Posted in DOUX, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

I would give everything I own

Is there someone you know
You’re loving them so
But taking them all for granted?
You may lose them one day
Someone takes them away
And they don’t hear the words you long to say

I would give anything I own
I’d give up my life, my heart, my home
I would give everything I own
Just to have you back again

I would give everything I own

hair: DOUX – Indigo hairstyle @ TresChic
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Skin Fair
Glam Affair – New Body Line
RE Sublime Nose Piercing N9

LODE Head Accessory – Pansy on the Side [white]
(Yummy) Katerina Necklace Set @ C88
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber
Apl.Blossom Susseth @ TLC

pose: :LW: Bento Poses – Lazy Afternoon @ TLC
location: Luane’s World

Posted in Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Pale Girl Productions, Second Life, shopping, skin, Skin Fair, Uber SL

Don’t want no part of your hipster scene

Hide me in the forest green
Don’t want no part of your hipster scene
I’d rather die, be buried alive
All I want is to be happy
But what is happy
Looking up at the fallen stars
In a black sky you don’t know where you are
Give me space, give me no more sound
Give my regards from the underground

Don't want no part of your hipster scene

hair: DOUX – Princess hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Skin Fair
Glam Affair – New Body Line
RE Sublime Nose Piercing N9

LODE Head Accessory – Requiem [forest lake]
(Yummy) Katerina Necklace Set @ C88
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber
Just BECAUSE Aria Dress

[Rezz Room] Fennec Adult Animesh

**pose altered too much to credit
**location is private land of a friend

Posted in Apple Fall

Casa Paradiso Bath

Don’t faint. I know, its a decor only post and I haven’t done one of those in ages. Trust me, you’ll see it again, cuz I plan on posing with this scene, too. Plus, I never said I wouldn’t blog decor. How could I not, I love decorating. I’m so in love with with the CONCEPT} CASA PARADISO set at Arcade. So, not only will you see this scene again, or at least parts of it. You will also see more from that set. So, without further blabbering, I’m going to start working on something else! HA! Bathroom scenes have always been my most challenging, too. So, here I am trying to do another one. Be nice.

Casa Paradiso Bath

LODE Decor – Lunaria Vase [original] LI:3

+Half-Deer+ Neatly Folded Blankets – Pink Floral LI:1

  1. Lagom – Bathroom clutter [ Loofah Blue ] LI:1 @ TLC
  2. Lagom – Bathroom clutter [ Sponge ] LI:1 @ TLC
  3. Lagom – Bathroom clutter [ Bathbombs ] LI:1 @ TLC

Architect. Macro Shelf (steel) LI:1

Ariskea[Bougee] Fresh Cotton LI:1

CONCEPT} CASA PARADISO. @ Arcade
CONCEPT} 05. CASA PARADISO. Wood Stool LI:2
CONCEPT} 17. CASA PARADISO. House. RARE LI:52
CONCEPT} 18. CASA PARADISO. Wash cabinet LI:5
CONCEPT} 19. CASA PARADISO. Square mirror A LI:1
CONCEPT} 20. CASA PARADISO. Stool A LI:1
CONCEPT} 21. CASA PARADISO. Natural Rug LI:2
CONCEPT} 22. CASA PARADISO.Stool B LI:2
CONCEPT} 23. CASA PARADISO. Big mirror LI:2
CONCEPT} 24. CASA PARADISO. Bath Adult. RARE. copy LI:4

CONCEPT} 12. SAL. Short Hang Lamp LI:1
CONCEPT} 21. SAL. Grey pot LI:1

Concept} 09. Bali Candles LI:5
Concept} Cotton Bottle LI:1
Concept} Cotton Plate LI:1

Compulsion Plant 17 LI:4

DaD “Indoor Olive tree in pot” c/m LI:4 @ UBER

KraftWork Aarhus Bathroom . Hand Soap LI:1

Loft & Aria – Brewer basket With Sandals LI:2
Loft & Aria – Sterling Artwork LI:2

MADRAS 11 Zebra Decor LI:1
MADRAS Elilan Book Stool LI:1
MADRAS Elilan Pot Decor LI:2

