Posted in Animals, Blueberry, Bueno, Catwa, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Second Life

Nothing new

Boy, boy, boys, boy

Stealin’ kisses from your misses
Does it make you freak out?
Got you fussing, got you worried
Scared to let your guard down

Boys, boys

Tell the neighbours I’m not sorry
If I’m breaking walls down
Building your girl’s second story
Ripping all your floors out

Saw your face, heard your name
Gotta get with you
Girls like girls like boys do
Nothing new
~ Hayley Kiyoko – Girls Like Girls

space cadet ab vinyl

Precious is wearing:
hair: Foxy – Cupid.
head:  CATWA HEAD Catya
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody
skin: Deetalez Maya European tone with freckles

^^Swallow^^ Princess Ears
Kibitz – Corinne’s leashed collar
BUENO-Kitty Cat-Backpack

Blueberry – FLF – 1/17 – Knotted Top
Blueberry – Authentic – Ripped Jeans
Blueberry – Authentic – Sneakers

Sady is wearing: 
hair: DOUX – Carla hairstyle
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Wednesday[+] ~ Idoru Eyelashes @ Kustom9
[Heaux] Dolly Eyes

#11 CHAIN – Hoop Earrings – Silver @ Epiphany
.::Nanika::. Leah Necklace
SU!– Almond Nails
(Yummy) Bestie Ring Set
(Yummy) Spring Splendor Rings

AsteroidBox. Sienna Jacket @ Kustom9
VINYL – Biscuit Joggers @ Kustom9
[COMPLEX] RETRO LOW @ Kustom9

pose:space cadet – deep @ flourish

scene:
.PALETO. Backdrop:. Duxbury Cute @ Equal10

[Rezz Room] Rottweiler Adult Animesh

:::ChicChica::: Bubble Tea @ Equal10

Junk Food – Hot Wings @ Epiphany
Junk Food – Noodles White @ Epiphany
Junk Food – Chopsticks @ Epiphany

[Since1975]-Skateboard

Posted in Fashion, Foxcity, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Kustom9, Legacy, Second Life

Re-imagined

When I found the point of life
It came creeping towards me
The shape of eyes

It was all this re-imagined
It was a different kind of speech
It was repetition
It was what you wanted it to be

When I saw the shape of sound
Everything came spiraling

It was all this re-imagined
It was a different kind of speech
It was repetition
It was what you wanted it to be
~ The Contortionist – Reimagined

bs foxcity

hair: [monso] Lalisa Hair @ Kustom9
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Wednesday[+] ~ Idoru Eyelashes @ Kustom9
{S0NG} :: Jem Eyes @ Kustom9
LUXREBEL ”KOKO” Lipstick (GENUS) TAN @ Access

SU!– Hell Freak Sunglasses Gold #04
Kibitz – Tricia’s choker @ Kustom9
[ kunst ] – Aubree septum @ Kustom9

Blossom&Seeds CandySet @ Access

pose: FOXCITY. Poise Bento Pose Set @ Kustom9
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Air @ Kustom9

 

Posted in Cynful, DOUX, Events, GenusProject, Kustom9, Legacy, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, tattoo, vinyl

Here Comes the Sun

Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun
And I say it’s all right

Little darling, it’s been a long cold lonely winter
Little darling, it feels like years since it’s been here

Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun
And I say it’s all right

Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
Little darling, it seems like years since it’s been here

Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun
And I say it’s all right

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes

Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting
Little darling, it seems like years since it’s been clear

Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun
And I say it’s all right

Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun
It’s all right
It’s all right

~ The Beatles – Here Comes the Sun

vinyl cynful

left:
hair:  DOUX – Cordelia hairstyle
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body:  Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin

[ bubble ] Kitty Glasses
VINYL – Torte Bikini Pak

right:
hair:  Opale . Sony Hair @ Access
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – Mocap
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin:  [Glam Affair] Josie Applier [ Genus ] @ Access

Wednesday[+] ~ Idoru Eyelashes @ Kustom9
{S0NG} :: Jem Eyes @ Kustom9
LUXREBEL ”KOKO” Lipstick (GENUS) TAN @ Access

Kibitz – Tricia’s choker @ Kustom9
Kibitz – Tricia’s bracelet @ Kustom9
[ kunst ] – Aubree septum @ Kustom9
[ kunst ] – Aubree navel piercing (Legacy) @ Kustom9

Cynful Sun Kissed Bikini @ C88

poses: Amitie Poolside Chic @ Equal10

 

 

 

