Posted in Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed, Fashion, Kustom9, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, The Liaison Collaborative, Uber SL

IDTTY

If you love cosmetics in Second Life, the way I do, then by now you’ve seen the absolutely beautiful eyeshadows and lipsticks that IDTTY has been making over the years. One of the happiest cosmetic days for me was the day that she started creating for Lelutka Evolution, because I had been wearing her cosmetics for quite some time on my Genus and Catwa heads. For months, I drooled over new releases that simply didn’t work with my newly beloved Lelutka heads. Finally it happened and I was elated. Then she did a blogger search. OMG, was it possible? I hadn’t really done a lot of cosmetic blogging in the past, as closeups have always done my head in…pun intended. LOL. I decided it was worth a shot, because if there’s a cosmetic store out there that I can fully stand behind it is without a doubt, IDTTY! I didn’t have my hopes set too high. Like I said, I hadn’t really blogged a lot of cosmetics. However, I wasn’t going to get it if I didn’t try and try I did. AND….I GOT IT!! I was so excited! So that’s why you’re seeing so many more close ups and I really do encourage everyone to give it a go. She creates for Genus, Catwa, and Lelutka Evo now…so honestly, unless you’re wearing some obscure head (and that’s ok) you should be able to find the perfect cosmetic combos and they are worth every single penny.

tableau idtty diversion

hair: Tableau Vivant \\ BunB*tch [Add-on+HB] @ Collabor88
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Maya (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA LUSCIOUS DESIRE COLLECTION #3
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA LUSCIOUS DESIRE COLLECTION #10

*AvaWay* EMILY Necklaces Set @ FaMESHed

pose: Diversion – Strawberry Season @ TLC
(comes with a strawberry, but I didn’t use it)

[Black Bantam] Chocolate Dipped Strawberry @ Kustom9

Posted in Cosmopolitan, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL

Leaving Me Alone is a Bad Idea

I don’t feel like this is rocket science, but apparently too many people don’t get it. So, here’s a little tip…if the person you are dating is upset/stressed/depressed/going through a rough time, going radio silent is NOT a good move. Unless they have specifically requested to be left alone…going away and not speaking to them is going to make things worse. Since, so few people seem to understand that, I just thought I’d put it out there.
This next part is just for me, or about me, I can’t speak for how others fully react to being pretty much abandoned while clearly needing the support of the one that supposedly loves them. For me, if  you walk away from me when times are hard, then you’ve just told me that I’m an option. You’ve told me that I’m not worth the effort of an actual conversation. Even if all you do is wrap your arms around me and tell me its going to be okay, the proceed to listen…THAT is far better that throwing up your hands and walking away. Once you make me feel like I’m not worth your time and effort, I’m done. I will not stick around to feel that way again and again. I know there are women out there on the grid that will wait for someone that doesn’t have the decency to send a message and tell them what’s going on. I will never understand that, but hey, to each their own. I’m not the one. I can feel like shit without your help. So, when you throw me to the wolves when I’m down and out, I will learn to stand on my own. I’m a fighter. That’s what I do. Ah, but here’s the rub….if I have to do this all by myself…wtf do I need you for? Nothing…which is what you left me with when you gave me that ever so fucking mature silent treatment.
Here’s the thing, if I’m an option to you, go away. When I let you into my heart, I mean it, so if you’re going to treat me like a pawn in your little love game….go find some thirsty bitch that’s going to take all that crap. I’m not her. In my opinion, none of us should allow anyone to treat us that way, but what do I know? I’d rather be alone than be treated poorly. I guess the point I’m making is that if you care about me don’t leave me alone and expect me to just be okay when you finally decide to man up and come back. I won’t be waiting.

tableau lyrium

hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Editorial hair – Ponytail [RARE] @ Arcade
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Maya (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA STUPID LOVE COLLECTION #3 @ Cosmopolitan
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA STUPID LOVE COLLECTION #7 @ Cosmopolitan

pose & background: Lyrium. Seashore Scene and Pose Series @ Pose Fair Market

Posted in Cosmopolitan, Legacy, Lelutka, N21, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL, vinyl

Something’s Gotta Happen

For our only hope is falling in love
With who we are
And what we wanna do
Is it gonna be you,
Is it gonna be me
Well something’s gotta happen
Or we’ll be on our knees
On our knees
For our only hope is falling in love
With who we are
And what we wanna do
Is it gonna be you,
Is it gonna be me
Well something’s gotta happen
Or we’ll be on our knees
On our knees
Feel it in your bones
The need for something more
The more and more you wait
It’s burning you
Feel it in your bones
The need for something more
~ Konoba – On Our Knees
idtty vinyl

hair: tram J0513b hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Maya (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber

eyes: [Heaux] Poppy Eyes @ N21

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA STUPID LOVE COLLECTION #3 @ Cosmopolitan
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA STUPID LOVE COLLECTION #7 @ Cosmopolitan

