Posted in Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Lelutka, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL, vinyl

I Need a Plan

Its no secret that I have a ton of health problems, but one problem I rarely have is getting sick with a cold or a flu. Yet, here I am…writing this from my death bed. Okay, yes, I’m being dramatic, but it feels horrible. And its just beginning. Ugh. It’s especially hard right now, because I have inworld obligations that require my attention. No, I can’t pass this off to anyone else. It has definitely made me realize I need a back up plan. I can force myself to work while absolutely miserable, but if this was worse…if I was in the hospital or something…what would become of my obligations. I am definitely going to need to develop a safe guard strategy to cover my basis in an emergency and maybe even a way to enlist some help in the event I am actually too far gone to even sit at my desk for a day.

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Sady is wearing:
hair: Tableau Vivant // Abigail hair @ Kustom9
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [the Skinnery] Ashley (Lelutka) @ Uber

Cae :: Eternal :: Collar
:::NOIR::: Kate Necklace
Little Fox – Ribbed crop top
VINYL – Luna Jean Shorts/Hoodie @ Uber

pose by Le Poppycock

Posted in Chic Moda, DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Red Fish, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL, [BREATHE]

How’s it feel?

Found you when your heart was broke
I filled your cup until it overflowed
Took it so far to keep you close (Keep you close)
I was afraid to leave you on your own (Ooh)

I said I’d catch you if you fall (Fall)
And if they laugh, then fuck ’em all (All)
And then I got you off your knees
Put you right back on your feet
Just so you could take advantage of me

Tell me, how’s it feel sittin’ up there?
Feelin’ so high, but too far away to hold me
You know I’m the one who put you up there
Name in the sky, does it ever get lonely?
Thinkin’ you could live without me
Thinkin’ you could live without me
Baby, I’m the one who put you up there
I don’t know why (Yeah, I don’t know why)
Thinkin’ you could live without me
Live without me
Baby, I’m the one who put you up there
I don’t know why (I don’t know why, yeah, yeah)
~ Halsey – Without Me

ChicModa Doux Breathe LePoppycock RedFish

Sady is wearing:
hair:  DOUX – Paula hairstyle
head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.0
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Crusties Ears
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [theSkinnery] Ginny (LeLutka&Bom) @ Uber
tattoo: RedFish – Pacha tattoo @ The Liaison Collaborative

SU!– Heart Hoop Earrings
Cae :: Eternal :: Collar @ Kinky
(Yummy) Felicity Ring Set @ Uber
Ascendant – Sugar Nails
ChicModa // Viola Dress @ FaMESHed
[BREATHE]-Sakumi Heels @ FaMESHed

pose: Le Poppycock *Bright Ideas* Prelude @ The Liaison Collaborative

for info about the background, see previous post: Impersonate a rattlesnake

Posted in Bueno, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, GenusProject, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life

Inner Battles

I hope that everyone is enjoying the holiday season, but I know that not everyone will. Suicide rates are higher during this time of year than any other. While the holidays tend to make most of us embrace our families and our friends, there are some that are reminded of those they lost. There are some that are feeling more alone now than any other time of year. It is super important that we put our differences aside and reach out to one another with kindness. The best gift you can share with people right now is humanity. Caring about one another and being there for those around us that might not be enjoying the holidays quite so much. I know from personal experience how utterly devastating it can be to watch couples around you celebrate their love…to watch parents light up at their children’s’ delights…all the while having no one to share this special time with. So, please, don’t let those fighting these inner battles, fight them alone. Join their personal army to defeat those demons and help each other be all that you can be. *grins* See what I did there?

bueno ab

hair: Foxy – Nebula Hair   @ Kustom9
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face
AG. Enlightened Eyes – Lagoon
^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears @ Kustom9
SU!– Best Of Red Lipstick Set -Genus @ Access
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
Izzie’s – Aged Claw Scars

