Posted in Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka

Let me fill you up with the fingers of love

Let me put the water in the bowl
For your wounds, babe
Let me fill you up with the fingers of love
You can’t lose babe
When you watch me play, does it feel bad, darlin’
When they choose me?
Say again, this place
Say again, this place

I broke my neck
Dancing to the edge of the world, babe
My mouth is wet, don’t you forget it
Don’t you lose me
Here is your princess
And here is the horizon
Here is your princess
And here is the horizon

I’ve gotta scratch it down, I never could amount
That’s it, babe
And now the sugar’s run out
And I don’t know what to say

Let me fill you up with the fingers of love

hair: Tableau Vivant // Misty @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
eyes: LOTUS. Muerte Eyes 05
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly @ Kustom9

LODE Head Accessory – Peony Poem Wreath [white]
RichB. Trust FaceChain
FAKEICON / mary gems collar
Ascendant – HOT Twinkle Nails
Just BECAUSE Saffron Dress
[Rezz Room] Pack Snowy Owl Animesh @ Uber

pose: Lyrium. Cynthia Static & Breathing + Fingers Series @ Equal10

Posted in Chic Moda, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

I don’t want to love no more

I learnt to grow old when I was younger
Scared of staying young
Afraid of the thoughts that I had conjured
That sat atop my tongue
Knowing I’d change the worlds opinion
If they would just, listen up
But they won’t, now
I feel worthless
Maybe I should open the drawer
Burn the pages
Write poems with the ash on the floor
Pour the ink, into the sink
And watch it drain from the shore
I don’t want love no more
Though it’s the one thing I’ve been searching for
Though it’s the one thing that I miss the most
Now, I’m afraid to be alone (I’m afraid to be alone)
To Be Alone
Looking in the mirror like
Maybe I will find myself tonight
I ask for a better mind
Then tap into the site through my third eye
I had never realized
I thought I had a chosen my design
I thought I was broken all this time
I don’t want love no more
Though it’s the one thing I’ve been searching for
Though it’s the one thing that I miss the most
Now, I’m afraid to be alone

idtty empress

hair: TRUTH Alias
head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: DeeTaleZ *SKINS* for LELUTKA HEADS (EVO.) – Flora

*LODE* Head Accessory – Royalty Wreath [black horse]
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA THE EMPRESS COLLECTION #1 @ Kinky
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA THE EMPRESS COLLECTION #6 @ Kinky

.::Supernatural::. Dune Necklace
.::Supernatural::. Ebe Necklace

ChicModa // Carrie Dress @ FaMESHed

pose: – space cadet – modge podge set

The End Forest *RARE* – Sinister Night – The Bearded Guy

{anc} colorful rain (clearlysky) [wide] 1Li

Lyrium.Turning Pages – Flying Pages 2 Decor

KraftWork Once Upon a House . Scattered Papers

:::ChicChica::: Precious Rose Platinum REZZ

chicmoda sc

Posted in Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Uber SL

Butterfly

When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It’s easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open up my hands
And watch you rise
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly, oh
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

idtty rezz room reign lw burrow

hair: TRUTH Delicate
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Maya (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber

[Heaux] Kitten Eyes @ SaNaRae
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA  LOVE SPELL COLLECTION #2 (Happy Weekend May 29-31)
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA LOVE SPELL COLLECTION #10 (Happy Weekend May 29-31)

*LODE* Head Accessory – Hellebore Crown [white]
(Yummy) Chained Ring Set @ Uber

.miss chelsea. Ryan Top @ Uber
SPIRIT – Osoka shorts @ Uber
REIGN.- FLUFFEH FLIP FLOPS

[Rezz Room] Shiba Inu Puppy Animesh @ Uber

.peaches. Beachin’ Bag Clutter – Dotted for FLF May 29, 2020

pose: :LW Bento Poses – Miracles (comes with butterfly)

location: Burrow Coffee & Whiskey Co

Posted in Apple Fall, Dahlia, Events, Fancy Decor, Home Decor, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping

