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As I move forward

Sometimes doing what’s right for myself seems to hurt those around me, because they don’t understand my choices. Their path is not my own and I don’t expect them to fully understand. Unfortunately, there are times that I cannot find a way to explain my choices without hurting their feelings. It’s not about them, though, and I have to trust that if they truly love me and care for me, they will trust that my decisions are about me…not them. I suppose this is the sort of line in the sand that some will never understand. I hate losing friends, but at the end of the day this is my life and I must do right by me. I’ve spent the majority of my life people pleasing and it has led me to some pretty dark places. There’s a sense of freedom that comes with shedding that people pleasing skin and really being true to myself for the first time in many years. I’m sorry that I hurt people along the way, that was never my intention. I can only hope to be more careful and mindful as I move forward.

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Basics:
head: CATWA HEAD Catya
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: [Glam Affair] Dee Applier

hair: pr!tty – Lemonade
(Yummy) Free Spirit Rings
Ascendant – Old Love Nails

Dead Dollz – Mali Beach Robe @ Uber

[InDiGo] Female Portrait Bento Poses Pack

location: Scarlett Isle

Posted in Catwa, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Gos, Maitreya, Phoenix, Second Life, shoes, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative

Recycle Me

I think I’ve written about my knee replacements in the past. Honestly, I’m not sure. So, there you have it, both of my knees have been replaced. So, there’s plastic and metal in both my knees now. No, I haven’t set off any metal detectors as of yet, but I do have a card for each knee to carry with me in the event that I do. With that said, I was thinking to myself the other day, “I wonder if they have considered using recycled plastic or metal for these parts.” I’m going to guess they don’t, but can you imagine? I mean, the way we’re tapping the resources of our planet as if she’s going to provide for us for eternity….it might be some day that replaceable body parts are made from recyclables. Then when we die, they reclaim those parts to recycle again! Jussayin! It could happen! I’m pretty sure my grandmother would never have dreamed of the day that people were having sex with robots, but that day is here!

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So, my futuristic look is rather complex and I wanted to make sure you got a good view of it all….so there’s more photos than normal, but I’m not that hard to look at….am I?

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wearing:
hair: :::Phoenix::: Beth Hair @ FaMESHed
head: CATWA HEAD Denice
.:: StunnerOriginals ::.Eyes Cybernetic – Pack One @ Unik
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
skin: #PUMEC – Sophia

[ rD ] – Jaanvi Set @ TLC
-[ rD ] Jaanvi Earrings
-[ rD ] Jaanvi Necklace
Ghoul – Hannya Demon Arms – Tsurara Onna
Dead Dollz – Selene Dress @ FaMESHed
[Gos] Star Boots @ FaMESHed

pose: [InDiGo] Marta Pose Set  @ Unik

Trash it – Technologic Vol 2 – The Bearded Guy @ TLC