And how far is halfway there? I didn’t see you on the trail Did almost become good enough? Should a good life be so hard won? Is that what our dreams have become? Sometimes when you’re shooting an arrow It can fly across the sky so proud I would go all the way to the sun If I didn’t have to come back down
No lyrics today, I know, shocking. It’s ok, I’m sure they’ll be back in the next post. But today, I want to tell you about some things! First off, I want to tell you about this badass car! I’m obsessed with all the details. The hood opens, the trunk opens, as well as the doors. However, the interior is incredibly detailed. You have to see it for yourself and you really do want to check this out. If you’ve ever wanted a car in SL, I highly recommend you check out 777 Motors.
The next thing I want to tell you about is the sim! It’s called London for Ara and was done as a gift by my SL nephew, Trouble Dethly. He did this for his girlfriend/partner/wife…whatever they are…lol. What I know is that both of them are incredibly talented people and both have hearts of gold. He’s been kind enough to open the sim to the public, so check it out while you can. I’ve no idea how long he intends to keep it that way, but its a beautiful London setting with stores and parks and so much more. So, go buy a car, go shopping, and go exploring. Now you have weekend plans. You’re welcome.
hair: tram K0310 hair @ Uber head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4) skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Skin Fair Glam Affair – New Body Line RE Sublime Nose Piercing N9
Something deep down Something deep down Something deep down is Tellin’ me “listen to your gut” Your instincts, you should always trust Calling you to run run to and not from When they think they won won let ’em know what’s to come ‘Cause this time around I’ma listen to that Something deep down Every now and then we lose ourselves going round the bend Staying put ’cause I’m too afraid it will end One step back gives me three steps forward It’s your mistakes bring you closer The sun will come up but will I, I, I? It’s written in the stars but do they lie, lie, lie? It’s only up to me to make it right, right, right It’s only up to me to make it right, right, right
hair: bonbon – zoey hair @ Kustom9 head: LeLUTKA Avalon Head 3.0 @ Skin Fair body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.4) skin: [Glam Affair] Rika Skin [Lelutka EvoX] @ Skin Fair Glam Affair – New Body Line RE Sublime Nose Piercing N9
ERSCH – Monie Earrings @ Bloom (Yummy) Aaliyah Ring Collection @ Uber alme. Mesh Nails – Shabby Spring Collection @ Bloom hive // pink drink on the go . kitty @ Kustom9 ~Nerido~ Ksyu Shirt/Bra @ Bloom MILOTA: Emmanuel shorts @ Kustom9
These days, I think we’d all like a spa vacation. Unfortunately, due to the current times, that simply isn’t an option for most of us. However, I have found some tranquility by creating my own spa inworld and simply allowing my avatar to enjoy the setting, while I listen to some soft meditation friendly music. It would seem that the creators in SL have a similar idea, as I was able to use the new Urban Spa set from Atelier Burgundy & Pitaya as my foundation, then added elements from other spa sets in my collection to personalize it. There’s quite a bit that isn’t shown here, to include spring water and a mud bath, but I think this photo gives you an accurate view to grasp the idea. Hopefully, it will inspire you to create you own special place of zen. ♥
DaD “Mandarin Spa” DaD “Mandarin Spa Jellyfish floor lamp” LI:4 DaD “Mandarin Spa Sensory rug” gift LI:7 DaD “Mandarin Spa Towel Basket” LI:2 DaD “Mandarin Spa small table A” LI:1
Foxwood – Hanging Plants – Large LI:5 Foxwood – Hanging Plants – Small LI:4
KraftWork Zen Refuge KraftWork Zen Refuge . Asian Coffee Table Wood LI:1 KraftWork Zen Refuge . Asian Lamp (with projector light) LI:2 KraftWork Zen Refuge . Buddha Vase LI:26 KraftWork Zen Refuge . Candles Path LI:4 KraftWork Zen Refuge . Ceramic Mobile LI:2 KraftWork Zen Refuge . Meditation Table LI:5 KraftWork Zen Refuge . Metal Chimes (no sounds) LI:1 KraftWork Zen Refuge . Spa Candle Set 1 LI:4 KraftWork Zen Refuge . Spa Candle Set 2 LI:5 KraftWork Zen Refuge . Tatami Rug LI:5 KraftWork Zen Refuge . Yoga Poses Banner LI:1
I heard from a friend of a friend That you’ve been checking back in ‘Cause I said goodbye, moved overnight And you haven’t heard much since then Wondering how I’m doing now It’s none of your business first of all Wondering how I’m doing now But if you’ve got to know, well sure Well sure You think I’d be lost Think I’d be lost without you, lost Is it hard knowing you’re wrong See I got lots without you Lots without you
