Every time I close my eyes, it’s like a dark paradise No one compares to you I’m scared that you won’t be waiting on the other side Every time I close my eyes, it’s like a dark paradise No one compares to you I’m scared that you won’t be waiting on the other side All my friends ask me why I stay strong Tell ’em when you find true love, it lives on Ahh That’s why I stay here And there’s no remedy for memory, your face is like a melody It won’t leave my head Your soul is haunting me and telling me that everything is fine But I wish I was dead
hair: DOUX – Sixty Nine hairstyle head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3) skin: Glam Affair – Lelutka Skin – Zasha @ C88
I’ve tried to avoid doing photos with masks. I didn’t want to offend anyone or make light of our current situation. However, since I found out that this is no longer a one and done disease. Not only can you contract this disease twice, but the numbers are getting insanely higher by the day. So, it seems that for those of us not wanting to get sick, masks are going to be part of our lives for quite some time. Ladies are going to save a ton on lipstick!
However, I’m looking at this as an opportunity for us to really showcase our eyes. We can get super creative with our masks and matching eye shadow combinations! Okay, sure we might not do our hair with branches sticking out, but the mask and eye shadow combo are brilliant and you know it! Plus, if we have to wear masks for a while, they might as well be fashionable. Maybe if we make them cute enough we can get everyone to wear them, even those selfish assholes that think they’re too good to wear a mask.
hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Fruit of the Bloom [bare] Reward
head: LeLUTKA Lake Head 1.2
eyes: –SU!– [CATWA & OMEGA HUD] Astrid Eyes (Fatpack)
body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) (1.2)
skin: [Glam Affair] Mara Skin [ Lelutka ] @ C88
As I was taking this picture, the sun was rising over my shoulder. I couldn’t help but think how each new day is like a new leaf on the tree of life. How it is up to us as individuals to shape that leaf into something beautiful or to let it wither up to waste away.
So, y’all gotta know I miss writing something on occasion. Should’ve known I couldn’t stay quiet for too damn long. I didn’t even make it a month. I don’t know what I’ll write about going forward. I don’t think I’ll be quite so forthcoming about my life. Sadly, there are people out there that like to hurt me and use personal information to do so. In the meantime, I hope everyone, even the haters, enjoys this summer the best you can. Let’s all eat watermelon and get sticky!
If you love cosmetics in Second Life, the way I do, then by now you’ve seen the absolutely beautiful eyeshadows and lipsticks that IDTTY has been making over the years. One of the happiest cosmetic days for me was the day that she started creating for Lelutka Evolution, because I had been wearing her cosmetics for quite some time on my Genus and Catwa heads. For months, I drooled over new releases that simply didn’t work with my newly beloved Lelutka heads. Finally it happened and I was elated. Then she did a blogger search. OMG, was it possible? I hadn’t really done a lot of cosmetic blogging in the past, as closeups have always done my head in…pun intended. LOL. I decided it was worth a shot, because if there’s a cosmetic store out there that I can fully stand behind it is without a doubt, IDTTY! I didn’t have my hopes set too high. Like I said, I hadn’t really blogged a lot of cosmetics. However, I wasn’t going to get it if I didn’t try and try I did. AND….I GOT IT!! I was so excited! So that’s why you’re seeing so many more close ups and I really do encourage everyone to give it a go. She creates for Genus, Catwa, and Lelutka Evo now…so honestly, unless you’re wearing some obscure head (and that’s ok) you should be able to find the perfect cosmetic combos and they are worth every single penny.
I don’t feel like this is rocket science, but apparently too many people don’t get it. So, here’s a little tip…if the person you are dating is upset/stressed/depressed/going through a rough time, going radio silent is NOT a good move. Unless they have specifically requested to be left alone…going away and not speaking to them is going to make things worse. Since, so few people seem to understand that, I just thought I’d put it out there.
This next part is just for me, or about me, I can’t speak for how others fully react to being pretty much abandoned while clearly needing the support of the one that supposedly loves them. For me, if you walk away from me when times are hard, then you’ve just told me that I’m an option. You’ve told me that I’m not worth the effort of an actual conversation. Even if all you do is wrap your arms around me and tell me its going to be okay, the proceed to listen…THAT is far better that throwing up your hands and walking away. Once you make me feel like I’m not worth your time and effort, I’m done. I will not stick around to feel that way again and again. I know there are women out there on the grid that will wait for someone that doesn’t have the decency to send a message and tell them what’s going on. I will never understand that, but hey, to each their own. I’m not the one. I can feel like shit without your help. So, when you throw me to the wolves when I’m down and out, I will learn to stand on my own. I’m a fighter. That’s what I do. Ah, but here’s the rub….if I have to do this all by myself…wtf do I need you for? Nothing…which is what you left me with when you gave me that ever so fucking mature silent treatment.
Here’s the thing, if I’m an option to you, go away. When I let you into my heart, I mean it, so if you’re going to treat me like a pawn in your little love game….go find some thirsty bitch that’s going to take all that crap. I’m not her. In my opinion, none of us should allow anyone to treat us that way, but what do I know? I’d rather be alone than be treated poorly. I guess the point I’m making is that if you care about me don’t leave me alone and expect me to just be okay when you finally decide to man up and come back. I won’t be waiting.