Posted in Glam Affair, Kustom9, Maitreya, Phoenix, Second Life

Chickadee is a brat!

Once upon a time, Sady adopted the most wonderful young woman as her daughter in Second Life. This beautiful young lady was very quick to point out all the adult toy boxes that Sady was putting in her photos. Then one day out of the blue, Sady logged in to receive her very own vending machine full of adult toys. This was an amazing gift from her naughty daughter who said, “Now you have a real toy box!” *laughs* Well, like mother like daughter, my sweet Chickadee is a brat!! I know, shocking! God, I love that girl!

phoenix asteroid box violetity

head: GENUS Project – Baby Face
SU!– Piercing Set 01
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Kleo @ Access

:::Phoenix::: Alexa Hair @ Hair Fair
e.marie // Kat Necklace – Sterling Silver
AsteroidBox. Tethys Set @ Kustom9

pose: BellePoses – Alena

[ isuka ] back alley blue backdrop
Violetility – Happy Ending Vending Machine [Dark] @ ROMP

Posted in Catwa, Eudora3D, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Pushing Imaginary Buttons

Just the perfect song…and today I’ve got no words of my own to share…so here ya go…

Sia-Buttons

You got me pushing imaginary buttons
Step away from me lover, away from me lover
You got me counting imaginary school children
Get away from me lover, away from me lover
Yes, I can see that your carpet is animated
Walk away from me lover, away from me lover
Yes, I see open wounds in everyone I’ve dated
Away from me lover, get away from me lover
I am no good for you
I’m seeing ghosts in everything I do
I am no good for you
I’m seeing ghosts in everything I do
I am no good for you
I’m seeing ghosts in everything I do, oh oh oh oh
I am no good for you
I’m seeing ghosts in everything I do, oh oh oh oh
You got me turning all the lights on and off
Walk away from me lover, away from me lover
When will you see that I am carrying this stuff?
Walk away from me lover, away from me lover
Can’t you see that I am losing my marbles?
It’s marvelous losing another, losing another
I am no good for you
I’m seeing ghosts in everything I do
I am no good for you
I’m seeing ghosts in everything I do
I am no good for you
I’m seeing ghosts in everything I do, oh oh oh oh
I am no good for you
I’m seeing ghosts in everything I do, oh oh oh oh
Walk away from me lover, away from me lover
Get away from me lover, away from me lover
Step away from me lover, away from me lover
Walk away from me lover, away from me lover

pushing buttons

wearing:
hair:   TRUTH / Livia (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Myra”
*COCO*_LongSleeveLaceTop_Black (*new* @ Uber)
.miss chelsea. Cali Pants  (*new* @ Uber)
Eudora3D Abby Stillettos & Ankle Bracelets (*new* @ Uber)
pose by Del May
ISUKA ElevatorBackdrop
Posted in Catwa, E.A.Studio, Events, Fashion, Maitreya, REWIND, Second Life, Sexy Princess, shopping

White Noise

“People think depression is dark: it is
White noise covering the mental landscape”
― Richard L. Ratliff

white noise

Sady is wearing:
hair: .Olive. the Victoria v2 Hair (*new* @ REWIND)
head: CATWA HEAD Lona
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: Glam Affair – Lily – Catwa Mesh Head Applier – Jamaica (*new* @ Kustom9)
tattoo: **RE** Surya Tattoo – Common – Gold
.:E.A.Studio:. BOX Collar Oculus Cross
Kibitz – Zaris bracelets – gold
(Yummy) Nightmare Ring Set
[Sexy Princess] White Diva

pose: an lar [poses] The Opaque Series
[ isuka ] destiny backdrop

Posted in Bueno, Fashion, Kustom9, Lybra, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL

Giving You Up

I’m actually not going to cop out with a song and lyrics, which is what I often feel like I’m doing. Although several people have told me that they don’t see it that way and I’m glad. Deep down, I just feel like I’m not being true to my blog when I simply link a song and share the lyrics. While this post is linked to Miley Cyrus’ Giving You Up, the video I’ve linked provides the lyrics. So, if you’re interested, they are there. Not every line fits how I’m feeling, but a good bit of it does.