Nutmeg. Dacha Crumpled Towel LI:2
Nutmeg. Winter’s Dawn Slippers / L LI:1
Nutmeg. Winter’s Dawn Slippers / R LI:1

O.M.E.N – Ragdoll – Playing – VIP LI:6

TA Lotus Incense LI:4

The Loft & Aria – Linen Storage Box LI:1
The Loft – Lotus Holder LI:1
The Loft – Yoga Tray LI:3

Apple Fall Pampas Grass LI:2
West Village Cotton Tote LI:1

[Merak] – Secrets Room Divider LI:9

dust bunny & con . lauren bathroom . radiator . black LI:2
dust bunny . hanging plants . double planter LI:8
dust bunny . lauren bathroom . cotton ball container LI:1
dust bunny . lauren bathroom . hanging robe . a LI:3
dust bunny . lauren bathroom . qtip container LI:1
dust bunny . lauren bathroom . toothbrush holder LI:1

hive // devil’s ivy overhang plant . dark LI:2
hive // hanging devil’s ivy plant . dark LI:3

Posted in Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

Let me fill you up with the fingers of love

Let me put the water in the bowl
For your wounds, babe
Let me fill you up with the fingers of love
You can’t lose babe
When you watch me play, does it feel bad, darlin’
When they choose me?
Say again, this place
Say again, this place

I broke my neck
Dancing to the edge of the world, babe
My mouth is wet, don’t you forget it
Don’t you lose me
Here is your princess
And here is the horizon
Here is your princess
And here is the horizon

I’ve gotta scratch it down, I never could amount
That’s it, babe
And now the sugar’s run out
And I don’t know what to say

Let me fill you up with the fingers of love

hair: Tableau Vivant // Misty @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
eyes: LOTUS. Muerte Eyes 05
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly @ Kustom9

LODE Head Accessory – Peony Poem Wreath [white]
RichB. Trust FaceChain
FAKEICON / mary gems collar
Ascendant – HOT Twinkle Nails
Just BECAUSE Saffron Dress
[Rezz Room] Pack Snowy Owl Animesh @ Uber

pose: Lyrium. Cynthia Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

Posted in Chic Moda, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

I don’t want to love no more

I learnt to grow old when I was younger
Scared of staying young
Afraid of the thoughts that I had conjured
That sat atop my tongue
Knowing I’d change the worlds opinion
If they would just, listen up
But they won’t, now
I feel worthless
Maybe I should open the drawer
Burn the pages
Write poems with the ash on the floor
Pour the ink, into the sink
And watch it drain from the shore
I don’t want love no more
Though it’s the one thing I’ve been searching for
Though it’s the one thing that I miss the most
Now, I’m afraid to be alone (I’m afraid to be alone)
To Be Alone
Looking in the mirror like
Maybe I will find myself tonight
I ask for a better mind
Then tap into the site through my third eye
I had never realized
I thought I had a chosen my design
I thought I was broken all this time
I don’t want love no more
Though it’s the one thing I’ve been searching for
Though it’s the one thing that I miss the most
Now, I’m afraid to be alone

idtty empress

hair: TRUTH Alias
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora

*LODE* Head Accessory – Royalty Wreath [black horse]
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA THE EMPRESS COLLECTION #1 @ Kinky
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA THE EMPRESS COLLECTION #6 @ Kinky

.::Supernatural::. Dune Necklace
.::Supernatural::. Ebe Necklace

ChicModa // Carrie Dress @ FaMESHed

pose: – space cadet – modge podge set

The End Forest *RARE* – Sinister Night – The Bearded Guy

{anc} colorful rain (clearlysky) [wide] 1Li

Lyrium.Turning Pages – Flying Pages 2 Decor

KraftWork Once Upon a House . Scattered Papers

:::ChicChica::: Precious Rose Platinum REZZ

chicmoda sc

Posted in Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Uber SL

Butterfly

When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It’s easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open up my hands
And watch you rise
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly, oh
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

idtty rezz room reign lw burrow

hair: TRUTH Delicate
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Maya (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber

[Heaux] Kitten Eyes @ SaNaRae
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA  LOVE SPELL COLLECTION #2 (Happy Weekend May 29-31)
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA LOVE SPELL COLLECTION #10 (Happy Weekend May 29-31)