Kibitz – Baby angel necklace
**RE** Festive Rings Set @ FaMESHed
Ascendant – Chrome French Nails @ Access
AsteroidBox. Jenna Shirt @ Kustom9
BUENO-Darlene Shorts @ Kustom9
:AC: Torn Fishnet[Style 3]
Momento . Buckle pocket boots @ Kustom9

pose: Le Poppycock-Sunwashed

La Guerra – Watching You – The Bearded Guy

Posted in DOUX, Eudora3D, Events, Fashion, GenusProject, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Exposed

…just a piece of creative writing inspired by true events…

He left her there…exposed, vulnerable…her only binds..his words.

She could hear them, moving about…getting closer…getting warmer. She could only flinch in anticipation. That twitch…it startles them, too…

She could feel them…some closer than others…no words spoken

No fingers. No lips. No skin on skin.
No touching…no moving…beyond a wave of flinching

She grins…she knows now…they’ve been warned

He allows them to look at closely as they like
“You may enjoy the show I present, but you shall not touch what is mine.”

cx eudora

hair:  DOUX – Melinda
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
body: Maitreya
skin:  — PUMEC KATE – #10   @ Kustom9
lipstick: alaskametro<3 “Holly” lipstick @ Uber

a closer bite

Eudora3D BlindFold Black&Silver (Jezebel Set)
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
SU!– Face Piercing Set 01
21. [CX] Necronomic Mother – Collar – Mono/M/RARE
[Cubic Cherry]x[CX]- {Dooboo} Top Leather
[CX] Malum Undies
Eudora3D Josephine Heels&Cuffs

pose: Le Poppycock *Malediction* Tortured

Light Me – Booyah Backdrops – The Bearded Guy

…just an extra shot of the back…was random & candid

another bite

 

Posted in Catwa, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

I think I might be sinking

Spent my days with a woman unkind
Smoked my stuff and drank all my wine.
Made up my mind to make a new start
Going To California with an aching in my heart.
Someone told me there’s a girl out there
With love in her eyes and flowers in her hair.
Took my chances on a big jet plane
Never let them tell you that they’re all the same.
The sea was red and the sky was grey
Wondered how tomorrow could ever follow today.
The mountains and the canyons started to tremble and shake
As the children of the sun began to awake.
Seems that the wrath of the Gods
Got a punch on the nose and it started to flow;
I think I might be sinking.
Throw me a line if I reach it in time
I’ll meet you up there where the path
Runs straight and high.
To find a queen without a king;
They say she plays guitar and cries and sings.
La la la la
Side a white mare in the footsteps of dawn
Tryin’ to find a woman who’s never, never, never been born.
Standing on a hill in my mountain of dreams,
Telling myself it’s not as hard, hard, hard as it seems
~ AMY LEE – “Going To California” by Led Zeppelin

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Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Carla @ Collabor88

tram I0624 hair @ Collabor88
Ascendant – Mrs. Majesty Nails
TETRA – Not so basic crop tank @ Collabor88
RKKN. Annan’s Panties

pose: Le Poppycock *La Parisienne* Malaise @ The Liaison Collaborative
KraftWork Matcha Beach Shack

Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Events, Exploration, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

Wonderful World

“We live in a wonderful world that is full of beauty, charm and adventure. There is no end to the adventures we can have if only we seek them with our eyes open.”
– Jawaharial Nehru

paris

Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee Applier

ELIKATIRA Genevieve @ The Liaison Collaborative
[ rD ] – Alight Set
-[ rD ] Alight Necklace
-[ rD ] Alight Earrings
_CandyDoll_ Stacey Jacket  @ FaMESHed
_CandyDoll_ Stacey Bodysuit @ FaMESHed
_CandyDoll_ Stacey Jeans @ FaMESHed
Remezzo Yanel Heels

Le Poppycock *La Parisienne* Nonchalence (w/cigarette & railing) @ The Liaison Collaborative
location: FMD