Thank you, Sassafrass ♥

Recently I wrote about cutting back on decor blogging. Yet, now that Sassy has been helping me, it has become one of my favorite things to do again. Not just creating a scene, but the back and forth that she and I have while working on it together. I never imagined I could click with someone so well in regards to decor. It just seems like a solo project. Yet, she has the most brilliant ideas and they feed right off of mine. We cut up sooo much while doing, too. We did this entire scene in one hour! Its been a long time since I’ve had this much fun creating blog scenes. I suspect my readers/viewers will be seeing a lot more of her and her work. Thank you, Sassafrass♥

nutmeg at shiny shabby

[Rezz Room] Bengal Cat Sleep
[Rezz Room] English Bulldog Adult Sleep

Apple Fall Macarons in Box
Apple Fall Macarons on Sketchbook
Apple Fall Cosmos Flowers – Pink
Apple Fall Botanical Study 5
Apple Fall Botanical Study 1
Apple Fall Gilt Frame (Sea Campion Study)

Dahlia – Love Paperweight – Blue
Dahlia – Faith – Bulb Daisies
Dahlia – Reese – Mirror – Gold
Dahlia – Faith – Steppe Mouse
Dahlia – Reese – Side Table – Grey

dust bunny . hanging plants . double planter
dust bunny . blossom books
dust bunny . hanging plants . spider planter
dust bunny . blossom typewriter
dust bunny . hanging plants . cheese plant
dust bunny . hanging plants . ivy planter
dust bunny . botanical tote

Fancy Decor: Vertical Candles

HPMD* MakeMesses!-Dried Flowers

[ keke ] glitter bottles 1

*LODE* Decor – Philadelphus Vase
*LODE* Decor – Eucalyptus & Roses Vase [white]
*LODE* Decor – Hyacinth [violet]

[Merak] – Book Stack w/Lemon Candle

MudHoney Photo Room 4

Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Complete Set @ Shiny Shabby
Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Armchair Adult
Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Coffee Table / 3
Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Cupboard / 2
Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Sofa / 1 Adult
Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Paper Bin
Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Candle Stand
Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Ottoman Adult
Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Rug
Nutmeg. Dreamy Pastels Floor Pillows

Nutmeg. Disarray Newspapers & Hat
Nutmeg. Disarray Bag w/ Papers Pink
Nutmeg. Home Clutter Floor Lamp
Nutmeg. Grandma’s Cottage Basket w/Flowers

tarte. old floor lamp (bronze)

Loft & Aria – Shirley Flowers

6. Ayla. Boho Farmhouse – Stone Jars & Candlestick Tray
Ayla. Old Scars – Picture Frame

Posted in Chic Moda, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

Setting the Tone for Spring

One of my favorite memories from my childhood was dressing up for Easter with my mom and posing for a picture. We quit doing it after my father admitted that he was an atheist and I began to question the teachings of the church. It’s kinda funny, until he told me he didn’t believe in God, I didn’t know that was an option. I wrestled with his disbelief for many years and continued to believe well into my twenties. Eventually it was my studies in literature that enlightened me. Like many of the Christian holidays, I think the decorations are fun. I love the cheerful colors and it sets the tone for spring perfectly.

doux chicmoda breathe serenity style

Sady is wearing:
hair:  DOUX – Tainy hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body:  [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe @ Uber

Tattoo “Op.7″_by GoK
*LODE* Head Accessory – Hellebore Wreath [pink dots]
ChicModa // Mirabelle Dress @ FaMESHed
[BREATHE]-Misaya Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: [ILAYA] Alcinda

Serenity Style– Greenville Easter Cups
**these are actually table top decor that I resized**

:CP: Happy Spring Hanger Group Gift

Posted in DOUX, Events, Exploration, FaMESHed, Fashion, GenusProject, Lybra, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Tres Chic, vinyl