*LODE* Head Accessory – Hellebore Crown [white]
(Yummy) Chained Ring Set @ Uber

.miss chelsea. Ryan Top @ Uber
SPIRIT – Osoka shorts @ Uber
REIGN.- FLUFFEH FLIP FLOPS

[Rezz Room] Shiba Inu Puppy Animesh @ Uber

.peaches. Beachin’ Bag Clutter – Dotted for FLF May 29, 2020

pose: :LW Bento Poses – Miracles (comes with butterfly)

location: Burrow Coffee & Whiskey Co

Posted in Apple Fall, Dahlia, Events, Fancy Decor, Home Decor, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping

Thank you, Sassafrass ♥

Recently I wrote about cutting back on decor blogging. Yet, now that Sassy has been helping me, it has become one of my favorite things to do again. Not just creating a scene, but the back and forth that she and I have while working on it together. I never imagined I could click with someone so well in regards to decor. It just seems like a solo project. Yet, she has the most brilliant ideas and they feed right off of mine. We cut up sooo much while doing, too. We did this entire scene in one hour! Its been a long time since I’ve had this much fun creating blog scenes. I suspect my readers/viewers will be seeing a lot more of her and her work. Thank you, Sassafrass♥

nutmeg at shiny shabby

[Rezz Room] Bengal Cat Sleep
[Rezz Room] English Bulldog Adult Sleep

Apple Fall Macarons in Box
Apple Fall Macarons on Sketchbook
Apple Fall Cosmos Flowers – Pink
Apple Fall Botanical Study 5
Apple Fall Botanical Study 1
Apple Fall Gilt Frame (Sea Campion Study)

Dahlia – Love Paperweight – Blue
Dahlia – Faith – Bulb Daisies
Dahlia – Reese – Mirror – Gold
Dahlia – Faith – Steppe Mouse
Dahlia – Reese – Side Table – Grey

dust bunny . hanging plants . double planter
dust bunny . blossom books
dust bunny . hanging plants . spider planter
dust bunny . blossom typewriter
dust bunny . hanging plants . cheese plant
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter
dust bunny . botanical tote

Fancy Decor: Vertical Candles

HPMD* MakeMesses!-Dried Flowers

[ keke ] glitter bottles 1

*LODE* Decor – Philadelphus Vase
*LODE* Decor – Eucalyptus & Roses Vase [white]
*LODE* Decor – Hyacinth [violet]

[Merak] – Book Stack w/Lemon Candle

MudHoney Photo Room 4

Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Complete Set @ Shiny Shabby
Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Armchair Adult
Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Coffee Table / 3
Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Cupboard / 2
Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Sofa / 1 Adult
Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Paper Bin
Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Candle Stand
Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Ottoman Adult
Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Rug
Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Floor Pillows

Nutmeg. Disarray Newspapers & Hat
Nutmeg. Disarray Bag w/ Papers Pink
Nutmeg. Home Clutter Floor Lamp
Nutmeg. Grandma’s Cottage Basket w/Flowers

tarte. old floor lamp (bronze)

Loft & Aria – Shirley Flowers

6. Ayla. Boho Farmhouse – Stone Jars & Candlestick Tray
Ayla. Old Scars – Picture Frame

Posted in Chic Moda, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

Setting the Tone for Spring

One of my favorite memories from my childhood was dressing up for Easter with my mom and posing for a picture. We quit doing it after my father admitted that he was an atheist and I began to question the teachings of the church. It’s kinda funny, until he told me he didn’t believe in God, I didn’t know that was an option. I wrestled with his disbelief for many years and continued to believe well into my twenties. Eventually it was my studies in literature that enlightened me. Like many of the Christian holidays, I think the decorations are fun. I love the cheerful colors and it sets the tone for spring perfectly.

doux chicmoda breathe serenity style

Sady is wearing:
hair:  DOUX – Tainy hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body:  [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe @ Uber

Tattoo “Op.7″_by GoK
*LODE* Head Accessory – Hellebore Wreath [pink dots]
ChicModa // Mirabelle Dress @ FaMESHed
[BREATHE]-Misaya Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: [ILAYA] Alcinda

