Posted in Legacy, Second Life, Uber SL, {le fil casse}

Middle of the Night

These burning flames, these crashing waves
Wash over me like a hurricane
I’ll captivate, you’re hypnotized
Feel powerful but it’s me again
Come, lay me down
‘Cause I know this
‘Cause I know this lord
In the middle of the night, in the middle of the night
Just call my name, I’m yours to tame
In the middle of the night, in the middle of the night
I’m wide awake, I crave your taste
All night long ’til morning comes
I’m getting what is mine, you gon’ get yours, oh
In the middle of the night, in the middle of the night, oh
And just call on me, ah, just call my name
Lie with me in

lfc jb lw

Sady:
hair:  Wasabi // Finley Mesh Hair @ Uber
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)

{le fil casse} Rebecca Tank @ Epiphany
*Just BECAUSE* Maia Shorts

pose: :LW: Bento Poses – Daydreamer @ Belle

Posted in Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Home Decor, Reverie, Second Life, The Liaison Collaborative, {le fil casse}

What I Am

Somethings never change. *laughs* So, I have boxes of notebooks and loose papers filled with words I’ve written, notes I’ve taken, letters, poems, short stories, essays…just anything and everything. So, I’ve been going through a lot of this stuff, realizing that I don’t need a lot of this crap and since I’m sort of starting over, why not declutter my life before I turn into a hoarder, right? I got really tickled as I was going through this one notebook. I remember I had sat down with my friends and stacks of note paper. We sat around drinking coffee, laughing, talking, and whenever one of us thought of a good topic for me to write about or a question for me to answer, we wrote it down, folded up the paper and dropped it in this shoebox. The goal was to take out a piece of paper at least once or twice a week, and respond to the topic, date it, and maybe, if I felt like it, I would share with them later on. I didn’t.

However, I came upon that notebook and found an entry dated the 2nd of February, 1999. So, twenty years ago, here’s what I wrote in response to a topic that said: My Worst Habits

I’d have to say that my worst habit would be smoking cigarettes. I’ve tried to quit several times. Apparently, I have not tired hard enough. I also cuss way too much. It’s not attractive, ladylike, or professional Its unnecessary and I need to quit that, too. I procrastinate too much. I smoke too much weed. It has affected my memory and it makes me lazy. I don’t think I’ll ever quit all together, but I surely need to ease up. I have a lot of bad habits and I need to make a list of the ones I want to change, and if need be, replace them with more positive ones.

Just to drive home the point of me sharing this…I still smoke, I still cuss too much, procrastination has become an art form, and I still smoke weed. Though not nearly as much as I did back then. I think back then, I smoked no less than a couple ounces a week. *shrugs* I had a good deal in place and that was my life. Those were some good times, but the real point is a line from one of my favorite songs ever, “What I am is what I am…”
If you don’t know Edie Brickell & New Bohemians….check it out. Yes, its older than most of my readers, but like all the best music…it is timeless.♥

little decisions

wearing:
hair:  .ICONIC.JEWEL. (*new* @ TLC)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
^^Swallow^^ Princess Ears
body: –Belleza– Freya
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola
{le fil casse} Beverly Dress  (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose by Bauhaus Movement

scene:
Nutmeg. Distressed Grand Piano Dark
Nutmeg. Vintage Metronome
DaD – Blowing Curtain B
{Reverie} Honey Pie Aged Books and Candles

Posted in Catwa, Dahlia, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL, {le fil casse}

I try not to break

“Broken glass is thrown away,
splinters left become your pain.
Funny how trouble won’t fade away.
What’s in your veins stays in your veins.
I try not to break, but sometimes it is more than I can take.
Blood is thicker than water, they say.
But I’ve tried to wash my blood away.
Funny how those scars don’t leave a trace.
The ones that leave the deepest pain.
I try not to break, but sometimes it is more than I can take.”
~Shelley Harland – More Than I Can Take

Chocolate Advice

wearing:
hair:  Navy+Copper – Mae
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: –Belleza– Freya
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

Dahlia – Bingley – Earrings
Dahlia – Bingley – Necklace
Dahlia – Bingley – Ring
{le fil casse} Priscilla Dress (*new* @ Uber)

pose: FOXCITY. Breather VOL1 Animated Pose Set

Posted in Catwa, Eudora3D, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, {le fil casse}

Purple

“Such a beautiful color I wear upon my skin
And a perfect shade of purple on a flower permanent
And I’m constantly reminded of how I should have changed
And now I can’t stop thinking about the love that slipped away
It slipped away”
~ Pop Evil – Purple

Purple

wearing:
hair:  Tableau Vivant // Zandala
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Paola

Ascendant – Merry Bento Nails (*new* @ Tannenbaum)
{le fil casse} Aisha Bodysuit (*new* @ ROMP until Nov 24th)
Eudora3D Winter Socks (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)

pose made with AnyPose

***If you are reading this on any site that suggests this post was originally published anywhere but SadyStyle by anyone other than Sadystika Sabretooth, you are reading a stolen post.