Slow Down

As I was driving home from therapy, I got behind a navy and silver SUV. I was thinking how great the colors looked together and why there aren’t more two tones cars. Eventually, I realized that it was a State Trooper. So glad I wasn’t tailgating. HA! So, as we’re traveling along the same road, I come upon my exit, or rather on ramp, and the trooper wants over. I motion for her/him to come on over and s/he does. We circle around the ramp and approach the interstate. Just as we get to the spot where its time for us to merge into the other lanes, this little silver sedan goes flying by at top speed. I thought to myself immediately, “Bad timing, Dude.” The trooper and I both merge rather effortlessly. I hold back from my usual shot forward, because I ain’t trying to catch a ticket. Low and behold, the trooper shot forward. At first, I thought s/he was just bolting forward because s/he can. Then I saw it. The lights started flashing and as I got closer, s/he had indeed chased down the silver sedan and was pulling it over.
In that moment, I couldn’t help but think how much a single minute in our lives can make a difference. If the silver sedan had been one minute behind us, maybe…. If the trooper had been one minute faster…if I had been one minute faster or slower, would I have been the one getting the ticket? Naturally that made me think of how fast things move in Second Life. I don’t move as quickly as most and I suppose that’s why I have remained single all this time. I know what I like. I know what I don’t like. I know myself well enough to know whether or not I’m going to be romantically compatible with people fairly quickly. I think I tend to move a bit quickly with friendships and trust friends more than I should, but I’m not ready to change either of those things about myself. Not just yet, but I think we could all benefit by take a moment to slow down. The internet isn’t going anywhere. Second Life isn’t a race and collecting partners is not the goal. I think its more important to share love and laughter as often as possible…and THAT is what I’m all about.

lybra vinyl belle

wearing:
hair: DOUX – Melanie hairstyle @ TresChic
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face
AG. Lustrous Eyes – Cornflower
skin: DeeTaleZ Skin *Kacee* for GENUS HEADS
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
Tattoo “Rise of Quetzalcoatl”_by GoK

*LODE* Head Accessory – Fuchsia [white]
KUNGLERS – Tainara necklace @ Belle
[ rD ] – Kalista Belly Chain Piercing @ Belle
Ascendant – Pretty Holographic Nails @ Belle
LYBRA . STELLA FATPACK @ FaMESHed
VINYL – Myself Boho Skirt @ Access

pose: :LW: Bento Poses – One More Try @ The Liaison Collaborative

location: Scarlett Isle

Posted in DOUX, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Lybra, Maitreya, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shopping

Impossible to trust

When you make promises and break them, you are impossible to trust. It doesn’t matter whether its a personal or professional promise…if you say you’re going to do something and never say otherwise…then you don’t do it? You ruin any chances of me ever trusting you again. And word will get out that you’ve broken those promises. You think that the people you’ve hurt will never speak up? You’re wrong. We do speak up and we speak to each other. Don’t ever think that you’re so special or important or successful that you can just walk on people without consequences. Trust me, there is a karma out there waiting for you and you will NOT like it. There will come a time when you depend on someone and they are going to leave you hanging just like you left those whose hearts were broken right along with the promises you broke. You will sit there wondering why people treat you this way or that way, but deep down…you know damn well why. Good people do not just walk away from their responsibilities, their obligations, their commitments. They simply don’t…and I don’t care what you believe in, you best believe that all that nasty wasted energy you created with your lies will come back to you and it will not come with a warning. Your day will come and we will be watching.

kunglers lybra belle

hair:  DOUX –  Evangeline hairstyle
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

*LODE* Head Accessory – Begonia [orange] RARE @ Shiny Shabby
KUNGLERS – Miray necklace @ Belle
LYBRA . OCTOBER @ Belle

pose: Diversion – Wicked Beauty Poses @ Belle
location: Author’s Point

 

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Kustom9, Maitreya, Narcisse, Second Life

Forever frozen

As she stood there posing for another photo, her mind wandered to far away lands where fairies were real and magic was like the very air we breathe. No one questioned the reality of anything there, for they had all been graced by the presence of unicorns. Flowers grew everywhere, even the darkest areas were adorned with beautifully dried flowers. Dead they may be, but their beauty was forever frozen in time….like a photograph.

