Posted in Access, accessories, bento, blogging, Collabor88, Cosmetics, Equal10, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, New Items, poses, Second Life, Second Life Fashion, shopping, Shopping Events, skin

Running Out of Blankets

So, I wasn’t sure what I was going to write about or if I was just going to slap some song lyrics in here and call it a day. I decided to look at Facebook to see if any topics jumped out at me or what was the daily ragefest. Surprisingly, I didn’t see anyone going off about anything in particular, but what I did see…well, let’s just say I’m running out of blankets.
As if my mirrors and my recent birthday weren’t enough, not one, but TWO people on my timeline had to point out how freaking old we are. Yeah! One of them had posted a meme about how 20 years ago was 2001, not the 80s and how that doesn’t sit well with them. Now, I totally agree with this meme. It blows me away when I think of time in this way. So, in the comments I yelled at her and gently covered her with a blanket. As I continued scrolling, I come across another meme about how we didn’t screenshot in middle school, we did a three way call and muted. Well, that was too much for me…now another friend is covered with a blanket and quite frankly, I’m running out of blankets. Winter is coming and I’m going to freeze!!

Running Out of Blankets

foundation
hair: RAMA.SALON – Better Kimmy Hair
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head 3.1
eyes: LOTUS. Saltwater Eyes 18 (LeLutka) SECRET RARE
head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy

eyeshadow: -SU!- Smokey Eye Collection – Lelutka Evo
lipstick: . MILA . Bad Girl Lipstick [LeL Evolution]

fashion
PKC Anna Septum Piercing
(Yummy) Alexis Necklace
(Yummy) Demon Queen Ring Collection @ C88
RAWR! Punkin’ Nails @ Access
:::ChicChica::: Creepy donuts
SPIRIT – Juli outfit @ Access

pose: Lyrium. Lacey Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

background
MINIMAL – Gramola Backdrop

Posted in accessories, bento, blogging, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, New Items, poses, Second Life, Second Life Fashion, shopping, Shopping Events, skin, Uber SL

Exciting Things

For everything bad, there’s a million really exciting things, whether it’s someone puts out a really great book, there’s a new movie, there’s a new detective, the sky is unbelievably golden, or you have the best cup of coffee you ever had in your life. – Patti Smith

Exciting Things

foundation
hair: TRUTH VIP Curious
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head 3.1
eyes: LOTUS. Saltwater Eyes 18 (LeLutka) SECRET RARE
head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy
Izzie’s – Eye Scar

eyeshadow: -SU!- Smokey Eye Collection – Lelutka Evo
lipstick: . MILA . Bad Girl Lipstick [LeL Evolution]

fashion
-SU!- Triple Ring Septum Piercing
(Yummy) Demon Queen Ring Collection @ C88
-SU!- Almond Nails
.spruce. pumpkin spruce latte group gift
Seniha. Batiste Dress&Vest @ FaMESHed

pose: Focus. Hello Autumn
(comes with phone and multiple other accessories)

background
Focus. The Mall Autumn Park backdrop

Posted in Access, Animals, bento, blogging, Cosmetics, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, New Items, poses, Second Life, Second Life Fashion, Self Reflection, shoes, shopping, Shopping Events, skin, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL

Dragonflies

Ever since I was a little girl, dragonflies have brought me comfort. I remember my friends were terrified by them. Their name alone does seem a bit ominous. However, I was always fascinated by them. Their beautiful quad wings and the iridescent sheen of their bodies almost hypnotized me. Of course, I also thought they were related to fairies. *laughs* The thing is that no matter how bad things were in my life, the moment I saw a dragonfly I felt like God was telling me that everything was going to be alright. While I no longer believe in God, I do very much believe that everything is going to be alright whenever I’m surprised by a dragonfly…whether a real one or not. To this day, they continue to bring me comfort. It’s probably the only insect to ever bring me comfort…lol.