Posted in Catwa, Cynful, Eudora3D, Events, Exploration, Fashion, Maitreya, Pose Fair, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, {le fil casse}

Maybe this time…

“Maybe this time I can be strong
But since I know who I am
I’m probably wrong
Maybe this time I can go far
But thinking about where I’ve been
Ain’t helping me start”
Michael Kiwanuka – Cold Little Heart

Cold Little Heart

wearing:
hair:  Sintiklia – Hair Amara (*new* @ Hair Fair)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee

[Cynful] Fuzzy Cardigan
{le fil casse} Lauren Dress (*new* @ Uber)
Eudora3D Ada Heels&Socks (*new* @ Uber)

pose: [Black Tulip] Poses – The Darkness in Me (*new* @ Pose Fair)
location: Black Kite

Posted in Bueno, Catwa, Dahlia, Eudora3D, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Phoenix, Second Life, shoes, shopping, {le fil casse}

Shut Up & Drive

This is just the mood I was in when I did this picture and the song is so much fun, I had to use it. Enjoy and go shop!♥

Rihanna – Shut Up and Drive

I’ve been looking for a driver who is qualified
So if you think that you’re the one step into my ride
I’m a fine-tuned supersonic speed machine
Got a sunroof top and a gangster lead
So if you feel it, let me know, know, know
Come on now, what you waiting for, for, for
My engine’s ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go
Get you where you wanna go, if you know what I mean
Got a ride that’s smoother than a limousine
Can you handle the curves, can you run all the lights
If you can, baby boy, then we can go all night
‘Cause it’s 0 to 60 in 3.5
Baby, you got the keys
Now shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut up and drive, drive, drive
I got class like a ’57 Cadillac
And overdrive with a whole lot of boom in the back
You look like you can handle what’s under my hood
You keep saying that you will, boy, I wish you would
So if you feel it, let me know, know, know
Come on now, what you waiting for, for, for
My engine’s ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go
Get you where you wanna go, if you know what I mean
Got a ride that’s smoother than a limousine
Can you handle the curves, can you run all the lights
If you can, baby boy, then we can go all night
‘Cause it’s 0 to 60 in 3.5
Baby, you got the keys
Now shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut up and drive, drive, drive
‘Cause your Maybach ain’t got what I got
Get it, get it, don’t stop, it’s a sure shot
Ain’t a Ferrari, huh, boy, I’m sorry
I ain’t even worried, so step inside
And ride, ride, ride
So if you feel me, let me know, know, know
Come on now, what you waiting for, for, for?
My engine’s ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go
Get you where you wanna go, if you know what I mean
Got a ride that’s smoother than a limousine
Can you handle the curves, can you run all the lights
If you can, baby boy, then we can go all night
‘Cause it’s 0 to 60 in 3.5
Baby, you got the keys
Now shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut Up & Drive
wearing:
hair:  :::Phoenix::: Christel Hair  (*new* @ Hair Fair)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee
*AvaWay* GWEN Ribbon Corset CHOKER
Dahlia – Kahlida – Cuff
^^Swallow^^ Princess Bento Rings
Ascendant – Nude Bento Nails
{le fil casse} Danity Dress (*new* @ AuLovely)
Eudora3D Ash Heels (*new* @ SOS)
pose: FOXCITY. Spot On Bento Pose Set
BUENO– 4×4 – RARE
Posted in Avenge, Catwa, Eudora3D, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL, {le fil casse}

Finally Unplugged

The familiar chime of an incoming text message made her instantly look at her phone, as if trained like Pavlov’s dog. She sighed as she saw that it was him again. She chastised herself mentally, “I knew I should have left this damn phone in the room.”
She had taken a brief vacation to get away from the hustle and bustle of her daily life. She was pretending to be someone else, as she wanted a complete escape, yet here she was chained to reality by this electronic leash called a smart phone.
She lit a cigarette as she read his latest tirade. She was so sick of his shit. She had come on this trip to get away from him, but here he was nagging at her from a thousand miles away. She decided enough was enough. Texting her sister with the information for where she was staying in case of absolute emergency, she turned her phone off, finished her cigarette and went back into the quaint little beach side pub to finish her wine. She was finally unplugged…at least for a few more days.