VINYL – Bones Hoodie @ Kinky

 

Posted in Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Uber SL

Butterfly

When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It’s easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open up my hands
And watch you rise
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly, oh
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

idtty rezz room reign lw burrow

hair: TRUTH Delicate
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Maya (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber

[Heaux] Kitten Eyes @ SaNaRae
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA  LOVE SPELL COLLECTION #2 (Happy Weekend May 29-31)
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA LOVE SPELL COLLECTION #10 (Happy Weekend May 29-31)

*LODE* Head Accessory – Hellebore Crown [white]
(Yummy) Chained Ring Set @ Uber

.miss chelsea. Ryan Top @ Uber
SPIRIT – Osoka shorts @ Uber
REIGN.- FLUFFEH FLIP FLOPS

[Rezz Room] Shiba Inu Puppy Animesh @ Uber

.peaches. Beachin’ Bag Clutter – Dotted for FLF May 29, 2020

pose: :LW Bento Poses – Miracles (comes with butterfly)

location: Burrow Coffee & Whiskey Co

Posted in Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, shopping, Uber SL, vinyl

Better Late Than Never

Every year there’s a Second Life challenge to do a yearbook photo and I’ve never participated. High school was not the best of times for me. I could have a do over, I know I would’ve done things very differently. I suppose that’s true for most of us. Anyway, whenever people do the yearbook photo challenge I can’t help but giggle, because I hated our senior yearbook photos. The first ice school I went to, gave an option to do the standard senior photo with the velvet crap draped off shoulder for girls/tuxedo for boys OR you could pay for the deluxe package to have outdoor shots that reflected your personal style. However, life happened and we moved. So, the high school I ended up graduating from didn’t offer that. They only did the standard velvet crap. That pretty much summed up my high school years. Today when I shot this picture, I giggled at how long it took me to finally take the kind of picture I always wanted for my real life senior yearbook photo. Better late than never, I suppose…even if its virtual.

stealthic vinyl space cadet heaux idtty

hair: Stealthic – Chiffon
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head 1.2
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Maya (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber

[Heaux] Kitten Eyes @ SaNaRae
eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA FRENCH KISS #2 @ Kinky 
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA FRENCH KISS #6 @ Kinky

[ rD ] – Madurai Set @ Belle
***earrings & necklace***
VINYL – Salt Cami @ Uber
VINYL – Chica Denim Skirt @ Uber

pose: – space cadet – furutsu

Posted in Second Life

I need healing

Wish I could’ve found the words to say
Wish I could’ve given what you gave
‘Cause we could’ve loved, we could’ve been something
But not if I’m brokenAnd I know that you love me but I don’t think I’m ready
Found me in a bottle
Oh, I thought I needed someone I could run to
Oh, run to, oh
But I need healing
I need healing
~ Arlissa – Healing

heaux-idtty-diversion-lode-cosmic-dust

hair: tram J0513b hair @ Uber
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe (LeLutkaEVO)

lashes: [POUT!] Kelly – Eye lash collection @ Belle
eyes: [Heaux] Brighton Eyes @ N21

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA ANGEL DUST #5
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA ANGEL DUST #8

LODE Head Accessory – Pansy [blue] @ ShinyShabby
[Cosmic Dust]  – Dakota Dress @ Kustom9

pose: Diversion  – Blossom – Poses @ Belle

Posted in Second Life

Girl on Fire

She’s just a girl, and she’s on fire
Hotter than a fantasy, longer like a highway
She’s living in a world, and it’s on fire
Feeling the catastrophe, but she knows she can fly away
Oh, she got both feet on the ground
And she’s burning it down
Oh, she got her head in the clouds
And she’s not backing down
This girl is on fire
~ Alicia Keys – Girl on Fire


hair: TRUTH Delicate
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe (LeLutkaEVO)

lashes: [POUT!] Kelly – Eye lash collection @ Belle
eyes: [Heaux] Poppy Eyes – Darks FLF May 22, 2020

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELELUTKA YOU WISH COLLECTION #4 @ Fetish Fair
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA YOU WISH COLLECTION #9 @ Fetish Fair