hair: Tableau Vivant \ Water lily – Dropping @ Arcade head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3) skin: PUMEC — SARAH @ Kustom9 tattoo: *Bolson / Tattoo – Antheia @ Anthem
Don’t faint. I know, its a decor only post and I haven’t done one of those in ages. Trust me, you’ll see it again, cuz I plan on posing with this scene, too. Plus, I never said I wouldn’t blog decor. How could I not, I love decorating. I’m so in love with with the CONCEPT} CASA PARADISO set at Arcade. So, not only will you see this scene again, or at least parts of it. You will also see more from that set. So, without further blabbering, I’m going to start working on something else! HA! Bathroom scenes have always been my most challenging, too. So, here I am trying to do another one. Be nice.
CONCEPT} CASA PARADISO. @ Arcade CONCEPT} 05. CASA PARADISO. Wood Stool LI:2 CONCEPT} 17. CASA PARADISO. House. RARE LI:52 CONCEPT} 18. CASA PARADISO. Wash cabinet LI:5 CONCEPT} 19. CASA PARADISO. Square mirror A LI:1 CONCEPT} 20. CASA PARADISO. Stool A LI:1 CONCEPT} 21. CASA PARADISO. Natural Rug LI:2 CONCEPT} 22. CASA PARADISO.Stool B LI:2 CONCEPT} 23. CASA PARADISO. Big mirror LI:2 CONCEPT} 24. CASA PARADISO. Bath Adult. RARE. copy LI:4
CONCEPT} 12. SAL. Short Hang Lamp LI:1 CONCEPT} 21. SAL. Grey pot LI:1
Ok, so this is a bit off and has absolutely nothing to do with the photo, but since I am prone to sharing my real life or lackthereof here, I figure I might as well share this, too. However, this could be a trigger for some. If you are easily triggered by suicide topics, please have someone else read it first to determine whether or not you should. I’m doing this for me. These are my reasons: 1. to hold myself accountable 2. cuz I think the convo is cute 3. cuz it shows how quickly my state of mind changes So, what I’m going to do is just copy a conversation between myself and my wifey, Ghoulina Waffles, cuz it pretty much sums things up. Please don’t go nuts and call for welfare checks, I’m fine and I have an appt with my therapist in the morning.
9:24am Ghoulie: Hope your stint at XXXXXX went okay Sady: girl, I couldn’t sleep before my shift I just laid in bed for hours contemplating suicide then after my shift, I passed the fuck out and had a nightmare about a failed suicide attempt Ghoulie: Jesus wammen Sady: was a rad attempt fail tho rofl Ghoulie: you are not allowed to think of suicide when your wifey is this pretty https://flic.kr/p/2kENqCT oh? how’s that? Sady: oooh, I tried to race my car into a busy intersection, but ended up launching my car over it instead, but also flipping it mid way so I was over the intersection upside down screaming “fuck yeah” out the window before turning right side up and crashing into a building but in my dream, my car was so sturdy it protected me, so I just had a concussion some scratches and bruises and a bunch of teenagers decided I was a worthy cause and all came to visit me and then it was kinda over and a giant storm came and mom was passed out on the couch so I sat and watched this amazing storm outside when it was over we went to target to buy candy lmao Ghoulie: WTF, so, you had an action film for a suicide attempt Sady: ooh and at the store there were all these candy bar flavored pop tart bites….they were new and I was mad that they didn’t have a grab bag with all the flavors especially since I didn’t want a whole bag of milky way pop tarts lmao Ghoulie: I like you, but you’re crazy (said with a gif) Sady: note to self, do not use car in suicide attempt, cuz if it fails, you only killed your car Ghoulie: No suicide attempts, okay? Sady: we’ll see Ghoulie: your body is already like evil hands rubbing together “Teeheehee we got this” Sady: RIGHT??? Ghoulie: it’s like surprise suicide, you just can’t plan it Sady: pretty much…lol
….then we trailed off to discuss our new Linden Labs stilt homes and other things
Again, I repeat, I’m fine now. I was just talking to one of my closest friends. She gets me on a level that most don’t and she knows when to take me seriously, when to worry, etc. She’s not worried and you shouldn’t be either. This is not a cry for help, but just a glimpse into my BPD brain. As my friend, Tracy Redangel, once said, “Depression lies.” I know this and I would not act on a suicidal impulse. Trust that I know myself far better than most and I will be discussing my thoughts with my new therapist tomorrow morning. Meanwhile, I have too much work to do and too many people counting on me to just up and dip out! I PROMISE.