haters flatter me

wearing:
hair: Tableau Vivant // Lordie hair (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Loly (*new* @ K9)
tattoo: .:::G.ID:::. Muse Tattoo

[Avenge] Anellum earrings (*new* @ Limit8)
[Avenge] Anellum bracelets (*new* @ Limit8)
(Yummy) Curator Rings Set
Ascendant – Kozma Bento Nails (*new* @ Dubai Event)

{le fil casse} Carmela Dress (*new* @ ACCESS)
Eudora3D Silao Wedges (*new* @ Uber)

pose: FOXCITY. Night Owl Bento Set
location: Achill Island

Posted in Apple Fall, Bueno, CandyDoll, Catwa, Collabor88, crate, Events, FaMESHed, Fancy Decor, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Quasi, Second Life, unKindness, Vanity Event, {le fil casse}

Lost on You

If you’ve never heard of LP, I heard you to check out more of her work. This song captures so much of how I’m feeling these days….

LP ~ Lost on You

When you get older, plainer, saner
When you remember all the danger we came from
Burning like embers, falling, tender
Long before the days of no surrender
Years ago and well you know
Smoke ’em if you got ’em
‘Cause it’s going down
All I ever wanted was you
I’ll never get to heaven
‘Cause I don’t know how
Let’s raise a glass or two
To all the things I’ve lost on you
Oh oh
Tell me are they lost on you?
Oh oh
Just that you could cut me loose
Oh oh
After everything I’ve lost on you
Is that lost on you?
Oh oh
Is that lost on you?
Oh oh
Baby, is that lost on you?
Is that lost on you?
Wishing I could see the machinations
Understand the toil of expectations in your mind
Hold me like you never lost your patience
Tell me that you love me more than hate me all the time
And you’re still mine
So smoke ’em if you’ve got ’em
‘Cause it’s going down
All I ever wanted was you
Let’s take a drink of heaven
This can turn around
Let’s raise a glass or two
To all the things I’ve lost on you
Oh oh
Tell me are they lost on you?
Oh oh
Just that you could cut me loose
Oh oh
After everything I’ve lost on you
Is that lost on you?
Oh oh
Is that lost on you?
Oh oh, oh oh
Bab, is that lost on you?
Is that lost on you?
Let’s raise a glass or two
To all the things I’ve lost on you
Oh oh
Tell me are they lost on you?
Oh oh
Just that you cold cut me loose
Oh oh
After everything I’ve lost on you
Is that lost on you?
Is that lost on you?
Lost on You
wearing:
hair:  [RA] Mia Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: [Glam Affair] Raquel Applier [ Catwa ] 007 (*new* @ C88)
[bade] – Nerd glasses BLACK
Mowie. – “Oda” Choker (*new* @ Vanity Event)
**RE** Dragon Rings, Bracelets & Claws BG  (*new* @ FaMESHed)
{le fil casse} Lindsey Dress (*new* @ FaMESHed)
_CandyDoll_ Ayaka Boots (*new* @ Notice me, senpai)
pose: FOXCITY. Melancholy Bento Pose Set
scene:
BUENO-Studio Skybox- Natural (*new* @ The Seasons Story)
crate Galvanized Chair (*new*)
tres blah– Hodgepodge – Wine Duet
uK – Malibu Entry Basket Stack (*new* @ FaMESHed)
uK – Malibu Entry Bookstack (*new* @ FaMESHed)
Second Spaces – sick day pills, cough syrup
MINIMAL – Memories Gacha Notebooks *3*
Kalopsia – Caramel Ice Cream
[Commoner] Break-Up Survival Kit / Zanax RARE
:CP: Boho Glamping Pillow A
AF Heart of Polaroids
NOMAD // Amore Loveletters
[Black Bantam] Kitten In My Glass Decor (*new* @ Vanity Event)
Quasi – Opened Jewelry Box
Fancy Decor: Watson Collection Fatpack (*new* @ C88)
-Fancy Decor: Watson Stacked Boxes
-Fancy Decor: Watson Sconce
-Fancy Decor: Watson Potted Orchid
-Fancy Decor: Watson Side Table
-Fancy Decor: Watson Poster Bed (adult)
-Fancy Decor: Watson Stack of Books
-Fancy Decor: Watson Owl Prints
-Fancy Decor: Watson Rug
Posted in breathe, Catwa, Chic Moda, Cosmopolitan, Events, Exploration, FaMESHed, Fashion, Pose Fair, Second Life, Uber SL, {le fil casse}

