEC] – Alexa – / May \ – SKIN (*new* @ Vanity Event)
Astralia – Scorpion ring
LYBRA . XL STILETTO NAILS
LYBRA . VIPER FATPACK (*new* @ FrouFrou)
.:Avanti:. Classique Nylons – Black
[Gos] JAdore Pumps (*new* @ C88)
pose: FOXCITY. Leaning (Stand) VOL2 Bento Pose Set
[Bad Unicorn] ‘Blue’ Bowie Backdrop (*new* @ TMD)
Posted in Blueberry, Catwa, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Vanity Event

A Thousand Years

As much as I try, I cannot beat the power that music and lyrics deliver. So, here I stand again…letting someone else’s words speak for me….letting someone else’s melody deliver the message in my heart…even if no one is listening.

Christina Perri ~ A Thousand Years

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone?
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more
One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

blueberry & vanity

wearing:
hair:  Tableau Vivant // Falling hair Gacha – Shortfall  (*new* @ Arcade)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
eyes: LOTUS. Balance Eyes 17 (Catwa) RARE (*new* @ Vanity Event)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [PUMEC] – Alexa – / May \ – SKIN (*new* @ Vanity Event)
YKON – Patches Tattoo (*new* @ Vanity Event)

Rebel Gal – Diamond Sexy Choker  (*new* @ Vanity Event)
MICHAN – Lala Necklace (*new* @ Vanity Event)
Ascendant – Plastic Bento Nails (*new* @ Vanity Event)

Blueberry – Felicity – Top *NEW*
Blueberry – Felicity – Shorts *NEW*

pose: FOXCITY. Surface Set
location: Achill Island

Posted in Catwa, Chic Moda, E.V.E, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Narcisse, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Vanity Event

Do You Believe In Magic?

When I was in the 4th or 5th grade, around 8 or 9 yrs old, I had a huge crush on Shawn Cassidy. For one thing, he was one of The Hardy Boys. If you don’t know who that is, I want you to go to google right this minute and educate yourself, because they were all the rage, along with Nancy Drew and the Bobbsey Twins. Why am I bringing this up? Well, around that same time, Shawn Cassidy had taken on a music career. Naturally, I had to have that album. One of his most popular songs was his rendition of “Do You Believe in Magice” originally by The Lovin’ Spoonful. When I was creating this photo, that song kept going through my mind and I was reminded of this baby blue silver jacket I had with Shawn’s face on the back. His face plastered all over my walls. I adored him. Finally, I can answer the question…NO, I do not believe in magic. *laughs*

do you believe in magic

wearing:
hair:   #9 {Limerence} Sandy hair with hat-B&W (*new* @ Imaginarium)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
eyes: LOTUS. Balance Eyes 02 (Catwa) (*new* @ Vanity Event)
eyeliner/tattoo: YKON – 3 Satanic Girl (*new* @ Vanity Event)
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Loly

.Inkhole. Vani Necklace Set ( Black Metal ) (*new* @ Vanity Event)
Mowie. – “Harlow” Clutch (*new* @ Vanity Event)
ChicModa // Summer Dress (*new* @ TLC)
Narcisse– Sassy Strappy Heels (*new* @ TLC)

pose: SEmotion Female Bento Modeling poses Set 33  (*new* @ Vanity Event)

E.V.E Cyber Flowers CLOUD & MURAL (*new* @ TLC)

 

Posted in Bad Unicorn, Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Narcisse, Pale Girl Productions, Second Life, shopping, Skin Fair, [ATI] Addicted to Ink

Let’s Go Crazy

Sometimes the world just doesn’t make sense. I think it’s pretty clear that I’m not the picture of perfect mental health. I’m not sure there even is such a thing to be honest. Hell, mental health has been called all sorts of names throughout history.  Even the names of disorders change….what once was called manic depressive is not called bi-polar. Why? Why did they change the name? Manic depressive was spot on. I think everyone and anyone can catch that disorder on the right day or wrong day as the case might very well be.
Seriously, think about it for a minute.  You are having a great day. You slept great, you woke up right before your alarm went off. The weather is your favorite kind of day. Everything is going well. Catching all the green lights in traffic. Errands go great, you even saved some money unexpectedly. You come home, dinner is great….you slip into your favorite PJs…you’re set. You’re happy as you can be….then it happens. You get a tragic phone call. Something awful has happened to someone you love and there’s absolutely nothing you can do about it. You’re alone with this awful news. That’s going to be a helluva a mood swing, don’t you think?  Say the reverse happens. Whole day has been shit. Slept like shit, overslept, bad hair day, pouring down rain, you get stuck in traffic…you get home, burn dinner…then unexpectedly your best friend calls. She’s coming over and she’s bringing pizza. Your whole day just got better in an instant. Mood swing. *shrugs* Must be bi-polar.
Ever just felt so damn lazy, you just didn’t even want to get out of bed? Ever just want to stay in bed all weekend, veg out with the remote and some junk food? Ever just do it, cuz you want to? Well, you must be depressed, you can’t even drag your ass out of bed. I’m in no way minimizing any diagnosis. I’m more than fully aware that there are varying degrees of each legitimate disorder. I’m not even suggesting to know what is and isn’t legitimate….I’m not a psych-anything….well, maybe psycho, but that’s about where my expertise ends. I’m sure not yelling at Matt Lauder about how mental health is a hoax, while clearly proving that it is very real.
I’m just saying, that the world doesn’t always make sense. So, if you’re a little crazy…so what? Be crazy. Be you. Love drama? Do it up. Hate drama? Stay away from it. Wanna dance? Crank up the music and dance. Who cares? We all have to get through this thing called life one way or another…so if you’re not crazy….why not? C’mon, let’s all go crazy.

melting
Are we gonna let the elevator
Bring us down, oh, no let’s go
Let’s go crazy, let’s get nuts
Look for the purple banana
‘Til they put us in the truck, let’s go
All excited but we don’t know why
Maybe it’s ’cause we’re all gonna die
And when we do, what’s it all for
Better live now before the grim reaper
Come knocking on your door

wearing:
hair: tram H0210 hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: LOTUS. Louise Skin Applier 04 (*new* @ SKIN FAIR)
tattoo: [ATI] Simon.(*new* @ Elite)
EF: Springleaf Earrings (*new* @ FaMESHed)
EF: Springleaf Necklace (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Narcisse– Nelly Lace up Dress (*new* @ Kinky)

pose: [ Focus Poses ] Naughty Chair 2
[Bad Unicorn] 02 Hype-Beast Backdrop

LOTUS. Louise Skin (*new* @ SKIN FAIR)
:::insanya::: JennaShorts – Solid (*new* @ Whore Couture)
pose by an lar
Lotus