[Aleutia] Anya Top @ Belle

pose: space cadet – nasa’s fake set

Posted in Second Life

What kind of hell…

I’m in an ungodly amount of pain that is shooting through my hip, down my right leg and up my back. I have no idea what it is, but I suspect I need a hip replacement or I have a broken pelvis. Surprisingly, this is one of those things that I’d walk around with not knowing how bad it is until a doctor tells me. That’s how it was with my knees. I knew they hurt like hell, but I had no idea how bad they were until a doctor told me. He was actually surprised that I was still walking. However, the pain I’m experiencing now usually happens while I’m sleeping and it wakes me up in an awful state. I involuntarily scream out in pain, which stirs the animals, and has twice woken up my mother. On top of that, I seem to be stuck in this bizarre nightmare repeat. It’s like having a movie on repeat. I keep trying to change the outcome, but I only alter the path to the ending which segues perfectly back to the beginning. To make matters worse, the dream has Jason Momoa in it, but he’s absolutely terrifying! What kind of hell am I in?

wearing:
hair: Tableau Vivant // Cotton Candy @ C88
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Beatriz Skin [Lelutka] @ C88

lashes: [POUT!] Kelly – Eye lash collection @ Belle
eyes: [Heaux] Poppy Eyes – Essentials #5
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA PARTY MONSTA COLLECTION #3 @ ShinyShabby
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA PARTY MONSTA COLLECTION #8 @ ShinyShabby

LODE Head Accessory – Pansy [white] @ ShinyShabby
RUST REPUBLIC[Meilleure] @ Belle
REIGN.- BETTY SOCKS

pose: Diversion – Dangling – Poses

MINIMAL – Forever Backdrop -Dark Feeling @ @ Equal10

{vespertine} little prince carousel – moonwalk

CELESTE – Animated Glitter

Posted in Second Life

My Sasster

This is my sister from another mister and has quickly become one of my best friends. After hanging out almost daily for well over 6 months now, we made it official. I now have two sisters in Second Life. We’ve already been though some ups & downs and I’m happy to report that we worked it out like adults! The secret to a great friendship is communication and the willingness to confront uncomfortable situations head on. Ok, I’ll admit…we might need to walk away for a minute or a day, then regroup. The point is, we always come back with open arms, open hearts, and tons of laughter.

doux stealthic miu little fox breathe lyrium

Sady is wearing:
hair: DOUX – Eden hairstyle @ Dubai
head: LeLUTKA Erin Head
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Beatriz Skin [Lelutka] @ C88

lashes: [POUT!] Kelly – Eye lash collection @ Belle
eyes: [Heaux] Poppy Eyes – Essentials #5
ears: ^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA LOVE LETTER COLLECTION #3
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA SUGAR DRIP COLLECTION #5
tattoo: Tattoo “Maneki Neko”_by GoK

Miu – Aurora outfit @ Tres Chic
[BREATHE]-Sorami Heels @ C88

Sassy is wearing:
hair: Stealthic – Chiffon
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head
body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V5.0
skin: [theSkinnery] Signe

*AvaWay* DORIS Necklaces
*AvaWay* LOVE Bracelets & Rings Set

Little Fox – Kelsey satin blouse @ Tres Chic
Little Fox – Kelsey jeans skirt @ Tres Chic
[Enchante‘] – Jacqueline Shoes

pose: Lyrium. Girls Dual Pose 10 @ Dubai

backdrop: K&S – // Telephone booth. Photobooth

Posted in Collabor88, DOUX, Events, Fashion, Legacy, Lelutka, Second Life, Uber SL

Be Kind

Wanna believe, wanna believe
That you don’t have a bad bone in your body
But the bruises on your ego make you go wild, wild, wild, yeah
Wanna believe, wanna believe
That even when you’re stone cold, you’re sorry
Tell me why you gotta be so out of your mind, yeah
I know you’re chokin’ on your fears
Already told you I’m right here
I will stay by your side every night
I don’t know why you hide from the one
And close your eyes to the one
Mess up and lie to the one that you love
When you know you can cry to the one
Always confide in the one
You can be kind to the one that you love
~ Marshmello & Halsey – Be Kind

doux asteroidbox space cadet

hair:  DOUX – Laquisha hairstyle @ Equal10
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.1
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Perky Edition (1.2.1)
skin: [theSkinnery] Shara (LeLutkaEVO) @ Uber
Tattoo “Dragon of the Rising Sun”_by GoK

eyeshadow: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA FILTHY RICH COLLECTION #5
lipstick: IDTTY FACES – LELUTKA FILTHY RICH COLLECTION #8

RichB. Imo Earrings
TETRA – Luna necklace @ C88
RichB. Skully Arm Bands
RichB. Halo Cuffs
(Yummy) Adel Ring Set @ C88
SU!– Almond Nails
AsteroidBox. Mina Outfit @ Equal10

pose: – space cadet – nasa’s fake set

K&S – // Telephone booth. Photobooth