Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, [BREATHE]

Dealt with it myself

Will they understand?
It’s the question of our lifetime
Trying to find the right words
But what if they don’t care?
Never mind
Dealt with it myself
Hiding in the bathroom, wearing long sleeve shirts
Scared of what I might do
Never mind
No one seems to hear you till you’re loud
Then they call you crazy
Then they call you crazy
Quietly I battle with myself
Days are getting hazy
Days are getting hazy
No one seems to notice when you’re down
Unless you are bleeding
Unless you are bleeding
But sometimes the worst wounds
Are the ones you can’t see
Are the ones you can’t see
Never mind
Do they understand?
I’m begging for an ally
Think I’m just confused
Blow it off, it’s nothing new
Never mind
Little do they know
The murder of my right brain
It still has me grieving, take these pills for sleeping
My world is turning black and white

Dealt with it myself

hair: tram K0328 hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
Addams // Mackenzi Crop Top
amias – DAVIN pants
[BREATHE]-Tamako Heels @ Kinky

taikou / plastic bag (drinks)

pose: Le Poppycock-Adventure calls

FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Lost City

Posted in Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, poses, Reign, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin

Bringing Ideas to Fruition

I think the vibe I was going for in this picture will be fairly obvious to Supernatural fans. At least, I hope so. I’m so far behind in that series. I’m still stuck somewhere in Season 9. I can’t believe that show has lasted so long. I’m glad for everyone involved and for the fans, but damn. That’s a long running series for some demon hunters. It’s a pretty cool show and I recommend it to anyone stuck in quarantine. I kinda doubt you’ll manage to binge all the episodes in one sitting. LOL
I’m partial to Dean, his taste in music, and definitely his car. Most people I know prefer Sam, which I just do not understand, but that’s cool. Less people between Dean and me. *grins*
Once again, this is one of the many things I adore about photography in Second Life. You can create your own personal scenes to somewhat place yourself in the story line of your favorite shows and/or movies….or even bring a scene to life from a book. Wherever you draw your inspiration from, this is the perfect outlet for bringing these ideas to fruition.

Bringing Ideas to Fruition

hair: DOUX – Ryancita hairstyle @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mia Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ C88

(Yummy) Layered Rose Necklace @ Kustom9
(Yummy) Plumage Ring Set @ C88
EQUAL – Rose Nails French @ Access
:::ChicChica::: Bubble Tea
Seniha. Rianna Set @ Access
(top, thong, shorts)
REIGNxFLITE.- GEMINI REMIX SNEAKERS

pose: Le Poppycock-Never look back

Paparazzi – BACKDROP – Dead End Garage – jade

[777] Impalz-67 [Devil Hunters’]

dust bunny . storybook living . researcher’s journal

*02 [VOZ] Graffiti Vending Machine (A) – UNCOMMON

7 – Fresh Donuts
7 – Ice Machine

Posted in Events, Exploration, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, shoes, shopping, skin, Uber SL

My dog day afternoon

So, this picture took me on a wild ride. I knew as soon as I saw this big beautiful beast what kind of photo I wanted to take. I knew exactly where. What I didn’t know was what song I’d put with it or what I would write about. I could write about how beautiful the sim is at Burrow Co. I could write about how awesome the pets at Rezz Room are, but I feel like I’ve done both of those things in the past. After taking the picture, I was thinking, “Isn’t there a song about a dog day afternoon?” So, off to YouTube, I went. What I discovered is that no, its not a song, its a movie! It’s an Al Pacino movie! AND I’ve never seen it! Then I realized how old the movie was and took a moment to mourn my youth. That movie is almost 50yrs old. *sighs* Turns out, its based on a true story, too. My afternoon was quickly filled with Al Pacino and learning about the true story. The movie was really good, of course. However, that movie has absolutely nothing to do with my photo. So, here we have it…another post with no song. *gasps* I know, y’all gonna have to start reading again if this continues! *laughs*
p.s. I added a trailer link for you, in case you wanted to know about the movie.

My dog day afternoon

hair: Foxy – Sahara Hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4)
skin: [Glam Affair] Nina Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ UBER
Glam Affair – New Body Line
RE Sublime Nose Piercing N9

TRIGGERED – Moon Craft Earrings
Demon Doll – Razor Baby Necklace
(Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection
hive // pink drink on the go . kitty @ Kustom9
Apl.Blossom Nicole @ N21
[Enchante’] – Ressie Boots

pose: Le Poppycock Live Free B
location: Burrow Co.

[Rezz Room] Box Saint Bernard Animesh @ Uber

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka

That’s when they’ll disappear

Can you hear them?
They talk about us
Telling lies
Well, that’s no surprise
Can you see them?
See right through them
They have no shield
No secrets to reveal
Doesn’t matter what they say
In the jealous games people play
Hey, hey, hey
Our lips are sealed
There’s a weapon
That we must use
In our defense
Si-lence
When you look at them
Look right through them
That’s when they’ll disappear
That’s when we’ll be feared

That's when they'll disappear

DOUX – Seulgi hairstyle @ Dubai
LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5
[LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
— PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM

.miss chelsea. Jani Tee @ N21
.miss chelsea. Jani Skirt @ N21

pose: Le Poppycock-One of Those Days

Posted in Collabor88, Fashion, shoes, shopping, [BREATHE]