I’m not going into great detail, but I don’t think its much of  a secret that I’m nursing a broken heart. I had 368 days of bliss with Josh and then it ended. Just like that. There was no fight. There was no real discussion, it was just a very sudden realization that this was the end. His RL had to come first and I want nothing more than for him to be happy there, especially knowing we never stood a chance of being together in RL. He gave me his avatars, so now I have malts (male alts, for those that aren’t familiar with the term) and eventually I’ll use them for photos. I have no intentions of being a man in SL. Though it might be interesting. *eyes Tracy & grins momentarily*

The truth of the matter is that we are trying to stay friends, but its very hard and what worked to help me heal the last time I had a heartache like this will not work this time. Too many bridges have been burned and too many paths have been blocked. It’s been so long since I’ve been completely on my own in SL that I almost feel lost. Fortunately, I do have a network of amazing friends that are more than willing to try and pull me from my funk. However, the wound is still very fresh and there are times, particularly when I’m alone that it hurts like the day it ended. While I have every intention of remaining his friend…I think that until I heal, I may have distance myself from him and that hurts all the more.

Giving You Up

wearing:
hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Veronika hair (*new* @ Uber)
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ  “Merrylu” Mixedtype (*new* @ Uber)
Izzie’s – CATWA Tears Applier and CATWA TEARS
BUENO-Half Hoodie -NoFksGvn (*new* @ Kustom9)
LYBRA . PJ (*new* @ TLC)

pose: Foxcity Surface set

Background is a combination of:
[ isuka ] back alley blue backdrop (using the rooftop)
Paparazzi BACKDROP – The Room With A View (edited to use just the skyline)

Posted in Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Gos, Scandalize, Second Life, shoes, shopping, Uber SL

Spend My Days Locked in a Haze

Tove Lo – Habits (Stay High)

I gotta stay high all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Spend my days locked in a haze
Trying to forget you babe
I fall back down
Gotta stay high all my life
To forget I’m missing you
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
I gotta stay
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
I gotta stay
I gotta stay
I gotta stay high all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Spend my days locked in a haze
Trying to forget you babe
I fall back down
Gotta stay high all my life
To forget I’m missing you
I gotta stay
Staying in my play pretend
Where the fun ain’t got no end
Ooh
Can’t go home alone again
Need someone to numb the pain
Ooh
Staying in my play pretend
Where the fun ain’t got no end
Ooh
Can’t go home alone again
Need someone to numb the pain
You’re gone and I gotta stay
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
I gotta stay, I gotta stay

wasted

wearing:
hair:  [RA] Skadi Hair (*new* @ Winter Trend)
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* CATWA Head “Merrylu” Nordic (*new* @ Uber)
!CD Mia Collar Black
Scandalize. Kelsie. (*new* @ FaMESHed)
[Gos] Boutique – Kendall Boots (*new* @ FaMESHed)

pose: Imitation. – Kendra v2 set (included bottle)
[ isuka ] yokocho backdrop

Posted in Cosmopolitan, Events, Fashion, N21, pr!tty, Scandalize, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Eavesdropping

“There’s nothing like eavesdropping to show you that the world outside your head is different from the world inside your head.” – Thornton Wilder

the weight of secrets
While listening at the door, she couldn’t believe what she heard!

wearing:
hair:  pr!tty – Mary  (*new* @ TCF)
head: CATWA HEAD Lilly
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
Scandalize. Akima (*new* @ Cosmopolitan)
erratic / eva – knee socks plain
[VALE KOER] GUMBALL BOOTS (*new* @ N21)

pose: Foxcity Steamy Set
[ isuka ] back alley blue backdrop

Posted in Events, Fashion, Phedora, pr!tty, Scandalize, Second Life, shoes, shopping