Dragonflies

foundation
hair: DOUX – Sam hairstyle @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon
head skin: [Glam Affair] Rayne Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy

cosmetics
-SU!- Aneira Eyebrows
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA LOVE LETTER COLLECTION #3
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA LOVE LETTER COLLECTION #7
.: Vegas :. Tattoo Applier Earthly

fashion
(Yummy) Tuca Neckace & Earrings
^^Swallow^^ Indira Septum Ring
(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection
LOTUS. Chrome Nails
Capsule by DaD “Zoe Dress” @ Uber
Capsule by DaD “Zoe Slouch Boots” @ Uber

::Static:: Dragonfly – 03

[Rezz Room] Golden Retriever Puppy @ Access

pose: – Sweet Art -Let’s Bloom

background
Fashiowl – Strawberry (Lavanda Field) – Scene

PLAAKA ShepherdRestRock

DISORDERLY. / Summer Berries / Loose Crate / EXTRA
DISORDERLY. / Summer Berries / Prep Board
DISORDERLY. / Summer Berries / Loose Strawberry / EXTRA

Posted in Bueno, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, shopping, skin, The Liaison Collaborative

Feeling like a Boss

Its not secret that I own The Liaison Collaborative event now and every month during set up, I do my best not only to chase down designers to set up, but also to amuse them. The latter part does not always work, but at least I try. I don’t have a huge team of people like some events, but we’re not a massive event either. With that said, I do my best to be present and on hand to assist the designers during set up. This month I’ve dressed up like a real boss bitch with this gorgeous pin striped dress from Pixicat, which you can pick up over at Anthem. Then I got the BUENO-On the GoCup, that you can grab at Kustom9, and I knew my look was complete. I mean, what boss bitch doesn’t have a matching cup of coffee with her at all times?

Feeling like a Boss

foundation
hair: barberyumyumB17 @ FLF Bday Bash
head: LeLUTKA Fleur 3.1
head skin: [Glam Affair] Enni Layer [Lelutka EvoX] @ FLF Bday Bash
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Sienna)

cosmetics:
tattoo: .: CORAZON:. Tattoo FLEUR :. @ Jail
Unholy&JTM – Annia eyeshadow Bom EvoX @ TLC (opens Aug 18th)
Unholy&JTM – Annia Creme Lipstick @ TLC (opens Aug 18th)

accessories
Rainbow Sundae Penelope Earrings for Evolve
LOTUS. Colorist Nails @ Access
Orsini Jewelry ANDREA RING Bento
Orsini Jewelry COCO Ring Bento
Orsini Jewelry RACHEL Ring Bento
BUENO-On the GoCup @ Kustom9

fashion
-Pixicat- Miranda Dress @ Anthem

pose:
Lyrium. Kah Idle Stands Breathing Poses

background:
MINIMAL – July Gift Red Cabin
MINIMAL – Shopping Street Building 04
MINIMAL – Shopping Street Building RARE

Posted in Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin, tattoo, The Liaison Collaborative, [BREATHE]

Memories within a dream

I have the craziest dreams sometimes and I know we all do, but I always find it so strange that I have memories within a dream of things that couldn’t have possibly happened. Like, did I dream about this story line before and just not remember the dream in wake time? Am I part of some parallel universe when I sleep? Its just so odd to me that I have all this familiarity in dreams with people I’ve never met. Like the time I dreamt about Jason Momoa….quite a naughty dream I admit, but I swear I rarely dream about famous people…ever. When a famous person is in my dreams, it is rarely sexual. I can only think of two famous people dreams that were sexual, Jason Momoa and Chris Hemsworth. *blushes* I blame Thor for the latter, as I had been to the theater that night.
Sex dreams aren’t really my favorite dreams though. I was speaking to a friend yesterday and he said that he had a dream where he felt like he was in an action movie. I’ve had those dreams, too, and while they are very exciting, I think my favorite dreams are the really strange ones that make absolutely zero sense upon waking. I used to try to interpret my dreams, as I know there’s a lot of symbolism in dreams, but I quit doing that. I have a tendency to overanalyze things when I do that and let’s face it, I have far more than enough anxiety in my life. I don’t need my dreams creating more.
I know, I’m a weirdo, but at least I thought of something to write about. Though, I’m not about to try and explain the dream I remember from last night. Although, I’m pretty sure it was influenced by Love Island, which none of my damn friends seem to watch. Why am I the only person I know that’s addicted to this show???? GOD! *stomps foot*