hair: [monso] Mabel Hair @ C88 head: LeLUTKA Nova Head 2.5 eyes: AG. Mercury Eyes @ Access body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3) skin: PUMEC – Lillian
[ rD ] – Rayna Cuff & Earrings @ TLC Rainbow Sundae Callie Bracelet @ TLC MY BAGS by Mila Blauvelt My Naughty RED hive // cold brew coffee to go . Apl.Blossom Genesis @ TLC
This is how you get out of trouble for not doing the dishes. *grins* You just stand real pretty in something distracting and offer some treats. Now, what significant other could possibly be upset about a few dishes in the sink when they can have hot cocoa, churros, and this? None with a pulse, I can tell you that! *giggles*
hair: TRUTH Brazen head: LeLUTKA Lily Head 2.5 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3) skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM
AvaWay LETTER Necklaces Set @ FaMESHed (Yummy) Eliza Ring Collection @ C88 ^^Swallow^^ Princess Belly Piercing @ Kustom9
The moment I saw this sweater, I had to message Annie, “I’m just going to pretend this sweater is named after me!” Annie quickly assured me that it was indeed named after me. I’m honored to have such a beautiful piece named after me. I love how the lines kinda shift around the boobs, like its stretching. It is perfect….the shading, the wrinkles….how the sleeves come down over the wrists as if I’ve been pulling at them and no pokes on the shoulders from being on a hanger in my closet instead of folded on a shelf. *laughs* Seriously, this is one of the most realistic sweaters I’ve seen in SL, like this sweater has been worn….I pushed up the sleeves to do dishes, then I tugged them down over my hands when I took the dog out. For me, this sweater tells a story, To top off the sweater, Katya named a pose set after me! It’s a perfect set of poses for blogging, too. So, I’ll be using them all eventually. For now, I’m just using one of them to pose pretty in front of this scene composed mostly from two of THOR’s lastest gacha sets. I’m not going to pretend that I’m not excited over having such awesome creations named after me. It’s an honor anytime a designer names something after you and I am genuinely chuffed. (Can’t tell I have British friends, can you?)
hair: DOUX – Sixty Nine hairstyle @ Level head: LeLUTKA Fleur Head 2.5 body: [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition (1.3) skin: — PUMEC – JADWIGA – LELUTKA x BOM
This song made think of my friend, Grace….she jokes about drinking in order to put up with her family. Now let’s hope she doesn’t kill me for this…LOL
Christmas is a time, a special time of year With peace and joy and happiness and, wonderment and cheer Opening your presents underneath the tree And spending countless hours with your family
That’s why I’m drinking drinking drinking I’m gonna drink all day I’m coming home for Christmas and my family’s insane Just got to make it through the day And there’s no other way I’m gonna get drunk, drunk, drunk on Christmas
Wednesday[+] ~ December Magic ~ Letters – COMMON @ Arcade Wednesday[+] ~ December Magic ~ Herborist Book – COMMON @ Arcade Wednesday[+] ~ December Magic ~ Coffee – COMMON @ Arcade Wednesday[+] ~ December Magic ~ Wooden Doll – COMMON @ Arcade