Posted in Catwa, Cynful, Events, Exploration, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

Opinions and Bellybuttons

I recently read an article with this outrageous list of things adults shouldn’t do on Facebook. It essentially belittled every type of post you can imagine. By the end of the article, I thought the writer had pretty much left nothing to post about but cute animals, politics, sex, religion, and inhumanity. Seriously, none of those topics were listed. If I were going to make a list of topics I’d like to see people post less of, it would be religion and inhumanity. Everything else is fair game in my book. I would hope that the writer simply doesn’t use Facebook at all, because at the end of the day what we must all remember is that it is a SOCIAL network. So, express yourself however the hell you want and if someone doesn’t like it, they can unfollow you or even unfriend you. It’s like the old saying goes, “Opinions are like belly buttons, everyone has one.” Well, there’s mine and I like to think mine is an innie with a cute little piercing. *nods*

rebourne

wearing:
hair: Doe: Margarite @ Belle
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

{Momoko} Faye – Necklace and Choker @ Belle
Cynful Andrea’s Set @ FaMESHed

pose: Le Poppycock *Shipwreck* Off the Coast @ TLC

location: reBourne Beach

Posted in Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Maitreya, RunAway Hair, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

Tried to Make You My Own

“Sometimes I feel that I am what I deserve
A hundred crimes, no way to pay them off
So when quiet fills the night and you hurt
Know I am sorry for all that you lost
I, I had to learn you
All from the inside
My deepest regret
Right, right when I burned you
I made the last cry
I’m all that is left
I tried to make you my own”

ship wrecked

wearing:
hair:  [RA] Debbie Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia
Dead Dollz – Gardenia Set @ FaMESHed

pose: Le Poppycock *Shipwreck* Weathered Memories (Boat) @ TLC

Posted in CandyDoll, Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Lamb, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Selective

A friend of mine admitted something rather alarming to me recently. She said that before she got to know me, she was intimidated, almost afraid of me. *laughs* I kinda like the idea that people are afraid of me, but to be fair, I’m not sure why they would be unless its just my name. *laughs* On the other hand, my closest friends seem to forget my name and are shocked when I say awful things. The only way my name could have been more accurate would have been to call myself, “Filterless.” I’m true to myself and I don’t put on airs to impress other people. That can work for me and against me.

I think what happens is that people say they want the truth, but sometimes the truth isn’t always beautiful. Thus, many people find my honesty refreshing, while others find it off putting. It has taken my mother ages to accept that this is just who I am. She spent most of my life worrying about how I made her look. Honestly, I don’t think people were even thinking about her nearly as much as she thought they did.

While I am very selective about those I get close to, I am no one to be afraid of…well, unless you piss me off. Even then, its just a lot of words you’ll get from me, some of it might be brutal, I suppose, but at the same time, I’m not really that confrontational. I just walk away from people and don’t look back. I’ve been that way my entire life. I’m not going to kiss anyone’s ass in the hopes they’ll be my “friend.” We either are or we aren’t, time will tell. Disagreements might come up, but if we can’t approach them like adults then really, what kind of friendship did we have? And if you dismiss my friendship without explaining why, then again, I know that I meant nothing to you from the beginning and vice versa.

Your maturity really shows AFTER a friendship ends. Do you run about talking shit about them? Do you just dismiss it and let it go? Do you pester someone for answers? Do you insult them in hopes to get a reaction? I’m curious how other people handle things like this and I will definitely be writing more about this in the future.

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wearing:
hair:  Lamb. Luxe @ FaMESHed
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

_CandyDoll_ Sheri Shirt @ Kinky
_CandyDoll_ Sheri Skirt @ Kinky
_CandyDoll_ Sheri Heels @ Kinky
SEmotion Libellune Sweet Kitten #18 UNCOMMON @ Limit8

pose w/props: Le Poppycock *Versions of April* Fair Flora

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