Belle Narcisse RD

hair: DOUX – Lana hairstyle @ TresChic
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face W001
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin @ TresChic

eyes: . MILA . Galaxy Eyes
lipstick: {S0NG} Glampire Lips – Genus Applier @ Kustom9

*LODE* Head Accessory – Juliet [vintage violet]
SU!– Face Piercing Set 01
[ rise Design ] – Fhomhar Set @ Belle
—earrings and necklace
[RHUDE] Celestial Rings @ Kustom9
Ascendant – Brighten Stars Nails
Narcisse– Kate Babydoll Dress @ Belle

Diversion – Wicked Innocence – Pose Set @ Belle

Nutmeg. Summer’s End Peonies

Posted in Blueberry, Catwa, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shoes, shopping

Lady Garden

I really wonder where the term “lady garden” came from. Like who look at a woman’s genitalia and thought, “Wow, that looks like a garden!” Okay, maybe it came from the fact that men can plant their seed, but seriously? Lady garden? Naturally, this led me to think of other superfluous names for the female genitals…such as: Vulvarine, Bearded Clam, Meat Curtains, Flower, Furburger, Muff, Fish Lips, Taco, Honey Pot, Beaver, Vajayjay…I mean, this list seems rather endless. Now, I understand a few of these. Meat curtains…I mean…if you’ve seen enough porn or nude pics on the internet (don’t act like you haven’t)…then you’ve seen a few that fit this description perfectly. Flower…yeah, I mean even Georgia O’Keeffe made me people ask what was she really painting. But someone please explain how it got one of my personal favorites…Beaver! I mean, I like that term, because it sounds cute, but its a buck-toothed furry creature with a big flat tail. I mean, I get the correlation with men’s having wood, but the vagina doesn’t exactly gnaw it up and turn it into a dam! Okay, so lady garden…*looks down*…I mean, mine doesn’t feel like a garden…its not full of dirt and snails and weeds.

lady garden

*LODE* Head Accessory – Tea Rose Wreath [violet] @ ShinyShabby
Tableau Vivant // BunnyAngel hair
CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
[Glam Affair] Maria Applier
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
Ascendant – Simple Geometry Nails @ ShinyShabby
Blueberry – Candy Set – Jacket
Blueberry – Candy Panties
Blueberry – Candy Boots – Thigh High

pose by Foxcity,  but altered with AnyPose

.peaches. Sweet Spring Swing

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shoes, shopping

Just for kicks

Can’t keep my hands to myself
Think I’ll dust ’em off, put ’em back up on the shelf
In case my little baby girl is in need
Am I coming out of left field?
Ooh woo, I’m a rebel just for kicks, now
I been feeling it since 1966, now
Might be over now, but I feel it still
Ooh woo, I’m a rebel just for kicks, now
Let me kick it like it’s 1986, now
Might be over now, but I feel it still
~ Portugal. The Man – Feel it Still

Aleutia Belle

*LODE* Head Accessory – Royalty Wreath [faded purple]
Tableau Vivant // Florentina hair
CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
[Glam Affair] Arina Applier [ Catwa ] @ Collabor88
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
Kibitz – Mystical stars necklace @ Collabor88
[Aleutia] Simone Dress @ Belle
Halle High :: Shoes :: 10 Colors :: {kokoia}

pose: Diversion – Affection Poses @ Belle

KraftWork Destination Pillows (Inclined) ROMEO&JULIET @ FaMESHed
KraftWork Destination Pillows (Inclined) SIT WITH ME @ FaMESHed

Nutmeg. Attic Hideout Couch w/Plaid Cedar @ Shiny Shabby
Nutmeg. Attic Hideout Plated Pink Branch