I wasn’t always like this

I’m a nightmare, I know what you mean by that
I can’t wake up from all these scary dreams I have
I don’t really care, and I never will
That’s the way I am, such a bitter pill
I don’t really care, how much silence kills
That’s the way I am
No, I wasn’t born without a heart
I wasn’t always like this, no
Watched you break me, no
Now you blame me
No, I wasn’t born with all these scars
And that’s what made me like this, no
Can you blame me, no? (No, oh, oh)
I wasn’t born like this
Hurt people, hurt people
I’d rather be heartless (Heartless)
Than have my heart in pieces

I wasn’t always like this

hair: Tableau Vivant // Scilla
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)

(Yummy) Daisy Ring Collection @ C88
RKKN. Marley Bodysuit White @ Epiphany
RKKN. Marley Sweatpants V2 Sage @ Epiphany
[BREATHE]-Misasa Sneakers @ Epiphany

pose: Le Poppycock Rough Patches Low Point

backdrop: MINIMAL – September Group Gift 2019

Posted in DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, skin

I keep a record of the wreckage of my life

I’ve tasted blood and it is sweet
I’ve had the rug pulled beneath my feet
I’ve trusted lies and trusted men
Broke down and put myself back together again
Stared in the mirror and punched it to shatters
Collected the pieces and picked out a dagger
I’ve pinched my skin in between my two fingers
And wished I could cut some parts off with some scissors”
Come on, little lady, give us a smile”
No, I ain’t got nothin’ to smile about
I got no one to smile for, I waited a while for
A moment to say I don’t owe you a goddamn thing
I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life
I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind
They talk shit, but I love it every time
And I realize
I’m no sweet dream, but I’m a hell of a night
That I’m no sweet dream, but I’m a hell of a night
No, I won’t smile, but I’ll show you my teeth
And I’ma let you speak if you just let me breathe
I’ve been polite, but won’t be caught dead
Lettin’ a man tell me what I should do in my bed
Keep my exes in check in my basement
‘Cause kindness is weakness, or worse, you’re complacent
I could play nice or I could be a bully
I’m tired and angry, but somebody should be

I keep a record of the wreckage of my life

hair: DOUX – Martina hairstyle @ Level
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Lilly @ Kustom9

Seniha. Sinai Sweater @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Sinai Belt @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Sinai Skirt @ FaMESHed
Seniha. Nubia Boots&Socks

pose: Le Poppycock Rough Patches Downtrodden
MINIMAL – Dark Background

Posted in Bueno, Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life

Show me a sign

I gave you everything
And in return
You gave me nothing
Show me a sign
Please give me anything
I will not hide from what’s inside of me
My nemesis
I’m turning away from me
And all the things I’ve known
I don’t need your help no more
I can do this on my own
I’m taking all the blame
Resent what I’ve become
I regret everything and
There’s nowhere left to run
There is no yesterday
Tomorrow’s far away

Show me a sign

hair: Tableau Vivant // Garland hair @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3)
skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Fran @ C88

AvaWay LETTER Necklaces Set @ FaMESHed
(Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88

BUENO-Embrace Top @ Anthem

pose: Le Poppycock Rough Patches

Posted in Cosmopolitan, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative

I’d like to tell you

I’d like to tell you that my sky’s not blue, it’s violent rain
And in my world, the people on the street don’t know my name
In my world, I’m seven feet tall
And the boys always call, and the girls do too
Because in my world, I’m constantly, constantly havin’ a breakthrough (Hmm)
Or a breakdown, or a blackout
Would you make out with me underneath the shelter of the balcony?

‘Cause I don’t need anyone
I don’t need anyone
I just need everyone and then some
~ Halsey – Clementine

doux bs lp zk

hair: DOUX – Alana hairstyle @ Dubai
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
eyes:  [Heaux] Piper Eyes @ Anthem
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair]  LIllian Skin [ Lelutka ] @ Uber

-:zk:- Little Liars Sunglasses @ TLC
Rebel Gal – Charm Necklace
Blossom&Seeds Charlie @ Cosmopolitan

pose: Le Poppycock *Watercolours* @ TLC
**includes boom box & cigarette**

 

Posted in DOUX, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL, vinyl

Just like the clouds

‘Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it will rain

~ Bruno Mars – It Will Rain

doux vinyl tlc

Sady is wearing:
hair: DOUX – Oribe hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body:  [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe @ Uber

VINYL – Yesterday Raincoat @ The Liaison Collaborative
HAZEL – Galoshes

pose: Le Poppycock *Rough Patches* @ The Liaison Collaborative

Posted in Chic Moda, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative

Dim Light

This is exactly how I feel when I’m trying to think of something to write about and have zero things on my mind. Damn meditation has me clearing that space way too much these days. Plus, I might not have much of a life. *sighs* Sometimes I just don’t have a lot to say, which is funny to me, because once upon a time people couldn’t shut me up. In fact, I got in trouble for talking in class all through school. After years of being told to shut up, I guess it finally sunk in. My last real romantic partner in SL (over two years ago…just wow) was always saddened by that. Apparently, people that have tried to dim my light have finally succeeded. I might be on a path of recovery with my mental health, but I don’t think I will ever be fully healed. I can change my outlook on life and be grateful, but the one thing I can’t seem to fully do is reignite that light. *shrugs* So goes life…at least mine, anyway.

magika chicmoda tlc

hair:  Magika – Fiona
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
ChicModa  // Bellita Crop Sweater & Pencil Skirt @ FaMESHed

pose: LePoppycock *Writer’s Block* First Lines @ The Liaison Collaborative