Sleepless Nights

Like so many people, I suffer from far too many sleepless nights. I was talking to my lovely friend, Deva, one morning. That often seems to be the start of our conversations, “How are you?” “I’m tired af!” *laughs* Neither of us sleep well and our friend, Troy, on the other hand can simply close his damn eyes and decide to go to sleep. Its a good thing we love him so damn much or we’d truly hate him for that gift alone. Though, to be fair, Troy is so kind hearted, he would gladly share his ability to sleep with us both if he could. (Okay, that sounded wrong, but funny. So, I’m leaving it.) I sure wish he could bottle that ability and send me some. People wonder why I’m so crazy and all over the place with my creativity. I tell you now, its lack of sleep and a brain that goes ninety to nothing all the freaking time. So, whether its a lack of inspiration or too much, I’m going to blame it on my sleepless nights.

break time

wearing:
hair:  pr!tty – Girim – :Short: – [Bang A] (*new* @ TCF)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
Scandalize. Stacy. (*new* @ Sad November)
Phedora ~ Claudia heels ~ 28 c (*new* @ REWIND)

pose: Foxcity Bad Kitty Set
[ isuka ] izakaya backdrop

Posted in Events, Fashion, Kustom9, Narcisse, RunAway Hair, Second Life, shopping, ULTRA

Free

When doing this photo, I couldn’t help but thing of this particular song. While I know I’ve done another music post recently, sometimes that’s just what I’m feeling for the photo. So, here’s another one…YouTube link and lyrics provided, of course. ♥

Broods – Free

I’d lose everything so I can sing
Hallelujah, I’m free
I’m free, I’m free
I’m free, I’m free

I have lived my life so perfectly
Kept to all my lines so carefully
I’d lose everything so I can sing
Hallelujah, I’m free
I’m free, I’m free
I’m free, I’m free
Hallelujah, I’m free

Gritting your teeth, you hold onto me
It’s never enough, I’m never complete
Tell me to prove, expect me to lose
I push it away, I’m trying to move
Hoping for more, and wishing for less
When I didn’t care was when I did best
I’m desperate to run, I’m desperate to leave
If I lose it all, at least I’ll be free

All I want is your attention please
Don’t want your opinion or your fee
Cause the freest I have ever been
I had nothing to show or be seen
I’m free, I’m free
I’m free, I’m free

Gritting your teeth, you hold onto me
It’s never enough, I’m never complete
Tell me to prove, expect me to lose
I push it away, I’m trying to move
Hoping for more, and wishing for less
When I didn’t care was when I did best
I’m desperate to run, I’m desperate to leave
If I lose it all, at least I’ll be free
Gritting your teeth, you hold onto me
It’s never enough, I’m never complete
Tell me to prove, expect me to lose
I push it away, I’m trying to move
Hoping for more, and wishing for less
When I didn’t care was when I did best
I’m desperate to run, I’m desperate to leave
If I lose it all, at least I’ll be free

It’s clear you think that I’m inferior
Whatever helps you sleep at night
Whatever helps you keep it tight
It’s clear you think that I’m inferior
Whatever helps you sleep at night
Whatever helps you keep it tight

Gritting your teeth, you hold onto me
It’s never enough, I’m never complete
Tell me to prove, expect me to lose
I push it away, I’m trying to move
Hoping for more, and wishing for less
When I didn’t care was when I did best
I’m desperate to run, I’m desperate to leave
If I lose it all, at least I’ll be free
Gritting your teeth, you hold onto me
It’s never enough, I’m never complete
Tell me to prove, expect me to lose
I push it away, I’m trying to move
Hoping for more, and wishing for less
When I didn’t care was when I did best
I’m desperate to run, I’m desperate to leave
If I lose it all, at least I’ll be free