Memories within a dream

foundation
hair: barberyumyumB17 @ FLF Bday Bash
head: LeLUTKA Fleur 3.1
head skin: [Glam Affair] Enni Layer [Lelutka EvoX] @ FLF Bday Bash
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody Perky
body skin: VELOUR: The “Ipanema Body” for Legacy (Sienna)

cosmetics:
tattoo: .: CORAZON:. Tattoo FLEUR :. @ Jail
Unholy&JTM – Annia eyeshadow Bom EvoX @ TLC (opens Aug 18th)
Unholy&JTM – Annia Creme Lipstick @ TLC (opens Aug 18th)

accessories
Rainbow Sundae Penelope Earrings for Evolve
LOTUS. Colorist Nails @ Access
Orsini Jewelry ANDREA RING Bento
Orsini Jewelry COCO Ring Bento
Orsini Jewelry RACHEL Ring Bento

fashion
Capsule by DaD “Boho Outfit” @ C88
[BREATHE]-Koneko Heels @ FaMESHed

pose:
Lyrium. Riley Breathing Stand Set @ Access

background:
Serenity Style– Enchanting Music Box Backdrop @ TLC (opens Aug 18th)

Posted in Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Lybra

But it wasn’t the cure

Drive through the street with your eyes closed
Trip on the stick where the wind blows
So out of reach but it looks close
Don’t assume what you don’t
Know
You act real hot but you’re still cold
You wanna be rich with a Lambo
So out of reach but it looks so close
Red light but you still go
You can walk around the entire world
But you still end up with what you started with first
Spit out money and you offer out lures
Get the girl but it wasn’t the cure

But it wasn’t the cure

hairbase: Tableau Vivant – leLutka EvoX Hairbase 09 @ C88
hair: Tableau Vivant – Blush Add-on @ Kinky
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

NaaNaa’s Sama Necklace @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
LOTUS. Chrome Nails 01 @ Access
Apl.Blossom Sarah @ Cake Day
boots: TANIA SOLID COLLECTION :: LYBRA :: @ C88

MOVEMENT – Toiletry bag for Her – 2
MVT – That’s my bag – Black

pose: FOXCITY. Lux Travel (Classic)
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – ClubBLACK

Posted in Collabor88, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka

Doing my best

I have been sick af the last couple of days. A lot of my symptoms could easily be stress related…like IBD & Fibromyalgia. Both have been flaring up, which in turns affects other issues, like back pain and headaches. However, I’ve spent a good amount of time in bed, mostly because I have no choice, and I’m trying very hard to reduce my stress. Honestly, I don’t feel that stressed. I know I have a lot on my plate, but I don’t feel stressed. I feel like I have things under control. So, I’m not sure what’s going on. Perhaps it’s something else entirely. Perhaps it’s some sense of impending doom lingering in the back of my mind somewhere, because I still struggle with the concept of being content, happy, and actually loving myself. Thanks to not having insurance and living in the great U.S. of A…I’m just going to need to suffer through whatever it is. In the meantime, I’ll be doing my best to carry on.