Posted in Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Gingerfish Poses, Glam Affair, Legacy, Second Life

another layer of armor

I don’t know when I got scared
Scared of my imagination
Used to see beautiful things
Now I got this sick fixation

I’m playing out every single fear I’ve ever had
Scrolling through the pictures, seeing all I don’t have
Believing every negative feeling is a fact
I don’t wanna get used to that

Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down?
I’m so good at being critical
I guess I’ll learn it’s hard to get hurt
When you’re good at being cynical

I’m jealous of when I was young
And everything was right there waiting
Wanted the sky, aimed so high
Instead of lowering my expectations

I don’t know how else to keep my feet on the ground
And stop the voices in my head from getting too loud
I think I’m realizing no one figures it out
And I gotta get used to that

Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down?
I’m so good at being critical
I guess I’ll learn it’s hard to get hurt
When you’re good at being cynical

If I hope and it doesn’t work, then
I know, it’s gonna hurt, so I’ll
Make a joke, act like nothing wrong
And put another layer of armor on

Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down?
~ Katelyn Tarver – Cynical

tableau idtty

hair: Tableau Vivant \\ BunB*tch [Add-on+HB]
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
eyes: -SU!- [CATWA & OMEGA HUD] Astrid Eyes (Fatpack)
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mara Skin [ Lelutka ] @ C88

lashes: MICHAN – Lilith Lashes Fatpack [Lel EVO] @ TLC
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA DEJA VU COLLECTION #4 @ Black Fair
lipstick: IDTTY FACES –  LELUTKA DEJA VU COLLECTION #8 @ Black Fair

Apocalyptic – Awakening the eye black @ Belle
(Yummy) Cleopatra Nose Ring – Silver
Kibitz – Leove’s earrings
SU!– Almond Nails

pose: GingerFish Poses – Doll Face

backdrop: No Show – Black Vibes – The Bearded Guy

Posted in DOUX, Events, Fashion, Foxcity, GenusProject, Maitreya, Second Life

Our hope’s gone up in smoke

This indecision’s got me climbing up the walls
I’ve been cheating gravity and waiting on the falls
How did this come over me, I thought I was above it all
Our hope’s gone up in smoke, swallow your crown

Choke! On a kiss, I thought I’d save my breath for you
Choke! On a kiss, I thought I’d save my breath for you
Give me some rope I’m coming loose, I’m hanging on you
Give me some rope I’m coming loose, I’m pulling for you now
Give me some rope I’m coming out of my head, into the clear
When you go I come loose
~Foo Fighters – Rope

lunar doux foxcity

hair:  DOUX –  Ava hairstyle
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body

RichB. Trust FaceChain
OSMIA – Nostalgia.Gacha.Earrings
Kibitz – Mystical stars necklace
**RE** Festive Rings Set
Lunar – Miki Top @ equal10
Lunar – Miki Track Pants @ equal10

FOXCITY. City Life Bento Pose Set

VideoClub Backdrop – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Bueno, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, GenusProject, Kustom9, Maitreya, Second Life

Inner Battles

I hope that everyone is enjoying the holiday season, but I know that not everyone will. Suicide rates are higher during this time of year than any other. While the holidays tend to make most of us embrace our families and our friends, there are some that are reminded of those they lost. There are some that are feeling more alone now than any other time of year. It is super important that we put our differences aside and reach out to one another with kindness. The best gift you can share with people right now is humanity. Caring about one another and being there for those around us that might not be enjoying the holidays quite so much. I know from personal experience how utterly devastating it can be to watch couples around you celebrate their love…to watch parents light up at their children’s’ delights…all the while having no one to share this special time with. So, please, don’t let those fighting these inner battles, fight them alone. Join their personal army to defeat those demons and help each other be all that you can be. *grins* See what I did there?

bueno ab

hair: Foxy – Nebula Hair   @ Kustom9
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face
AG. Enlightened Eyes – Lagoon
^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears @ Kustom9
SU!– Best Of Red Lipstick Set -Genus @ Access
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
Izzie’s – Aged Claw Scars

Kibitz – Baby angel necklace
**RE** Festive Rings Set @ FaMESHed
Ascendant – Chrome French Nails @ Access
AsteroidBox. Jenna Shirt @ Kustom9
BUENO-Darlene Shorts @ Kustom9
:AC: Torn Fishnet[Style 3]
Momento . Buckle pocket boots @ Kustom9

pose: Le Poppycock-Sunwashed

La Guerra – Watching You – The Bearded Guy

Posted in Events, Exploration, FaMESHed, Fashion, GenusProject, GingerFish, Gingerfish Poses, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