Serenity Style– Greenville Easter Cups
**these are actually table top decor that I resized**

:CP: Happy Spring Hanger Group Gift

Posted in DOUX, Events, Exploration, FaMESHed, Fashion, GenusProject, Lybra, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Tres Chic, vinyl

Slow Down

As I was driving home from therapy, I got behind a navy and silver SUV. I was thinking how great the colors looked together and why there aren’t more two tones cars. Eventually, I realized that it was a State Trooper. So glad I wasn’t tailgating. HA! So, as we’re traveling along the same road, I come upon my exit, or rather on ramp, and the trooper wants over. I motion for her/him to come on over and s/he does. We circle around the ramp and approach the interstate. Just as we get to the spot where its time for us to merge into the other lanes, this little silver sedan goes flying by at top speed. I thought to myself immediately, “Bad timing, Dude.” The trooper and I both merge rather effortlessly. I hold back from my usual shot forward, because I ain’t trying to catch a ticket. Low and behold, the trooper shot forward. At first, I thought s/he was just bolting forward because s/he can. Then I saw it. The lights started flashing and as I got closer, s/he had indeed chased down the silver sedan and was pulling it over.
In that moment, I couldn’t help but think how much a single minute in our lives can make a difference. If the silver sedan had been one minute behind us, maybe…. If the trooper had been one minute faster…if I had been one minute faster or slower, would I have been the one getting the ticket? Naturally that made me think of how fast things move in Second Life. I don’t move as quickly as most and I suppose that’s why I have remained single all this time. I know what I like. I know what I don’t like. I know myself well enough to know whether or not I’m going to be romantically compatible with people fairly quickly. I think I tend to move a bit quickly with friendships and trust friends more than I should, but I’m not ready to change either of those things about myself. Not just yet, but I think we could all benefit by take a moment to slow down. The internet isn’t going anywhere. Second Life isn’t a race and collecting partners is not the goal. I think its more important to share love and laughter as often as possible…and THAT is what I’m all about.

lybra vinyl belle

wearing:
hair: DOUX – Melanie hairstyle @ TresChic
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face
AG. Lustrous Eyes – Cornflower
skin: DeeTaleZ Skin *Kacee* for GENUS HEADS
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
Tattoo “Rise of Quetzalcoatl”_by GoK

*LODE* Head Accessory – Fuchsia [white]
KUNGLERS – Tainara necklace @ Belle
[ rD ] – Kalista Belly Chain Piercing @ Belle
Ascendant – Pretty Holographic Nails @ Belle
LYBRA . STELLA FATPACK @ FaMESHed
VINYL – Myself Boho Skirt @ Access

pose: :LW: Bento Poses – One More Try @ The Liaison Collaborative

location: Scarlett Isle

Posted in DOUX, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Lybra, Maitreya, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping

Impossible to trust

When you make promises and break them, you are impossible to trust. It doesn’t matter whether its a personal or professional promise…if you say you’re going to do something and never say otherwise…then you don’t do it? You ruin any chances of me ever trusting you again. And word will get out that you’ve broken those promises. You think that the people you’ve hurt will never speak up? You’re wrong. We do speak up and we speak to each other. Don’t ever think that you’re so special or important or successful that you can just walk on people without consequences. Trust me, there is a karma out there waiting for you and you will NOT like it. There will come a time when you depend on someone and they are going to leave you hanging just like you left those whose hearts were broken right along with the promises you broke. You will sit there wondering why people treat you this way or that way, but deep down…you know damn well why. Good people do not just walk away from their responsibilities, their obligations, their commitments. They simply don’t…and I don’t care what you believe in, you best believe that all that nasty wasted energy you created with your lies will come back to you and it will not come with a warning. Your day will come and we will be watching.

kunglers lybra belle

hair:  DOUX –  Evangeline hairstyle
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

*LODE* Head Accessory – Begonia [orange] RARE @ Shiny Shabby
KUNGLERS – Miray necklace @ Belle
LYBRA . OCTOBER @ Belle

pose: Diversion – Wicked Beauty Poses @ Belle
location: Author’s Point