Doing my best

hair: DOUX – Chi hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

NaaNaa’s Sama Necklace @ FaMESHed
e.marie // Erika Bracelet
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
LOTUS. Chrome Nails 01 @ Access
Seniha. Kim Top @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Kim Joggers @ FaMESHed

[Rezz Room] Cat Bengal Adult Animesh @ Equal10

pose: FOXCITY. Hanging Lounger

Posted in Bueno, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka

even if our dreams never came true

Writing when I’m content or happy has always been a struggle for me. I used to write poetry daily. It’s as if the concept of being content or happy is so foreign to me that I can’t properly describe it. I think that’s a common thread amongst artists. The songs that move us the most are the sad songs. The art that moves us the most, tend to be that that makes us uncomfortable or stirs a strong emotion from within. What is stronger than pain? So, here I am trying to find the words to express that I’m in a pretty good place at the moment. Perhaps the biggest part of that is my perception, but whatever it is…I don’t want to only write about the bad times and bad feels anymore. The world doesn’t need more pain or misery, we all need to know there is goodness out there and how to achieve it, even if our dreams never came true.

even if our dreams never came true

hair: tram K0425 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88
tattoo: Ladybird. // Tavi @ Equal10

NaaNaa’s Sama Necklace @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
LOTUS. Wings Nails 11 (Legacy) RARE @ Equal10
Tentacio Funny life Planning life pink
Tentacio Funny life Mom call me
BUENO-Geena Tops @ C88

Decor: KraftWork + Pitaya .Blume. Gacha @ Epiphany

Posted in Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

Let me fill you up with the fingers of love

Let me put the water in the bowl
For your wounds, babe
Let me fill you up with the fingers of love
You can’t lose babe
When you watch me play, does it feel bad, darlin’
When they choose me?
Say again, this place
Say again, this place

I broke my neck
Dancing to the edge of the world, babe
My mouth is wet, don’t you forget it
Don’t you lose me
Here is your princess
And here is the horizon
Here is your princess
And here is the horizon

I’ve gotta scratch it down, I never could amount
That’s it, babe
And now the sugar’s run out
And I don’t know what to say

Let me fill you up with the fingers of love

hair: Tableau Vivant // Misty @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
eyes: LOTUS. Muerte Eyes 05
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly @ Kustom9

LODE Head Accessory – Peony Poem Wreath [white]
RichB. Trust FaceChain
FAKEICON / mary gems collar
Ascendant – HOT Twinkle Nails
Just BECAUSE Saffron Dress
[Rezz Room] Pack Snowy Owl Animesh @ Uber

pose: Lyrium. Cynthia Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

Posted in Collabor88, DOUX, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, Tres Chic

Time Goes By

Time goes by and still I’m stuck on you
Yeah, time goes by and still I’m stuck on you, ooh, you, ooh
I been afraid, don’t wanna fade out of my body
I been astray, barely awake, floating above me
Covered in red, what can I say? I’ve been a zombie
I’m feeling like I’ve been locked in a grave
You were the laugh, you were the life, you were the party
You were the brave, I was the weak, you were the army
You were the faith, you were the truth, I was the sorry
I’m feeling like you’ve been taking away
You were my one, you were my one
When all has been said, all has been done
You were my one, you were my one
Now I am left reaching above me, oh, oh
Time goes by and still I’m stuck on you, ooh, you, ooh (whoa oh)
Well time goes by and still I’m stuck on you, ooh, you, ooh
Why did you leave? Why did you go leaving me lonely?
Didn’t you know you were the home, you were the only?
Where did you go? Where did you go? Where did you go?
Come back to me
doux rkkn space cadet

wearing:
hair: DOUX – Elvia hairstyle @ Tres Chic
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Beatriz Skin [Lelutka] @ C88

lashes: [theSkinnery] Lora Lash Collection (LeLutkaEVOLUTION) @ Access
eyes: LOTUS. Unicorn Eyes 17 (LeLutka) RARE @ Access

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA FIRST KISS COLLECTION #4
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA SUGAR DRIP COLLECTION #5

RKKN. Layla Shirt @ Kustom9
RKKN. Layla Jeans Blue @ Kustom9

pose: – space cadet – chill chair @ Harajuku

tarte. dock cushion

location: Burrow Coffee & Whiskey Co.