Just Right

I decided to take little break from all the Christmas scenes and just do a normal-ish picture. I’ve been playing with PhotoShop and getting far more comfortable with it, but I have a long way to go. Although, I’m quite happy with how this one turned out, I really feel that I just got lucky. I strolled around the FMD sim until I found a setting I thought suited me. If you’re not a member of FMD, but want to check out their amazing sim go on a Friday night during open access. They do it weekly. If you are a member, then I recommend you take full advantage of the gorgeous sim. I happen to know the team that put this all together and that they worked tirelessly for months to get it just right.

stealthic addams gingerfish

hair:  Stealthic – Allure
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face
WarPaint* Soiree eyeshadow – set 1 @ Uber
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body

Kibitz – Mystical stars necklace
**RE** Festive Rings Set @ FaMESHed
Ascendant – Holly Nails @ Santa Inc

Addams // Pandora Denim Jacket with Sweater
Addams // Pandora Jeans with Belt

pose: GingerFish – Frost @ The Liaison Collaborative

location: FMD

Posted in Bueno, Catwa, Chic Moda, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, GenusProject, Glam Affair, Maitreya, Second Life, Uber SL

Rough Week

It’s been a rough week full of tough decisions and its only Thursday! I’ve missed my last two group therapy appointments and I’m in serious need of some one on one with my therapist, luckily I have an appointment tomorrow. I’ve been avoiding someone close to me, because their lifestyle is toxic to me and despite the fact that I’ve asked repeatedly for some boundaries to be in place, this person refuses to show me even a modicum of respect.
It is absolutely heartbreaking to think that I might be losing a friend that I’ve grown to love so very much, but at the end of the day I must take care of myself. I’ve spent the last four years living in this dark hole of a life and as I try my hardest to pull myself out…I cannot allow anyone to hinder my growth. On the other hand, a true friend wouldn’t be so blatantly disrespectful, would they?
I mean, if I don’t set boundaries for myself and the people I allow in my life, I will only be putting myself back into that little people pleasing box, running around on auto pilot that has put me so far into the darkness I’m so desperately trying to escape. I want to enjoy what’s left of my life and I can’t do that if I continue to permit someone to consistently disrespect me. We tell each other all the time not to let our lovers do it, but we rarely approach the subject of friends. Sadly, that’s where I am right now and its a bridge I have avoided crossing for the better part of the past six months. *sighs*

chicmoda miu bueno truth derrek

Sady:
hair: TRUTH Kitten
head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face
.random.Matter. – Miroh Human Ears @ Kustom9
body: Maitreya
skin: [Glam Affair] Hanna Applier [ Genus ] @ Uber

BUENO-Mercy Shades @ Anthem
Kibitz – Wandie’s necklace @ Kustom9
Ascendant – Temptress Nails @ Kinky
ChicModa // Noelle Sweater @ FaMESHEd
Legal Insanity – Gioia flared pants

Derrek:
hair: Modulus – Miles Hair
head: CATWA HEAD Daniel
body: [Signature] Gianni Body
suit: [Deadwool] Hart

pose: Ardent Poses – Content

Posted in DOUX, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, GenusProject, Maitreya, Second Life, shopping, {le fil casse}

When you are ready

“Courage doesn’t happen when you have all the answers. It happens when you are ready to face the questions you have been avoiding your whole life.”
― Shannon L. Alder

doux lfc

hair:  DOUX – Danni hairstyle
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

Kibitz – I’m yours collar – rare 1 @ ROMP
{le fil casse} Kennedy Dress @ FaMESHed

pose w/cat: +H-D+/Le PC – Kitty Galore {Set 3}

Posted in Cynful, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Foxcity, Maitreya, Second Life

Move Mountains

You’re broken down and tired
Of living life on a merry-go-round
And you can’t find the fighter
But I see it in you so we gonna walk it out
And move mountains
We gonna walk it out
And move mountains

And I’ll rise up
I’ll rise like the day
I’ll rise up
I’ll rise unafraid
I’ll rise up
And I’ll do it a thousand times again
And I’ll rise up
~ Andra Day – Rise Up

tram cynful

hair: tram G0819 hair
head: Genus Head – Baby Face
skin: L’Etre – Lana Skin
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1

Kibitz – Carlia’s necklace
Cynful Fashionista Cropped Cardigan @ FaMESHed
Cynful Andrea’s Top
Cynful A Girl`s Leather Jeggings FLF Nov 1 2019

FOXCITY. Souffle Bento Pose Set
location: Author’s Point