Hallelujah, I’m free

white beast

wearing:
hair:  [RA] Mei Hair – Fatpack (*new* @ Candy Fair)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
mask: [CX] Mara’s Bind (*new* @ K9)
NARCISSE– Raven Silk Dress (*new* @ ULTRA)

pose by Bauhaus Movement
[ isuka ] destiny backdrop

Posted in 4Mesh, Collabor88, Events, Fashion, Rebel Hope, Second Life, shopping

Stop Right There

I can’t help it, but this picture just gets a song stuck in my head. So, I feel as though I must share the ear worm with my readers, just in case you didn’t have the same idea. There’s just this one line from the song that comes to mind the minute I see this picture and now the song is stuck in my head and has been ever since. So, here goes….Paradise by the Dashboard Lights by Meatloaf. I’m not linking the lyrics, cuz c’mon, surely y’all know this song by now! I did put the part of the song that’s been stuck in my head under the picture though.

stop
Stop right there!
I gotta know right now!
Before we go any further!
Do you love me?
Will you love me forever?
Do you need me?
Will you never leave me?
Will you make me so happy for the rest of my life?
Will you take me away and will you make me your wife?
Do you love me!?
Will you love me forever?
Do you need me!?
Will you never leave me!?
Will you make me happy for the rest of my life!?
Will you take me away and will you make me your wife!?
I gotta know right now
Before we go any further
Do you love me!?
Will you love me forever!?

wearing:
hair:  tram G1025 hair (*new* @ C88)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
DE Designs – Kara Vest (*new* @ 4Mesh)
!Rebel Hope – Lala Mesh Mini Skirt (*new* @ 4Mesh)

pose: Foxcity Hella Cute Set
[ isuka ] izakaya backdrop

Posted in Events, Fashion, Narcisse, ON9, Phedora, RunAway Hair, Second Life, Shiny Shabby, shoes, shopping, Tres Chic

Help Yourself by Helping Others

“The best way to cheer yourself up, is to cheer somebody else up.” -Mark Twain

I believe this to be true wholeheartedly. For ages, people have figured out that the best way to get out of you own head is to help other people. When we sit too long in our own problems we can drown in them and find ourselves so lost that we begin to lose hope. It’s when we lose hope that we truly become miserable and that is when we are the most dangerous…to ourselves and everyone around us. Our misery makes us toxic. Think about how good it feels to help someone in need. I don’t mean dropping a few dollars into the bucket with the bell ringers at the holidays. I mean, to support a friend and watch them succeed. I mean, to hand a meal to a homeless person. I mean opening our hearts and genuinely helping someone that is going through something so wretched, that we can’t begin to fathom the road on which they travel.
We’ve all had things go terribly wrong from time to time. We’ve all watched someone else suffering and felt absolutely helpless from the sidelines, especially in a virtual world. However, there is something happening right now that could forever change someone’s life in such a wonderful way. It hasn’t started yet, but it shall begin soon. In the meantime, I want to spread the word and I hope that you will, too. A dear friend of mine has undergone the unthinkable this year and despite it all, she has maintained the same positive attitude that made so many of us love her from the very beginning. I won’t go deep into it here, but if you’d like to help someone that not only needs help…and would never in a million years ask….there’s about to be a fundraising event and there’s something for everyone. For more information, please visit the Facebook page: For the love of the Devil

bad kitty

wearing:
hair: [RA] Jas Hair (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)
head: CATWA HEAD Tala
body: Maitreya Mesh Body
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Darkness Ears (*new* @ Black Fair)
ears: Sweet Thing. Neko Ears (Bento)
tail: Sweet Thing. Fuwa Tail (Bento)
**RE** Deah Gloves & Rings
Narcisse– Stellar Bra – ML – White (*new* @ Epiphany)
-Narcisse- Stellar Corset – ML – White (*new* @ Epiphany)
-Narcisse- Stellar Pannier – ML – White (*new* @ Epiphany)
-Narcisse- Stellar Panties – ML – White (*new* @ Epiphany)
Phedora ~ Ginger Boots ~ Hud 28 C. (*new* @ Tres Chic)

pose: FOXCITY. Bad Kitty VOL2 Bento Pose Set (*new* @ ON9)
[ isuka ] union local backdrop (*new* @ Shiny Shabby)