Running Toward the Fire

Bishop Briggs ~ The Fire

Gave me love, sweet love
Gave me love, sweet love
Heaven above, sent me love
But it wasn’t enough, no it wasn’t enough
‘Cause I’ve been a devil, I’ve been a saint
Somebody help me, I can’t change
I keep on (runnin’ toward, runnin’ toward the fire)
I keep on (runnin’ toward, runnin’ toward the fire)
Oh, I let my lover go, didn’t wanna be a liar
Ashes in the cold, now I’m running toward the fire
(Runnin’ toward, runnin’ toward the fire)
I keep on (runnin’ toward, runnin’ toward) the fire
Gave me love, gave me sick sick love
But it was me who got swallowed up
Not enough, dust to dust, pray for us
‘Cause I’ve been a devil, I’ve been a saint
Somebody help me, I can’t change
I keep on (runnin’ toward, runnin’ toward the fire)
I keep on (runnin’ toward, runnin’ toward the fire)
Oh, I let my lover go, didn’t wanna be a liar
Ashes in the cold, now I’m running toward the fire
(Runnin’ toward, runnin’ toward the fire)
I keep on (runnin’ toward, runnin’ toward the fire)
Oh oh, gonna get burned, gonna get burned
Oh, oh, oh
Oh oh, gonna get burned, gonna get burned
Oh
Oh, I let my lover go, didn’t wanna be a liar
Ashes in the cold, now I’m running toward the fire
Runnin’ toward, runnin’ toward the fire
Oh, I’m running
Runnin’ toward, runnin’ toward the fire, oh

Running to the Fire

wearing:
hair:   TRUTH VIP Gwen
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Willow – Jamaica (*new* @ Uber)

[Atomic] Dysfunctional Collar (*new* @ Crystal Heart)
ChicModa // Lala Top (*new* @ Cosmopolitan)
{le fil casse} Jamie Skirt (*new* @ Blush)
[BREATHE]-Nikki Heels (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: [ west end ] Bento Poses – Reasons Unknown II – Collection (*new* @ Pose Fair)
location: FMD

Posted in Catwa, Events, Maitreya, REWIND, Second Life, shoes, shopping, {le fil casse}

What I Want

I attached a song to this post, because it has this crazy beat and uses one of my tag lines repeatedly, “I do what I want!” I really do what I want for the most part. Sure, there are limitations on what I can do because of money or whatever, but if it’s within my power, yeah, I really do what I want. I’ve finally figured out that relationships are not for me. It’s not that I don’t believe in love. I do. I just feel like I’ve had more than my share and now its time for me to let go of any fairy tale ideas I might have once had. I’m not pointing fingers at my ex-lovers, by any means. I just know that I’m a picky little bitch and I’m just done with committing myself to people romantically.
You see, I have a tendency to try and people please. A couple of years ago, I got in a relationship with an ex, just so a close friend of mine would no longer see me as a threat. However, recently it has occurred to me, that if someone finds me to be a threat to them in some way…that is THEIR problem, not mine. I’ve never stepped on the toes of my friends, not intentionally anyway. And I can assure you, the minute I knew I was even close to stepping on toes, I backed off. I’m not the kind of friend that stabs my friends in the back. Ever since my return to SL in 2014, I’ve been accused of things I’ve not done…simply because I made friends with the wrong person at the wrong time…or worse yet, they heard a rumor that was started by a small group of silly girls and assumed it was true without ever getting to know me. Now, I’m done bending over backwards trying to prove the rumors wrong. I’m not tip toeing around invisible glass to avoid upsetting anyone’s fragile ego, especially in the name of friendship. The way I see it, if you think I’m such a horrible person why bother trying to be my friend at all? Why bother pretending?
Clearly, they don’t know me at all and should probably find friends they CAN trust, even though I suspect that’s not entirely possible, since I’ve done nothing to lose said trust to begin with. Meh, I got my feelings hurt for a minute and now I’m rambling, but here’s the deal: Look closely at the menu, do the pictures EVER look the like the food you actually get served? Nah, they don’t. While you all sort out who you trust and who you don’t? I’ll be over here doing what I want and one thing I don’t want is people that call me a friend but make judgments and talk shit behind my back, rather than dealing with their own problems.

BOOM POW

wearing:
hair:  Wasabi // Hibiki Mesh Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Lily (*new* @ Kustom9)
EF: POP Earrings (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)
{le fil casse} Cindy Dress (*new* @ REWIND)
Eudora3D Marina Wedges&Stockings (*new* for Go by FaMESHed)

pose: FOXCITY. Bento Sits VOL1 set
Astralia – Vintage backgrounds (Fast Food)